I am the true love of the man

Yu Xiao woke up in the morning, ate something and lay down again.

After extreme madness comes extreme calmness. He doesn't know if this is normal for him, but he does need such calm thinking.But before he figured it out, his savior, the doctor introduced by Dr. Zhu, came. I heard that he left in the morning. Yu Xiao didn't expect him to come back so early in the afternoon, nor did he expect this person to be so young.

"Feeling okay?"

Lin Zimo walked into the ward and saw the boy who had woken up.In fact, Yu Xiao's age is no longer considered a teenager, but Yu Xiao's skin is fair, and he looks a bit slender, so there is really no way for people to regard him as a mature man.

"It's much better, thank you yesterday." Yu Xiao looked at the man with sincere eyes.

"Hehe, you're welcome. Let me introduce myself. My name is Lin Zimo, a friend of Dr. Zhu. I will serve as your psychiatrist when you are in the imperial capital. Dr. Zhu and I have briefly mentioned your situation, but many situations still remain I need your cooperation so that I can make a more accurate diagnosis." Lin Zimo spoke in a leisurely manner, but he made it clear about his identity and the next arrangement.

"..." Yu Xiao guessed that it was Dr. Zhu's arrangement, but if the consultation fee was too high, he couldn't afford it.

Hehe, poor people have nothing to do, they can’t even afford to get sick. If he hadn’t been lucky enough to meet Dr. Zhu and see him for free for so many years, he really didn’t know what would have happened. Speaking of which, he would also like to thank his junior high school student head teacher.

"Dr. Zhu and I are friends, so don't worry about the consultation fee." Although Lin Zimo is not a delicate heart, he knows his heart and expression very well. Yu Xiao himself is not a deep person, so Lin Zimo can easily see his Awkward and tangled.

"Uh...thank you." Although Yu Xiao doesn't like to owe favors, but most of the time there is no choice at all, and the poor sometimes have no right to be hypocritical.

Lin Zimo moved the stool and sat down by the bed, looked at Yu Xiao and asked, "If you're not tired now, can we talk?"

Yu Xiao nodded. He naturally knew what a psychiatrist meant by chatting, but he was not disgusted with the psychiatrist. He knew very well that his situation needed the help of a psychiatrist, and since Lin Zimo was introduced by Dr. Zhu, he should He is also a nice person.

Yu Xiao didn't know that Lin Zimo and Dr. Zhu were nodding acquaintances. He didn't know that Dr. Zhu had planned to help him share the consultation fee. He didn't know that Lin Zimo called Dr. Zhu later and told her that there would be no charge, and asked her to help conceal the relationship between the two. There is no friendship between them.

"Dr. Zhu said that you basically had no problems before college, which means that the main reason why your condition is so serious now is not because of your mother or previous experiences, is it?" Lin Zimo asked.

"Well. Although I am more or less influenced by my mother, those things don't affect me too much now." Yu Xiao cooperated very well.

"Doctor Zhu said it was because of the person you love. Can you tell me about your affairs?" Lin Zimo admitted that he was also a little curious about asking this question, but it was mainly the former.

"Actually, to be honest, we have only been in the same dormitory for 4 years in college. Although we have a good relationship, it is just a friend relationship. I like him very much, but he doesn't know, so it's just that I can't get out by myself. I don't Blame him, I just know that when he is going to get engaged and get married, I still can't accept it, but I dare not continue to be friends with him and stay by his side, because I don't know what I will do, so I am very depressed, but I don't I know what to do." Yu Xiao's voice was not loud, and he spoke slowly, as if he was remembering something while talking.

Lin Zimo looked at the helplessness in Yu Xiao's eyes when he spoke to the end, and felt a little distressed. The boy said he didn't know what to do, but Lin Zimo didn't know what to do either.

"Have you ever liked someone before?" Lin Zimo asked.

Yu Xiao raised his head and said, "No, he is not only the only person I like, but also my only friend."

Lin Zimo was a little shocked, about the only one in the boy's mouth, but he took it for granted.

"Why do you like him?" He really wanted to know what kind of person the boy fell in love with.

Yu Xiao didn't know where to start, and thought for a long time before saying, "Can you lend me your phone?"

Although Lin Zimo didn't know what Yu Xiao wanted the phone for, he still handed it over.

After Yu Xiao got the phone, he opened the browser, and then found the "What is Deep Love" written by himself, handed it back to Lin Zimo, and said: "I wrote this, the story between me and him, except for the names of places and people. A pseudonym, everything else is real." Although he hadn't finished writing, he was actually alone after that, so Yu Xiao didn't write any further.But after this time, he decided to continue writing no matter how boring and monotonous the following stories were, until he could no longer write or he thought it should end.

Because the number of words is not much, Lin Zimo only took half an hour to read it. After entering the author column, he found that Yu Xiao had quite a few works, but he was a little puzzled, how could Yu Xiao pick up oranges like a little girl pen name?

But Lin Zimo has to say that Yu Xiao's writing style is still very good. Although the documentary style, even using the No.1 name, the whole story is still very attractive, but because it is the No.1 name, readers and Like the protagonist in the novel, he is completely ignorant of the thoughts and psychology of the other male protagonist.

As a psychiatrist, if what Yu Xiao wrote is completely true, then he does not believe that the man named Acheng is just a friend to Yu Xiao. The feeling of brother or younger brother is too ambiguous. Brothers are joking and kissing but they can stick out their tongues what?Maybe there is, but Ah Cheng's personality is not like that.Yu Xiao does rely on Ah Cheng, but Ah Cheng actually likes Ah Cheng's intimacy to a certain extent. In short, these are not the manifestations of normal friendship, and it is the second time that Ah Cheng has a girlfriend who was raped by Yu Xiao. Found that said 'sorry'...

Assuming that Acheng actually has that kind of feeling for Yu Xiao, but he can’t be with Yu Xiao due to family or other reasons, it also makes sense, and from Yu Xiao’s point of view, that person named Acheng doesn’t know at all Yu Xiao has a mental illness?Lin Zimo really wanted to complain, he didn't know whether to say Yu Xiao was hiding it or that Ah Cheng was too stupid to live together for four years!Didn't even find out!

Lin Zimo looked at Yu Xiao who still had his head down and didn't know what to think. After thinking for a long time, he said, "The most thorough way to solve your situation is to let that man be with you. As the saying goes, heart disease needs heart medicine, right? It doesn't make sense, otherwise all I can do is try to relieve your psychological pressure, let you try not to be so depressed, and cooperate with some drugs to stabilize the condition as much as possible, at least physically control it."

"I know." Dr. Zhu also said similar things, but not so directly.

"If everything you wrote is true, then I think the other party should have this kind of feeling for you. In fact, I suggest you try it. After all, even if he doesn't accept you, it won't be worse than it is now. It’s better to endure and suppress like this.” Lin Zimo was thinking completely from Yu Xiao’s point of view, and didn’t care about the woman who was about to marry that A Cheng at all.

"But, he's getting married." Hearing Lin Zimo's words, it's a lie that Yu Xiao wasn't moved, but he still didn't have the courage.

Lin Zimo choked, and then asked: "Isn't it still unresolved? And if he really likes you or is gay, he will definitely not have true love for that woman! So you are actually helping her by destroying their marriage. "Although this sounds very reasonable, it is actually completely unreasonable, right?But what Lin Zimo said was not unreasonable.

Yu Xiao thought of Ke Yucheng's words in YY that day, it seemed that he really didn't like that woman, so he didn't have to feel guilty?In fact, he doesn't care about that woman's feelings. He is just afraid of affecting Ke Yucheng. It is impossible for Ke Yucheng's status not to be married, let alone allow him to be with a man, not to mention that man is still mentally ill...

These are the reasons why Lin Zimo really left Ke Yucheng. Not to mention that he used to think that Ke Yucheng didn't like men at all. In fact, it's useless even if Ke Yucheng likes men. It will make him lose control even more, and the final result will be to hurt Ke Yucheng.

"I will hurt him... If he rejects me, I will definitely not be able to help hurt him, and it is impossible for him to be with a man from his family background. He needs a wife." Although Lin Zimo is autistic, he has Internet, and he has been living in groups since he was a child until he graduated from university, and he understands many things.

"His family background is good?" Lin Zimo asked.Could it be someone he knew?People of the same age in the upper circles of the imperial capital, even if they are not familiar with each other, they still know their names.

"Well. I heard that he joined the family business after graduation, and became the president of the group shortly after he got engaged. I don't know now." He completely cut off contact with everyone he knew before when Ke Yucheng got engaged.

"Can you tell me his name?" The more Lin Zimo said, the more likely he felt that he knew that man.

Yu Xiao hesitated, but after thinking about it, he said to Lin Zimo, "His name is Ke Yucheng."

Fuck you! ! ! ! ! ! !

A thousand words are not enough to describe Lin Zimo's mood at this moment, but his face quickly returned to normal, and Yu Xiao kept his head down, but he didn't notice anything.