Life is too short to be sexy

Drunk three minutes sober, seemingly soft into a puddle of mud, in fact, the mirror in the heart.The vision of a bright future that Ai Fei had outlined in his mind was shattered just like that, and was buried in the cruelty of reality by his incomprehensible father.Ai Fei was burned and at a loss. After three years of imprisonment, what awaited him was not the warmth of his family, but the loneliness and loneliness that was at a loss.

Ideal is plump, reality is skinny.

While pushing the cups and changing the cups, Ai Fei hid all this in an invisible corner of his heart, and on the surface he still maintained the casual smile when he entered the door.Ai Fei really couldn't figure out why he did this. He was just a social scum in the eyes of outsiders. All dangerous cells were parasitized on his body, and he wished to destroy them soon.Despite this, Ai Fei still found a suitable reason for himself - he wanted to maintain the self-esteem that had been smashed into slag and could not be spliced ​​together, and was worthless.

People make mistakes, horses make mistakes, Sun Dong committed such a terrible disaster, and he blamed himself in his heart. He saw his inner sorrow and helplessness from Ai Fei's state of getting drunk one after another.Sun Dong wanted to make up for the mistakes he made, but he didn't know how to speak when he was on the verge of speaking, because what Ai Fei knew was just the signs before the storm, and the "hard food" was still to come.

Both Ai Fei and Sun Dong are trying their best to avoid the topic of Ai Dad, deliberately and jerkyly brought out the childhood days of chasing chickens and butterflies.When it comes to childhood, I have to talk about another person, Li Bao, who is also Ai Fei's little follower.Li Bao's family is a blacksmith, which sounds very old-fashioned, almost extinct in big cities, but in such a small city where the economy is not yet developed, it is definitely an iron rice bowl to support the family.

In my memory, there is another set of rhetoric for this profession, which is very similar to "sharpening scissors, cutting kitchen knives" - "repair kettles, change the bottom of stuffy tanks." Yes, Li Bao's father is shouting this set Ci'er, pushing a dilapidated [-] bicycle with boxes of repair tools piled up on it, walks through the streets and alleys, doing the great work he is proud of, rain or shine.

At that time, Li Bao hated his father's profession, even though it was the only source of income for his family of three.The scope of work of Li Bao's father is not too big, so there are always some meetings. Ai Fei vaguely remembers that every time he met Li Bao's father, Li Bao always dragged him and Sun Dong to hide far away. He sneered and snorted in disgust.For a long time, the relationship between father and son fell into an ice age.It is said that blood is thicker than water. Is it reasonable for the younger ones to despise the older ones? In order to ease the relationship between Li Bao and Li Bao's father, Ai Fei did his part to take the lead as a little brother. Under his wise and mighty leadership , every night after school, he would take Sun Dong and Li Bao to pick up Li Bao's father from work, let go of his voice and yelled "repair the stuffy tank", and kicked out the "small team" for those who didn't yell.

Li Bao was forced to compromise under Ai Fei's coercion, and shouted again and again. When he understood the truth of "money is hard to earn, shit is hard to eat", he naturally realized that his father's work is supremely glorious of.

"Repair the stuffy pot..." Sun Dong yelled suddenly, and Ai Fei threw his chopsticks away with a frightened hand, and scolded with a smile: "It was a beautiful thing, but you ruined it all when you yelled."

Sun Dong relished: "It's not because you forced me, I'm already at the root of my illness, I must have said such a sentence when I saw Li Bao, otherwise I would feel bad all over." Sun Dong raised the wine glass in his hand, " Come, come, come, let me listen to you, and find out how you felt back then."

"Come and come." Ai Fei did not hesitate, cleared his throat and opened his voice and yelled: "Repair the kettle, change the bottom of the stuffy tank... fix the stuffy tank." At that moment, Ai Fei scratched his head shyly.

"I'll fuck your grandpa's Sun Dong." Li Bao's voice suddenly came in from outside the door, carrying uncontrollable anger.Li Bao was almost on the verge of breaking in the door, he didn't care to shake off his big shoes that looked like cow dung platoons and went straight to kill Sun Dong.

Li Bao grabbed Sun Dong's neck, "Your uncle, just after Ai Fei came back, you hurt me with him. Is it okay?"

Sun Dong was shaken by him, his eyes were staring, he raised his hand in surrender and said: "Hey, brother, I was wrong, can't I be wrong?"

"It's good if you know you're wrong, and if you dare to yell behind your back in the future, I won't mess with you." Li Bao let go of Sun Dong, turned around and rushed towards Ai Fei, bumping into his strong side, "Brother Fei, can you help me?" I'm back, I've missed you for the past few years you left."

Ai Fei patted him on the back and said with a smile: "Fuck, I haven't seen you for so many years, why do you still look like a little wife?"

"Get lost." Li Baohong said with tears in his eyes, "I don't ask you how you've been doing these past few years, buddy. It's nonsense to ask. Now that you're back, I believe 'Sun Cuilian' must have told you all about it."

Ai Fei was taken aback: "Who is Sun Cuilian?" Ai Fei's first feeling was that Sun Dong's sister had changed her name.

Li Bao let go of Ai Fei, sat aside and laughed, "My new nickname for Dongzi is Sun Cuilian."

"Fuck" Ai Fei laughed loudly, and praised with a thumbs up: "Absolutely, it's quite appropriate."

With a slap, Sun Dong patted the table, and said with a displeased face: "Just arrange me like this in front of me, do you two still want to mess around?"

"I don't want to mess around anymore, what can you do?" Li Bao poked his neck, "I'll tell you, Sun Dong, if my aunt hadn't secretly called me and said you said something you shouldn't have said, I wouldn't have come to rescue you. Li Bao quickly changed his face, and said to Ai Fei with a cheap smile: "Brother Fei, you just came back and don't have a place to stay, why don't you stay with me."

"No, I am firmly against it." Sun Dong impassionedly refuted Li Bao's proposal, he said: "If Ai Fei comes to my house first, he has to live with me."

Li Bao was very angry, thinking that this Sun Cuilian was a scum who failed to accomplish anything but failed.Li Bao kept hinting to Sun Dong with his eyes, but unfortunately - he ignored them all.

"Okay, stop pinching the two of you, why are you arguing for favor with me?" Ai Fei corrected his attitude, and said righteously: "Having said that, I still have a few things I want to ask you, so you can just ask me a few things." Just tell me the truth, you can’t play riddles.” Ai Fei glanced at him alone, and asked, “How is Huang Jue?”

Li Bao snorted, "Why mention that grandson, if it wasn't for him, would you have been able to sit on the fence for three years?"

"If you ask me, just say it, so much nonsense." Ai Fei felt that even after so many years, he was still the leader of this small team, and the words that came out of his mouth were still full of deterrence.

Both Li Bao and Sun Dong knew Ai Fei's temper, and he was usually joking and fooling around, but once he got serious, it would definitely be an active volcano erupting, with an anger index of [-]%.

Li Bao was not as happy as before, and said in a weak voice: "Huang Jue is disabled. He has been lying on the bed all these years. Once... I also heard from others that he seemed to commit suicide and was killed by his brother." I was rescued." Li Bao seemed to have thought of something, a strange light flashed in his eyes, "Oh, by the way, I have to tell you, nothing can happen to you when you come back this time, if you meet his brother , dodge as much as possible."

Li Bao's kind reminder instantly activated the dusty past, and while it was revived, it affected every unwilling nerve of Ai Fei.That year, Ai Fei, who was not good at studying, was about to take over his father's job and go to work in the factory. Unexpectedly, an accident completely changed his life.

It was a few days of cloudy and rainy days, and finally it cleared up, and the boring time of "idling and beating the children" was over. Ai Fei asked his brothers to take a bath in the staff bath of Ai's father's unit, and go swimming in the mud belt But after having fun once, I never expected to meet Huang Jue, a little bastard who would worry about seeing him halfway.

Huang Jue is notoriously bullying and afraid of the tough, and has endless ways to kill. Thanks to his brother, he can always see batches of sloppy little followers behind him.Maybe some people are inherently hostile. Huang Jue was very upset when he saw Ai Fei at first sight. He led people forward to provoke him and asked Ai Fei and others to take out all their money.

Ai Fei's advantage is that he has a good temper, but he also scores points. Facing Huang Jue's provocation, Ai Fei did his part to send the first punch.A group of little kids are fighting together in the factory yard of Ai Dad's unit, and they beat and scratched all kinds of tricks one after another. Everyone is in the realm of high morale, and naturally ignores the hidden dangers around the factory The environment and the scene fell into extreme chaos, and Huang Jue, who was in a ball with Ai Fei, was pushed from behind by someone, and fell directly from Ai Fei's body, rolled around and fell into the factory yard In a deep uncovered well.

Huang Jue fell disabled, and his family called the police. A group of people came forward and pointed out that Ai Fei pushed him into the deep well. The confessions of a dozen and a half children finally determined Ai Fei's whereabouts. The disaster passed in such a muddled way.

The long journey of life has always been confused——Ai Fei.