Gloomy

When Shan Yiyin came out to look for him after taking a shower, Luo Fengying was standing on the balcony, only one window was closed, and the curtains kept swaying in the whistling wind.He held a burning cigarette in his hand, casually hanging it on the window sill, letting the ash fall without knowing it.Shan Yiyin saw him light a cigarette more than once, but she never saw him take a puff. At most, she held it in her hand to watch it burn out one by one and then drop it.

Not only did he stand alone by the window once, he did this when he was writing an article to find ideas, but he also did this when he had nothing to do, making it impossible to see what was in his heart.

Shan Yiyin suddenly felt an irresistible sense of powerlessness. When she moved here, she swore that taking him down would be a piece of cake, but now who took him down.This person is clearly close at hand, but seems to be far away in the sky. The so-called so close to the sky probably means this. Her Chinese has never been very good, but she suddenly remembered this word.

The girl stepped forward and hugged him slowly from behind. His body was cold, and his cheek was pressed against the man's strong back.Even if all of this is my wishful thinking, I will try again.Feeling the warm body close behind her, Luo Fengying froze unnaturally but did not break away from her.

"A Ying, I like you more than anyone else in the world." The girl's rare and serious voice came from behind, with a little buzzing vibration.

After hesitating for a while, Luo Fengying turned around and hugged the girl into his arms.The top of the girl's hair only reached his chin, a small ball, but it felt reassuring: "You are still too young, wait a few years..."

The girl interrupted him: "I'm not young. When Ruan was 47 years old, he had enough girlfriends to form a football team." Ruan Tingjun was the fourth eldest in the family, with three older sisters and one younger sister Small, even old, Zi's family is very fond of him, except for them, only Shan Yiyin, a little girl who doesn't know the heights of the world, dares to call him Ruan Si.Naturally, Luo Fengying knew these things better than anyone else, what made him unhappy was that Ruan Tingjun dared to spoil his girl.

His girl?I don't admit it with my mouth, but I have already acquiesced in my heart.How many times in your life can you encounter love as a last resort, it is better to frankly put all the chips and fate to make a big gamble, and spend a full moon in another season.This thought circled in Luo Fengying's mind before being deeply suppressed.

Knowing it's a delusion, but still can't let it go.

Looking at the body in his arms and refusing, he couldn't say anymore, it's the last day, why not spend it happily, it can be regarded as a thought for himself.The girl's natural and slightly milky body fragrance filled her nostrils: "...but I am willing to wait for you to grow up."

Hearing the warm words in my ears, I felt a palpitation, as if I suddenly understood what the teacher once said, "sweetness comes with sweetness". The sweet taste is like a gorgeous poppy flower, once it is infected, it will be a road of no return.

Shan Yiyin couldn't recall how she got back into the room at all. The happiness came too suddenly, but people couldn't accept it.

Seeing the luggage scattered all over the place, the girl was extremely irritable and didn't want to go back. What if another woman appeared to seduce Ah Ying when she was away?Lord Fei Jun is so handsome, there must be many book fans who admire him.She won't be able to come back this time without waiting for the winter vacation, and besides, there are a bunch of people at home staring at her, thinking about it makes her feel very disturbed.

"Dong dong dong" the gentleman said three times. After the two of them got along for a long time, Shan Yiyin also gradually discovered some of Luo Fengying's temperament, such as treating others modestly and being a gentleman. This does not mean that he is friendly. If a person treats anyone They are all as gentle as jade, which can only explain one truth, no one has really entered his heart.The evil appearance is just his occasional bad taste, she can't see through what is under this man's mask.

"Come in." Moaned helplessly.

When Luo Fengying opened the door, Shan Yiyin buried her head under the pillow and was angry with herself and her imagination.

Seeing this situation, the man suddenly understood most of it, and said with a smile: "What's wrong with Yinyin?"

The girl didn't speak, but buried her head deeper.Not happy, not happy, not happy!The instigator was still laughing, hum, people were heartbroken for him, but he was still laughing, still laughing!Shan Yiyin got angry, and the consequences were...well, there were no consequences.

The girl threw away the pillow and bounced off the bed, pulled Luo Fengying onto the bed, and rode on herself.The incident happened so suddenly that the man was actually pushed down on the bed by her, the murderous look in his eyes flashed past, his knuckle fingers reflexively pinched the girl's slender neck, but at the last moment, he suddenly woke up and turned his fingers into Gently stroking the top of the girl's hair.

Shan Yiyin didn't know anything about the dangerous scene just now, she was just immersed in the pleasure that overwhelmed Luo Fengying.That, who can tell her what to do next?

Thinking carefully about the romance novels I read from my deskmate, it seemed like I was taking off my clothes.

Hands penetrated deep into the neckline, and the shirts on both sides of "呵啊" died with a wailing sound under her brute force, and the buttons scattered joyfully.

Shan Yiyin felt surprised that a man who had always been strong was easily crushed by her and allowed herself to do whatever she wanted.The girl lowered her head and stared at the man's deep pupils, like a pool of deep spring water, trying to melt her away.Hearing a chuckle from beside her ear, the girl suddenly came to her senses, and said in her heart: Beauty hurts people.

The man's open skirt revealed a delicate collarbone and that beautiful flower tattoo, and her eyes lit up instantly.I leaned over and stroked it with my hand, it felt great.He quietly leaned up and took a bite, um... the taste is also very good.

Why does this tattoo look more and more familiar, as if I have seen it somewhere, um... Who is it?

The man didn't resist at all, and let her nibble on him calmly, but the smile in his eyes grew stronger.As if suddenly remembering something, the man turned back and overwhelmed her, forced a smile and said, "Who gave you the guts, huh? You dared to ride on me." The smile on his face was impeccable, but there was a flash of panic in his eyes .

The moment he turned over, the girl seemed to see two faint handwritings appearing in the flower tattoo. She rubbed her eyes and looked carefully but there was nothing. Could it be that she was dazzled?

Before she could confirm it again, she lowered her head and gave a deep and affectionate kiss. The girl who kissed directly had all kinds of meat and vegetables, and didn't have half of her mind to pay attention to these trivial matters.

……

The next morning, it was a rare rainy day.It really exaggerates the atmosphere of parting, promotes the development of the story, heralds the fate of the protagonist, and paves the way for the plot of XXX below.Shan Yiyin silently repeated the standard format of the environment description answering questions in her heart, so she was unhappy.Seeing that the man didn't show any reluctance to leave, she gnawed fiercely on the wound she made on the man's collarbone yesterday in a fit of anger, and ran to the train with her bag and ignored him, but when she was driving, she regretted it again, as if she didn't give up Put your face against the glass window and wave at him until the man turns into a fuzzy little black dot.

When I opened the book I got from Mr. Fei Jun on the first day, there was only a paragraph written on the title page: I am just a lonely satellite, revolving at the same speed as your rotation, I will not shine and will never see the sun, So you don't care about my existence, day after day, year after year, silently watching your spring, summer, autumn and winter, emotions, sorrows and joys from behind your back.Powerless to change and powerless to participate, because a satellite goes out of orbit either farther away or impacted.Staying away, I can't bear to part with you; hitting, I can't really get close.

The words are not very sensational, but Shan Yiyin feels that the tears on her face are bursting, after all, she still can't bear him, even if she can meet again in less than half a year.Caressing the strong signature, the girl slowly leaned her head on the paper, losing all words.

From the start of the train to the present, Luo Fengying just stood there blankly, expressionless, as if looking at her but also as if looking through her to an unknown place.Among the people around who were waving desperately and trotting after the train, he looked so indifferent, as if what he sent away was just an irrelevant person instead of the person who had made a solemn promise to her just the day before.

After seeing the shadow of the train, Luo Fengying turned and left, at the exit of the station, he casually threw away the ticket he was holding in his hand, and bought a ticket in order to send Shan Yiyin to the station.

The man was alone in the drizzle, his fingers subconsciously curled up, as if recalling the feeling of holding hands.

Nothing to care about.

Luo Fengying repeated silently in her heart.

He won't go back, and she won't come back either. Could this be a farewell?

He is not Shan Yiyin, so he clearly knows that this relationship will have no result after all.The girl naively thought that she could come back again, but as long as she was Miss Shan for a day, they would be strangers, and the previous indulgence came to an end the moment she left, and those words were nothing more than comforting herself, although He really can do it.

Everything yesterday was just a dream.

The furnishings in the room were still the same as when she left, although it was only a few hours ago, it seemed centuries away.

On the shoe cabinet, a black umbrella attracted Luo Fengying's full attention.Of course he knows this umbrella. He accompanied Shan Yiyin to the comic exhibition a few days ago. Once Shan Yiyin saw this umbrella from Tokyo Ghoul, he couldn’t move anymore. Although he thought the pattern was childish, he directly Bought it for her, but now it is left here alone.

Fengying picked up the umbrella, only to see a note under it: A Ying, you must not go to the rain again on rainy days~

I'm not here, so don't think about looking for other women, uh... Men can't do it either, be careful that I will appear behind you at any time.

and also……

A sheet of paper was filled with trivial matters in life, the purely teasing tone and the cute smiling face specially drawn after the signature pierced Kazekage's heart, and he heard what he had held on to for a long time collapsed.

Fengying went upstairs with that label in his hands, as if he was holding the whole world with his cautious movements, a world that existed because of her.

He stopped in front of the light blue door that Shan Yiyin had been curious about for a long time, "5420" entered the password fluently, and then verified the fingerprints, "di" the door opened.

The room is not the treasure house that Shan Yiyin imagined, but an ordinary storage room. There are tall shelves starting from the door, but only one wall is pure blank, and on the opposite side is a Only a sofa, if you add a projector, it will be a real screening hall.

What is placed on the shelf is not sundries, but photos of trophies and certificates and silver boxes, large and small, so it seems that this is someone's honor exhibition, but it is a pity that it is clearly written in the name column It was Luo Fengying and not the Luo Ying on the current ID card.

Luo Fengying's expression darkened when she saw the huge photo hanging in the center, and she still remembered that this photo was taken when they graduated.The three people in the photo are full of youth. He put his left hand on Fengjin's shoulder, and Ruan Tingjun is now on the far right, almost jumping up with excitement. Even Fengjin rarely showed a smile belonging to that age in front of the camera.

The man looked away, took out a bunch of keys from behind the photo, walked straight to the opposite shelf, opened one of the boxes, and there was only a pen in it.He put the tag in carefully, then withdrew his hand.

Everything happened in the blink of an eye, Kazekage's cufflinks hooked the keyhole, and the whole box flipped off the crossbar with a bang.The man was a little annoyed, there were too many problems today, and he couldn't adjust his emotions.

The pen hit the back end of the pen cap, and an image was projected on the white wall like a projector, which stopped Luo Fengying's hand to pick it up.

The young man on the wall had a cold face, but no matter how he looked at it, he was trying to hide his inner shyness: "Kazekage..." It seemed that he had nothing to say, and he frowned slightly and thought carefully.

"What is Mr. Jin doing here alone?" Another figure jumped out from behind Jin, "I knew you had something fun and never gave it to me. I only thought about your Fengzi. Do you still treat me as a brother? Knowing that you two have a good relationship, you can't do this if you have a good relationship..." What a show.

Feng Jin had already lifted him out of the door impatiently, and slammed it shut, hitting Ruan Tingjun's little nose, allowing him to scratch the door desperately and ignore it.

Feng Jin's lips moved, staring at the camera for a long time but did not say a word.

Luo Fengying slowly stretched out his hand, and just when he was about to touch the boy's cheek, his fingertips only touched the cold wall.

When was this video?The man thought about it carefully, it seemed that the year before he left, this pen was given to him by Fengjin Tour.

At that time he was unhappy because of a woman who provoked Feng Jin, but now he discovered this video of Feng Jin because of another woman.

It's no wonder that when Fengjin was given to him, he hesitated to speak, but left unhappy, but at the time he thought it was shyness.