Gloomy

It was the heaviest rain I had ever seen in my life. The low-lying land had become a vast ocean, and the whole city was like a rock under a waterfall, making it difficult to move.

In that empty stadium, holding that same drenched body, there was no sense of coldness for some reason, because a man said that he would always be with me.

Then...he left.

On that sunny morning, the spacious bedroom of the Luo family was filled with warm light from the floor-to-ceiling windows.

So... no one really calls Nishiki anymore.

In fact, you took this at the beginning, but now, you probably have forgotten it.

When you gradually become the memory of the people of R city after dinner, that once glorious name will go away with the monsoon that lands in R city every year.

The Luo family found a substitute, and although they claimed to be bedridden, they still had to show up occasionally.That person... is very similar to you, even Ruan Si can't tell the difference, but it is clearly similar to the face, imitating the wonderful and beautiful movement habits, but I find it very...disgusting.

It's not you, it's not you, no one can replace you.

So I finally heard that you killed this person after you came back, and then peeled off your face. Although it was a bit cruel, it was Kazekage's temperament, although I know very well...you have shown mercy.

The photos scattered on the table, the laughter and cursing in the playground, and the clasped fingers in the movie theater clearly show your happiness and my... unwillingness.

You came back for a woman, this damned knowledge ruined the good mood when I first met you.The wedding date is announced in advance, the media is hyped, and the wedding reception is arranged as luxuriously as possible, but it is just to force you to compromise.

Kazekage...you can't possibly come to snatch my fiancée, right?

Facts have proved that I was wrong, outrageously wrong, if you come to talk to me for Shan Yiyin, you can also... steal a marriage for her.

At the end of the red carpet, I can't wait for your turn around after all.

Kazekage, don't be so cruel.

You once put me in heaven, but you pushed me back to hell in an instant, tried the warmth, the cold became so unbearable.Don't blame me, I just can't lose you again, that seven years of purgatory, I can't survive it again.

Arranging Cheng Ma is just to let her take better care of Fengying, you have an old stomach disease, and Cheng Ma's medicinal diet is a must.But I never thought that it would be used here in the end.

That love... the pain was never just you.

Knowing that your obedience is just acting, you still force yourself to believe it.In fact...it doesn't matter, as long as Fengying can stay, everything is not important.

Feigning death, escaping, children... that past is like gray fragments, which can never be put back together to their original appearance.

No one knows you better than me, so when you say you want Fengshi, you really want me to have nothing.

In fact... I have nothing left long ago. After Fengying left, there was nothing left in Fengjin's world.

Through Ruan Si, I was forced to compromise.Such a situation has been expected, but I didn't expect you to be so cruel.

Why do you fall in love with such a cold-blooded and heartless guy?Ask yourself, I don’t know, maybe it’s because I’m a bitch and want what I can’t get.

Your existence seems to be to fill the void in my life, but you were once again pulled away,

But if you're not around, Fengjin will always be Fengjin, not Nishiki.If it weren't for you, in my life, whether other people pass by or stay, it would be meaningless to me.If this long and hopeless life is not accompanied by you, then my existence is nothing.

I think... I'm crazy, I've been crazy for so many years since I first met you.

But Fengjin cannot live without Fengying!

You are like fireworks, brightening my whole world, but leaving endless darkness and despair.

Painful but unable to stop.

Even if I love you so much, even if it is forever, I only hope that your eyebrows and eyes are as good as before, and your beauty is as good as before.

The author has something to say: Fengjin's feelings... are too bitter.