you are my nightmare

Falling in love with someone will change from arrogance to humbleness.

Every move, every word, will be cautious as if walking on thin ice.

But if the other party loves you, he will surely equalize this humbleness slowly and become an unrestrained relationship.

If a relationship makes you only at a disadvantage, it must not be a relationship of true mutual love.

Xie Xiaoyou once turned herself into a shadow for Wan Qiyi, but the result was still not very optimistic.

For the sake of Wan Qiyi, Xie Xiaoyou got lost in the emotional forest of the two without knowing it.

Love is never a matter of one person, but a matter of two people. In love, it is also two people who can influence the development of love.

But I don't know when, Wan Qiyi and Xie Xiaoyou's relationship has changed.

Xie Xiaoyou acted as a protector to defend his relationship with Wan Qiyi.

But Wan Qiyi, who has always been the leader of love, is slightly weaker.

The love principle of two women is that whichever is stronger in heart will become the active party of this love.

But in the past, because of Xie Xiaoyou's gentleness, even though she was the strong person in her heart, in some respects, she would still play the weak side, in order to satisfy Wan Qiyi's conquest and monopoly.

In Xie Xiaoyou's heart, it doesn't matter who is the one above, she just wants to be with Wan Qiyi, and the two of them will simply live a life of daily necessities, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea.

But when she overheard the quarrel between Nick and Kane, Xie Xiaoyou knew that she was too naive after all.

I and Wan Qiyi are not from the same world, and they think differently.

Although they all want to stay together and live an ordinary life, there are differences between the choices.

I think my lover is more important, but in Wan Qiyi's heart, the parents who want to kill her are more important than me. In order to protect her, I killed her mother, and I want to find out who wants me, Wan Qiyi, and mother He Bin Whose lover is the one who dies, but this lover can be given up.

Xie Xiaoyou smiled wryly, and let go of the hand that was holding Wan Chengyi's arm.

Nick once hugged Xie Xiaoyou, who had just healed the wound and could get out of bed, crying with snot and tears.

At that time, Xie Xiaoyou had no memory. Looking at Nick who was crying sadly, he foolishly touched Nick's tears with his fingers, and put them in his mouth to taste what it was like.

Later, Xie Xiaoyou, whose memory recovered, recalled what Nick said to him that day, and felt very sad for a while.

"Xiaoyou, why are you bothering?" Allen has been researching the medicine that can relieve the tumor in Xie Xiaoyou's head and cause Xie Xiaoyou's headache at the Institute of Biology today, so Alan wants to go back to the Institute of Biology. Unable to stay by Xie Xiaoyou's side, he called Nick and Su Lina to accompany Xie Xiaoyou to take care of her.

Before Alan left, he urged Xie Xiaoyou to take medicine, eat, and sleep on time.Be careful not to let Xie Xiaoyou fall.

Sometimes Nick really thinks that Ellen is like a motherfucker.Worried about this, ordered that.

But it was because Alan was so careful that Xie Xiaoyou hadn't had any serious problems since he woke up, except for the occasional headache.

Nick sighed, no matter what he said now, Xie Xiaoyou couldn't understand, she was just a blank sheet of paper, no memory, no past, no yesterday, only now.

In the past, no matter how painful it was, Xie Xiaoyou wouldn't hurt, and couldn't shout, but now Xie Xiaoyou would shout earth-shatteringly at the slightest grievance.

The straightforward and simple Xie Xiaoyou doesn't know what can be said and what can't be said, she always says what comes to her mind.

Innocent, silly and cute.

In Xie Xiaoyou's body now, Nick couldn't find anything similar to the Xie Xiaoyou he was familiar with before.

Except for the skin that looks exactly the same, the inside is completely different.

It was as if the previous soul had been replaced by a new soul.

"Is it really worth it to make yourself like this for that person?" Allen sighed, looking at Xie Xiaoyou who wrapped his fingers with his own tears, feeling sad again.

"If Xiaoyou let you know, the one who wants to kill you, the one who wants to kill his uncle and aunt, and the one who wants to kill Wan Tengyi is Wan Tengyi's father. And Wan Tengyi knows all this, she is the one who protects Wan Tengtian The ancestral house of Wan Teng's family and our people were held back, so we couldn't do it, and finally you became what you are now. What will you do? Will you still block bullets for her? Will you still choose this way? Will you regret that you loved the wrong person? Believed in the wrong person? Choose the wrong person?” Nick hugged Xie Xiaoyou, who was blinking curiously and looking at him with some worry, feeling very sad in his heart, a good person , just became like this, like a child who doesn't understand the world, who needs to be fed and helped to dress, and can't even wipe his own buttocks when he goes to the toilet. When the period comes, he is so scared that he locks himself in the room……

But the instigator of all this is alive and unharmed.

Xie Xiaoyou, who had no memory of the past, used Allen's method of comforting herself, and gently patted Nick's back with both hands.

At that time, Xie Xiaoyou didn't understand why Nick was so sad, but just wanted to use this method to keep Nick from crying.

But her actions made Nick even more remorseful. If he had disregarded Wanqiyi's obstruction at that time, then Xie Xiaoyou would not have become like this.

After Xie Xiaoyou remembered everything, he continued to pretend that he hadn't remembered anything. The big reason was that he didn't want the Five God Killers to continue to have anything to do with Wan Qiyi.

Xie Xiaoyou also knew on TV that the current Wan Qiyi is not what it used to be, and his career is booming.

The Five God Killers cannot compare with a large consortium. If they continue to entangle, the final result will only be a loss for both sides, and people will take advantage of it.

Now that Wan Qiyi has already made a choice, he will not force himself, but just wants some happier memories.

He and Wan Qiyi had a feud against killing his mother, and Wan Qiyi's father, Wan Chengtian, also wanted to kill his parents and himself.

It can be regarded as a one-for-one report.

It is enough for my parents to want to live well.

In the final analysis, I was the first to feel sorry for Wan Qiyi.

Then he blocked a shot for her, forget it and pay it back.

In his limited and limited time, Xie Xiaoyou wanted to live more freely and try to make himself less regretful in this life.

"I made this one." Xie Xiaoyou walked to the corner of the preparation room.Pick up the lotus lantern that already has colored candles on it.

"Why are there so many stacks?" Wan Qiyi saw at least one lotus lantern placed on the corner seat.

"This is Alan's." Xie Xiaoyou held a lotus lantern with a red candle inside.

"This one belongs to Nick." Xie Xiaoyou put down the red candle lotus lantern in his hand, and picked up an orange candle lotus lantern.

"This is Wen Sen's." Xie Xiaoyou pointed to the lotus lamp with a dark blue candle next to it.

"The one next to Vincent's is Chen An's." Xie Xiaoyou said and pointed to the lotus lantern with a blue candle.

"The one over there belongs to Arthur." Xie Xiaoyou pointed at the lotus lantern with bright yellow candles on it.

"The one with the white candle belongs to Kane." Xie Xiaoyou said unhappy.

"These two pink candles belong to my parents." Xie Xiaoyou picked up the only lotus lantern with two candles of the same color with some disappointment.

"This light purple candle is mine." Xie Xiaoyou pursed her lips.

"The purple candle is yours." Xie Xiaoyou picked up the purple candle lotus lamp next to her.

Looking at the lonely Xie Xiaoyou, Wan Qiyi felt distressed.

She has no memory, but still remembers to bring herself, is she still too ruthless after all?

Compared with her infatuation with him, is he too selfish?

He only thought about himself, but never really stood in her position and thought about her.

"May I take you to meet your parents?" Wan Chengyi took the lotus lantern that belonged to him.

Although it wasn't so delicate, it was Xie Xiaoyou's heart.

Xie Xiaoyou used to be a filial person, but now he must be uneasy because he has no memory of his parents.

"No need. Alan said that I will bring them danger." The smile on Xie Xiaoyou's face was a bit far-fetched.

"No. I will protect them well." Wan Qiyi said with extra assurance.

Xie Xiaoyou didn't answer her, just shook his head.

Yes, I used to believe that too.

I believe that everyone in this world will abandon and betray themselves, but she will not.

But in fact, her parents almost died under her protection.

She cares about the life and death of her parents, and she is also a child of human beings, so how could she not care about the life and death of her parents and relatives.

How to say, no matter what the reason is, she killed her mother by herself.

Her father should seek revenge on her, but her parents were involved.

Since she knew, not only did she not tell herself, but she also blindly protected her father, putting her parents in danger.

Yes, even if she told herself, she would not agree to the idea of ​​letting her father go.

I will not leave any danger in this world that threatens the people I love.

But I forgot that I and Wan Qiyi are so similar, they both value their family members.It's just expressed differently.

I can't forgive Wan Qiyi for what she did, because of her protection, I almost lost my parents.

I almost died because of her, I wouldn't blame her, that was my choice.

It's just that her father, Wan Chengtian, shouldn't involve his parents innocently.

Perhaps, I want some happy memories and want her to appear by my side again. The big reason is that I can't forgive and want revenge.

I want her to live in guilt for the rest of her life.

Anyway, I am a person whose life has counted down.

Let her see how much she has been hurt because of her deception.