you are my nightmare

Life is half a memory and half a continuation.

On the road of life, there are too many whys, and there are no answers.

Sometimes we are on the way of giving, we can gain something, and we can clearly see what we want or what we don't want. This is not a precious result.

Just walking in front of the gate of life and death, some things have changed.

Who would have thought of a person who once loved so deeply, so truly, and so bravely.

Now looking at the lover who once died for each other with misty eyes, it was like seeing a stranger.

It has been almost a year since Xie Xiaoyou's surgery, and Alan took out the bullet that passed 2 centimeters between Xie Xiaoyou's skull and dura mater.

It's just that when Xie Xiaoyou woke up, he lost all his memories.

Alan looked at Xie Xiaoyou who woke up like a newborn, blank paper, she hesitated.

Do you want to return such Xie Xiaoyou to Wan Qiyi?

What happened this time has fully let Allen know that Wan Qiyi cannot protect Xie Xiaoyou, and that Xie Xiaoyou will exchange his life for Wan Qiyi's life at a critical moment of life and death.

That is Xie Xiaoyou who has memories, it is y, the wife of Wanqiyi, and the person in charge of Wanqi Group.

But now Xie Xiaoyou is a child who even needs to be fed.

He can't even put on his own clothes, and exists like a blank sheet of paper.

Xie Xiaoyou like this has no strength to restrain a chicken, can Wan Qiyi take care of him, can he protect him?

The answer is not sure.

Alan can't risk Xie Xiaoyou's life anymore.

Seeing Xie Xiaoyou who woke up after being in a coma for four days and five nights, Allen found several people from the Five God Killers to Xie Xiaoyou's ward.

As soon as he entered the ward, Nick saw Xie Xiaoyou sitting on the bed, his face as white as paper, watching anime and smiling.

That smile is as clean and pure as a child's.

But very strange.

It seems that the person sitting on the bed is just someone who looks similar to Xie Xiaoyou.

"Xiaoyou..." Nick took a few strides like Xie Xiaoyou sitting on a hospital bed and concentrating on watching anime, rushing towards him.

Before Xie Xiaoyou, who was attracted by the animation, could react, Allen grabbed Nick by the collar of the back of his neck.

"She has amnesia. Don't scare her." Allen bit his lip.The sight that drifted towards Xie Xiaoyou was full of distress and affection.

"What?" Vincent, Chen An, Kane, Nick, all four spoke in unison.

No way!There are still such oolongs in this world?

Isn't it the bloody plot that only appears in TV novels?

"Xiaoyou has a tumor in her brain, and the bullet has fragments, which are caught between the tumor and the skull, and cannot be removed. Therefore, it may be temporary amnesia, or the tumor may burst at any time." Allen looked at the plot in the anime, followed Xie Xiaoyou, who was smiling, had a gloomy and sad voice.

"Is it impossible to operate?" Vincent frowned.Amnesia is small, but death is big.

"That's right! Let's spend the money and find the best brain doctor." Nick nodded in agreement.

"What will happen if the tumor bursts?" Chen An asked rationally, making Allen so serious, it was definitely not as simple as what he said.

"I'll die!" Allen moved his lips with difficulty.

"What?" Kane was also startled.

For the first time, I knew that Xie Xiaoyou still had fragments of bullets and tumors in his brain.

"Try not to let her do strenuous exercise, and be careful even when she sleeps, so as to avoid fragments of bullets piercing the tumor, or the tumor bursting by itself. After all, she has been grazed by bullets before." Allen sighed, the worry in his eyes was completely Can't hide it.

"Does Wan Chengyi know?" Chen An looked at the bald Xie Xiaoyou who had had a craniotomy on the hospital bed and had shaved his long hair. Now his head is wrapped in white gauze.

"I don't know. I didn't say. She doesn't know Xiaoyou is awake yet." Allen's beautiful face was full of exhaustion and bitterness.

Allen tried his best to take out all the bullet fragments in Xie Xiaoyou's brain, but he didn't expect that Xie Xiaoyou had a tumor in his brain, which made the operation more difficult. He once wanted to remove the tumor, but it was shelved because the location was too close to the brain.

Xie Xiaoyou's keen intuition is probably because of this tumor!This tumor stimulated Xie Xiaoyou's nerves...

"You came to us just to tell us that Xie Xiaoyou lost his memory?" Chen An didn't believe that Allen would do such a simple thing.

"No, I want to take Xiaoyou to my biological research institute. It is more convenient to equip medicines there, and more importantly, I don't want Xiaoyou to return to Wan Qiyi." Allen's eyes were full of love and firmness.

"Okay." Vincent nodded.

Don't need too many words, don't need to say anything.

Everyone in the Five Killing Gods knows that although Alan's decision is selfish, it is undoubtedly the best way. Let Xie Xiaoyou be by Alan's side. One is that Alan can take good care of her, and the other is that Alan's place is the safest. .

Let Xie Xiaoyou return to Wan Qiyi's side, maybe he will not die this time, but he will not be so lucky next time.

Kane and the others did what they said, and immediately went downstairs to prepare the nanny car.

When Alan and the others were busy, Nick got next to Xie Xiaoyou, who was like a good baby, holding a very big gray sea dog plush toy, and watching anime with gusto.

"My name is Nick, what about you?" Nick touched the pocket of his casual clothes, took out a piece of brownie chocolate, and handed it to him because a stranger suddenly appeared beside him, and subconsciously sat back, shrinking his body in a defensive manner. Xie Xiaoyou looked at her.

"Nick?" Xie Xiaoyou was puzzled, his black and white eyes were cute, and his voice was soft, as if he was afraid that if he spoke too loudly, he would scare people.

"Yes, Nick. What's your name?" Nick softened his voice as if coaxing a child, with a relieved smile on his face because Xie Xiaoyou woke up alive.

"Alan said, my name is Xiao...you." Maybe he just woke up, and his speech was not coherent, and he hugged the plush seal tightly in his arms without feeling safe, with innocent tears shining in his eyes Light.

"I don't remember." Xie Xiaoyou pursed her lips, her eyes filled with tears.

The originally fleshy baby face, with sunken cheeks, turned into an oval face, so thin that only two round eyes remained, it looked very cute.

"It's okay if you don't remember, Nick treats you to candy." Nick removed the wrapper from the chocolate and fed it into Xie Xiaoyou's mouth.

"Is it delicious?" Nick looked at Xie Xiaoyou, who had a happy smile on his face because he forgot to cry just now because he ate chocolate, and felt uncomfortable.

A good person, just lost his memory.

Compared with the innocent, cute and thoughtless Xie Xiaoyou now, Nick prefers the calm and thoughtful Xie Xiaoyou.

That Xie Xiaoyou who could see the opponent's concealment all the time, and then counterattacked several times.

That y may never come back.

Such Xie Xiaoyou may not live long. There is a time bomb in her mind that will take her life away at any time.

"Do you like it?" Nick, who folded a little fox out of chocolate wrapping paper, saw Xie Xiaoyou's eyes light up, looking eagerly at the gadget he had just folded in his hand.

In the past, I also liked to use candy paper to make some small animals. Xie Xiaoyou always said that he was childish.

But she is very interested in such childish things now.

But why she likes her origami, but she can't be happy no matter what?

"Nick, don't cry." As Xie Xiaoyou said, he was about to reach out his hand to wipe the tears that didn't roll out of the sockets of Nick, who was about to cry.

"Hiss..." Xie Xiaoyou suddenly withdrew his outstretched hand.

Only then did Nick notice that Xie Xiaoyou's arm was still being infused.

I didn't pay attention because I was holding that fluffy sea seal before.

But just now Xie Xiaoyou moved and put down the plush toy in his arms, only to reveal the infusion needle.

"Don't move." Nick shouted nervously, holding Xie Xiaoyou's hand, and then pulled out the needle.

Holding Xie Xiaoyou's skinny hand full of pinholes, Nick still couldn't hold back his tears and fell on the back of Xie Xiaoyou's hand.

"Xiaoyou doesn't hurt." Xie Xiaoyou said childish words, but Nick immediately hugged Xie Xiaoyou into his arms.

Even if she lost her memory, she still comforted people so understandingly.

Even if she doesn't remember anything, she still comforts people in her way.

This is Xie Xiaoyou!

Even if she doesn't remember anything, she's still her.

That's the nature of her.

"Xiaoyou. Are you a fool?" Nick didn't know whether he was talking about Xie Xiaoyou who woke up but couldn't remember anything, or Xie Xiaoyou who used his life to protect his lover.

It's just that Nick knows that at this moment, his heart hurts.

It was like someone was taking a knife and stabbing and stabbing.

"Nick, what are you doing?" Alan, who hurried back after preparing Xie Xiaoyou's coat and hat, saw Nick hugging Xie Xiaoyou with snot and tears as soon as he entered the ward door.

"It's okay." Nick wiped away his tears and looked back at Allen.

"You scared Xiaoyou." Alan walked over.

"Is Xiaoyou scared?" Allen asked gently.

Xie Xiaoyou shook his head.She wasn't afraid of this cute boy in a very simple black and white baseball uniform with two monkey patterns facing each other.

Perhaps it should be said that she has an inexplicable closeness to this person.

Although I can't remember who this person is, the name Nick is very familiar.

Just like when she opened her eyes, she was the first to see Alan who was beautiful and not human.

If you believe without reason, the other party will not lie to you.

Believe that the other party can be relied on.