you are my nightmare

When Cancer is angry, he will say ugly words, hurt the other party in an attempt to maintain his so-called face, and when he calms down and thinks about his actions and words, he is often annoyed.

Cancer is always hurting, always reflecting, and always regretting.

Cancer's heart is not bad, but it is always self-defeating in the end.

Please forgive such a Cancer.Cancers are dumb! ! !

And Xie Xiaoyou is a typical Cancer.

Because he realized the class gap between himself and Wan Qiyi, his inferiority complex overflowed, and his self-esteem rose, so he made trouble out of nowhere for no reason.

But in Wan Chengyi's eyes, he was just a sick child, acting like a baby.

Wan Chengyi smiled flatteringly, dragged Xie Xiaoyou to the fast food restaurant next to the supermarket, bought a cup of hot milk for Xie Xiaoyou, asked someone to put sugar cubes in it, and then let it go to keep warm for Xie Xiaoyou hand, put the hot milk environmental protection cup in Xie Xiaoyou's hand.

Xie Xiaoyou didn't refuse, holding the milk with both hands, absorbing the heat that was transmitted to the palm through the eco-friendly cup.

I'm used to buying a cup of hot milk when it's cold, even if I don't want to drink it, I still want to hold it in my hands to keep warm.

But when he was with Qi Ruo, every time Qi Ruo joked that he was a child who couldn't grow up.

After a long time, I got used to it, and changed a lot for Qi Ruo, and for Qi Ruo, I have become less like myself.

After breaking up with Qi Ruo, he became himself again, free to do whatever he wanted.

You don't need to think about Qi Ruo's feelings anymore, you don't need to worry about how you look in Qi Ruo's eyes, you don't need to worry about whether the money is enough, you don't need to worry about what is more suitable to eat and what to wear is more affordable.

Live the life you like, buy the things you like, wear the style you like, even if you don't have enough money, you only have to save enough to buy it.

But Wan Qiyi gave himself too much contrast, gave himself too much tenderness, gave himself too much care, and gave himself too much in just less than a month. Keep going, without Qi Ruo, the hint that life will be better.

Whether intentionally or not, Wan Qiyi erased Qi Ruo's shadow for himself.

Is it because I don't love deeply enough?Or did Qi Ruo really hurt himself too deeply?

let yourself despair...

Should I thank Qi Ruo for freeing myself from such exhausting and hard-working days so that I can live such a relaxed life.

Xie Xiaoyou didn't know that she had fallen into the love trap carefully arranged by Wan Qiyi for her.

Although Wan Qiyi has never really loved or liked anyone.

But she is a person who will never give up until she achieves her goal.

If her heart is moved, then she will get it.

Even if the person who moved her heart was of the same gender as her, she did not back down at all, but was ready to fight a protracted battle, holding the decisive victory that would definitely win the beauty's heart, approaching, getting close.

Obviously her hard work was not in vain, and she was very successful.

But this is not enough, these are not what she wants.

What she wanted was that Xie Xiaoyou was only concerned with her, and from then on, only Wan Qiyi was in her heart, not through her Wan Qiyi to see the sadness that Qi Ruo had left for her.

"Really don't want to eat Shuangxitian's cake?" Wan Qiyi sighed as he looked at Xie Xiaoyou who was sitting in the corner of the fast food restaurant next to the floor-to-ceiling glass with milk in his arms.

This woman is very low-key and likes to be quiet, but she feels a little withdrawn and not easy to get close to.

Although I just watched her sitting there quietly, like a beautiful picture of Jingyi, I always felt that she should not be like this, she should be more cheerful, more glamorous, living in the warm sunshine, and It wasn't such a person who was sitting in a corner a little lonely, looking at the crowds and vehicles coming and going in the snow outside the window.

"Hmm. Lafayette makes braised beef, and Shuangxitian's cake is not suitable. I want to eat lemon cream rolls." Xie Xiaoyou turned his gaze away from the street scene, and landed on Wan Qiyi who was sitting in front of him.

Even if Wan Chengyi is only casually dressed in casual clothes, it's hard to hide her excellence.

Is this person this tall?

Anyway, I have a height of 1.7 meters four!

This seems to be about 1.7 meters eight, right?

Seeing Xie Xiaoyou staring at him in a daze, Wan Chengyi smiled warmly and touched Xie Xiaoyou's hand holding the milk cup. Although his hand was still cold, it was much better than before.

This woman's hands still need to be kept warm all the time!

But she doesn't seem to reject her own intimacy anymore, nor is she as defensive as before. This is a good start.

"Okay. I'll make it for you when I go back." Wan Chengyi held the coffee in his hand, without sugar, just poured the milk into it.

"Drink less coffee! You sleep too little in a day." Xie Xiaoyou handed Wan Qiyi the hot milk that he hadn't drunk before, replaced the coffee in Wan Qiyi's hand, bowed his head and took a sip, The bitter taste rippling in the mouth, the taste of instant coffee and the smoothness of milk are all covered by the bitterness.Xie Xiaoyou frowned, covered the lid of the coffee, and continued to warm his hands with both hands.

"If you don't like it, don't drink it. Just drink your sweet milk. I'm used to it." Wan Qiyi looked at Xie Xiaoyou's movements, and felt warm in her heart. These days were finally not in vain, and she cared about herself.

"Then change the habit!" Xie Xiaoyou had a bitter taste in his mouth, lazily watching Wan Qiyi staring blankly at himself, thinking that Wan Qiyi is actually quite cute sometimes.

For example, when I woke up at night, I saw that she was still busy with the computer, focused, and she obviously couldn't do it, she was not good at it, but she still took care of herself seriously and hard. She was obviously a smoker, because she was sick. In order to take care of myself, I have never smoked in front of myself. Knowing my cleanliness, I installed solar energy in the bathroom. I support myself but I am afraid of touching me. When I meet myself, I keep apologizing. I always make myself want to tease him...

Although I can't figure out why this person stays by my side to take care of me, and I don't understand why this person wants to get close to me, but I will never believe that she likes me.There is nothing pleasing about me, I am still self-aware about this, but those are not very important, this person let me really come out, even if it hurts me.

She let herself understand that many things in this world would not change without hard work, and many people in this world would get it without fighting for it. She also let herself know that without Qi Ruo, she would be better off.

No matter what the reason is for this person to get close to me, I am grateful to her, because she let me get out of the pain that is hard to let go.

So I would like to be friends with her.

Be your true self in front of her, don't need to cover up, don't need a mask, live easily.

I need such a person to exist.

The relationship will not be too far away, not too close, and the lives of two people will not intersect and will not interfere with each other.

They can accompany each other and talk to each other. Wan Qiyi must also need such a person.

"Okay. If I want to drink coffee in the future, I will drink sweet milk." Wan Qiyi looked at the milk cup in his hand with ulterior motives, then at Xie Xiaoyou who was sitting opposite, and took a sip of sweet milk with a smile .

Wan Qiyi doesn't like sweet things, but she finds that Xie Xiaoyou likes sweets surprisingly.

That's why she ate sweets with Xie Xiaoyou.

For Wan Chengyi, coffee is a necessity for her work. She often stays up late, and she can't work without coffee.

Sweet milk is Xie Xiaoyou's favorite, do you want to replace coffee with sweet milk?

Good suggestion, every time I drink coffee in the future, I will think of Xie Xiaoyou, no matter where or under what circumstances.

Xie Xiaoyou's unintentional actions gave Wan Qiyi inspiration.

"Wan Qi, actually you don't like sweets, do you?" Xie Xiaoyou looked at Wan Qiyi who had just taken a sip of sweet milk and raised his eyebrows lightly, and expressed his guess.

It has long been discovered that Wan Qiyi doesn't really like sweets very much, but only because he likes sweets, he will eat with him.

But today, it seems that it's not as simple as not liking it very much, but that this person hardly likes sweets.

This person really wronged himself and accommodated others!

"This milk is really too sweet. If you don't believe me, have a taste." Wan Qiyi frowned undisguisedly, and handed the milk cup to Xie Xiaoyou's mouth naturally. Xie Xiaoyou didn't think much about it, thinking it was really too sweet Yes, I opened my mouth and took a sip.

Pursing your lips, the sweetness is just right!

Don't you think it's sweet?

Xie Xiaoyou looked at Wan Qiyi suspiciously, and saw that Wan Qiyi's serious expression just now changed into a triumphant smile of a successful prank, and realized that he had been tricked.

He looked at his face and stared at Wan Qiyi.

Wan Qiyi's smile is really pretty, dimples are looming, the upturned Danfeng's eyes are shining like stars, and the smile blooming on the thin lips is so sweet that people want to kiss them.

"I won't believe you in the future. There will be retribution for bullying a stupid child." Xie Xiaoyou stroked her hair unnaturally, forcing herself to look away from Wan Qiyi's face.

What did I think just now? I really have been with women for a long time, and when I see a beautiful woman, I have crazy thoughts.

No, no, friends are long-lasting, and this person is only suitable for being friends.

Xie Xiaoyou kept reminding herself repeatedly in her heart.

"Yes, I shouldn't bully stupid children." Wan Chengyi saw Xie Xiaoyou's unnaturalness, and nodded with a smile.

"Wan Qi, work is more important than your body." Xie Xiaoyou didn't answer Wan Qiyi's words, and looked out the window with a distant voice.

"You too." Wan Qiyi felt that Xie Xiaoyou was saying goodbye to him, as if after saying goodbye this time, he didn't know when he would meet next time.

But Xie Xiaoyou's intuition was right. After saying goodbye this time, he was about to leave this city and go abroad immediately.

When we meet again, it will probably already be summer, and it will be four months at the earliest, and it will be spring by then.

Probably Xie Xiaoyou also finished the certificate examination at that time, and was busy with work and went on a business trip.

The time I spent with Xie Xiaoyou was not particularly long, but this woman walked into my heart in surprise, which made me unable to rest assured. I have always walked in a chic and carefree way, but this woman made me want to take her with me. Be by your side, take care of and protect at all times.