you are my nightmare

Some things are only worthy of memories; some people can only be guests.

The weakest part of human beings is their reluctance to let go.

Xie Xiaoyou's heart is very calm now, she doesn't have any reluctance, but there are still some things she can't let go of.

She was worried that her parents would not be able to bear the blow when they knew she was dead. She was worried that if one day she was gone, the Five Killing Gods would be destroyed by Wan Qiyi. I have a bad temper.

Xie Xiaoyou took a deep breath, leaned on the sofa, squinted at the clover ceiling lamp on the roof.

"Xiaoyou, as long as you're alive, these things won't happen at all. You're just thinking wildly." Nick stood up from the ground as he spoke, walked into the kitchen, took out a carton of milk from the refrigerator, put it in the microwave to heat it up After a while, those who rummaged through boxes and cabinets didn't know what they were looking for.

Kane couldn't stand it anymore, stood up, and followed into the kitchen.

"What are you looking for? Nick?" Kane saw that he was standing behind Nick. For a while, Nick ignored him, and was busy continuing to search for something. He rolled his eyes.

"I remember I bought a new glass before. Where did you put that glass?" Nick kept flipping through the cabinet in the kitchen.

"The one you plan to make as a birthday gift for Xiaoyou's birthday?" Kane reached out and stopped Nick who was still flipping through things.

Seeing Nick nodding, Kane turned around and walked out. From the cabinet in the guest room, he took out the glass cup that Nick was looking for after messing up the kitchen cabinets, and handed it to Nick.

"Yes! This is it." Nick said and took the glass from Kane, washed the glass with boiling water, and poured the heated milk into the glass.

"Xiaoyou, look, you will like this cup as soon as I see it. I bought it specially for you as a birthday present, but I don't have a new cup here, so you can use this cup! It's new!" With a smile, Nick put the colorful glass with milk in his hand on the tea table.

"Well. Put it here! You two go!" Smiling, Xie Xiaoyou's face was pale.

It's shocking to see.

"Xiaoyou, what's wrong with you?" Nick put down the glass cup in his hand, walked around the coffee table in a few steps, and sat on the sofa beside Xie Xiaoyou, feeling that the sofa beside him sank, Xie Xiaoyou squinted his eyes, Try to make yourself see clearly.But his eyes were already very blurry, and he knew that Nick was sitting beside him, but what he saw in his eyes was the double shadow of Nick.

I blinked twice, but my vision was still blurry.

"I'm a little tired, sleepy, and sleepy." Xie Xiaoyou glanced at Nick sitting next to him vigorously. Although he couldn't see clearly, he could vaguely see the worry on Nick's face.

"Drink milk and go to sleep! Hot milk can keep you from being so cold." Nick picked up the glass cup containing milk from the coffee table, and fed it to Xie Xiaoyou mouthful with a small spoon.Xie Xiaoyou pursed his lips and drank it. Nick patiently scooped up a spoonful of milk and blew it on his lips before feeding it to Xie Xiaoyou.

Kane stood by and looked at Nick's cautious attitude towards Xie Xiaoyou, feeling very unhappy.

If he didn't know, the person Xie Xiaoyou loves in his heart is Wan Qiyi, and Nick likes men from birth, and he has been in danger several times for himself.I really misunderstood the ambiguous relationship between Xie Xiaoyou and Nick.

"Kane, you just speeded up. I don't think I have much time." With some difficulty, Xie Xiaoyou pushed away the spoonful of milk that Nick wanted to feed him again with his left hand, and sighed inaudibly.

It seemed that the moment I saw the news, I lost the will to persevere, and felt that everything I had been doing was a joke.

I am really stupid.

I'm like a clown, desperately trying to make people laugh and humiliate myself.The other party took the time to watch him put on a farce.

The attachment to supporting myself disappeared, as if all the parts of my body were protesting against the usual tyranny.

"Nick, I can't drink anymore, so you can go too! I want to borrow your place, I want to rest alone." Xie Xiaoyou felt as if her throat was blocked by something. When she spoke, her eyes were moist and her nose was a little sore. There was a sense of whimpering that could not be heard without listening carefully.

"I have painkillers here, why don't you take some and go lie down?" Nick shuddered, looking at Xie Xiaoyou whose face was as white as paper, he had a bad feeling in his heart.

I'm used to seeing dead people, and I've seen many people who are dying and dying.

But Nick saw death in Xie Xiaoyou, which only appears in people who have no desire to survive.That shouldn't have happened to Xie Xiaoyou, who was always full of vigor.

"Nick, do what I say! I'm tired." Xie Xiaoyou curled up, lay on the sofa, and waved her hands.

Nick wanted to say something more, but was dragged away by Kane.

"Don't you see that something is wrong with Xiaoyou today? She won't listen to what you say now. Let's go to Wen Sen and let him find out where Xiaoyou came back from, and what happened all the way back. Let Xiaoyou rest for a while." Seeing Nick being dragged to the door by himself, Kane refused to take a step outside, and whispered in Nick's ear.

I hope my words can bring back Nick's calmness.

Kane also knew that Xie Xiaoyou was probably not just physically uncomfortable, but more of despair, pain, exhaustion and desolation in his heart.

Whether it's people from Nick's sniper team, his own blasting team, or people from Nick's family, they are not good at intelligence gathering, and what they need now is to use the least amount of time to understand the truth of the matter more accurately.People in each group have their own strengths and weaknesses, but investigation and tracking are not what they and Nick are good at.

"Got it, got it. You go and do what Xiaoyou said! I'll go to Junlemen and get Xiaoyou's coconut-flavored piano mousse and lily porridge." Nick clenched his fist, and when the door closed, he Looking at Xie Xiaoyou who seemed to be asleep on the sofa, he blocked the door that was about to close, and Nick walked lightly into the bedroom, taking a thin quilt.Go back to the sofa and cover Xie Xiaoyou who is curled up.

"Nick, I want to drink coconut juice, remember to bring it back for me when you come back." Xie Xiaoyou tiredly frowned her eyebrows that were already knit together, her voice was weak and coquettish and self-willed.The eyes were still closed, not opened.

"Xiaoyou, we are brothers for life. I can put a knife in your ribs and take a knife in your neck. I have always looked forward to you, but I also know that no one can change what you decide. Even so, I still can't watch you give up my life like this." Nick moved the thin quilt gently and carefully to fix the back corner of Xie Xiaoyou's quilt.

"Remember what I told you! I'm going to die in Wan Chengyi's arms, in your hands. You promised me." Xie Xiaoyou yawned, stretched her hair heavy, weak and sore arm.

The answer to Xie Xiaoyou was the sound of Nick's footsteps leaving the closed door.

Xie Xiaoyou smiled, her breathing became more difficult and rapid, and every time she took a breath, she felt a stuffy pain in her heart.

It is also a kind of happiness to die in the arms of one's lover and in the hands of one's confidant.

How a person's life begins is not something that a person can choose, and some people can't even decide the end of their life, but they are lucky because they can choose how their life ends.

What on earth are you thinking, Wan Chengyi? Why did you pretend to be sick and lie to me?

Seeing me running around for you, like a stupid fool, taking care of you nervously, trying my best to make you happy, and trying my best to expand the business of Wantong Group rapidly, in order to let you rest assured, my life is regular, and my daily schedule is To report to you, major business decisions must wait for you to make the final decision.

But all of this is just a hoax, the most ridiculous joke in the world.

It's all deceitful nonsense that all property is in his own name.

I knew that she couldn't let go of it at all. With such a childish lie, did I want myself to be by her side voluntarily and willingly?

It's really a big effort to make up this lie, which is worthy of Wan Qiyi's style.

With Wan Qiyi's mother, Qiao Zhiya, the gap that will never be erased exists, and the two of them can never go back to the past.

Both I and Wan Qiyi understood this, so I chose to die, but I didn't know whether it was my fate or Alan's high medical skills. In short, I got my life back.However, Wan Qiyi chose a radical solution to the matter, which was completely opposite to his own.

If one's own method is rigid, then Wan Qiyi's method is soft.

Wan Chengyi pretended to be sick, pretended to be pitiful, and sympathized with him, but he jumped into it by himself, believed it, and believed in every word she said.

Obviously Wan Qiyi won.Wan Qiyi's Huairou policy got her the ideal result she was satisfied with and wanted.

I really went back to Wan Qiyi with no hesitation, put aside all the past, and once again refused to listen to advice, and regarded Wan Qiyi as more important than everything in the world, and the two of them also created a lot together. Reminiscing, even though she realized that Wan Chengyi's strange disease was strange, she still chose to believe her.

But what Wan Qiyi valued from beginning to end was family affection.

Life-threatening family affection and love cannot coexist, and you can only choose one or the other.

Wan Qiyi chose family affection.

This is because of the indifference and alienation towards her mother Qiao Zhiya who wanted to kill her before, and she should have a deep understanding of it.

I and Wan Qiyi are so similar, they are both people who regard their relatives as important, how could they resent each other because their mother wants to take back the life that she gave to him!

No matter how bad one's mother is, she is still one's mother after all, and cannot tolerate what others say or do.

I should have seen it clearly at that time, but I still had good hopes for Wan Qiyi, so I let the same injury repeat itself a second time.

The price I paid for this was too great, and my parents almost got together with me.

I risked my life to protect my true love, but all of a sudden put my parents in danger...