you are my nightmare

Plainness is the normal state of life.At the end of life, we must return to plainness and simplicity, and live life as the taste of a glass of boiled water and the simplicity of a bowl of porridge.In order to taste the true taste of life, happiness will come unexpectedly.

This mediocrity is the farther and farther away when we get together with Wan Qiyi, and it is precisely because of the farther away that people cherish it more.It is Xie Xiaoyou's greatest wish to cook a delicious meal for his parents after realizing that his life is gradually dying.

Xie Xiaoyou opened the bag of the prawns. Sure enough, the prawns had been processed. The black line on the prawns' back had been shaved off by his mother He Bin with a toothpick.Thinking of his mother's careful handling of the shrimp, Xie Xiaoyou's eyes turned red again.My mother is always careful and gentle, even if it is just a trivial matter, she will take care of it in every possible way.

Xie Xiaoyou pursed her lips, took out a pot from the cupboard, poured the Jiwei shrimp into it, picked up the cooking wine bottle, poured some, cut two slices of ginger and threw it into the pot, and then used a small bowl to measure a few Pour a bowl of water into the pot, put the pot on the gas stove, take off the large spoon of the black pepper beef that has just been made on the gas stove, put it in the sink, and carefully clean it with a pot cloth dipped in degreaser tablespoon.

The large spoon was cleaned, and the color of the prawns on the gas stove turned red. Xie Xiaoyou fished the prawns out of the water with a net spoon and put them in a glass dish.

The Baizhuojiwei Shrimp is ready, but Xie Xiaoyou doesn't have much appetite when looking at his favorite food on weekdays.

Xie Xiaoyou opened the plastic box containing the chicken wings, and as expected, the dozen or so chicken wings inside were washed and cleaned.Xie Xiaoyou ruthlessly ravaged her lower lip, picked up a kitchen knife, and scratched a few knife marks on the wings of the chicken wings for the sake of taste.

He took down the pot where the prawns were boiled just now, poured the water into the sink, put it on the gas stove again, heated up the pot, poured the chicken wings into the pot and started frying.Stir-fry until the color of the chicken wings changed slightly, took a small spoonful of soy sauce and poured it into the pot, and stir-fried again, until the chicken wings were all stained by the poured soy sauce, Xie Xiaoyou remembered that she forgot to take the coke, He rushed to the front of the refrigerator in a few steps, opened the refrigerator door, took a can of Coke from inside, pulled the ring, rushed back to the front of the gas stove, and poured all the Coke into the pot.

Xie Xiaoyou's eyes turned black for a while, she knew that she had acted too violently just now, and her body couldn't bear it anymore.He smiled bitterly, his body is really useless.

After the cola is added, cover the pot and turn to a low heat to simmer slowly. The rest is to wait for the cola juice to be almost out of the pot.

During this waiting time, what should I do next?Xie Xiaoyou took a deep breath and looked at the remaining ingredients on the water table, including lettuce, bacon, Japanese tofu, carp...

Xie Xiaoyou's eyes fell on the lettuce, and her mother used to love to eat cold lettuce.Thinking about it, Xie Xiaoyou had already picked up the lettuce, and the action was faster than her thinking. She washed the lettuce, and then quickly cut the lettuce into thin shreds with the kitchen knife in her hand. Although the thickness is different, it is not too big to eat , use a small spoon to fill a spoonful of salt, put it into a large glass bowl, put the shredded lettuce cut on the cutting board into the bowl, and mix well with the eyes at the bottom of the bowl.

Xie Xiaoyou took out the apple cider vinegar that his mother He Bin likes to drink from the refrigerator, went back to the water table, took a small bowl, poured some apple cider vinegar, fine sugar, chicken essence, and a small spoonful of salt into it, and mixed it evenly. Pour the lettuce in the glass bowl into the colander, rinse it with cold water in the sink, control the water, pour it into the glass plate, put the sauce in the small bowl on the shredded lettuce, find out and pour the sesame oil bottle a little.

Xie Xiaoyou picked up the chopsticks and tasted it. The taste was quite refreshing. She nodded in satisfaction. Just as she nodded her head, the mobile phone in her jeans pocket rang, and a hoarse female voice hummed a sad tune. There is something abrupt and harsh in it.

Xie Xiaoyou frowned, who is calling herself at this time?

Xie Xiaoyou pulled out two pieces of paper from the paper drawer on the water table and wiped his hands, reached out his hand from the pocket of his fat mountaineering multi-pocket black jeans, and took out his mobile phone.

Glancing at the calling number, Xie Xiaoyou's expression was a little gloomy.

What is she asking for herself?More importantly, how did she have her own mobile phone number?

"Hi, hello, who is it?" Xie Xiaoyou tilted her head, clamped the phone between her face and shoulders, and continued to work on her with both hands free.

Take the Japanese tofu, cut it into two or three centimeters, and then cut it in half.Then he took the bacon again, opened the bacon packaging bag, and cut the bacon inside into five or six centimeters with a kitchen knife.Then carefully wrap the Japanese tofu with bacon.

"Xiaoyou, I'm Qi Ruo. Where are you now?" Qi Ruo's anxious, worried and surprised voice came from the other side of the phone.

At the beginning of the period, Qi Ruo received a mysterious call. She still couldn't believe it. The person on the phone obviously didn't want to reveal his identity. He used a voice changer and told himself not to get involved in Xie Xiaoyou's life. Xie Xiaoyou is living a good life now. Xie Xiaoyou's current mobile phone number was left behind.

After Xie Xiaoyou disappeared, Qi Ruo exhausted all available methods and channels, but couldn't find Xie Xiaoyou. She thought that something happened to Xie Xiaoyou.She would never see Xie Xiaoyou again in this life, let alone that voice whose soul was redeemed. With a heart to try, she dialed the phone number given to her by the mysterious person.

Unexpectedly, Xie Xiaoyou's voice, which he was thinking of, really came from the other side of the phone.

"Home." Xie Xiaoyou didn't want to hide anything.She knew that even if she told Qi Ruo that she was at home, she would not know where her home was. From the past, Qi Ruo had always been a person who only knew how to take but not what to give.

"Home? Where is your home? I'll look for you, I miss you." Qi Ruo clenched her fists and knew Xie Xiaoyou for many years. She never knew where Xie Xiaoyou's home was. When she went to her home to meet her parents, she told her to break up... For many years, she never knew, nor wanted to know where Xie Xiaoyou's home was... She only knew that Xie Xiaoyou had her in her heart, so she would not leave, she didn't think One day, when she wanted to find Xie Xiaoyou, there was already someone else beside Xie Xiaoyou, and Xie Xiaoyou's home was no longer her home, as Xie Xiaoyou said before, where she was.

"No need, you should stop contacting me in the future, so as not to be sad." Xie Xiaoyou's voice was somewhat alienated and impatient.

"Why? I miss you, I want to hear your voice, I want to see you, I want to hug you." Qi Ruo's voice was a little moved.She didn't understand why Xie Xiaoyou became like this, even if she lost her memory, she still kept herself so distant and wanted to push herself away.She began to miss the old Xie Xiaoyou, that silly woman who wanted to be by her side no matter what and valued herself more than anything else.

"Where are you? Who are you with?" Qi Ruo was as conceited as ever. Maybe she didn't know that she and Xie Xiaoyou were no longer in the past, but she was unwilling to accept it.She still can't face the person who used to be her treasure, but now treats her coldly and alienated.

"I said I'm at home, who can I be with at home?" Xie Xiaoyou sneered unconsciously. She didn't want to have anything to do with her anymore, but she refused to let go.

"Tell me where your home is, and I'll go there now." Qi Ruo's voice came from the other end of the phone again, interrupting Xie Xiaoyou's thoughts of mourning for her past.

Xie Xiaoyou's stomach turned sour, and she was nauseated, thinking that the past she had forgotten came like a flood, Qi Ruo's betrayal, indifference, greed, vanity, selfishness... the past, one by one, became clearer in her mind.

Qi Ruo Xie Xiaoyou can't say that he has no feelings. After all, he had a beautiful vision in his student days, and he tried his best to outline the future, but Qi Ruo's future, Qi Ruo never included himself.

Only when people are lost and completely irretrievable can they know how to cherish and regret, but it is too late...

"Don't be looking for me, forget about me!" Xie Xiaoyou hung up Qi Ruo's phone after finishing speaking, and put the phone back into his jeans pocket.Open the lid of the pot and see that there is not much soup left in the cola chicken wings. Pick up chopsticks and place one piece of chicken wing and one piece of chicken wing into the prepared glass plate, then pick up the pot and pour out the little cola soup left in the pot The sauce was poured over the chicken wings.

Xie Xiaoyou cleaned the pot, and took out the carp that his mother He Bin had cleaned up from the plastic wrap. The fishy smell made Xie Xiaoyou's stomach churn a few times. She doesn't like fish, and she can't hold it even more because of her cleanliness Fishy smell.However, Xie Xiaoyou wanted his parents to try the char siew fish he made himself.

He Bin had already cleaned up the internal organs of the carp. Xie Xiaoyou didn't spend much effort and time cleaning up the carp. He picked up a kitchen knife and drew trapezoidal pieces on the body of the carp.

After searching back and forth in the cupboard several times, Xie Xiaoyou finally found what he was looking for.

pickled peppers.Xie Xiaoyou poured the pickled peppers from the food pocket onto the cutting board, chopped them, cut the freshly picked lettuce, rapeseed, and coriander into several sections, and threw them together into the freshly scrubbed, now burnt on the gas stove After pouring olive oil into a large spoon filled with water and frying to change the color, take out the vegetables from the oil pan, stuff them into the carp's stomach, and lock the fish's stomach with a toothpick.

Pour cooking wine, soy sauce, salt, sugar and vinegar into a small bowl to prepare the soup.

Then I took three eggs from the refrigerator, cracked the eggs, and skillfully controlled the egg whites in the bowl, then took a small bag of soybean powder and dissolved it in warm water, poured the egg whites, and after stirring, layer by layer Layers of smear on the carp.