you are my nightmare

Keep yourself busy, so busy that you don't have time to think about unimportant things, many things just quietly fade away unconsciously.

Wan Qiyi left just after two o'clock in the morning as she said that day.

Xie Xiaoyou, who was already sound asleep, was startled awake when Wan Qiyi got up, and squinted to watch Wan Qiyi put on her own clothes lightly, and then took away the clothes he gave her to wear.

Before leaving, I only wrote a note and left it on the forehead of the alarm clock bunny, and the three-year agreement came as promised.

After Wan Qiyi left, Xie Xiaoyou looked at the note for a long time without returning to his senses.

After listening to the car start outside the window, the sound of the engine, as well as the sound of the car tires rubbing against the road surface, was particularly clear and piercing in the quiet early morning.

After the day Wan Qiyi left, Xie Xiaoyou was busy preparing for the construction engineer exam every day. He woke up at five o'clock in the morning to wash up, then began to read books and do problems, had breakfast at seven o'clock, cleaned up the house, and continued to do problems and read books on time at eight o'clock. , Memorize the formula, eat at twelve noon, then take a nap until one o'clock, get up at one o'clock and continue to do problems and read books, eat at six o'clock in the evening, watch anime online at seven o'clock, take a bath, apply a mask, and go to bed at nine o'clock in the evening.

As time passed peacefully day by day, Xie Xiaoyou once again forgot Wan Qiyi in his mind.

Her tenderness, her smile, her thoughtfulness...

At any time and being busy, Xie Xiaoyou's memory faded away together.

After leaving, Wan Qiyi seemed to have evaporated from the world, as if he had never appeared before, never appeared again, and had no contact.

A good night text message that appeared on the mobile phone at ten o'clock every night gradually became Xie Xiaoyou's habit as time went by.

Waking up the next morning to look at the anonymous good night text message on the phone has become the first thing Xie Xiaoyou does every morning when he wakes up.

Xie Xiaoyou carefully thought about who the other party would be in that anonymous text message, but then thought about it, since the other party didn't want to know his identity, then there must be a reason for that person, so why bother to pursue it!

There are not many people who know their mobile phone number, and those who can do this kind of thing are just those few people!

On May 24th and May 25th, the construction engineer qualification examination.

Xie Xiaoyou, who had just walked out of the construction engineer qualification examination examination room on May 25, was about to post a Weibo to celebrate when he finally passed the examination.

A familiar figure appeared before her eyes.

It disrupted Xie Xiaoyou's heart lake that had been peaceful for nearly a year.

Xie Xiaoyou's hand holding the phone shook, and for some reason, a layer of goosebumps appeared on his body.

Xie Xiaoyou smiled self-deprecatingly, he thought too much, and hadn't contacted for more than a year, how could we meet here!

Xie Xiaoyou put the phone back into the satchel, looked down at the time on the watch on his wrist, it was twelve o'clock.

As a reward for yourself, go to Shuangxi Tian to eat braised beef brisket rice!

Xie Xiaoyou closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and then exhaled it. Only then did she regain her usual calmness. She reached out to stop a taxi and was about to get in the car and leave.

A hand grabbed Xie Xiaoyou's hand in the air.

Xie Xiaoyou looked back, it was Qi Ruo who had been with him for three years but abandoned him in the end.

But now Qi Ruo is not the high-spirited Qi Ruo.

The clothes on his body were wrinkled, and his face was not very good-looking. Qi Ruo, who had always paid attention to his appearance, now looked like a homeless man with disheveled hair, and he was not energetic.

"What's the matter?" Xie Xiaoyou broke free from Qi Ruo's hand, and asked politely and unfamiliarly.

"Lend me some money." Qi Ruo looked at the person in front of him who hadn't seen him for more than a year, but he hadn't changed at all. If he had to talk about changes, it would be Xie Xiaoyou who had become more peaceful and restrained.

"Sorry, I don't know you." Xie Xiaoyou glanced at Qi Ruo with a sneer, got into the taxi and was about to close the door.

Qi Ruo squeezed into the taxi anyway.

Xie Xiaoyou didn't push Qi Ruo to get off the car, because she knew that even if she pushed Qi Ruo, it would be of no use. Qi Ruo was the kind of person who would never give up until he achieved his goal.

And it doesn't look good when ripped on the road.

"Shuangxitian." Xie Xiaoyou didn't even look at Qi Ruo, but said to the taxi driver lightly.

Xie Xiaoyou didn't need to ask to know that Qi Ruo's life was not good, and no one was willing to help her, so she remembered that she had been taken advantage of.

He came all the way to ask him to borrow money, hoping to make a comeback.

But I still remember the decisive and cruel expression when she got together with Shan Shanshan just after the school started to look good, and then broke up with him.

Everyone will be stupid, but if they are stupid for the same person and the same thing all at once, then it is not stupid, it is stupid.

And Xie Xiaoyou asked himself, he was not stupid.

To some extent, I don't hate Qi Ruo anymore.

Because without Qi Ruo, there would be no current self.

I lost money and my youth, but I gained more life experience and saw through the sinister human heart. At the same time, it was precisely because of Qi Ruo's ruthlessness that I would go home and have a new life.

Start a new career in life.

If it weren't for Qi Ruo's cruelty, he would still be foolishly taking care of Qi Ruo like a nanny, running around for Qi Ruo.

I don't know, it turned out that I didn't love Qi Ruo much, it was just that Qi Ruo appeared at that time, with a smile that made my heart move.

I don't know how much my parents care about me.

What's more, I don't know that there is a profession called construction engineer in this world, which has good benefits, high salary, and less toil and travel.

I no longer have to buy a hard seat on the train to save money, and want to buy something designed by Haneda, I have to think forward and backward...

My maturity and everything I have now are all because of Qi Ruo's choice of interests that day.

Only then will I suddenly realize how outrageous I was wrong.

Maybe I should also be grateful to Qi Ruo, let me grow up, let myself know how to cherish and be content.

"Want to eat? I'm treating you." Xie Xiaoyou, who got off the taxi, looked back at Qi Ruo who was following behind him.

"Welcome." The welcoming lady bowed ninety degrees politely to say hello.

Xie Xiaoyou nodded habitually, and walked to his usual favorite position.

A corner seat next to the floor-to-ceiling windows of the street.

"Braised beef brisket rice, add a braised beef brisket, tiramisu, and honey smoothie." Sitting on the wicker chair swing, put down the leather bag, and said to the waiter following behind.

"Sit down! You will like the spaghetti here, the soulful grilled wings, the delicious anchovy shrimp, and the vanilla milk tea." Xie Xiaoyou took a look, and said while standing and looking at Qi Ruo, who was clutching the square leather bag leaning over his body.

I don't care what's in that square leather bag, and I'm not interested in knowing, but Qi Ruo cares so much, there should be something important in that bag!

"Yeah, it's your first time here, so I'll make the decision!" Xie Xiaoyou glanced at Qi Ruo who was looking at him hesitantly, talking to himself.

"According to what I said, one more crispy squid roll." Xie Xiaoyou said to the waiter with a faint smile.

"Miss, your order is braised beef brisket rice, one serving of braised beef brisket, tiramisu, peach smoothie, spaghetti, affectionate grilled wings, delicious anchovy shrimp, crispy grilled squid rolls, and vanilla milk tea." Service The students repeated Xie Xiaoyou's order in a formulaic manner.

"Yes. Yes. Hurry up." Xie Xiaoyou nodded, and took out a black long zipper wallet from her top-layer cowhide one-shoulder bucket leisure bag.

Whether it's a backpack, a wallet, or a silver zipper, all of them are particularly dazzling in Qi Ruo's eyes.

If it was before, Qi Ruo would say that Xie Xiaoyou was too extravagant, but now, what qualifications do he have to say?

Seeing the letter that represents Haneda's design, I will think of Wanqiyi, who I invested in...

"Miss, the total is 850 yuan." The waiter typed out the bill in duplicate and handed it to Xie Xiaoyou.

Xie Xiaoyou took out a thousand-yuan bill from the wallet and gave it to the waiter, who came back with the change after a while.

"Speaking of which, we haven't had a breakup meal yet." Xie Xiaoyou put the recovered money back into his wallet and put it back into his backpack, with a faint smile on his face with a hint of ambiguity.

When I was with Qi Ruo, no matter how much money I had, Qi Ruo was the one who paid the bill.

Because Qi Ruo is a person who cares about face, I have to take care of her face, and I have always been the little woman behind her, supporting her.

But now, it's different.

The person who paid the bill was herself, and Qi Ruo just sat there, not because she didn't want to compete with herself to pay, but because she didn't have much money to save her face!

"You, you, how are you doing?" Qi Ruo asked stammeringly.

You don't need to ask her to tell that Xie Xiaoyou is doing well.

And it was better than when I was with myself.

When I was with myself, I spent at most 300 yuan for a meal, but now it costs more than 800 yuan for a casual meal!

The bag she was carrying was designed by her favorite designer, Haneda, as was the wallet she was using, and it was estimated to cost tens of thousands!

Being able to have such a level of consumption shows that she is living a very comfortable life now.

"Very good." Xie Xiaoyou took out her mobile phone from her bag and started to write Weibo. The Weibo she wanted to post was interrupted just because of Qi Ruo's appearance.

I don't like to change things that I decide on my own.

"I want to borrow some money from you. Redeem the school." Qi Ruo lowered his head and dared not look at Xie Xiaoyou.

After all, without Xie Xiaoyou, there would be no Qiyou Calligraphy Art School, and now he has mortgaged the school.

"I didn't." Xie Xiaoyou continued to post on her Weibo without raising her head.

Borrowing money to redeem the school, you mortgaged the school to someone else, and only remembered to find me, why didn’t you think of telling me when you mortgaged the school?

When you issued a statement in the newspaper, why didn't you think of telling me when I withdrew my shares?

Now that there is nowhere to turn for help, you think of me again?

After the construction engineer exam, I rewarded myself on the way and met someone who broke up for more than a year and borrowed money.

After Xie Xiaoyou posted such a Weibo, he put his phone back in his bag.