you are my nightmare

Kneeling on the cold tiles with her back straight, Xie Xiaoyou clenched her fists, enduring the constant pain from the rolling pin falling from her back.

Xie Xiaoyou was suddenly a little thankful that he chose to say this when his Lafayette was making dumplings, so Lafayette just picked up the rolling pin. If Lafayette was chopping vegetables, he would probably pick up a kitchen knife like himself up.

Thinking about it, I gave birth to a daughter, raised her for more than [-] years, and graduated from university. I finally thought that my daughter had grown up, and I could watch her marry in a beautiful wedding dress. up.

The child told himself that he liked women and would never marry in his life.

Any hard-working parent would lose control of his emotions.

That's why my friends tell me that when others come out, they have to cry to death, let their parents know that their daughter loves them, but the person they choose is different from others, but that doesn't affect their love for their parents at all. Filial piety.

Although I knew it was such a reason, my eyes were dry and I couldn't cry at all.

I have never been a person who loves to cry, and I even forgot the taste of tears when I grew up.

Other girls will cry when they fall, but when they fall, their father will stand in front of them and tell themselves to stand up.Over time, I also got used to reporting the good news and not the bad news when encountering anything, so as not to let my parents worry.

When choosing to give up finding a good job at home and choosing to start a business, my father once said to himself, don’t regret it, the road is your own to walk, all we can do is give you a road, since you don’t go, then you will be in the future If you starve to death outside, don't go home and beg for food.

At that time, Xie Xiaoyou just laughed, and said to his father with a pure smile, don't worry!The road I choose myself, even if I kneel, I will walk on it.

I didn't know how to bow my head, but I just answered my father's words stiffly, and left home with my luggage and the start-up money my mother gave me.

It can be regarded as a small achievement outside. I bought a lot of things a year ago and sent them home by express delivery.

After leaving home for two years, I went home for the first time, not only to visit my parents, but also to solemnly tell my parents about another major choice in my life.

"Lafayette, I'm serious." He raised his head and looked at his mother whose facial features had shifted from anger, his voice trembled.

"Seriously? How serious are you? Do you like women? Where is the woman you like? Why didn't she come with you? Let her come, if she can kneel in front of me with you and say that you can be a normal couple For the rest of my life, I won't mention the matter of getting you married again." The mother looked at her daughter with a serious and determined expression on her face, cried and threw down the rolling pin in her hand, and hugged her daughter angrily and distressed.

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Xie Xiaoyou knelt on the ground and hugged the crying and distressed mother, at a loss.

Although Xie Xiaoyou was fully prepared before coming back to talk to his mother, Xie Xiaoyou, who didn't shed a single tear when she was beaten by her mother with a rolling pin, couldn't stop crying when she saw her mother's heartbroken look down.

That person will face it with himself, and he will.

Before Xie Xiaoyou got through to the person who had known each other for five years, been together for three years, struggled together, and had two years of hard life.

I finally decided to make it clear to my family that today, when I would not get married, I was beaten up by my mother who loved me since I was a child, and I was very angry because I said that I would spend my whole life with a woman. After insisting on being with her even if she died, and after her mother compromised, she picked up her mobile phone and called Qi Ruo, but this call made her fall into the icy lake of the abyss.

When I heard Xie Xiaoyou say, let myself and her meet the parents to come out of the closet.

Qi Ruo was silent for a while.

"let's break up!"

A female voice beside Qi Ruo's voice delicately asked Qi Ruo whose phone number it was.

Qi Ruo hurriedly said that's it!

He hung up Xie Xiaoyou's call.

Xie Xiaoyou looked at the phone for a long time, laughing so hard that he couldn't control it, there was too much pathos and bitterness in his laughter.

It seems that what his buddy Chu Yan said is true.

But at that time, I couldn’t believe that he and I ate a bag of potatoes for 50 yuan and a bag of cabbage for 50 yuan for three months, bought six steamed buns for two yuan a day, and made three steamed buns a day for each person. , a meal of steamed buns, a bowl of boiled cabbage and stewed potatoes, walking to work for more than two hours, the water and electricity bills for three months are less than 80 yuan, and the water bill of ten yuan a month, except for the water heater for bathing, People who use an electric frying pan to cook and warm steamed buns, wash clothes in a washing machine, spend less than 500 yuan for two people for three months, will betray themselves for profit when life just gets better.

But Qi Ruo's reaction just now was the answer.

Qi Ruo really found a so-called woman who could help her career.

It is said that men can't stand loneliness, and it seems that women are the same.

After two years of long-distance relationship, I gave everything I could, all my savings, the start-up funds given by my mother, the future of work, the care of my parents, the love of friends...

But in the end, when she wanted to walk in the sun with her and get the approval of her parents, she chose to break up with herself.Instead of facing yourself and taking responsibility.

I am really blind, I have nothing for such a person.

Xie Xiaoyou picked up the satchel and ran directly to the train station, not to save anything, nor to get anything back.

I just want to completely kill myself.

In fact, no one knows better than herself that everything is irreparable, and she has already lost a complete defeat. She also wants to see with her own eyes what kind of person that woman is.

I want to make it clear to Qi Ruo face to face.