I am the true love of the man

"Slag Gong doesn't explain." Lin Zimo commented, Ke Yucheng smiled wryly, and then continued.

"And then I left school. I knew I couldn't give him what he wanted, and I thought maybe it would be better for him to be separated like that, so I didn't contact him again until the day of the graduation dinner... that day at KTV, he was in front of me. I cried in my arms for a long time. That was the last time I saw him. He changed his phone number later, and he was never on Koukou or the game. I left him a message and asked other students, but no one knew his contact information. It seems to have disappeared." After Ke Yucheng finished speaking, he paused and said, "Okay, now you can talk."

"Actually, I think you will be very embarrassed. Hey, after all, it is a fact that you are going to get married." Lin Zimo was suddenly a little uncertain whether it was right or wrong to tell Ke Yucheng Yu Xiao, but not to mention that Ke Yucheng might hate him if he finds out. He, and it's too unfair to Yu Xiao, Yu Xiao has worked hard enough for so many years.

"I want to know, tell me." Ke Yucheng didn't hesitate at all.

"His mother was mentally ill, and her parents had a bad relationship since she was a child. She grew up in a cold and violent environment. Later, her mother's condition got out of control and was sent to a mental hospital, and she committed suicide shortly thereafter. His father didn't know that his mother was mentally ill at first. People in rural areas don't understand these things, and when they know it, they say it's a neuropathy, and they don't want to see Yu Xiao when they know that the disease is hereditary. When Yu Xiao's father is upset, he will take it out on him, call his mother a lunatic, and say that sooner or later he will too Crazy. He was still young at that time, and he was already somewhat autistic. Later, he was very scared when he saw his mother's sick state. His father always said this, which caused him psychological pressure invisibly. Poor. Yu Xiao’s former psychiatrist told me that Yu Xiao told her more than once that she was very afraid that one day she would really become a lunatic.” Lin Zimo thought of these things Dr. Zhu said, even a stranger like him Can't help feeling uncomfortable, not to mention Ke Yucheng who has special feelings for him.

"His illness is a bit complicated. It is called monopolar affective disorder in medicine. It is accompanied by depression, anxiety, etc., and his mental state is very fragile. Because of his growth environment, he also suffers from mild autism and mild social impairment. Mental diseases, generally speaking, people with these diseases will also have many physical problems. His first serious attack was in the first year of junior high school. His head teacher took him to see the psychologist, who was the one who came to me yesterday. Dr. Zhu said that Yu Xiao's father didn't care about him at all. At that time, Yu Xiao's father had remarried and had a so-called healthy son, and Yu Xiao's junior high school tuition was paid by his grandmother." Lin Zimo said Here he looked at Ke Yucheng again.

"I don't know anything about this." Ke Yucheng felt very uncomfortable. He seemed to have never known about Yu Xiao's family situation, and never thought that this would happen.

"There are still many things you don't know. His grandmother passed away after his high school entrance examination, and she gave him all her little savings. He started doing odd jobs in high school, such as washing dishes in small restaurants, and he hasn't been back since high school. family, including four years of university, until now. His university tuition fee is the kind of corporate sponsorship he applied for, and the contract stipulates that he must work for them for three years after graduation, but he will not be able to work at all after graduation because of his illness. After verification, the company will contact him. He terminated the contract because it happened for a reason and he didn't pursue it." Lin Zimo paused when he said this, because the next content was closely related to Ke Yucheng.

"Under the treatment of that psychiatrist, Yu Xiao's illness has been stabilized since high school, and he has basically recovered before he went to college. According to Dr. Zhu, Yu Xiao was still introverted and slightly socially impaired at that time. There is no difference between people, until he met you, his condition became more and more serious because of you. After you left school, he also left school and rented a house in an old community. Since then, he has to Suppressed by drugs every day, he almost committed suicide on the day you got engaged. He said he didn't want to, but he couldn't help it. Maybe you don't understand, but this disease is indeed like this. His control is very good, otherwise he would have died early. This The second attack was also due to the news that you were going to get married, if it wasn't for Dr. Zhu who happened to have my phone number, or if I hadn't rushed over yesterday in time..." Needless to say, Ke Yucheng naturally understood.

"You know why he didn't confess to you, why didn't he contact you after graduation? Because Yu Xiao said that you are the best person to him in this life, and it's hard enough for him to bear all these alone, how can he pull you into it? Abyss. In fact, you are right in one thing, you are indeed his whole world. He has no relatives, no friends, and never loved anyone, so you are his only one." Lin Zimo looked into Ke Yucheng's eyes and said, clearly I really saw Ke Yucheng's remorse and sadness.

"Yucheng, you don't know, for a person like him, I mean for a person with this kind of mental illness, it is not easy for a person to enter his world. He trusts you so much. In fact, your behavior is in a certain place. To some extent, it is a kind of betrayal for him, but he doesn't blame you at all, he didn't hurt you, and he took the initiative to think about you and let you go. You don't understand, such a person goes crazy and kills after facing your betrayal It’s normal for you to behave normally, otherwise no one would describe them as lunatics, but he would rather be driven crazy than make you feel a little bit embarrassed.” Even though he faces all kinds of patients every day, but Really no one can do what Yu Xiao does, he can't even define Yu Xiao's feelings for Ke Yucheng, because there are too many, because it is too deep.

Sure enough, the world of madmen is the purest?He was so cold-blooded that he was touched.

……

Lin Zimo came to the hospital again the next morning.

Looking at the young man lying quietly on the hospital bed, his arms were covered with a thick layer, reminding him of what he saw that night, and remembering Ke Yucheng's words, he suddenly didn't know how to speak.

He sat down on the stool beside the bed, and met Shangyu Xiao's clear and forbearing eyes.

"I met Ke Yucheng yesterday."

Yu Xiao didn't speak, but looked at Lin Zimo with doubts.

Lin Zimo curled the corner of his lower lip, wanting to laugh but looking at Yu Xiao he couldn't.

"Actually, he and I are very close friends, so I went to find him immediately after leaving the hospital yesterday... I won't talk about the process. In short, he actually likes you. What he did back then was because of family reasons. That's right, he has been looking for you for a long time after you disappeared, and that's about it. He will tell you the details later." Lin Zimo said very concisely.

Yu Xiao lowered his head, surprise and surprise flashed in his lowered eyes, but then turned into anxiety and despair.

Of course he was very happy to know that that person liked him too, but soon he came to his senses. Since that person could not tell him for other reasons, what can he do now that he is about to get married?Yu Xiao is a little too rational now.

He felt that he actually hated being sober now.

"what happened?"

Seeing that Yu Xiao was silent for a long time, Lin Zi asked silently.

"He will still get married, won't he?" Yu Xiao raised his head and asked.

Lin Zimo felt that he couldn't look directly into those eyes, because there were too many and heavy things in them.

Next, Lin Zimo went to discharge Yu Xiao from the hospital, and then sent him back to his rented house at Yu Xiao's insistence. Neither of them continued the previous topic.

Lin Zimo wanted to say something nice for his brother, but Ke Yucheng himself was not sure what he could say?Anyway, if Ke Yucheng really likes Yu Xiao, he will take care of it by himself, so why don't he bother with these nosy things?But speaking of it, he seems to have taken care of a lot.

Although Ke Yucheng took psychotropic drugs for Yu Xiao before going to the hospital, the hospital still prescribed a lot of drugs when he was discharged from the hospital, but they were all trauma drugs and anti-inflammatory drugs for arm recovery.

"If you can, don't take these medicines until your arm is healed." Lin Zimo pointed to the psychotropic medicine he prescribed and said to Yu Xiao, after all, sometimes the medicines are easy to conflict.

At this time, the two had arrived at Yu Xiao's hut, because no one cleaned up and still kept the breeding before they left, but the blood on the ground had dried up.Lin Zimo was helpless, Yu Xiao's hand was still not healed, so he had to take care of it, not to mention the relationship between Yu Xiao and Ke Yucheng, even if he was a patient he took over, he couldn't let him go under this situation, right?

It took Lin Zimo an hour to clean up the water, wipe the table, and mop the floor, but he still felt the smell of blood in the room. In fact, the situation here was really not suitable for Yu Xiao to stay, but the client insisted, and he What can be done?

Seeing Lin Zimo packed up his things and repeatedly explained before leaving, Yu Xiao's thank you was absolutely sincere.