I am the true love of the man

Trembling, Yu Xiao took out his mobile phone and dialed the number at the top of the call history, his psychiatrist.

The doctor answered the phone quickly.

"Xiao Xiao, what's the matter with you? Where are you now?" There was a very kind female voice on the phone. This is the psychiatrist introduced to Yu Xiao by his junior high school teacher. Her surname is Zhu. She knows Yu Xiao's condition very well.

"I'm at home, Dr. Zhu, he's getting married." Yu Xiao's voice trembled and choked.

"Doctor Zhu, what should I do?"

"Have you taken the medicine?" Although she guessed that the situation was not good when she received Yu Xiao's call so late at first, she didn't expect to hear the news, because she was in charge of Yu Xiao from the beginning to the end, so she felt sorry for her. The matter of Yu Xiao is very clear, and she naturally knows what Yu Xiao said about him, so she understands very well what this news means to Yu Xiao, but no matter how anxious she is, she has no way to fly to the imperial capital, so she can only calm down and watch Is there any way.

"I took it twice yesterday and it didn't help at all."

"I know a good psychiatrist in the imperial capital. It seems not far from your place. Shall I call him?" Dr. Zhu knows Yu Xiao's address. As long as Yu Xiao agrees, she can get rid of that doctor and come directly to the door. After all, Yu Xiao's current situation is not suitable for going out. Although it is very late, Dr. Zhu watched Yu Xiao grow up, so Dr. Zhu felt sorry for him and helped him whenever he could. He even confiscated Yu Xiao's consultation fee.

"Okay, then I'll hang up the phone first. Don't go out, and don't do anything to hurt yourself, you know? I'll let him go as soon as possible." Dr. Zhu worried. After all, Yu Xiao committed suicide more than once Self-harm records.

Yu Xiao lay on the table, biting his arm fiercely, still holding the phone tightly with his right hand.

Not long after, Yu Xiao's cell phone rang again, and Yu Xiao answered the call.

"Hi, I'm Dr. Zhu's friend. She called me just now to tell me about your situation. Are you okay now? I'm on my way here, and I'll be there in about 10 minutes." There is a male voice on the opposite side. It seems to be very young, but Yu Xiao doesn't have the heart to pay attention to these now.

"Hey, Yu Xiao, did you hear what I just said, I'll be there soon." Seeing that Yu Xiao didn't speak, the man continued to ask.

"Yeah." Yu Xiao was a little confused, his right arm was already dripping with blood from his bite, and he didn't know when the phone fell from his hand. His mind was full of the news that Ke Yucheng was going to get married, and every time he thought about it, his heart tugged It was like a pain, which completely covered up the pain in the arm.

In a daze, he thought of his mother, was she also in such pain back then?In the end, he couldn't bear the torture and went crazy?What about yourself?Are you going crazy too?Will he forget about Ke Yucheng if he is crazy?Will it stop hurting so much?

Anyway, he only has one person, so what if he loves Ke Yucheng again?He probably forgot his existence long ago, so why is he still struggling?Why is he living in such pain?

He doesn't want to be a lunatic.

Yu Xiao stared at his arm as if thinking of something, he didn't care about the bright red blood that still kept coming out, he turned his arm over, and then bit down hard, and then he didn't stop as if he thought the blood didn't stay fast enough. biting, as if he didn't know what pain was, as if...a lunatic.

Yu Xiao's cell phone rang many times during this process, but Yu Xiao didn't hear it at all.

Not long after, there was a knock on the door, and it was even more impossible for Yu Xiao to hear it in a daze.

Lin Zimo kicked open the door and saw a young man lying on the computer desk with blood flowing all over the table. He didn't even have time to think about it. After hastily stopping the bleeding, he pressed the blood vessel and hugged him to the hospital. Because knowing someone saved a lot of work, I sent him directly to the emergency room, and then I remembered to call Dr. Zhu, only then did I realize that my phone was left in the car.

After getting the mobile phone, I saw several missed calls from Dr. Zhu on it. I told her about Yu Xiao's situation and promised to call her after the operation to reassure Dr. Zhu.

Speaking of it, Lin Zimo and Dr. Zhu are not very familiar, but we are colleagues. We have met in several exchange meetings and exchanged phone numbers. This is the first time Dr. Zhu called him, and he also guessed the matter I should be in a hurry, so I rushed to the address given by Dr. Zhu, but I didn't expect to see such a picture, if it was later...

Lin Zimo didn't want to think about it. Although he was in a hurry, he could still see that the boy's injuries were all bitten out with his teeth, and he bit his own blood vessel!As a normal person, Lin Zimo really can't imagine, isn't it painful?

Soon after, the operation was over, and the life was finally saved, but blood transfusion was still needed.

Lin Zimo directly arranged for Yu Xiao to be placed in a single ward. It was only now that Lin Zimo breathed a sigh of relief, and then called Dr. Zhu back.

Dr. Zhu was relieved when he heard that there was no serious problem, and then began to talk to Lin Zimo about Yu Xiao's situation. After all, she planned to let Lin Zimo take charge of Yu Xiao's condition. Now Yu Xiao's condition is getting worse and worse. She can't help much by phone. This time I caught up. What about next time?

"Her mother has a history of mental illness. He was brought to me by his class teacher for treatment from the first day of junior high school. Until now, he has emotional disorders, accompanied by depression, anxiety, etc. In recent years, I have talked with her by phone. He communicated, so he may have been negligent. His condition was fine before, and he was basically cured before university, so I agreed with him to go to university in the imperial capital. His current situation is because of a man, that person is his classmate, Yu Xiao There was a time when the situation was very good, that is, during the freshman year, Yu Xiao said that the man was very kind to him, and then it seemed that the man had a girlfriend, Yu Xiao kept restraining and suppressing until graduation, and then the two never saw each other again. But Yu Xiao's situation didn't get better because of it, instead it got worse and worse. He committed suicide twice because of this man, once when this man was engaged, and today, I just heard the news that the man was going to get married. I don't know the number of self-harms , but it should be a lot.”

"He loves that person so much that he would rather die than embarrass that person, so he watched that man make a girlfriend, watch that man leave, watch him get engaged, he didn't tell that person anything, he Just endure it by myself, I really feel sorry for him, I hope you don't think about him because of this, and you charge him less for the consultation fee, and I will transfer the rest to you later." Dr. Zhu choked up as he spoke .

Dr. Zhu would tell Lin Zimo these things because he would know sooner or later, so she might as well tell Lin Zimo, lest...

"There are some situations that need to be understood. If you don't have to ask him, you can ask me. After all, asking him to say it again is equivalent to adding injury to the injury..."

"I understand, Doctor Zhu, don't worry, I will communicate with you if there is any situation, and you don't have to worry about his sexuality. I won't have any bad opinion of him because of this. I also have the same friends or patients around me. This kind of thing is actually quite normal.”

The two chatted for a while and then hung up the phone. After listening to Dr. Zhu's words, Lin Zimo was also a little bit emotional. He suddenly felt that the man who fell in love with this boy was really lucky. That man was in a dilemma, how could this young man bear it?Most people can't do it. How did this young man with such a serious mental illness do it?

He was also curious, how did that man get into this young man's heart and occupy such an important position in it?

If a patient like a boy falls in love with someone, he should be easily paranoid, but the boy endured for that man for so many years. Dr. Zhu said it simply, but Lin Zimeditated, the story inside must be very exciting and very sad .

Lin Zimo has never loved or been loved by others before. If he is that man, what would it be like to know that a young man loves him like this?That man should like women, and it's normal to have a girlfriend in college, but the boy said that the man treated him very well. Lin Zimo didn't know how good he was, but it should be really good to make a boy fall in love with him, so that Is it true that a man is completely unaware of a teenager's feelings?Doesn't that man know anything about the boy's situation?The classmates have been on good terms for a few years, shouldn't they know nothing?

Lin Zimo stayed in Yu Xiao's ward all night, because there was still something to do, so Lin Zimo arranged for a nurse to continue guarding the next morning, and then left the hospital.

Lin Zimo first took a taxi to the boy's residence, and then drove his own car home. As soon as he got home, his phone rang.

"Acheng, what's the matter?"

"Zimo, why did you go offline suddenly yesterday? I called you and didn't answer."

"I received a call from a colleague asking me to take over a patient. The situation is urgent."

"Are you all right?"

"It was almost there. When I got there, there was blood all over the place, and the arteries in my wrist were bitten. I bit my teeth. I still feel a little scared when I think about it now."

"How is the situation now?"

"Fortunately, I stayed in the hospital overnight and just got home."

"Well, it's good that you're fine, go to rest."

"Okay, bye~"

Adhering to the ethics of a doctor, Lin Zimo didn't say anything about the patient's privacy. Of course, the other party obviously didn't ask too much meaning. Lin Zimo took a bath and then went to bed to catch up on sleep. It was really tiring to not sleep all night.

Speaking of it, it was such a coincidence that Yu Xiao met Tuanzi on the Internet because of writing novels, and because Dr. Zhu met Lin Zimo in reality, and these two people are not familiar with Ke Yucheng, but until now, they have only met each other. Only Yu Xiao knew about the relationship between Tuanzi and Ke Yucheng, Lin Zimo and Tuanzi didn't know anything.

Lin Zimo would not have thought that the man the boy fell in love with was his brother, and Ke Yucheng would not have thought that the person his brother said was Yu Xiao who committed suicide and almost died.