I am the true love of the man

Lying on the bed, Yu Xiao's mind was almost in a mess. He desperately wanted to see Ke Yucheng, but at the same time he was very scared. I haven't seen you for a few years. Will it be strange to see you again?What if I see you?Should I see him or not?

Lin Zimo said that Ke Yucheng also liked him, but he was deeply impressed by the presence of Ke Yucheng's girlfriend in his memory. He didn't remember the woman's appearance or even her name, but he couldn't forget the sadness that she caused him.If Ke Yucheng really liked him, why did he do that to him?Don't you know that you like him?But it is impossible.What did you say to find a girlfriend because of family reasons, but is it too cruel to treat someone you like and know that the other person likes you like that?

Yu Xiao, who had always had pure feelings for Ke Yucheng, felt resentment in his heart at this moment.

Yu Xiao thought a lot, from being orderly at the beginning to being chaotic later, just before he knew what to do with Ke Yucheng, there was a knock on the door of the hut.

When the door was knocked, Yu Xiao was still lying on the bed. In fact, it should be said that he has been lying there since Lin Zimo left, without even eating lunch, and it seems to be very late now, because Yu Xiao found that the lights outside the window were already on. recession.

Yu Xiao rubbed his temples, then got up from the bed to open the door.

The door was opened, and Yu Xiao's heart beat fiercely the moment he saw the person outside the door clearly, and his thoughts were filled with thoughts in an instant.He didn't expect Ke Yucheng to come so fast, he didn't expect that he had already appeared in front of him, before he opened the door, he thought it was Lin Zimo, because no one else had been here for several years, and no one who knew him knew he was here.

Yu Xiao actually looks good, with handsome features, fair skin, and a height of 175cm, but he is a little thin and has not changed much since college, otherwise Lin Zimo would not always regard him as a teenager.

Ke Yucheng looked at Yu Xiao, whom he hadn't seen for the first time in three years, and felt a sharp pain in his heart.

Although Lin Zimo had learned about Yu Xiao's past and recent situation, seeing it with his own eyes was still terribly uncomfortable.In the past, he always felt that he was not mean to this person, and he was not good to those so-called girlfriends. He took care of his life every day, but this person disappeared from his life so resolutely in the end. He missed and resented with.

He always felt that Yu Xiao was too unfeeling, but since the conversation with Lin Zimo yesterday, he only felt that he was too self-righteous. He was not as good to this person as he thought. Xiao's departure?

Ke Yucheng's throat rolled, and he opened his mouth cautiously after a long time.

"Xiao Xiao." He couldn't help but want to hug his Xiao Xiao into his arms, but looking at Yu Xiao's complicated eyes, he didn't dare!

Yu Xiao looked at Ke Yucheng, and didn't know what to say for a moment. Even though his heart was overwhelmed at the moment, he could still look at this person expressionlessly. Yu Xiao felt that his soul was separated from his body. two people.

So much love, so many years of paranoia or persistence, it was a bit of a joke to realize it in the end, but this person appeared in front of him at this time, which made him love and hate at the same time.

Yu Xiao suddenly regretted that if he didn't tell Lin Zimo about Ke Yucheng's name, if he still only kept the memory of his college days and didn't know that Ke Yucheng actually liked him, then he could still live in his pure one-sided love, even if Hate and hate suffering, but at least there will be no resentment.

But do you really want to hate?No, Yu Xiao couldn't do it, he loved this man so much, how could he have the heart to really hate him?But he can't do it without any grievances, so Yu Xiao is very entangled at the moment.

"……haven't seen you for a long time."

After a long time, Yu Xiao said.

There is no ups and downs in the tone, and a flat expression after burying everything.

"Long time no see." At this moment, Ke Yucheng felt that he couldn't say anything other than saying a meaningless long time no see. He obviously had so much to say.

"Look for me...what's the matter?" You came out to look for him before you got married. You knew that you liked him and that you had been in a mess these past few years, but you came to him at this time. What did you want to say?Just meet up as an old classmate?Or do you plan to be with the woman as before, and at the same time be intimate with him ambiguously and cruelly, to give him hope?

"Can we have a chat?" Ke Yucheng said, his eyes were focused on Yu Xiao's face all the time, he was reluctant to let go, but at the same time he was careful to hide, not daring to let his gaze be too direct.

Hearing Ke Yucheng's words, Yu Xiao smiled lightly and said, "You wait here and I will meet you." Then he went in to change his clothes and wash up, and came out with his mobile phone, keys and wallet for going out.

Even though Ke Yucheng was standing at the door, Yu Xiao never let him in.

Even though the door was open, Ke Yucheng didn't have the courage to go in, and stood at the door and waited until Yu Xiao came out.

"Where are you going?" Yu Xiao asked.

Ke Yucheng looked at Yu Xiao like this. If it wasn't for the gauze wrapped around his arm, he wouldn't be able to tell that he committed suicide a few days ago. He remembered Lin Zimo saying that Yu Xiao had been seeing a psychologist since junior high school. If Ke Yucheng hadn't told him in advance, he probably wouldn't have discovered that Yu Xiao had this problem. Yu Xiao in front of him was always normal, no different from ordinary people.

Ke Yucheng originally planned to talk at Yu Xiao's residence, but Yu Xiao obviously had no such plan, so he had no choice but to follow Yu Xiao's words.

"Just find a place nearby."

The two finally came to a nearby clubhouse and asked for a quieter place. They sat face to face and sat across a table.

"I'm sorry." Even if it's useless to say these three words now, Ke Yucheng feels that he still has to say it. If it weren't for him, Yu Xiao's illness would definitely not be so serious. What a pain.

"And then?" Yu Xiao didn't know what Ke Yucheng was going to say now after he said this.

"Xiao Xiao..." This kind of Yu Xiao made Ke Yucheng feel too strange. Why did Xiao Xiao, who was the only one in his eyes, look at him like this?

"Xiao Xiao, I only regretted it after you disappeared, regretted not telling you my feelings for you, regretted giving up on you because of the so-called family pressure, but I also understand that even if I was really with you at that time, I couldn't Protecting you is also because of this. I don’t even dare to let them find out that the person I like is you, so I use those women as shields one after another. I know it will make you very sad, but I have no other way. After you leave , although I complain about your heartlessness, I hate myself more for being incompetent, not even being able to protect the people I like, and I also hate those people for meddling in their own business."

"In the beginning, I didn't even dare to look for you, because I was afraid they would find out how important you are to me... Later, I spent more than a year quickly taking over the power of the family, because in this way, they would no longer be able to manipulate me, so I just I can protect you now. But I didn't expect that after I finished all this, I would never find you again..."

After listening to Ke Yucheng's explanation, although the meaning was similar to what Lin Zimo said, Yu Xiao was still touched. He believed that Ke Yucheng was involuntary back then, and he could even understand that he was probably really afraid that someone would hurt him. Sometimes some thorns come in and it is not so easy to get rid of. For example, since Ke Yucheng has taken over the family rights and said that no one can interfere with him, why didn't he divorce that woman, and even marry that woman?

Therefore, although Yu Xiao has forgiven Ke Yucheng intellectually, there are still some bumps in his emotions.

"Xiao Xiao, forgive me, okay?" Ke Yucheng leaned forward, looking at Yu Xiao with eyes full of pleading.

Yu Xiao bit his lower lip unconsciously, and finally nodded.

He couldn't refuse such a gentle Ke Yucheng.

Ke Yucheng finally showed his first smile today, because he couldn't hug across the table, so at most he could only hold Yu Xiao's hands on the table, but he was already satisfied with that.

After three years, he finally held these hands again. No one knew Ke Yucheng's excitement at this moment.

Is his forgiveness so important?Yu Xiao didn't understand.If Ke Yucheng is destined to marry and have children, what difference does it make whether he forgives or not?But he didn't dare to ask, he wanted to act as if he didn't know anything, didn't know that he had a fiancée, didn't know that he was getting married next month, selfishly wanted to occupy this man, even if it was only for a short time, he didn't even know I am willing to think about what Ke Yucheng will do when he gets married, and whether he will do anything.

This is the beginning of Yu Xiao's first self-willedness in this life, although it seems a bit late at this age.