Rebirth of the last emperor raising buns

, and the situation of the ruling and opposition parties when his parents died, Zhao Yi actually had some guesses in his mind, but they were just guesses, but he thought that if those guesses were true, then what should he do!

He thought, in this world, it is inevitable that people will encounter a dilemma. They have no choice but have to choose.He only hoped that his guess wasn't true and that what he found was an answer he hadn't thought of.But he couldn't help but smile wryly in his heart, he's already past the age of innocence, how is such extravagant hope possible.

But Zhang Jing has been a little uneasy since he knew that the spread of the rumor was related to the Yuan family.Li Yu just gave birth some time ago, and his body still needs to be recuperated, and he has no time to go out of the palace; now Li Yu's body is almost recovered, taking advantage of the opportunity of Li Yu's family to meet with General Zhao, Zhang Jing also proposed to Li Yu to return to the hospital , if there is any problem, just call him into the palace again.Li Yu also saw that Zhang Jing was absent-minded recently, so he followed him.

The medical center is located at the foot of the West Mountain, covering an area of ​​nearly a thousand acres. It is divided into many areas, including a pharmacy, a clinic, and a sanatorium. There are also special areas for children, pregnant women, and the elderly. The surrounding environment of the medical center is good. , in recent years, more and more people go to the medical center to see a doctor and recuperate, but there are many doctors and drug boys there, and there are even female doctors who treat pregnant women. Scenery.

Only during special periods or festivals, Zhang Jing may appear for free consultations, which also means festive and festive. At that time, there are always long queues, and the medical clinic is as lively as a market.

Most of the consultation area is located in the front, and there is a large area behind the medical hall, which is the residence of the doctors and drug boys of the medical hall, and the place where Zhang Jing lives is in the southeast corner of this residential area.The house closest to Zhang Jing is also some distance away, and the surroundings of his residence are full of flowers and trees, as well as the medicinal materials he cultivated, so it is a bit remote, but it is also very quiet.

This is an ordinary three-entry courtyard, not too big or too small, but it only lives with Zhang Jing and a few servants who help with daily care, so it is very empty.Originally, there was a barren forest at the foot of the West Mountain. After Li Yu built a medical clinic for Zhang Jing, he preserved some tall trees around the yard. There are many trees, such as camphor trees, locust trees, and nanmu. When you come in, you will feel like you are living in the forest.

After entering the yard, there are large expanses of medicine nurseries, most of which are cultivated by Zhang Jing himself, sometimes with the help of a servant.After staying in the palace for nearly a year, the number of times I came back during this period was very small, and I finally felt a little relaxed when I came back here.After taking a shower, I checked my medicine nursery. I didn't have time to search for some interesting medicine seedlings this year, and there were only some varieties in the nursery from previous years.

However, every time he sees these medicinal seedlings, he feels very peaceful in his heart; because he is familiar with them, these seemingly ordinary plants, under careful processing, will become life-saving medicinal materials, and for these medicinal materials, Every tiny bit of processing techniques and environment can affect their medicinal properties, and the slightest difference will be a thousand miles away, so there is no room for slack.But it will make you feel that they are all worthwhile, they are all worthy of being treated like this, and all the efforts are worthwhile when it comes to saving lives; and when it is applied to others, he feels that all the meaning lies in This is it.

What else in the world is more precious than life, and what is more meaningful than saving life?

He thought, probably just like the feelings he identified, that little difference would lose all meaning in his eyes.Sometimes he also thinks he is ridiculous, he looks like a child, but he always has so many attachments.

It was getting late, and Zhang Jing slept in his room very early. These days, he had been tense all the time. After returning here, he finally relaxed a little, and soon fell into a dark and sweet sleep.

As soon as he entered his bedroom, the moonlight shone into the yard and the window, glowing white, and the mottled shadows of the branches swayed gently on the ground and on the window.Zhang Jing liked the feeling of the moonlight coming in very much. He placed the bed by the window. Whenever the moonlight was brighter, it could shine on the entire bed, and the whole person slept on it, giving him a very gentle feeling.The so-called bathing in the essence of the sun and the moon, he thought, should be like this.

In the middle of the night, Zhang Jing was awakened in a daze by the heat and enthusiasm of another body, he thought, that person came in through the window again.The man's fiery breath puffed on his neck, making him throbbing uncontrollably. He despises himself a little. Why is he always easily provoked by this man every time? He is so old, and he always Will be like a kid.

Sure enough, this man is worthy of being the number one dude in the capital, after a long time, he is very familiar with that technique; and this man knows everything about him so well, he can easily let himself fall into his control among.It's just ridiculous that I am only [-] years old, but I can't play with this unscrupulous person who is only in his twenties.

The man turned his body around and pressed him on top of him. His hot breath hit his nose, mouth, ears, and neck. The man said in a suppressed voice, "I haven't seen you for a long time. I want to die."

Zhang Jing thought with some disgust, this person is always so familiar, always so skillful, always brushing against your edge like that, enthusiastic, yet vague, so you can't help but tease, just want to rely on Get closer, get closer, and he will always be fooled, and he can't help but throw everything away for the feeling of indulging, and let him come in easily.

This time, of course it was the same.

Later, that person would tear off that layer of disguised coat, and treat him directly and roughly, and what's more, he just liked this feeling to death, and he had no ability to refuse at all.He was like a broken leaf in a strong wind, swaying and fluttering.

After the calm wind and rain, there was a burst of silence and satisfaction like water.But what's different this time is that Zhang Jing can still think about what's on his mind.He turned around, faced the man, and said in a hoarse voice, "General Zhao found out that the rumors that have been spreading in the capital are related to your mother. How did your mother know?"

But he said that this person was Deng Zhang, the son of the Marquis of Dingyang, and the Yuan family was his biological mother.Deng Zhang was exuding a satiated exhaustion, but when he heard Zhang Jing's words, he couldn't help squinting his eyes slightly, with a gleam of light in his eyes, and asked with some interest, "Oh? Are the rumors in the capital really true? Is the little prince really true? Is it Li Yu's son?"

Zhang Jing was a little dissatisfied, "You are disrespectful to His Majesty?!"

Deng Zhang was a little helpless, hugged Zhang Jing and said softly, "Okay, okay, your majesty!" Zhang Jing couldn't agree with Deng Zhang's coquettish and spoiled appearance, and Deng Zhang resembled Deng Zhang very much. Jing, who is very handsome, makes such an expression under the moonlight, which can really kill Zhang Jing every time.

Nowadays, there is no doubt that Deng Zhang is the number one dude in the capital. As the son of Dingyang Marquis, he was born in a wealthy family, his father is in a high position, and his mother is the daughter of the Yuan family, so his status is not disrespectful.But now he is 24, only half a year younger than Li Yu, but he has neither fame nor official position, he is simply the number one idler in the capital, wandering from east to west, sometimes in the entire Cangxuan Kingdom water.And there is quite a reason for his acquaintance with Zhang Jing.

Zhang Jing was slightly annoyed by Deng Zhang's appearance, and said, "You are so smart, you must have noticed it a long time ago, why pretend to know it now?! But how did your mother know this? Why did she want to Send people to spread this rumor in the capital?!"

Deng Zhang rested his chin on the top of Zhang Jing's head, his eyes dimmed slightly, but Zhang Jing couldn't see it, "My mother probably knows better than me. She already knew that King Pingyuan can have children. Through various signs, probably You can also guess that Li Yu can have a child, even if you can't be sure, if the rumor spreads, it's fine for others to believe it."

Zhang Jing pushed Deng Zhang away, looked straight into his eyes and said, "Could it be that you knew it a long time ago? Why didn't you stop your mother?!"

Deng Zhang smiled wryly, "Don't you believe me?! Don't you know what kind of person I am?!"

Zhang Jing felt a little guilty when he was asked, and said embarrassingly, "Now your mother has been found by General Zhao, if His Majesty blames it, aren't you worried?"

Deng Zhang's eyes were a little dark, and his voice was a little cold, "Oh, those older people are sometimes crazier than us young people! I can't control it if I want to, cause and effect always have to be solved, and I can What can I do! Now I’m just an idler, what have I done.” He scratched his head impatiently, looking like a boy, Zhang Jing felt a little soft-hearted when he saw his appearance, and hugged him back He said, "I hope your mother won't lose her life because of this, and other hardships are inevitable!"

In the end, both of them became a little depressed, but they just hugged each other gently, gaining peace and warmth from each other.In fact, Zhang Jing knew in his heart that with Deng Zhang's background, knowledge and talent, he was no worse than Zhao Yi and Yin Fang, but because of Ding Yanghou's wishes, he was not allowed to be an official. Fortunately, he is also an open-minded and unrestrained man. Temperament, I feel that wandering the rivers and lakes is also a wanton thing, and life is not in the court.

It's just that sometimes, maybe people will still be lost, and there will always be those times when they can't figure it out.Now that Deng Zhang is only in his 20s, young people still feel impatient and powerless. Every time at this time, Zhang Jing can't help but feel a little soft-hearted.But he knew that this person would never be as harmless as he looked in front of him, but now, the feeling of being captured made him unable to see clearly, and it was hard to give up.

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☆、49|Zhao Yi visits Deng Jing at night

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When a person grows up, time will pass faster and faster, time flies like an arrow, and it is not an exaggeration at all; probably when people grow up, some things are fixed, there is little or no change, and the sense of time will become more and more weaker.And having a child seems to have become another way of feeling time.

When everyone is busy with all sorts of things, little Li Xu is already a soft baby, and he will make soft, incomprehensible voices before he recovers. Smiling at people, his facial features are no longer a blur. Although the baby fat is still obvious, it looks like Li Yu, a very beautiful little baby.

Little Li Xu especially likes Zhao Yi. Whenever he sees Zhao Yi smiling the happiest, as long as Zhao Yi is around, he will stretch out his chubby little hand to hug Zhao Yi. Every time he sees little Li Xu like this, Zhao Yi just I felt that my heart was about to soften, and I even pampered him like pearls and treasures.

On weekdays, Li Yu resumed his regular life of going to court, reading memorials, and meeting with ministers. In his spare time, he teased and teased little Li Xu. In fact, Zhao Yi spent much more time taking care of little Li Xu.He always spends the most time with little Li Xu and little Li Heng every day, and the rest of his mind has to be on Li Yu, and he has to squeeze his time and energy to do other things.But even so, he was happy with it.

At night, after little Li Xu and little Li Heng fell asleep, Li Yu also watched the memorial quietly on the couch, Zhao Yi talked to Li Yu, and then left the palace.Now little Li Xu always sleeps with his brother. Since he had a little brother, little Li Heng no longer wants to sleep with his father. This is simply a kind of magical instinct and comprehension. He has a strong sense of being an older brother, and sleeping with his younger brother every night can almost make up for the loss that he can't be afraid of his father's bed.

Before leaving the palace, Zhao Yi looked at the beds of the two children. Little Li Heng hugged little Li Xu in his arms, and they both slept very cutely and soundly.Zhao Yi checked whether the quilt was covered tightly, couldn't help but tucked it in again, touched the faces of the two children, kissed each of their foreheads, and rode out of the palace.

Riding horses was not allowed in the palace, but Cangxuan Palace is very big, Zhao Yi has to go out of the palace from time to time, for convenience, Zhao Yi has a special status, and has become the only one who can travel around the palace on horseback.

The night was dark and moonless, and there was no one on the street. There were black shadows, and only some very dim light came out from the courtyard beside the alley.Fortunately, Dingyang Hou's Mansion is not far from Luo Palace, Zhao Yi went to Dingyang Hou's Mansion to ask for an interview in a short while.

Deng Jing was still awake at this time, and soon Zhao Yi was taken to Deng Jing's study by the housekeeper, and the two sat opposite each other on the table.Li Yu also lightly mentioned the relationship between Deng Jing and him, and Zhao Yi was actually a little apprehensive about asking to see Deng Jing.

Although Li Yu and Deng Jing did not recognize each other, Deng Jing did not fulfill any responsibilities as a father to Li Yu, and Li Yu did not see any admiration for Deng Jing on weekdays, but sometimes, blood relationship, this This nature is a very magical thing.

You can dislike it, take it for granted, or even conflict, resist, friction, and hurt intentionally or unintentionally, but it is difficult for others to treat your relatives like this, and it is difficult to accept that they are indifferent, hurt or disrespected by others.

Even though Li Yu had nothing special to Deng Jing on weekdays, just like an ordinary official, not even as respectful or close as Taifu Xun, but Zhao Yi knew that he couldn't do this, so he couldn't help but feel uneasy.However, he came here because of the rumors in the capital, as long as Li Yu was involved, he would have endless courage, facing his father-in-law, hehe, it was also necessary.

After taking a sip of tea and taking a breath, Zhao Yi wanted to get straight to the point, but Deng Jing hesitated first and asked, "How does the little prince look like now?"

Since the birth of little Li Xu, little Li Heng has successfully advanced to become the eldest prince, and little Li Xu has become the little prince.

Zhao Yi's courage was interrupted, and he was slightly stunned and said, "Xu'er is more and more like His Majesty now, as if carved out of the same mold, beautiful and tight."

Deng Jing was slightly absent-minded, and said in a low voice, "It must be very cute!"

Zhao Yi thought to himself, now that there are so many rumors in the capital that even his grandfather can't sit still, Lord Deng must be aware of it, but it's rare for him to be so patient.However, he could understand some of the complex emotions contained in that sad tone.

To Zhao Yi, being able to watch the changes of little Li Xu all the time now is a kind of indescribable joy and satisfaction, but every time at this time, he would feel a little lost and regretful in his heart. He missed little Li Heng. When he was a baby and a child, he thought, Xiao Liheng must have been very cute when he was young.

Even if it was just a short thought, Zhao Yi felt very regretful and uncomfortable, but for Deng Jing, he missed his lover, and also missed the whole growth of the child with his beloved, and failed to fulfill his responsibility as a father. Now that the child has a child, he is unable to express or make something as a father. What an indescribable loss and pain it is.

Just think about it, if Li Yu didn't accept him in his life, and he didn't know what little Li Heng and little Li Xu meant to him, he would be overwhelmed by an indescribable sadness and pain, Therefore, he could quite understand Deng Houye's feelings.

However, understanding is understanding, he came here for Li Yu's matter, and he can't care too much about other things.Zhao Yi sat down and said solemnly, "Master Deng, do you know the rumors about His Majesty in the capital?"

Deng Jing glanced at Zhao Yi, as if he wanted to ask something, but in the end he didn't speak, just nodded.

Zhao Yi continued, "Rumors abound in the capital, and the common people are incited by those who think that His Majesty is an outlier, and feel fearful or disrespectful towards His Majesty. The lower officials sent someone to thoroughly investigate the matter, and found that it was Mrs. Zun who asked the mansion to bribe the ruffians. The major restaurants and bazaars incited the spread."

"In my opinion, Mrs. Madam wants to plot against His Majesty. According to the law, she should be handed over to the Ting Wei for investigation. Therefore, I came here to discuss with Lord Hou."

Deng Jing's expression was a bit gloomy. After thinking for a while, he said, "General Zhao has already visited the mansion, so the evidence must be conclusive. The family is unfortunate, and I dare not ask His Majesty for mercy. General Zhao will just deal with it according to the law."

In fact, Zhao Yi had thought that Deng Jing might think that the family should not be publicized, and he had taken care of Yuan's family and children for many years, and he was unwilling to hand over Yuan's family.The next day, Tingwei sent someone to Dingyang Houfu to escort Yuan to prison.

☆、50|Deng Jing went to prison to visit Yuan Shi

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Yuan Shi has been in prison for several days. After all, she was originally a noble daughter of the Yuan family and the wife of Marquis Dingyang. During the interrogation by Wu Shi, it was not easy to torture her. Fortunately, Yuan Shi seemed to accept her fate and knew everything. He said everything in detail, how he would arrange for her to marry the steward of the Zhuangzi, bribed many local ruffians, and spread the news in several bustling places in the capital. of.

However, when asked why Yuan Shi did this, Yuan Shi didn't say a word.Although the question of motive is relatively important to the whole case, if possible, the suspect's motive will be found out in the case, but when the suspect keeps silent and the evidence is conclusive, it will not affect the conclusion of the case.Because it dragged on for several days, Wu Xun was no longer exhausted, so he prepared to go up to the emperor and petition for the nuclear test.

Yuan's prison is inside, with a single room. Because it is often a place for high-ranking officials to be detained, it is clean and well-equipped after all; a bed that is not too narrow, a desk, and toilets The toilet is in the corner inside, and there are bedding on the bed.Compared with the cells outside that were only covered with dry straw, held many people, and exuded an unpleasant smell, it was much better.

Of course, a prison is a place where sin and resentment gather, deteriorate and then dissipate. The dark energy is always heavier. Even the prison where Yuan is in can only see through the high wall outside the iron bars. There is a small window , with some weak sunlight or dim moonlight coming in.

Since Yuan's imprisonment, only Deng Zhang has visited her once, and the mother and son are relatively silent.Ever since Deng Zhang could remember, his mother hadn't been very affectionate to him, but he knew that Yuan Shi still loved him very much.She will take great pains in her study, upbringing, and future, but she will not put down her body, hug him, and show affection.

Now that Deng Zhang is long past the age of longing for mother's care, he has a little more understanding. He thinks that it may be because of her background and upbringing that she can't let go of her figure after all, and be the mother that an ordinary woman would become.In the past many years, he has traveled to many places in Cangxuan Kingdom, and he has seen more ordinary parents treat their children with a feeling of licking. He knows what kind of love ordinary parents have for their children, and he can also See a lot.Sometimes, what you have is not necessarily the majority in this world, or the normal way of expression.

Until he left, Deng Zhang didn't ask why, and he didn't ask how she was so sure. He didn't want to ask, and he didn't want to ask. What's the use of asking?If you don't ask, you still know what you should know; if you ask, you still won't say what you don't know.Maybe, he just avoided, avoided communicating with his mother, communicating in this state.

He knew that no matter as a mother or as a woman, her mother hoped to maintain her good condition in front of others, and she was a strong woman.Even in the current state, she still packs herself meticulously and dresses neatly, but her face is a little haggard.

He knew that she definitely didn't want his son to pierce her embarrassment with a little voice at this moment.Such silent companionship is probably the best.

When Yuan was at home, she was also the apple of the Yuan family's palm; but after being imprisoned this time, no one from the Yuan family came to visit Yuan in prison.She had already seen through the character of her father and the Yuan family, so there was nothing surprising about it.When she married into the Deng family, she was very prosperous, and the Yuan family took her as a pride. After the decline of the Deng family, the Yuan family lost a lot of enthusiasm; but when Deng Jing regained power, the Yuan family became more enthusiastic.The Yuan family would definitely not want to get involved in something like being imprisoned.

It was night, the moonlight was a little pale, and the prison was gloomy.Thinking of some messy footsteps in the corridor, the prison chief walked in obsequiously towards Marquis Dingyang, and asked the jailer to take a clean soft couch and put it in front of the prison where Yuan Shi was imprisoned, and quickly retreated, leaving only Deng Jing and Yuan Shi were alone.

Sitting on the bed, Yuan Shi couldn't help but move slightly when she saw Deng Jing. She wanted to make herself not look too ugly. Why are you pretending to visit me?"

Deng Jing was unmoved, but said in a cold and authentic voice, "If you keep yourself safe, you can save your life, but why do you want to come out and make trouble again?"

Yuan's expression couldn't help being tense, and she said with a bit of sternness, "Hehe, you are ruthless, so don't blame me for being ruthless."

Deng Jing couldn't help looking at Yuan Shi with an unreasonable expression.

Yuan continued to speak harshly, "Don't think that I don't know about your plan. You know Zhang'er's talent better than anyone else. It's fine to keep him from becoming an official, but you don't even plan to leave him a way out. Li Yu is your son, isn't Zhang Er your son?"

Deng Jing showed an angry look, "What nonsense are you talking about?!"

Seeing Deng Jing like this, Yuan Shi felt much happier, "Nonsense?! What nonsense do you mean me?! Don't leave a way for Zhang'er?! Or is His Majesty your son now?! Haha, His Majesty is yours now son."

"You are a lunatic! You are an unreasonable lunatic! If this is the case, why should I sit still?! Let the world know that His Majesty is an evildoer, and your precious son is an evildoer. This is nothing more refreshing! You Treat my son as nothing, and I will let the world know what kind of monster your son is! Since there is no way out, everyone should not have a hard time!"

"Haha, it's a good thing that bitch died long ago, and it's a good thing for him, otherwise let the world know that not only His Majesty is a monster who can give birth to a son, but even his father is a monster who gave birth to him, what a pleasant thing it would be Do you think that everything and everyone in the world must be done according to your will?! Good and evil will eventually be rewarded, and what you do will eventually have retribution. Oh, no, retribution has already fallen on you , you will always be alone!"

Deng Jing was enraged by Yuan Shi's words, pinched his fingers desperately, stared at her without saying a word.He didn't know what he was doing in this prison, he must not be soft-hearted towards Yuan Shi; he hated this woman in front of him to the bone, and he had no aristocratic upbringing at all.For him, being as knowledgeable as a woman, even hating her to the bone, is very cheap; but, he really can't control it, this woman, the pain caused to him, the pain caused to that person, let him control I can't help but hate to the bone.Women, it's really scary.

In the early morning of the next day, Wu Xun received a report from the old man that Yuan Shi committed suicide in prison wearing a long silk.Hearing the news, Wu Xun was not too surprised, he just talked about the memorial with his fingers, dipped the brush, and added a few more sentences to the memorial.

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☆、51|Fat Yuan's thoughts and decisions

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The matter of the Yuan family is publicized to the world, and the people are often an unbelievable group. When the rumors arise, they believe them, and when the court reveals the black hands behind the scenes, they also believe them.However, for ordinary people, the words of strangers are always easy to be believed, because they are just passing by, so there is no need to deceive them. After more and more, many people will eventually know, oh, it turned out to be unbelievable.

However, anyway, the common people accepted the facts as found out by the court, but there are still so few people who think why Yuan's spreading rumors is not good for the current emperor.Curiosity and gossip never die, so everyone thought of the anecdote between Marquis Dingyang and King Pingyuan many years ago, and guessed that the Yuan family might have been jealous of King Pingyuan for a long time, but King Pingyuan was dead, so he intended to frame King Pingyuan Son, the current Holy One.

Although there are many unreasonable things in it, such as why Yuan made such absurd remarks, and why he dared to harm the current saint when he touched a stone, but well, gossip is always used for entertainment rather than for thinking Yes, who cares? !Anyway, it is enough for them to believe.

After the rumors in the capital subsided, Zhao Yi took the post of chariot and cavalry general and walked in the palace.There is a special servant in charge of horses and chariots. Apart from training cavalry, Zhao Yi is relatively free on weekdays. He spends a lot of time on raising children and serving Li Yu personally, but he still finds time to check on his parents. matter of death.

Now he felt that he was one body with Li Yu, so he also told Li Yu his doubts about the cause of his parents' death.Li Yu didn't say much, just asked him to investigate, and borrowed some of his strength from the hidden guards in the palace.

It's just that what happened nearly 20 years ago has already changed from person to person, so it's not easy to find out.However, Zhao Yi still found clues.There used to be a dowry maid by her mother's side, but after her mother had a miscarriage, she disappeared without a trace, and this maid was from the Lian family.

But not long after, he found out that in the battle where his father died, there was a captain who was good at using arrows, and later died in the battle, but this captain was originally a student of the Deng family.

For a moment, Zhao Yi couldn't help feeling a little heavy in his heart, whether it was the Lian family or the Deng family, he really couldn't figure out why he had to put his parents to death.Now that the Lian family's power in the court has been eliminated, and the power of the Deng family is at its peak, there is no way to investigate from the Lian family. If we start with the Deng family, it is not what Zhao Yi wants.He didn't want to have any gap with Li Yu because of this, but if he let go, he really felt ashamed of his parents under Jiuquan.

He wondered if his grandfather had already noticed something, so he didn't want to delve into it too deeply, but it was not accurate to say that, when he was very young, his grandfather never mentioned it, and at that time he certainly didn't understand his relationship with him. The entanglement that Li Yu will have, probably, his grandfather still only wants him to live a safe and happy life.

However, after Zhao Yi returned to Beijing and Li Xu gave birth to little Li Xu, Li Yu had Zhao Yi to take care of him, and little Li Heng had a younger brother to sleep with, so Fat Yuan was free again.He returned to his Jiaofeng Temple again, and became a person with nothing to do.In fact, whether it is the palace or the capital, it is completely different from Liwu City. It is not suitable for a person who has nothing to do here, which makes him feel a little uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

Fortunately, little Li Xu is still very young now, Li Yu and Zhao Yi are always busy with many things, even little Li Heng has to attend many classes, although there are many palace people in the palace, and little Li Xu also has a wet nurse, but little Li Xu always likes the feeling that his relatives are with him, and Fat Yuan also spends the most time with him.Of course, little Li Xu also likes his little uncle very much.

Most of the time during the day, Fat Yuan would carry little Li Xu into his Jiaofeng Hall.Now it's midsummer, the heat is very heavy, Fat Yuan spread out a summer mat in Jiaofeng Hall, put some cushions, put little Li Xu on it, and he was only wearing a thin shirt, either sitting or lying down.The beams and pillars of the main hall are all made of century-old sunken wood. Even in midsummer, it is very shady and cool. Fat Yuan and little Li Xu both have cold physiques.

Sometimes there will be drafts blowing in from the main hall, bringing with it heat and coolness, which is very refreshing.Put a lot of food on the mat and some playthings for little Li Xu, and the two of them can hang out for a long time, a morning or an afternoon passed easily.At noon, he sent little Li Xu back, because he had already formed the habit of taking a nap, always accompanied by Li Yu and Zhao Yi, even though he had to sleep many times throughout the day.

At the beginning of time, the palace people will send little Li Xu to Jiaofeng Palace again.Little Li Xu's body was white and soft, Fat Yuan thought it was very fun to hug.He thought to himself, a child is really a kind of creature that people cannot help liking, those dark eyes, that white and tender chubby face, those soft little hands and feet, as well as the buttocks, there is nothing wrong with it. Lovely.

He thought that he would probably not have children in the future, and now he had no idea of ​​marrying a wife. He thought, since he would never fall in love with his other women, why bother to get married and delay her life.

He thought that he was still too naive and irresponsible before. In order to get angry and to erase the sadness Yin Fang brought to him, he thought about getting married and having children, thinking that he would never think about that person again.But after going through so much, he wanted to understand a lot. Even now, his heart is still affected by Yin Fang all the time, although he will restrain himself.If you like someone, you may not be able to accept other people for a long time. In this case, you can either live alone, or let go of those and accept it.The idea of ​​getting married and having children is not appropriate.

There are not many masters in Cangxuan Palace now, Jiaofeng Palace is some distance away from Hanyuan Palace, and it is very quiet. There are more forbidden guards around Hanyuan Palace, and officials will appear from time to time. Fat Yuan feels a little uncomfortable staying there, or Feeling much more comfortable staying in his own Jiaofeng Palace, he didn't bother to bring little Li Xu over every time.

Every night, Yin Fang would visit him from time to time, Fat Yuan would not be so repulsive, although he would not show much joy.But he knew that if Yin Fang didn't come for a long time, he would still be disappointed in his heart.Everyone has their own fate, if it should be like this, if you force it, you will miss it or regret it.Since he was a child, he was not a very strong or brave person. The warmth, care and sense of security that Yin Fang brought to him, and many experiences he experienced when he was young, are irreplaceable.

He liked the feeling of nestling in his arms when he was a child, watching the snow in the pavilion of Nanyang Hou Mansion, and also liked that he scolded those children who bullied him and let him hide behind him; there were also many nights when his brother left Beijing , he buried in his chest, and asked his brother with some discomfort when he would come back, and he would softly coax him for a long time until he fell asleep in his arms.

Up to now, those emotions that tempted him have become more and more clear. The warmth, sense of security and care of childhood are irreplaceable, and he is always that person.Some things, he thought, were not so important. He saw his determination and sincerity. It was these determination and sincerity that shook off the haze and made the nostalgia in his heart clear.

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☆、52|The conflict between Zhao Yi and Li

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At night, in the study room of Hanyuan Hall, Qing, the leader of the palace's secret guards, stands behind Li Yu. His figure is hidden in the shadow of the candlelight, and at first glance, no one can be seen standing there.Qing Lian bowed her eyebrows, and said to Li Yu, "My Majesty, General Zhao recently investigated the cause of the death of Princess Wuyang and her son-in-law, and basically found out that the person who killed the son-in-law with a cold arrow on the battlefield was the Nanyang Marquis Mansion." An old student and former official, but the servant girl who exchanged the miscarriage medicine with the eldest princess was bribed by the Nanyang Marquis."

Hearing this, Li Yu couldn't help but squeeze the memorial in his hand tightly, the knuckles of his fingers turned blue and white, "Princess Wuyang and Marquis Dingyang have no grievances, why did Marquis Dingyang kill the princess and his son-in-law? "

The dark guard's expression didn't change, but his eyes flickered, and he replied, "General Zhao didn't find out either."

Li Yu couldn't help turning his head slightly, looked at Qing, and asked with an unpredictable expression, "Then what do you think?"

An Weiqing's expression seemed to be a little stiffer, and the curvature of his forehead seemed to be a little tighter, "I think that the move of Marquis Dingyang may have something to do with Empress Dowager Deng."

It's not that Li Yu didn't think about it, but it's just a matter of fact, objectively speaking, from the overall situation of the Empress Dowager Deng and Deng Jing, it is unlikely to do such a thing because of secrets in the palace, personal likes and dislikes, and so on.However, maybe he is too naive, people probably always have their own fatal spot, and once they are hit by the fatal spot, no matter how crazy they do, they cannot be deduced with common sense.

Although Li Yu didn't want to speculate like this, but based on what Zhao Yi and the secret guards found out secretly, probably, maybe it was due to the obsession of Queen Mother Deng.Entered the palace at the age of 22, was appointed queen at the age of 25, died with the emperor at the age of 16, and ruled in the imperial court for [-] years, suppressing the rebellion of the Western Qiang,