Rebirth of the last emperor raising buns

Known as the rise and fall of the country and the successor to the peerless world, would such a woman have such resentment?

Empress Dowager Deng was born in a noble family, and the emperor was afraid of the Deng family, so she has never been able to give birth to a son and a half daughter.From 15 years old who was still young and innocent even though she was precocious, to ten years of forbearance and dormancy, and 16 years of dominance in the world, she has seen a lot of darkness and cruel battles in the deep palace, she must be a woman who does not lack skills .Mrs. Wang, who gave birth to the eldest princess Wuyang, died at a young age. Empress Dowager Deng raised the eldest princess under her knees, and later betrothed her to Zhao Yi's father as a gesture of goodwill to the general at the border.All of these, when you think about it carefully, are really subtle.

I heard that Mrs. Wang is very beautiful, and her background is almost the same as that of Queen Mother Deng, so she is favored by the emperor. Could it be that such a woman is so special that she has gathered all the resentment of Queen Mother Deng as a woman? !

Li Yu really didn't want to speculate like this, but the evidence found now, and the facts before his eyes, seemed to be the case. zy

In the middle of the night, the bedroom was pitch-black. Li Yu lay flat on the bed, staring at the seemingly invisible darkness above his head with his eyes open. After a long time, his voice seemed to come out of nothing and asked, "If it's really the Marquis of Dingyang?" What would you do if you killed your parents?"

In fact, what he found recently made Zhao Yi a little upset.He knew in his heart who the evidence pointed to behind the scenes, but he really didn't want to face such a result.He didn't fall asleep either, and when he heard Li Yu's question, he couldn't help but feel his heart tense, thinking that some things cannot be avoided after all, "I hope to give justice to my parents. Killing people for life is the way of heaven."

The silence in the darkness was as suffocating as if it was about to sink. Although Li Yu knew that what Zhao Yi said was right, what made it hard for him to understand was that he felt a little uncomfortable because of Zhao Yi's answer.He couldn't describe how he felt in his heart. He felt that if anyone encountered such a thing, he should do it like this. There is no doubt, but if he was allowed to agree with Zhao Yi in this way, Deng Jing should lose his life , I don't know why, but Li Yu felt a little uncomfortable and couldn't cope.

He thought that he should have no feelings for Deng Jing. Before his understanding of the world was fixed, he had never appeared in his life. He himself felt a little funny to ask him to talk about the relationship between father and son. .

However, he still didn't want him to die.It really doesn't make sense.

After being silent for a long time, Li Yu felt his voice was squeezed and said, "You know, now the entire Cangxuan Kingdom needs a minister like Deng Jing and the Deng family behind him."

Hearing Li Yu's words, Zhao Yi couldn't help feeling angry. He turned over and pressed on Li Yu, staring at Li Yu's eyes in the dark and said, "The entire Cangxuan Kingdom also needs someone behind me. The Zhao family and the Wang family!"

In the darkness, Li Yu felt that Zhao Yi's eyes were like black flames, which made him uncontrollably angry. He hated the feeling of being controlled.Now Zhao Yi's expression made him feel very strange, but at the same time very familiar. Isn't that the same Zhao Yi he saw in those years when his soul wandered around in his previous life? !This is the real him, his nature is difficult to conceal, no matter how affectionate and obedient he seemed to him in the past, he will not change from a wolf to a real dog.

Li Yu caressed Zhao Yi's face with his hand, and said in an indistinct voice, "Are you threatening me?"

Even though he couldn't see clearly in the dark, Zhao Yi could clearly feel the extreme anger in Li Yu's unpredictable expression. If it was normal, he would definitely not be in such a stalemate with Li Yu, and it would always be him who made the first move , but this time, he knew that he could not compromise easily, it was related to the cause of his parents' death, and he was unwilling to compromise.

He knew that this matter had nothing to do with Li Yu. Even though Deng Jing did it, Deng Jing never showed any kindness to Li Yu. Li Yu was innocent in these previous entanglements and conspiracy. He kept telling himself in his heart that this had nothing to do with Li Yu, he and Li Yu were finally together, as well as little Li Heng and little Li Xu, his feelings for Li Yu would not change no matter what.

Probably, it was also because he knew that such a conflict was unavoidable, and he had been trying to give such warnings and hints so that he would not have a gap with Li Yu; but it was unsuccessful.

Zhao Yi held Li Yu's shoulders with both hands, and stared straight into Li Yu's eyes for a long time without saying a word.

Even though Zhao Yi didn't answer, Li Yu could see what he wanted to say from his eyes, even so, he would not change his thoughts and what he wanted to do because of his intentions.

For a moment, Li Yu felt all the anger pouring into his head, and he tried to push Zhao Yi away with all his strength.He was not angry because Zhao Yi wanted to avenge his parents, but because he felt that his dignity as an emperor was being challenged!The feeling of repelling Zhao Yi because of this at the beginning resurfaced faintly.

Zhao Yi grabbed Li Yu's shoulder very tightly, and did not let Zhao Yi loosen. Seeing Li Yu's angry appearance, Zhao Yi didn't care, just kissed Li Yu shamelessly, and imprisoned Li Yu in his arms , exhausted all his strength, desperately approached and possessed, so that Li Yu could not refuse.This is probably not a smart way, because it will only make Li Yu more angry and ruthless, but at this moment, Zhao Yi only wants to do this.He wanted the distance between the two to get closer, but it seemed to be getting farther and farther apart.

☆、53|Daily life of the Li family

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When Li Yu woke up, Zhao Yi was no longer by his side, and half of the bed beside him was cold.Last night, Zhao Yi was a bit ruthless, not very gentle. Li Yu only felt a little uncomfortable all over. When he lifted the quilt, he could see some bruises, and he couldn't help but feel even more annoyed.Although I said that after one night, people's emotions will always be much better. No matter how sad things are, sleep more and pass the time. After time, the mood will also fade. But thinking about what happened last night, Li Yu still decided not to pay attention to Zhao wing.

He is not a person who expresses himself with strong emotions. He is more used to cold wars than having a big fight with Zhao Yi; what's more, in his opinion, quarrels are not conducive to solving problems at all, and will only appear ugly.Of course, cold war will not solve the problem, but he likes to torture each other in this way.

It lasted for several days, Li Yu ignored Zhao Yi and treated him like air.He also no longer shared the bed with Zhao Yi, and would watch memorials in the side hall of Xiao Liheng and Li Xu every night. Li Heng would practice calligraphy for a while, or review books, and Li Xu would crawl on the mat Crawling back and forth, sometimes onto my elder brother's body, sometimes onto Li Yu's thigh and arms, it was a soft ball, very quiet.

When it was a little later, Li Yu slept with the two children together.The two children have a faint milky smell, holding them in their arms at a quiet night, smelling this smell makes them feel much better than being anxious.In fact, the cold war is not an easy task. While tormenting the other party, I often feel uncomfortable. I just hold back the anger, thinking that I can punish the other party and make the other party feel less comfortable, so I feel refreshed.

However, these emotions and thoughts seem to become very childish when I hold my child and fall asleep.The feeling of peace and wanting to protect is very ordinary, but it couldn't be more real.He thought, if a person who has never given birth to a child, it may be difficult for a mother to understand the uncontrollable joy in her heart when holding her child, that kind of new life that seems to embrace the whole world, the whole world. The feeling of being born like a bud in the warm morning sun.

In fact, what does the word mother mean by gender? Being born as a mother is related to blood, the feeling of being parted from the body, the kind of natural and instinctive love that cannot be rejected and suppressed; The avoidance of connivance requires the other half of the bloodline to complete the shelling and growth of the new life in this world.There are many ways of forming and expressing society, undoubtedly, this is the oldest and greatest language preserved.

Little Li Heng felt the awkwardness between his father and his other father. Although he did not reject Zhao Yi, he was still not used to calling Zhao Yi's father directly. Talking too much, if you don't pay attention to it, it will be troublesome if someone listens to it, but he didn't change his words.

Like every ordinary child, they all hope that their parents will be well, and so is Xiao Li Heng.In the first few nights, seeing his father's face, little Li Heng felt a little apprehensive, and he didn't dare to bring up the matter. He would only hug little Li Xu and deliberately approach Li Yu to be good-looking. Li Yu seemed to be very blunt.However, that small appearance still made Li Yu feel a little soft-hearted.

After a few nights, Li Yu's expression seemed to be much calmer. When he was sleeping on the bed at night, Xiao Liheng boldly leaned into his father's arms and pulled his clothes with his small hands. Yin Yin asked in a low voice in the dark, "Father, did you quarrel with Master?"

"I've heard people say that when husband and wife quarrel at the end of the bed, even if you are angry with Master, you shouldn't let Master sleep alone. How can you reconcile?"

Li Yu couldn't help hearing black lines all over his head, he didn't know where this kid had heard so many strange things.Little Li Heng slept in the middle, and little Li Xu slept next to little Li Heng. Li Yu covered the quilt and little Li Xu tightly so that little Li Heng wouldn't move around and get caught in the wind.Babies sleep a lot, and they are already sleeping very deeply.

Li Yu wrapped his arms around the two children, sighed softly and said, "I didn't quarrel with your father, I just ignored him for the time being."

"Why are you ignoring Master? In fact, I saw that during dinner, Master kept looking at you, but you ignored him. He looked like a person, quite pitiful. Even his brother wanted to hug him, and he was a little nervous." I'm out of my mind."

Li Yu was speechless for a while, after spending several nights with the two little buns, his heart actually softened a lot, but he didn't want to let him go so easily, but he couldn't say that to little Li Heng, he could only A little embarrassed, "Ha, is it?! If he behaves well, you can consider talking to him."

Little Li Heng heard this, buried his head in Li Yu's arms, and said in a buzzing voice, "That's good."

In the eyes of children, father and mother are probably a natural pair, and father and mother are very special and unique existences that cannot be replaced.It is also very natural for children to want their parents to be happy and not to accept their wishes for a rift or even separation.Even for two people who don't love each other, the existence of a third person they love is nothing to a child. How can they expect their child to accept the third person like themselves.In vain, with their weak strength, they stubbornly guarded the connection between their parents that he thought should exist, but sometimes, it was inevitable that things would backfire.Of course, this is not a problem that Xiao Liheng needs to face.

Ever since Li Yu ignored Zhao Yi, Zhao Yi felt his heart was falling like lead.After that night, when he woke up and saw the marks on Li Yu's body, he couldn't help feeling a little regretful. He thought that he must have been a little crazy at that time to treat him like that.Within a day, he regretted it terribly in his heart.No matter what happened in this world, he didn't want Li Yu to be wronged because of him. He showed his favor to Li Yu, but Li Yu ignored him.

So he found Xiao Li Heng, a small assister, and gave him a chance to go out to play in the palace.

After a few days, Li Yu finally talked to Zhao Yi, but the two of them kept silent about Deng Jing's question, they were avoiding it, they just gave in for the sake of each other and the relationship between the two parties, and they regarded it as an important issue. Existence, I hope time can solve this problem, maybe one day, it is best to forget.

Not long after, Zhao Yi fulfilled his promise to Little Li Heng, took Little Li Heng and Little Li Xu out of the palace together, and met Mrs. Wang.Li Yu didn't plan to go with him at first, but he thought Mrs. Wang was of high seniority, she was one of the few relatives of Zhao Yi, and she always loved Zhao Yi so much that her eyes hurt, so she followed in plain clothes.

Although it was Jian Xing who left the palace, Zhao Yi was still very beautiful in his heart with such a battle.It is indescribable to show the elders the satisfaction of a daughter-in-law and a beautiful and lovely child.

When Mrs. Wang saw little Li Heng and little Li Xu, she liked him so much, she hugged little Li Xu in her arms and touched his little face, holding little Li Heng with one hand, her eyes nearly disappeared from laughing.She has lived for a long time and has seen many things. She is not curious about anything, and she is not greedy for anything. Now that she sees these two children, she feels that she has no regrets in this life.Regarding the matter between Zhao Yi and Li Yu, she was originally a transparent person, and after living for a long time, she would not feel that there was anything wrong with it.At the end of life, what is the most precious, she thinks she can still see clearly.

Mrs. Wang ordered the big maid beside her to prepare two pieces of medicine jade, gave one to Li Yu, and hung the other around Li Xu's neck, and said to Li Yu with a smile, "Your Majesty is weak in body and bones. When it comes to giving birth, you always treat women well." It's all about a trip to the ghost gate. This medicinal jade was accidentally obtained by Yi'er's great-grandfather when he traveled around the world many years ago. It is very good for recuperating the body. Moreover, the most magical thing about this jade is that it can contain essence and nourish vitality. , you take it with you, so you don’t have to suffer that much.”

When Li Yu regained consciousness and understood the meaning of Mrs. Wang's words, she felt a little embarrassed. Mrs. Wang was already speaking slowly, and once she said those words, she felt the lingering sound lingering in her ears.However, this jade is quite miraculous. Thinking of avoiding the crimes of pregnancy in the future, I can't help feeling very grateful to Mrs. Wang.Only he, Zhao Yi, and Zhang Jing knew little Li Xu's physique, but Mrs. Wang's attitude clearly knew the inside story. Li Yu believed that they would not talk nonsense to others, but it was a little strange. Madam, can you still see this? !

It was rare for him to go out of the palace, so little Li Heng didn't want to just go back to the palace like this, he finally got this chance.Zhao Yi and Li Yu had no choice but to take him to the market on the street.Li Yu wore a bamboo hat and a white gauze, Zhao Yi was holding little Li Xu in his arms, and holding little Li Heng in his hand.

The street market was very lively, those rubber figures, sugar figures, and all kinds of gadgets made little Li Heng fix his eyes on them.In fact, there are many things in the palace, most of which are very precious and exquisite, but for children, all new and interesting things are toys that attract them, what is the difference between mud and gold beads.There are many kinds of things in the market, such as wood, bamboo, paper, cloth, mud, and so on, many of which are unknown to Li Heng.

Little Li Heng stared at those things, but wanted to pretend to be reserved, until he saw a sugar seller, he couldn't move his feet.He likes to eat sweets very much, but his father never lets him eat too much, and seeing so many cute and lifelike little animals made of sugar, Xiao Liheng said that he completely forgot to be reserved.

He tugged at Zhao Yi's sleeve and looked at him eagerly. Zhao Yi signaled with his eyes that he had to beg his father. Little Li Heng turned around and pulled his father's sleeve unwillingly. With such a cute appearance, he said with a smile, "Madam, buy a candy figurine for the young master, children love it so much!"

Zhao Yi couldn't help turning his head and holding back his smile. Although he couldn't see Li Yu's expression, he could imagine his shame and annoyance.Li Yu was a little embarrassed, so he pointed to a phoenix on the stall. When Li Heng saw it, he hugged his father's thigh and jumped excitedly.

The peaceful days passed quickly, and during a heavy snowfall in the deep winter, there came the sad news that Dingyang Hou Deng Jing had been killed.

The author has something to say: I am desperately trying to code, and I want to send it out before midnight to light up the little red flower on the 26th, but I still failed. . .I have to go to work tomorrow, hey, life is so hard. . .In the past two days, the collection has been rising and falling slightly, and it really feels like a dying struggle. . .But seeing the little angel leaving so many words, I felt a sense of being cured. . .

☆、54|The truth of the quarrel is about to come out

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Deng Jing's body was found in a snowy field in the northeast suburb of the capital, surrounded by hills, with a small lake under the hill, and a long forest along the hills , It snowed for a long time in those few days, and the lake and woods were covered with white. When Deng Jing was found, his body had been stiff for a long time.There was an arrow wound on his body, but it was not fatal. It was probably because he stayed in the snow for a long time and was not discovered by anyone, so he lost his life.

When Li Yu got the news of Deng Jingxuan, he just felt a little dazed. It happened so suddenly, without any warning, and he was not prepared for it.Wu Xun knelt down in front of the case, and said in panic, "According to the on-site inspection, the Marquis of Dingyang must have been out for a long time, and was ambushed on the way back to Beijing. There are destroyed vehicles by the lake, and the horses have been frightened." He ran away, and there were bloodstains under the cover of the new snow. In addition to Dingyanghou's body, two other bodies were found, which should belong to the coachman and the accompanying servant."

"The Marquis of Dingyang is probably just a simple traveler, but he was killed when he didn't want to."

Li Yu's face was gloomy, and his voice was icy, "Is there any trace left by the murderer at the scene?"

Wu Xun felt his back covered in cold sweat, and replied tremblingly, "Recently there have been several heavy snowfalls, and many traces are hard to find. Even if a large area is searched, according to my judgment, the murderer did it neatly. Archery and assassination will not leave any evidence."

Li Yu angrily swept the memorial, inkstone, pen, and teacup on the desk to the ground, "Then you mean that the murderer can't be found like this?!"

Wu Xun knelt down on the ground in fear, and said in a trembling voice when he fell down, "This humble minister is incompetent."

Li Yu dismissed Wu Xun angrily, and hurriedly called Zhao Yi into the palace.Zhao Yi was training troops outside the city, the distance was a bit far, the palace man who sent the message searched for a long time, and when Zhao Yi returned to the palace, it was already dark.Li Yu has been sitting in front of the table in the study room without moving. Since Wu Xun left at noon until now, seeing Li Yu's expression, Cao Jie did not dare to let the palace servants come in to tidy up, and presented to Li Yu The meal, Li Yu was taken down without taking a bite.

In fact, for Li Yu, Deng Jing in this life is different after all.He regarded Deng Jing as nothing special to him, but regarded him as a reliable and capable minister who could be appointed. Even though later, both parties may know it well, but they never pointed it out, as if pointing it out. , it is impossible to get along peacefully with the relationship between monarch and minister as before.

For more than ten years, even though Li Yu's attitude towards Deng Jing was indifferent, alienated and even used at the beginning, there was no time when he was too close for such a long time. The bad and the bad, to be precise, the relationship between them is as tasteless and transparent as white water and air, but in the end, I feel a little used to it, no matter what kind of emotions, when the liquidation is liquidated, everything seems to be insignificant, leaving only I have an indescribable nostalgia.

Just thinking that Deng Jing was killed, Li Yu felt a little uncomfortable, and there was no trace of the murderer, which made Li Yu furious and even a little dizzy.He felt that in this world, who else could do this except Zhao Yi? !Even though Deng Jing is easy-going and careless, but who dares to attack Deng Jing and can do it cleanly, and has this intention, who else but Zhao Yi?Although Li Yu thought about it afterwards, he must have been dazzled at that time, so he was so indiscriminate and insisted on falling on Zhao Yi's head.

When Zhao Yi came, he saw such a messy scene. He sat down next to Li Yu, held him in his arms, and said in a helpless tone, "Listen to Mr. Cao, you haven't had a drop of water all day. Deng Hou Ye passed away, even if you feel sad, you must take care of your health."

Li Yu opened Zhao Yi's hand, and said with a fierce expression, "Deng Jing was murdered, did you do it?"

Zhao Yi was a little speechless, but thinking of Li Yu's discomfort, he still said, "Although I want to avenge my parents, I definitely don't choose this method of assassination, but I want to send him to Tingwei After the government has passed the third trial, it will be dealt with according to the law."

I don't know which sentence provoked Li Yu's sensitive nerves again. He sneered, "Oh, you also want to put Deng Jing to death! Killing Deng Jing with a dark arrow is exactly the same as Deng Jing's method of killing your father. Get rid of the hatred in your heart?!"

Zhao Yi was also irritated by Li Yu's attitude and words. He couldn't help but pull Li Yu's body, grabbed his shoulders with both hands and said, "What do you mean?! Don't you believe me?! If I want to fight I have already done it, why wait until now? Why use this method? In your opinion, the relationship between us, and the child, are so worthless in my heart?!"

Li Yu stared into Zhao Yi's eyes, and said without showing any weakness, "If you really did it, would you admit it?" Then he turned and did not look at Zhao Yi, "Go away, I really don't want to see you again! "

Hearing this, Zhao Yi's face became very ugly, his lips moved, but he didn't say anything after all, turned around and left the imperial study room, left the palace, and returned to his own Marquis Mansion.

Ever since General Zhao entered Beijing, he has been living in Yunzhong Hou's Mansion and has not returned to Wuwei County.Since the last battle, the border has been very peaceful recently. There is no need for General Zhao to be in charge. Zhao Yi can often bring his two little great-grandsons to visit him. Occasionally he can also enter the palace to have a look. Strolling around the capital, looking for old friends to talk about the old days, it's a lot of fun.

It's cold today, General Zhao is sitting in front of the stove and dozing off, when he sees Zhao Yi come in angrily with a face like ashes.A few days ago, Zhao Yi was investigating the cause of his parents' death. Old General Zhao knew about it, but he had been thinking about it for a long time, and now he had so many things to worry about. .

Seeing Zhao Yi come back alone with such a face, he was a little confused.Old General Zhao pulled back a corner of the quilt around the stove, patted the soft mat on the floor, and said, "Yi'er, come and have a seat. Did something not go your way today, and you came back alone? "

After Zhao Yi returned home, he originally wanted to go back to his own room, but he was very annoyed. Seeing that there was still light in his grandfather's room, he couldn't help but talk to his grandfather.After he found out the cause of his parents' death, Li Yu's attitude was very fierce, and he didn't want Deng Jing to pay for it, so he never told his grandfather.Now that this accident happened for the first time, and seeing his grandfather, he couldn't help showing his usual childlike disposition, and couldn't help but tell his grandfather about the sad things.

He sat by the hearth without covering himself with the quilt around the fire, and he was not too afraid of the cold. He took a sip of the hot tea poured by his grandfather, took a breath, and finally calmed down a little before talking to his old man Zhao. The general said, "Grandfather, do you know about Lord Deng's murder?"

Old General Zhao showed some astonishment on his face, "Why did this happen? That guy is very slippery, why did he fall into the gutter and overturn the boat?!"

Zhao Yi told old General Zhao all the ins and outs he had found out and the quarrel with Li Yu. After speaking, the fire in Zhao Yi's heart seemed to have weakened a bit.

Old General Zhao said in a daze after hearing this, "Yi'er, are you afraid that someone misled you?! Although Deng Jing is a thief, he is not the murderer behind the murder of your parents."

Zhao Yi heard that his pupils were about to burst, and asked in surprise, "The grandson found out that the person who killed my father with a cold arrow and the person who drugged my mother were all people around Dingyanghou. How could there be a mistake? ?”

Old General Zhao sighed and said, "It's fine if you don't listen to my advice. Why don't you tell me anything? At first, I lost my only son, and then my daughter-in-law and unborn grandson lost their lives. Then At that time, I was holding back a feeling of discomfort, so I checked it..."

The author has something to say: The collection has died recently, and five of them were lost in a flash today. Hey, it's really sad. . .I coded for a long time last night. I was so sleepy. I didn’t update it. I finished it at noon. I’m sorry my friend. . .

☆、55|The truth and reconciliation of the murder of Zhao Yi's parents

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Zhao Yi couldn't help being shocked when he heard this, he sat up, looked at his grandfather and asked eagerly, "Could it be that grandfather found something different?!"

Old General Zhao wiped his white beard, nodded and said, "Many years have not passed since then, and many things are not so difficult to find, not to mention, what's the point even if they are found?!"

Zhao Yi couldn't help frowning, wondering, "How do you say that?"

Old General Zhao couldn't help narrowing his eyes slightly, and sighed slightly, "Yi'er should know that after the death of the emperor, he had no sons, and the son of King Qinghe inherited the throne, and it was Emperor An. After Emperor An succeeded, the Empress Dowager Deng was called After 20 years of rule, prospering and destroying the country, continuing the peerless world, repelling the Hulu, and suppressing the rebellion of the Western Qiang, he can be described as a generation of heroines, praised by the world. However, Emperor An's reign was only [-] years..."

Old General Zhao didn't need to say much, Zhao Yi already understood in his heart that as an emperor, he was suppressed by a woman for 16 years, and even after the death of Empress Dowager Deng, the lingering prestige still persisted.Everything that Empress Dowager Deng did should have been done by him as an emperor, and he should be praised by later generations, but he only has the title and identity of an emperor.

Empress Dowager Deng died, the tree fell and the monkeys scattered, who could no longer stand in front of him, and it was time for liquidation.The first to bear the brunt was the Deng family, and then the direct descendants and confidantes of the Empress Dowager Deng, and the relationship between Princess Wuyang and the Zhao family behind her, did not escape the liquidation, but Princess Wuyang's status was noble, and her methods were relatively secretive.

Thinking of this, Zhao Yi was startled, his throat felt dry, and he asked with difficulty, "What my grandson found out is that the Empress Dowager Deng has no children in her life, and she has always been very jealous of her grandmother, who was killed by the Empress Dowager Deng." Empress Dowager Deng wanted to show favor to the Zhao family, so she married her mother to her father, but she may have always hated her in her heart."

Old General Zhao sighed slightly, "Who can explain clearly what happened in the deep palace?! I have also heard the rumors about the discord between Queen Mother Deng and Mrs. Wang, but the eldest princess lost her mother when she was young, and she was raised by Queen Yin first. But after a few years, Empress Yin was abolished, and she was raised at the knee of Empress Dowager Deng, who was newly named empress. And after the princess got married, as far as I know, the relationship with Empress Dowager Deng was relatively harmonious. At that time, the princess gave birth to you , Empress Dowager Deng also rewarded many rare things."

"Grandpa, how did you find out that the murder of your father and mother was related to Emperor An?"

"In the beginning, what I found was similar to what you found, but I always felt that something was wrong. After all, under the circumstances at that time, Deng Jing was too busy to take care of himself. Qing's romantic account doesn't have the energy to do these things at all. Moreover, the Zhao family has gone through many battles and has made outstanding military achievements. Your mother and the only eldest princess under the emperor's knees sometimes, given the dangerous situation of the Deng family at that time, it is completely impossible to take such a big risk. risks of."

Zhao Yi also nodded at the side, "Indeed, if Marquis Deng was willing to take such a big risk with the Deng family for the Queen Mother Deng's affairs, he would not have endured for so many years for the Deng family, and even abandoned Li Yu and his son. …`”

"That's true. I continued to investigate for a long time, only to find out that the captain who shot the cold arrow had long been loyal to Emperor An, but he did this after accepting the secret decree of Emperor Anti. Later, the captain was also lost on the battlefield because of this matter." And that maidservant, who was actually a person close to Emperor An, was dealt with by me early on. In the future, there is nothing I can do about it. The Zhao family was originally born in poverty and had nothing. The glory they have today depends entirely on the trust of the emperor. The king is the guide for the ministers, the king ordered the ministers to die, and the ministers had to die, even if they knew, what can they do? No matter how good the Zhao family is, it is just a warrior, how can it compare with the emperor's family?"

"It is precisely because of this that I don't want you to know this. Your parents left you as a child, and I hope that you will grow up in peace. What's the benefit of knowing this, it's just that there are many inconveniences It's just a necessary burden. Hey, but you should know, and you will know after all."

"Your Majesty misunderstood you, just explain it to him another day, don't hurt your feelings because of these misunderstandings."

Zhao Yi was a little embarrassed and felt much better, but he was still a little panicked. Thinking of Li Yu's fierce look towards him, he really felt uncomfortable, and felt that he wanted to punish him severely in his arms. He was so forced that the evil fire could not be suppressed.But thinking about Deng Jing's death had a great impact on his emotions, Zhao Yi thought it would be better to wait for him to calm down for a while, but when he thought about his discomfort, he wished he could be by his side immediately.

Three days later, Li Yu took little Li Heng and little Li Xu to Deng Jing's funeral. The funeral was held in Deng's residence. Deng Jing held a high position, and the Deng family was a big family, with many officials coming and going.In order not to alarm too many people, Li Yu went to Deng's mansion at night to express his condolences.

At this time, most of the guests had returned to the residence, only Deng Zhang and Deng Jing's nephews were kneeling in the mourning hall, Li Yu even saw Deng Yan in it, but he didn't care too much about it.This was the first time Li Yu saw Deng Zhang, but probably not the first time Deng Zhang saw Li Yu.

Deng Zhang resembles Deng Jing, but after losing his mother, he lost his father one after another, looking very pale and tired; Yang's sons and daughters all look like Yang's, not Li Ji's, and even Fat Yuan looks like Ge's.When Li Yu saw Deng Zhang, he had a strange feeling in his heart, as if he was also my younger brother; this was different from Yang's sons and daughters and Fat Yuan, he didn't like Yang's sons and daughters very much. However, Fat Yuan was because of the closeness he brought with him since he was a child, while Deng Zhang, because of his appearance and his resemblance to Deng Jing, made him feel the closeness of blood.In fact, although Li Yu resembles Li Ji, most of his personality is actually more like Deng Jing.

Li Yu kowtowed three heads in front of Deng Jing's coffin, making little Li Heng and little Li Xu also kowtow three times. The nephew of the Deng family at the side was a little confused. He didn't react for a while, and Deng Zhang didn't stop or say anything , but as very natural.

Deng Zhang asked those Deng family's nephews to retire first, and then they took turns one by one later, only Li Yu, father and son and Deng Zhang were left in the mourning hall.The door of the mourning hall was wide open, the night outside was already dark, and some north wind was blowing hard outside, which made the mourning curtains in the mourning hall shake violently, and even the door was swinging slowly to and fro. A low, hoarse creaking sound.

Little Li Heng and little Li Xu were timid, they didn't dare to show their heads in Li Yu's arms.Li Yu and Deng Zhang just knelt beside the coffin, silent for a long time.Finally, Deng Zhangxian said, "Father will be happy if he knows that you came to see him. He will be very happy to see the little prince."

"My father confessed before his death that because my mother was a sinner, when I took the title, I asked to be demoted to one level. Your Majesty, there is no need to embarrass or feel sorry. I am just a wild crane, and I don't value these things. Father said The implication is that except for the hereditary replacement of the Marquis of the Deng family, it is very necessary to deter the aristocratic family, and thinking about the country, this is the best opportunity."

"Your Majesty, do you know? When I found out that I have an older brother, I still felt quite strange. I once secretly inquired about you leaving the palace and took a look at you from a distance. That was the first time I saw you, but, But it looks very familiar, isn't it amazing?"

"Later I learned that my mother hated you very much, and my father, who usually looks very serious and indifferent, actually prefers you in his heart. All these should make me not like you very much. But it's strange, I still treat you a little bit I can't even hate it."

"But these are not important anymore. From today on, I am truly an idler, without father or mother, free and unfettered, and I can do whatever I want."

Li Yu turned his head to look at Deng Zhang. He saw that he was pretending to be free and easy, but he couldn't hide the strong sadness, and was rather embarrassed.He felt a little heavy in his heart, thought for a while and said, "I also feel familiar when I see you."

In the middle of the night, little Li Xu fell asleep in Li Yu's arms, and little Li Heng slept soundly on his lap. Li Yu asked Deng Zhang to help