you are my nightmare

"What are the muddy waters! There is only one person I care about." Allen's voice was loud at the beginning, and the second half of the sentence was so soft that only she could hear it.

"Xiaoyou, even if it's not for yourself, for Wan Qiyi, if you can take care of your body, I beg you! Your body hasn't recovered, and you're still tossing and tossing, don't you want to live? Already?" Allen was looking for clothes for Xie Xiaoyou in the room to go out for a while, while saying that Xie Xiaoyou didn't know how to take care of herself.

"I haven't." Xie Xiaoyou said without confidence.

It's true that I don't cherish myself, it's just that I do what I want too much.

"Do you know in your heart that you ate up the lettuce and the rice. Then come in and change your clothes." Alan knew that if Xie Xiaoyou didn't say anything, maybe he wouldn't eat it.

"Alan, what disease do you think Wan Qiyi will suffer from?" Xie Xiaoyou changed the subject.

"Maybe it's a heart attack! I heard that I fell ill the day after I saw the corpse you asked me to make." Alan sighed, what kind of love-hate entanglement between Wan Qiyi and Xie Xiaoyou is this? !

Xie Xiaoyou killed Wan Qiyi's mother, Qiao Zhiya, because she didn't want Wan Qiyi to be hurt. Later, because Wan Qiyi refused to forgive her, she chose to commit suicide.

After paying for his life, Wan Qiyi became seriously ill again because he saw Xie Xiaoyou's body...

These two people!There is always a little bit of fate, a little bit of points!

Hearing what Allen said, Xie Xiaoyou didn't even know what the food and vegetables he ate tasted like, but he just ate the food into his stomach mechanically.

After finishing the rice in the bowl and the plate of lettuce in oyster sauce, he put down the bowl and chopsticks and walked into the cloakroom.

"Xiaoyou, why are you missing three souls and seven souls again! Pull yourself together, otherwise how can you go to the hospital to take care of Wan Qiyi." Allen looked at Xie Xiaoyou who was in a daze, and poked Xie Xiaoyou's pain point.

"Put this on! Don't wear white." Allen handed Xie Xiaoyou a pair of thick and fleece fake two-piece leggings with a light gray bow.

Xie Xiaoyou took off the white bathrobe on her body, and did not avoid Alan. She wore the sea blue underwear inside with a calm face, sat on the sofa, and put on the hem of the light gray bow-knot skirt that Alan handed her. leggings.

Xie Xiaoyou put the clothes that Allen put next to her, and put them on without even looking at them. The one in the mirror was wearing a lavender-colored hollow-out slim-fit knitted top. The soft colors were fresh, playful and lovely, and the delicate hollow-crocheted flowers were sweet and pleasant. , the lace stitching on the collar and the back, the slim fit outlines the details of the person in the mirror.

Alan took a pair of light gray cartoon cotton socks and put them on for Xie Xiaoyou, then gently lifted Xie Xiaoyou's, and helped Xie Xiaoyou put on a pair of light pink knee-high boots with rabbit fur, classical lace design, side zipper and heel Boots with a height of ten centimeters and a platform of two centimeters, put them on and tie the laces of the boots.

This action reminded Xie Xiaoyou of Wan Qiyi. Wan Qiyi once tied her shoelaces for herself, but she felt so natural when she did it for herself, and she felt very embarrassed for doing this for herself.

Sure enough, the relationship is different?

Seeing Xie Xiaoyou's dignified expression, Allen knew Xie Xiaoyou's heart, and had already flown to Wan Qiyi's side.

"I don't wear sable fur." ​​Xie Xiaoyou saw the white sable fur that Allen took out, and resolutely refused.

Diao Qiu was too conspicuous in the crowd.

"Then what are you wearing?" Allen looked at Xie Xiaoyou.

"Take the gray-blue down jacket with a fox fur collar." Xie Xiaoyou said as he stood up from the sofa, walked to the innermost cabinet, and took out two days ago. wine red sable fur.

"You want to wear this?" Allen was taken aback, Xie Xiaoyou doesn't like too bright colors, such ostentatious colors don't look like Xie Xiaoyou's style!

"No! This belongs to Wan Qiyi." Xie Xiaoyou hugged the clothes in his arms, as if he could still smell Wan Qiyi's scent.

"Oh!" Allen didn't say anything, but just took out the gray-blue down jacket Xie Xiaoyou had mentioned, and put it on for Xie Xiaoyou.

Xie Xiaoyou looked at Alan, smiled gently, put on the down jacket without zipping it up, and hugged Wan Qiyi's wine red mink fur, Xie Xiaoyou stepped on the high heels that he hadn't worn for a while, and walked out of Fushengliang.

Xie Xiaoyou walked out of Junlemen, Xie Xiaoyou never thought that once she left, she would never go back.

In Wancheng Hospital at eleven o'clock in the evening, except for the doctors and nurses on duty, everyone else has fallen asleep.

And the crisp sound of high-heeled shoes colliding with marble in the hospital corridor is like a melodious wind chime.

The owner of the high-heeled shoes deliberately lightened his steps, controlling the sound of the heel of the high-heeled shoes colliding with the marble floor.

"Alan, you go back! I want to stay here by myself to accompany her." Xie Xiaoyou looked at the hospital bed, wondering whether it was Wan Qiyi who was asleep or in a coma, and held Wan Qiyi's back with his hand. In the hands of the infusion.

"You are here alone, how can I rest assured?" Allen rejected Xie Xiaoyou's proposal.

Let Xie Xiaoyou come to see Wan Qiyi, already risking Xie Xiaoyou's identity being seen and recognized.

How could I leave Xie Xiaoyou here.

"I'm fine. It's dawn, and I'll go back when a nurse makes rounds." Xie Xiaoyou sniffed, looked at the Wanqiyi with her eyes closed, and suppressed the sadness in her heart.

"Okay! I'll wait for you downstairs." Alan knew that he was no match for Xie Xiaoyou, and Xie Xiaoyou decided that he couldn't pull back even ten cows.

"Yeah." Xie Xiaoyou nodded, hearing the sound of the door closing after Alan left, Alan's footsteps got farther and farther away.

Xie Xiaoyou held Wan Qiyi's hand, tears rolled down, hot tears fell on Wan Qiyi's hand.

"Wan Qiyi, you bastard, didn't you say that the disaster will last for thousands of years? Why are you going to die so easily..." Xie Xiaoyou sobbed, holding Wan Qiyi's right hand that had not been infused with both hands, Xie Xiaoyou I saw that on Wan Qiyi's right ring finger, he put the ring on his left ring finger together with the ring, which is a complete ring.

"Why are you so stupid! I'm dead, and you still wear my ring. Wouldn't it be more sad? Didn't it make you forget me?" Xie Xiaoyou took off the ring on Wan Qiyi's right ring finger and brought it back The place where the ring should have been, her left ring finger.

"Wan Cheng, you don't want to die... What will I do if you die?" Xie Xiaoyou whispered, lying on Wan Chengyi's body, sobbing softly.

"Wan Cheng, I was wrong. I shouldn't have killed your mother. No matter how wrong your mother is, she is also your mother! I shouldn't think that she can't stay because she wants to kill you. , even if you hate me, I want to get rid of her. It's my idea that she is extreme. If it weren't for this, you wouldn't be in a dilemma between how to face me and how to face your mother's death. I didn't do it If I’m too paranoid, I won’t commit suicide, I won’t use death to solve problems, I don’t choose to die, we’re still together, we’re still happy. It’s my fault, it’s all my fault. It’s my fault! Yes I'm too willful, I'm not sensible, I'm not mature enough. It's all my fault. Don't worry about anything! What I said before is not true. I don't want you to forget me. No. As long as you are good I will live on, I will never make you angry again, and I will never leave you again." Xie Xiaoyou cried like a tearful man, her breath hoarse.

Xie Xiaoyou didn't notice that the eyes of the person lying down were narrowed into a thin line, and with a doting and loving smile on his face, he was looking greedily at himself who was crying.

Xie Xiaoyou, who was relatively heartbroken, and Wan Qiyi, who was lying on the bed and pretended not to wake up, felt like an overturned honey pot in his heart, and his mouth was full of sweet and greasy honey.

She had already prepared in her heart that Xie Xiaoyou would appear, but Wan Qiyi didn't expect Xie Xiaoyou to come so soon.

I just fainted during the day, and the news came out at noon, since Xie Xiaoyou came at eleven o'clock in the evening.

Wan Qiyi thought that Xie Xiaoyou would show up again in disguise, so she kept paying attention to the little nurses and doctors around her, but she was disappointed.

Wan Qiyi, who had been waiting for a day and was a little tired and wanted to sleep, heard the sound of high-heeled shoes approaching from far in the corridor. Wan Qiyi instantly lost the slightest drowsiness. Did she come?

No, it was the footsteps of two people.

Sure enough, the door of his ward was opened.

No one would come in the special ward at this time.

Familiar voice, familiar body fragrance, the person I dream of is coming.

Wan Qiyi didn't dare to move, fearing that he would show his feet in front of Allen, who was studying medicine, so he could only wait.

Fortunately, Wan Qiyi has strong concentration, otherwise Xie Xiaoyou would cry like this, she would have turned over and sat up regardless, and hugged Xie Xiaoyou into her arms to comfort and coax her.

But Wan Qiyi knew it couldn't work.It's not the time yet, I can't do that, otherwise all previous efforts will be wasted.

So Wan Qiyi can only bear it!

Can only wait!

Wait for Allen to go!

Wait for Xie Xiaoyou to fall asleep.

Listening to Xie Xiaoyou's reluctance sentence by sentence, listening to Xie Xiaoyou's complaints, and listening to Xie Xiaoyou's apology, Wan Qiyi didn't know how much patience he had to endure, and remained indifferent.

If you make a mistake, you should be the one who admits it!

It was him who hurt her.It's me who makes her so sad, it's me who makes her so painful!

It's because I didn't make her feel at ease, because I didn't let her be her own woman with peace of mind.

It's because I didn't do well enough, because I didn't take into account her mood and her feelings.

Everything is my own fault.

If I had been stronger then, hadn't run away, and had dealt with the fact that my mother, Qiao Zhiya, wanted to kill me for Lan Wu, nothing would have happened.

It was Xie Xiaoyou who separated life and death in order to protect herself.

In the end, I still made her feel wronged. What I agreed was not to let her marry into a wealthy family, but to let her become a wealthy family.

But after all, she was hurt because she was in a wealthy family.

Xie Xiaoyou didn't know how long she had been crying, how many words she had said, crying and talking, beside the person she was thinking of, Xie Xiaoyou, who was tired of crying soon, fell asleep...