you are my nightmare

"Alan, I'm starving to death. It smells so good. I'll bring it for you." The smile on Xie Xiaoyou's face was so sweet that people couldn't see the distress and viciousness on her face just now.

Allen is a person who is easily satisfied. As long as she is by her side, she doesn't care about anything. She can ignore everything, don't ask, don't care.

She herself was wounded, and just for herself, she did not hesitate to use her own blood to heal her impossible wound.

But she was worried about her body, completely ignoring that she was the one who lost too much blood and needed to recuperate her body.

It's my fault, it's my fault, if it wasn't for me, Alan wouldn't be hurt like this...

It's not that I care about Wan Qiyi, the five people who kill the gods will not be enmity with the 72 gods of death.Allen won't get hurt, Kane won't betray Nick, betray his brother, it's him!

All this is because of myself!

It is because I am too selfish, because I am too conceited, because my heart is not cruel enough, because I have always said that I want to find the weeds to eradicate the roots, but I did not do it, leaving disaster...

"Xiaoyou, it's hot, you go wash your hands and sit down, we can have dinner." Seeing Xie Xiaoyou's smile, Allen laughed too.

"Wow! It's so cute, it must be delicious. Alan's hands are really skillful. He can make fresh and lovely food every time." Xie Xiaoyou smiled so that her eyes narrowed, and she swiped from Alan's side coquettishly. After that, I entered the kitchen and looked at the Totoro rice balls on the sink.

"Xiaoyou likes it. From now on, I will make it for Xiaoyou to eat every day. As long as it is, Xiaoyou will never get tired of it." With a smile, Allen had already put down the purple casserole containing black chicken soup on the simple dining table, and walked back out of the kitchen.

"No way! As long as Alan makes it, I will never get tired of it." Xie Xiaoyou smiled, and reached out to grab a piece of matcha cheese stick very greedily, speaking with the freshness of matcha.

It seems that Alan is still as gentle and glamorous as before, and just now Xie Xiaoyou didn't see the wound on his palm absorbing Alan's blood strangely and healed quickly...

Everything is the same as when we first got along, one is gentle, and the other is pure-minded with a bit of indifference.

Xie Xiaoyou and Alan sat facing the simple folding dining table.

Allen had just picked up his chopsticks and ate a few mouthfuls of stir-fried lettuce when his door was knocked again.

Xie Xiaoyou was holding a spoon and gently blowing the black chicken soup that Allen had made for himself with great effort. Xie Xiaoyou doesn't like to eat chicken on weekdays, let alone chicken soup.But today is special, because this bowl of soup is full of Alan's painstaking worries and distress.

Xie Xiaoyou didn't know what this chicken soup tasted like. He just watched Alan use a bowl to skim off the layer of oil on the chicken soup when he poured the soup into a bowl for himself, and then he boiled the chicken soup which was a little whitish. He poured a bowl of chicken soup for himself, Xie Xiaoyou's nose was sour, and he stared hard, which made the moisture in his eyes fade a lot.

Hearing the sound of knocking on the door, Xie Xiaoyou looked up, chewing the food very elegantly, with a happy and peaceful expression on his face, as if he was eating some delicious food in the world, but in fact it was just Ellen was eating the usual vegetarian fried lettuce and white rice.

"Xiaoyou, you eat first, I'll go and see who it is." Allen ordered Xie Xiaoyou habitually, and took out a piece of facial tissue from the paper drawer on the simple dining table, and wiped the corners of his mouth that were not greasy , got up and walked into the room.

Xie Xiaoyou didn't speak, and looked at the soup in his spoon thoughtfully.

Who is the person outside the door? Xie Xiaoyou can guess a thing or two in his heart without going into the house to look at the monitor screen at the door.

Either Kane or Nick.

It definitely won't be Wan Qiyi!

If you ask the reason, it's probably because of your intuition as a woman, and Xie Xiaoyou's understanding of Kane, Nick, and Wan Qiyi.

Xie Xiaoyou knew that Wan Qiyi would not force himself to do things he didn't want to do at this time, let alone do things that made him unhappy, because seeing Wan Qiyi's appearance just now, it seemed that he didn't want to think of everything.Wan Chengyi intentionally avoids facing their past, so why should she make both of them unhappy!

After all, Xie Xiaoyou still couldn't let Wan Qiyi go, even though the two of them had experienced so many hardships and had so much unhappiness, their relationship had not changed because of this.

Whether this is luck or misfortune, no one can tell.

If you just talk about the relationship between two people, then there is no doubt that such a relationship that can stand the test is worth gold and silver, and it is the most precious thing in this world.

However, the relationship between Wan Qiyi and Xie Xiaoyou is mixed with too much reality, too much estrangement, too much impossibility, too much concealment, too much responsibility, and too much conflict...

Xie Xiaoyou once thought that she could let go of Wan Qiyi, so she arranged for her funeral.

But the facts are changeable and cruel. She has to drag her body, which may die anytime and anywhere, to properly arrange everyone in the Five Godslayers.

Especially after seeing Alan, who was injured and there was almost no good place in his body, Xie Xiaoyou felt firmer than ever before.

Love is beautiful, but without Alan's tender companionship and caring during those youthful years, there would be no Xie Xiaoyou now, and without the current Xie Xiaoyou, it would be impossible to meet Wan Qiyi, get acquainted, and fall in love...

Xie Xiaoyou has personally experienced and tasted the sweetness and bitterness of love, so even though she is hard-hearted, she has undergone some subtle changes now.

Kane, do you really want to get rid of him?

Without Wan Chengxin, can he and Nick go on?

Nick's feelings for Kane have long gone from fiery to bland and habitual. Can Nick really bear the pain and shock of losing Kane?

Xie Xiaoyou knew very well that her life had come to an end. In the days without her best friend, if she lost her lover for many years, would Nick really be able to withstand such a blow?

Just thinking about this, Xie Xiaoyou unconsciously sighed deeply.

After all, she still didn't want to get rid of Kane.

Just now, he got angry and wanted to kill Kane, because Kane betrayed his brother and betrayed Nick again for Wan Chengxin.

Xie Xiaoyou asked herself that she was not a lenient person, but for her friends, for the sake of her friends, she could always give in...

"Is it Kane or Nick?" Xie Xiaoyou sipped the soup in the spoon, and asked Alan who came out of the house to open the door with the corner of his lips curled up.

"Nick." Allen took a deep look at Xie Xiaoyou.Alan couldn't tell what was wrong, the expression on Xie Xiaoyou's face was too calm, even a little indifferent.Every time Xie Xiaoyou saw Nick in the past, he was that kind of good brother. He seemed to have endless words and was so affectionate that people would misunderstand the relationship between the two of them.

"Ailun, come and eat, it won't taste good when it gets cold. I'll open the door." Xie Xiaoyou stretched out his hand to hold Alan's hand, Alan was stunned for a moment, looked at Xie Xiaoyou and held his hand, hesitating Nodding for a moment, she obediently sat back in her seat, picked up the bowl, and began to eat mouthful.

Allen would never refuse Xie Xiaoyou's request, let alone such a simple request as letting himself sit down to eat.Even if Xie Xiaoyou wants to die by himself, Alan will never say a word, but will do it without hesitation. Alan believes that Xie Xiaoyou always has his own reasons.

She can't do much for Xie Xiaoyou, but as long as she can do it, she will do her best.Just like her feelings for Xie Xiaoyou, it's a secret that can't be said, but made public.Xie Xiaoyou doesn't need to know, and Xie Xiaoyou doesn't need anything in return, as long as Xie Xiaoyou trusts her, is still willing to rely on her, and is willing to let her take care of her, that's enough.

Perhaps in the eyes of others, this kind of love is too humble and too exhausting, but in Alan's view, this is very good, although it is not possessive, although it cannot be possessed, although it cannot be used as a skin kiss, two people love each other. The relationship between two people can still be intimate, two people trust each other, care about each other, and cherish each other. Although they cannot become lovers, they can exist longer than lovers.

Allen suddenly felt that Xie Xiaoyou was a little strange, as if the person he loved for more than ten years suddenly became someone he didn't know.

Xie Xiaoyou is a lazy, coquettish, but aggressive person.But the person who walked to open the door with a cold face was really the Xie Xiaoyou I knew?

Allen had an indescribable feeling that Xie Xiaoyou exuded a depressing aura.

"Nick, come in!" Xie Xiaoyou's smile was very shallow, very light, very cold, a polite smile without warmth, which made Nick outside the door dumbfounded.

It wasn't until Xie Xiaoyou turned sideways out of the door that Nick walked in through the door.

When Nick entered the room, he saw Alan sitting at the dining table, eating without a bite, and then looked back at the closed door. He didn't go back to the dining table to eat, but leaned against the door with a gloomy face, looking at his own Xie Xiaoyou .

The air pressure in this room is too low, right?

After solving those potential killers in the community by myself, I immediately came back to see if there was anything wrong with Alan and Xie Xiaoyou. This person, two people, one regarded himself as air, and the other regarded himself as a prisoner and looked at him...

I haven't done anything out of the ordinary recently, let alone something hated by others...

Nick murmured in his heart, but he didn't dare to say it. He had a hundred heads in front of Allen, so he didn't dare to speak nonsense.

I'm afraid that Alan will get some medicine for himself if he is unhappy, so that he will take it seriously for life, and his happiness for the rest of his life will be ruined like this.

"Where's Kane?" Xie Xiaoyou looked at Nick, who usually went wherever he went, but now came here alone, and raised his eyebrows knowingly.