you are my nightmare

Greedy for fame, angry for arrogance, obsessed with affection, resentful for fate, hated for share.

After rushing through so many years, I didn't have time to pay attention to what I got and what I lost.

It seems to have been obtained, but in fact it is only what has been obtained and lost in memory.

Looking back, I can only regret everything I did in the past.

If Qi Ruo hadn't been fascinated by wealth and glory, loved vanity, and done all kinds of selfish and ungrateful things, he would have achieved success and fame now.

After experiencing many things, you will understand what is most precious to you. Some people are often lost, and you will see clearly which people are sincere to you and which people are false to you.

Stumbling to the present, Qi Ruo already understands that in this world, except for Xie Xiaoyou, a silly woman, even her parents don't have much sincerity towards her. When her career is successful, they often come and go with her. Didn't even look at myself.

In contrast, Xie Xiaoyou, who always gave him books after he was imprisoned, missed his old friendship.

This made Qi Ruo have too much to let go of Xie Xiaoyou.

But Xie Xiaoyou was the opposite.

Qi Ruo and Xie Xiaoyou were already disheartened.

After staying by Qi Ruo's side for nearly two months, seeing Wan Qiyi's birthday approaching, Xie Xiaoyou was also tired of being stared at so closely every day, that he couldn't even breathe freely.

It's enough to play the family wine with Qi Ruo these days.

Xie Xiaoyou felt that if she continued to stay by Qi Ruo's side, she would not die, but would definitely go crazy.

Qi Ruo superimposes the self who gave everything for her with the present self. No matter what he does, Qi Ruo will always think of the past, then hold his hand, and tell himself how he was before, or tell himself what he was like before. Said that I was not like this before, that I was like that before...

The burning and compulsive desire to turn Xie Xiaoyou, who had already died of Qi Ruo, back into the Xie Xiaoyou who only had Qi Ruo in the world, made Xie Xiaoyou bored.

Shouting about having a headache, she asked Mama Zhang to get me some medicine to stop the headache, then went back to the room by herself, pulled out the double shoulder canvas bag she was carrying when Qi Ruo snatched her from the closet, opened it and looked at it. , the contents inside were still there, and he put on the clothes he had when he was robbed by Qi Ruo in a few strokes.

Looking at the black worn-out jeans in the dressing mirror in the closet, the gray slim long shirt, the long dark green sweater jacket, the thick-soled high-top black sneakers, the tall retro, thin body, messy short-haired one with an indifferent expression Himself, Xie Xiaoyou raised her eyebrows.

Sure enough, it's still my own thing, which is more suitable for me.It's just that the hair is really unsightly!

Qi Ruo insists on letting his hair grow, so his handsome short hair has been in the process of free development, and the hair he has made is really contemptible even to himself.

He casually picked up the strong styling hairspray on the dressing table, raised it high above his hair and sprayed it a few times, and then grabbed it randomly with his hands.Hearing the sound of Zhang Ma's hurried trotting footsteps outside the door, Xie Xiaoyou took a deep breath.

He dodged and hid behind the door of the room, waiting for Mama Zhang to open the door and come in.

As soon as Mama Zhang opened the door and came in, she saw the empty room, and she was so frightened that she was out of her wits.

Miss is missing, what should I do, should I call the police, or tell my employer first?

If I didn't keep an eye on Miss, my children...

Mama Zhang didn't dare to think about it, she covered her mouth that was screaming, she turned around and was about to run out the door, Xie Xiaoyou's room couldn't make outside calls, so Mama Zhang could only go outside and downstairs to make a phone call.

Xie Xiaoyou, carrying a backpack and barefoot, came out from behind the door, and hit Zhang Ma's arterial sinus with a clean hand knife. Zhang Ma felt that her eyes were dark and she lost consciousness.

Zhang Ma fell to the ground with a thud, Xie Xiaoyou turned sideways to avoid being hit by Zhang Ma.

Going out of the room around Mama Zhang who was lying unconscious on the ground, Xie Xiaoyou walked lightly to the door, took out her mobile phone, hacked into the surveillance system of Qi Ruo's room, and installed Qi Ruo in the room as a monitor during this period of time. After the video was washed, he swaggered away and left without haste.

Because Qi Ruo didn't want too many people to know that Xie Xiaoyou was here, apart from the part-time cleaners in the whole house, Zhang Ma was the only one who took care of Xie Xiaoyou's daily life.

Qi Ruo thought that this was enough for Xie Xiaoyou who had no memory, and the monitors in the room were also to avoid outsiders, but Qi Ruo never thought that her caution would open the door for Xie Xiaoyou.

There are few servants in the house, so Xie Xiaoyou can leave easily without hindrance.

Although there is a coded lock on the gate, it is nothing to Xie Xiaoyou. The coded lock has already been cracked by Xie Xiaoyou.

Xie Xiaoyou carried a backpack and walked out of Qi Ruo's room where her freedom was restricted. At this moment, she knew that this place was so close to Junle Gate.

No wonder no one has been able to find this place, this place turned out to be a dance classroom.Inside the big iron gate is an anti-theft door with a combination lock. It is difficult for anyone to think that they are here.

Probably Alan Wanqiyi and the others have searched for everyone they can think of!

But no one thought that the real culprit who robbed him was a dead person.

If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes and heard it with my own ears, I would never have believed it. Since Qi Ruo had such courage, he ran back to find him, and he was still in front of Junle Gate. Chen An and Wan Qiyi next to him, stealing himself away.

Qi Ruo really did another thing that surprised him.

Xie Xiaoyou was in a particularly happy mood because of her long-lost walk. She was carrying her schoolbag alone, and put her hands in the pockets of her sweater. It's a bit cold, but the slightly cold air has a clean breath.

When Xie Xiaoyou walked out of the street, he saw that it was entertainment news, financial news, or something on the giant LED display screen of some high-rise commercial building.

I didn't care about it at first, Xie Xiaoyou has always been a person who doesn't like to watch the news, if he has time to watch the news, Xie Xiaoyou would rather find an anime to watch, or find a horror movie to watch.

But now Xie Xiaoyou was shocked by the familiar face that suddenly appeared in the led.

I saw the young and beautiful female anchor inside, using her professionally trained formulaic smile and sweet voice, to broadcast a piece of news that was as shocking as thunder to Xie Xiaoyou's ears:

According to information on the case of Wanqi Yi, the president of Wanqi Group, provided by people familiar with the situation, it turns out that the president of Wanqi Group is in good health, and the previous rumors of a strange disease lingering in his bed are purely groundless...

Xie Xiaoyou didn't know what the news was and what the anchorwoman said, but she only noticed that Wan Qiyi was pretending to be sick.

Although I have noticed it a long time ago, it is always unacceptable for someone to pierce the window paper one day.

Xie Xiaoyou didn't know how she came to Nick's house, and she didn't know how she unlocked the door of Nick's house. She only knew that she was lying on the sofa alone for a long time, and she was sleepy for a long time, only then did she hear someone open the door and enter the house sound.

Then I heard Nick calling out with joy, opened his eyes tiredly, and saw Nick's surprised smiling face, followed by a relieved Kane.

"Nick, welcome home." Xie Xiaoyou didn't smile on her face, she just pursed her lips, her tired face was reassuringly elegant, but her voice was still so soft.

"Xiaoyou..." Nick threw himself on the sofa, pressed Xie Xiaoyou under his body, and hugged Xie Xiaoyou regardless of the defense between men and women, his nose was acidic and his eyes were red, as if he was crying.

"Nick, am I alright? Why are you crying? A man, don't cry easily." Xie Xiaoyou generously patted the back of Nick who was pressing on her, and sighed like a sister.

During the days when I was away, I never found a chance to contact Nick, fearing that it might make Nick worry badly.

Since the last time I told Nick to kill him in front of Wan Chengyi, Nick was always taken aback, for fear that one day he would suddenly tell him that he would do it today.

Xie Xiaoyou saw all this, but pretended not to see it.

But being worried, nervous, and cared about is a very happy thing.

"Nick, get up quickly, you've crushed Xiaoyou..." Kane stood in front of the sofa, watching the scene where Nick was doing something with Xie Xiaoyou who was under him.

"(⊙o⊙) Ah!...Xiaoyou, are you alright?" Nick was surprised to hear what he had done when he heard what Kane said. All on their backs.

Xie Xiaoyou turned over and sat up, looked at Nick who fell on his back, covered his mouth and laughed.

Nick is always like this, when he meets nervous people and cares about people, he just messes around like this, has no sense of propriety, and can't hold his breath.

"I'm fine, but you, did you fall? Get up and let Kane see, otherwise Kane will be jealous of us again, and my heart hurts." Xie Xiaoyou stopped laughing, but there was still a happy smile on his face. With a smile, he made fun of Kane out loud.

Kane sat on the sofa beside him with his head down, silently looking at Xie Xiaoyou who came uninvited.

Xie Xiaoyou will appear here, which means that she has escaped, and she escaped without anyone knowing.

Xie Xiaoyou came alone. She came to find Nick. What did she want to do?

Nick's background is complicated, what does she want Nick to do for her?

Although Xie Xiaoyou had a relatively close relationship with her at the beginning, but at some point, Xie Xiaoyou began to complain about Nick, targeting herself in everything.She will never come to find herself.

"Who doesn't know that if I liked women, I would have married you a long time ago." Nick rolled up from the ground and sat up, leaning on the sofa, raised his head sideways, and looked at Xie Xiaoyou who was sitting on the sofa with a serious face.

Nick once thought about marrying a doll, but Xie Xiaoyou stopped him.

Xie Xiaoyou said very seriously that marriage is a very sacred thing, and one should be responsible for the other party, one's future children, and the parents of both parties.

If it is just to cope with the world, sacrifice the happiness of the other party, and deceive both parents for the rest of their lives, it is cowardly.

If you don't love each other, if you can't give each other happiness, don't harm the other party.

Even if the other party is a person who likes the same sex as himself.

After the first part of marriage, there will be a second step of giving birth, and then raising children.

Invisibly, I ruined myself, the person I was married to, and my lover, the lover of the person I was married to, and the happiness and life of several people.

A marriage without love will not be happy, and children who grow up in unhappy families will not be healthy.

It is unfilial to lie to parents, it is unrighteous to those who are married, and it is unkind to be irresponsible to children...

At that time, Xie Xiaoyou was only a sophomore in high school, and he said such words that he could not refute.

Only then can I let myself and Kane come to this day.

If he married a human form, Kane's temper, even if he died, would never be with him.