you are my nightmare

"Xiaoyou, what do you mean?" Allen looked at Xie Xiaoyou with red rabbit-like eyes.

"I'm worried that no one will take care of you. You're always taking care of me, but..." Before Xie Xiaoyou finished speaking, Alan's face became very ugly.

Nick completed the task Xie Xiaoyou gave him, and came back excitedly.

Regarding the tasks handed over by Xie Xiaoyou, Nick never dared to slack off.

But he completed the task beautifully, and Nick still wants to be praised by people with a childlike heart.

But as soon as the pushers came in, they saw Alan, who looked like he was about to kill someone, and Xie Xiaoyou, who was still wearing a mask, and they were in a stalemate.

"Nick, sit with Alan while I wash my face." The conversation was suddenly interrupted, Xie Xiaoyou got up and went to the bathroom to wash her face.

"What's wrong with Alan?" Nick sat beside Alan, poured a glass of water for Alan, put it in Alan's hand, and tried to calm Alan down.

"Xiaoyou wants me to find a partner." Alan almost exhausted his whole body to say that sentence, and tears welled up in his eyes.Allen never thought that Xie Xiaoyou would say such things to himself one day.

But until now, Xie Xiaoyou said it, and he still cared so much.

My heart is on her, even if she can't feel it, she can't push herself out like this, even if it's out of good intentions.

"Then what do you mean?" Nick knew how much Xie Xiaoyou's words hit Allen.

"What can I mean? Apart from her, I can't let anyone else go." Allen smiled wryly, tears bursting like a flood.

"Aren't you going to tell her?" Even if Alan didn't say anything, Nick knew that Alan couldn't accept anyone other than Xie Xiaoyou.

Allen shook his head with a wry smile.

How to tell her?

Do you want to tell her that the person you like is her?Can only, only be with her?

Stop joking.

The person in Xie Xiaoyou's heart is Wan Qiyi, who has no place for him at all.

Since he likes her and cares about her, how can he be willing to embarrass her.

After so many years, I have long been used to guarding her silently. If she is fine, I will be fine.

I don't want much, I just need to look at her well from a distance.

My love is simple, and my liking is also very simple. Maybe my own love and liking are a kind of mistake, but if the mistake is Xie Xiaoyou, then I am willing to make mistakes, and I will never turn back.

In the few days when Xie Xiaoyou committed suicide and did not wake up, Allen told himself that as long as Xie Xiaoyou came back to life, no matter what she did, he would support her, as long as she came back to life.

Xie Xiaoyou really woke up and came back, but he was no longer indifferent, with more sadness and gloom on his body.

Even so, I was still fascinated by her, her quietness, her gentleness, and her coldness made it impossible for me to take my eyes off her.

Xie Xiaoyou, who was working hard, never noticed his enthusiasm for her.

Is it because I am covering it up too well, or is Xie Xiaoyou really defenseless towards herself.

In Xie Xiaoyou's heart, Alan exists as a gentle sister who takes care of her.

Maybe it's because I don't know enough to be content, isn't that good?

The relationship between two people will never deteriorate, there will never be quarrels, there will never be hurts...

Until death, the relationship between two people will not die...

Longer than a lover, more loving and tender, closer than a family member, isn't this the relationship I have always wanted?

I can't give Xie Xiaoyou happiness, because Xie Xiaoyou's heart belongs to someone who has never been named Allen.

I can't give Xie Xiaoyou peace of mind, because the person Xie Xiaoyou cares about day and night has never been a person named Allen.

I can't make Xie Xiaoyou happy, because the person Xie Xiaoyou is attracted to has never been a person named Allen.

I lost, not because I didn't do well enough, not because I didn't work hard enough, not because I wasn't perfect enough, but because the person Xie Xiaoyou wanted was never me.

Everything is because of Wan Qiyi.

Wan Qiyi gave Xie Xiaoyou warmth, Wan Qiyi gave Xie Xiaoyou belonging, Wan Qiyi gave Xie Xiaoyou protection, Wan Qiyi hurt Xie Xiaoyou, Wan Qiyi also gave Xie Xiaoyou too much to let go...

Even in the eyes of others, Wan Qiyi has ten thousand and ten thousand things wrong, but in Xie Xiaoyou's eyes, Wan Qiyi is just Wan Qiyi, the woman who silently accompanied her.

As long as Xie Xiaoyou is happy, that's fine...

Allen put down the water glass in his hand, picked up the paper on the coffee table, wiped away his tears, and returned to the usual Allen, but there was more determination in his eyes.

The person Xie Xiaoyou wants is Wan Qiyi, so he will send Wan Qiyi to Xie Xiaoyou...

As long as it is what Xie Xiaoyou wants, as long as it is what Xie Xiaoyou wants, I will work hard to get it for her. As long as she is happy, whatever I do is worthwhile.

The way I love her is to guard and watch from a distance from the beginning, I can't cross this boundary, I can't step on that line, the only way I don't want to lose her is to keep my duty...

Nick looked at Allen, feeling uncomfortable.

Ai Lun has liked Xie Xiaoyou for how many years, for more than ten years, and for more than ten years, it is already very difficult. Now, do you want to make wedding dresses for others?

"It's uncomfortable, let's go!" Nick pulled Alan who was touching up his makeup.

"I'm fine." Alan showed her beautiful smile on her face, but there was no happy smile, just for the sake of laughing, that's all.

Love is nothing but wishful thinking from beginning to end, Xie Xiaoyou broke into Alan's heart unexpectedly.

That heart without a ray of light, full of sadness and hopelessness, was simply warmed by Xie Xiaoyou and illuminated by the light brought by Xie Xiaoyou's intrusion.

Xie Xiaoyou gave Alan the meaning of existence and the direction of Alan's life.

But Xie Xiaoyou never regarded Alan as someone other than a partner.

The world is warm and cold, the prosperity is everywhere, and the vicissitudes of life, Alan's feelings for Xie Xiaoyou are still the same, and they are still stubborn.

Even if Xie Xiaoyou already has his own heart and love.

Allen still sticks to what Xie Xiaoyou brought her back then, the simple throbbing and moving, and he will take Xie Xiaoyou as her everything until death.

Allen still remembers how Xie Xiaoyou was pestering her when she first started. At that time, Xie Xiaoyou was still a childish 15-year-old girl.

The smile on her face remained the same for many years, so clean, so warm, and so pure.

The bullet in Xie Xiaoyou's ankle was squeezed on the nerve line. He wanted to take out the bullet at the risk of Xie Xiaoyou becoming a cripple from now on, but Xie Xiaoyou just shook his head at that time, endured all the pain, and allowed himself to fix her and help heal.

That was the first time that I realized Xie Xiaoyou's strength in a real sense.

There was a bullet embedded in the seam of the bone, the pain was indescribable, but Xie Xiaoyou refused to take anesthesia, and remained awake from the beginning to the end. Even because of the pain, his face was still bloodless and sweaty, Xie Xiaoyou still had a faint smile Confident, with comfort and trust in the smile.

Allen's heart was shaken.

When Xie Xiaoyou approached her for the first time and fed her chocolate, her heart throbbed.

When Alan was on a mission, Xie Xiaoyou rushed inside regardless of life and death. In order to cover Alan, he ran out to make bait and was shot in the ankle. At the moment of life and death, the smile on Xie Xiaoyou's face was still pure, and she rejected Alan. He wanted to raise his own hand sitting on the ground and let Allen go first.

Standing in the shadow at the corner of the stairs, Allen vowed to protect Xie Xiaoyou for the rest of his life.

Xie Xiaoyou gave Alan throbbing, moved Alan, and at the same time shook Alan's heart.

But Xie Xiaoyou never thought that she got a woman's lifelong love and sincere protection just like this.

Allen's desperation was given to the wrong person.

There is no absolute right or wrong in love, but she should have known from the beginning that Xie Xiaoyou's heart is too weak, she doesn't even care about her own life or death, Xie Xiaoyou's love is too deep, she hides her feelings in a closed corner of her heart .

Alan never forgot Xie Xiaoyou, dragged his ankle which was no longer able to walk properly, and was covered with blood, sitting at the corner of the stairs, hiding in the blind corner of the monitor, smiling so freely and cleanly, refusing his help, from the heart "Let's go! I will drag you down."

So strong, so loyal, so beautiful.

Putting Xie Xiaoyou's arms on his shoulders, ignoring Xie Xiaoyou's struggle, and forcibly helping Xie Xiaoyou to go out, Xie Xiaoyou looked at Alan stupidly, as if looking at someone he didn't know.

"You can escape by yourself, but if you bring me, both of you may die here." Xie Xiaoyou limped and barely kept up with Allen's pace.

Alan didn't even have time to talk, she had to pay attention to the chasing soldiers and whether there were guards in front of her, so she could only let Xie Xiaoyou whisper in her ear.

"Actually, you don't have to worry about me. Anyway, you don't want to join the Five God Killers. If I die, you will be free, and no one will pester you all the time..." Seeing that Alan ignored him, Xie Xiaoyou was sure Said that he didn't have time to take care of himself, and continued to feel sorry for himself and had nothing to say.

Finally, when Xie Xiaoyou was rambling on and on, Alan hit Xie Xiaoyou's head angrily.

Xie Xiaoyou was in pain, and looked at Alan with teary eyes and aggrieved eyes like a puppy.

"You are very troublesome! It's nothing to run into to die. When you were running for your life, you talked so much." Alan couldn't bear it and stared at Xie Xiaoyou, who had eyes like an abandoned small animal.

Xie Xiaoyou must have lost a nerve, a nerve called tension, otherwise how could he be able to talk non-stop when he was so nervous and dangerous!

But thanks to Xie Xiaoyou, Alan returned to normal. He didn't have the panic when his trousers were stained red with blood just because he saw Xie Xiaoyou, and he didn't feel the stiffness because of nervousness.

When the two finally escaped from the tiger's mouth by means of the explosion, Allen knew that Xie Xiaoyou had left behind when he went to meet him. If it didn't work, Xie Xiaoyou was ready to die with the other party.