you are my nightmare

Some people's wounds heal slowly over time.

Some people have wounds that fester slowly over time.

What heals is the appearance, but there is a kind of injury that goes deep into the bone marrow and wreaks havoc in places that people cannot see.

Xie Xiaoyou is the kind of person who looks like the wound has healed on the outside, but actually the pain inside is deep into the bone marrow.

Xie Xiaoyou didn't leave Jia Suo behind, and Xie Xiaoyou had already slept on the bed in the guest room when Nick came back.Only a note was left on the coffee table, which read:

Cut the weeds and roots, this person can't stay

y。

Holding the note left by Xie Xiaoyou in his hand, Nick glanced at Jia Suo who was still bound by his black gold whip on the ground, and frowned.

It seems that this person didn't say what Xie Xiaoyou wanted. Once Xie Xiaoyou used the name y, it meant that the situation was serious.

Is it really that serious this time?

72 Reaper only has a name, and the main force has been eliminated. Nick really doesn't understand what else to be afraid of.

But since Xie Xiaoyou said to cut grass and roots, she must have her reasons.

Nick knocked Gaso unconscious, then called Vincent, and conveyed Xie Xiaoyou's words to Vincent, asking Vincent to send someone to get rid of Gaso. He didn't want to dirty his place.

After receiving Nick's call, Vincent immediately sent someone to Nick's house to take Gaso away.

"Nick, it's almost time." Xie Xiaoyou stretched, rubbing her painful temple with her left hand, and walked out of the guest room.

Nick looked at Xie Xiaoyou silently, then put the phone in his hand away, walked to the dining table, filled a bowl with the still hot white porridge from the casserole, and placed it opposite him.

Nick himself just poured a cup of strong coffee from the coffee pot.

After Xie Xiaoyou washed up, she wiped her short hair with a towel that was still dripping with a towel, and walked out of the bathroom.

Seeing that Nick was already sitting at the dinner table and drinking coffee, he frowned, walked over, and sat opposite Nick.

It's just that I haven't seen him all night, and I haven't slept for too long. Why do you feel that Nick is worried?What happened when you fell asleep?

In the bathroom is my usual toothpaste, toothbrush, and even the towels are thickened with off-white cotton that I like, the shampoo is my favorite orchid flavor, and the skin care water is my favorite brand...

Did Nick bring any of these when he came back yesterday?

When he fell asleep, did he buy it?

It's so late, where is there a place to sell these things?

Nick returned to Junlemen?

The lily porridge I ate yesterday... was Alan.

Alan is not at Junlemen, how could he be near here?

What the hell happened...

"Let's talk!" Xie Xiaoyou just picked up the spoon and ate the yam lily milk that looked like porridge in the bowl.

Boil the milk, then simmer for 3 minutes to chop the yam deliberately, and boil it with the fresh lily crushed by hand and lotus seeds. It has the taste of milk, the fragrance of lily, and the nourishment of yam and lotus seeds. .

This kind of practice is not unusual, but only Allen can make this kind of taste.

The same dish tastes different for everyone.

Because Allen knows that Xie Xiaoyou likes to eat sweet things, he put rock sugar in it. Instead of melting all the rock sugar and stirring evenly, he likes to put the rock sugar directly in the middle of the dishes so that the rock sugar melts slowly and penetrates into the dishes.

For the lily porridge that she ate last night, Xie Xiaoyou was sure that Alan was nearby, and with the lily porridge in the bowl now, she had confirmed her guess.

"What?" Nick took a big gulp of the black coffee in the cup, and the bitter and hot coffee made him frown.

Nick deeply understands Xie Xiaoyou's temperament, and he also knows that there are some things that he can't hide from himself, but what should he say about this matter?

He really couldn't tell Xie Xiaoyou.

Xie Xiaoyou's body is like this again, if it is said, can Xie Xiaoyou bear it?

"Must I check it myself?" Xie Xiaoyou lazily ate the porridge in the bowl, yawned, stretched his sore and tired arms, and narrowed his eyes dangerously at the embarrassed Nick.

"Alan lives right across the door from mine now." Nick said with tears of distress in his eyes.

"Yeah." Xie Xiaoyou sipped the porridge in the spoon, without lifting his eyes, he just responded lightly and asked Nick to continue talking.

"I don't know what to say, you should be mentally prepared! I will accompany you to see her after dinner. You must promise me and hold on." Nick felt that the coffee in the cup seemed to be more bitter.

Xie Xiaoyou didn't speak, just looked up at Nick, then continued to eat the porridge in the bowl silently.

What happened to Allen, how could it make Nick, a hot and prodigal man with no thoughts, so difficult to speak.

Xie Xiaoyou knew that since Nick said this, no matter how much he asked, there would be no result. Instead of entangled with Nick here, he might as well have breakfast, go see for himself, and ask Allen what happened.

This porridge was made by Allen, so I can't waste her time, and I have to eat, otherwise my body won't be able to hold on for a while.

"Xiaoyou, I won't go there with you." Nick stood opposite the door of his house, at the door of the red solid wood anti-theft door, and hesitated for a while.

"Well, let's make sure that the 72 gods of death are all resolved." Xie Xiaoyou stared straight at the door, and didn't look back at Nick, otherwise she would see the distress and sadness on Nick's face.

Nick hummed and walked away quickly.

Xie Xiaoyou raised his left hand, slightly bent his index finger and middle finger, and knocked gently on the maroon solid wood security door.

Xie Xiaoyou knocked slowly, until her left arm became sore, and the knuckles of her fingers became red and swollen from beating against the solid wooden door.

That door didn't open either.

Xie Xiaoyou knew that Nick would not lie to herself, that is, Alan didn't want to see herself.

Something happened to Allen, how could he just pretend not to know.

Xie Xiaoyou's legs started to flutter, but she still stubbornly leaned against the door and knocked on the door one after another.

Behind the maroon solid wooden door, stood a woman wearing a bright red dress, but this woman had a hideous appearance, her face was covered with bloodstains that were completely scarred, tears could still be seen faintly on the woman's face, and she was bald. His head was full of deep and shallow wounds that hadn't fully healed.

If it was normal, she would be reluctant to let the people outside the door show such a tired and anxious expression, but now, if she sees her like this, it will definitely scare her.

Her body does not allow her to rush into anger.

Xie Xiaoyou has been in my heart for many years, and as Xie Xiaoyou's doctor, it has become a habit to put Xie Xiaoyou first in everything.Even now, the priority in Alan's heart is still Xie Xiaoyou, not herself.

If a normal woman is hurt like this, the first thing that comes to her mind is how she will see people in the future, or how she will take revenge on the person who hurt her like this.

But Ai Lun is not an ordinary woman, she is a woman whose heart is stronger than ordinary men, she is the most beautiful god of death among the Five God Killers, she is the same person who can love with her life like Xie Xiaoyou, it should not be said that she is a A woman who is more persistent and strong than Xie Xiaoyou. Her heart is strong. She knows that she is in love with someone who will never fall in love with her and be with her, but she still ignores the eyes of the world and the dissuasion of her friends. Without hesitation, like moths to a flame, they have kept their love for more than ten years, protecting the person on the tip of their hearts with sincerity, sincerity, and true feelings, without complaint or regret.

Xie Xiaoyou had said to Alan countless times that when he wanted to love himself, Alan smiled softly and sweetly but remained silent every time he heard Xie Xiaoyou say this.

Xie Xiaoyou never knew that Alan heard Xie Xiaoyou say this every time, and what he thought in his heart was that loving you is equal to loving yourself.

I put all my feelings into you. As early as when I met you, when you saved me regardless of your own life, I didn’t know the true meaning of loving myself. Loving you has become my life Part of it has become a habit in my life, subconsciously as natural as breathing.

Just a door separated her from the person she had guarded for many years, as if the door separated the two of them into two worlds.

The two people who are clearly close at hand, but separated by this door, seem to be separated by the world.

"Alan, open the door." Xie Xiaoyou finally leaned wearily against the maroon solid wood security door, but his hands were still knocking on the door rhythmically.

"I have made you tired all these years. Can you open the door? You know my body. I want to see you at my last time. In fact, I have nothing to worry about, and I want to go home and have a look, but I I don’t want my parents to look at me like I’m dying, and I’m even more afraid that if I see them, I won’t want to die. Only you, from the moment I met you, have been taking care of me tenderly, and let me live in the most ruthless darkness. The world also sees the sunshine and feels the warmth. Can you open the door? I'm so tired, so sleepy..." Xie Xiaoyou's voice was not loud, but her tone was weak and pleading, as well as deep guilt.

Through the door, Xie Xiaoyou acted like a baby wantonly, expressing her gratitude and heartache for many years, causing Allen inside the door to flow two lines of bloody tears along the eyelids that had not fully healed.

Be it your relatives, or the person you can't let go of the most, after all, you are still put in your heart by the person you care about.