you are my nightmare

Because Xie Xiaoyou's hands and body were stained with a lot of blood because of helping Qi Ruo before, she didn't go home directly, but followed Wan Qiyi upstairs to Wan Qiyi's current residence. Before Wan Qiyi blocked the bullet, Wan Qiyi and Wan Qiyi came to see the house purchased by Wan Qiyi.But from the moment he entered the door until now, Xie Xiaoyou didn't even think about washing his hands, to wash off the scarlet liquid that had started to dry up and shouldn't have appeared on his hands.

Looking at the cloakroom, black and white cabinets are built along the wall. Inside, the clothes, shoes, bags, watches, jewelry of the four seasons are placed in a very orderly manner from dark to light colors. It has powerful storage and display functions. It really had to make Xie Xiaoyou want to praise Wan Qiyi's tidying up.In the middle of the room, there is a long sofa chair and a dressing mirror.Smooth tiles are used on the floor, which makes the whole room very bright.

"To a certain extent, the two of us are really similar." Wan Qiyi leaned against the door, looking at Xie Xiaoyou who was standing in front of the closet, his hands folded on his shoulders, his face pale as paper.Wan Qiyi wanted to do something for Xie Xiaoyou, but she realized that it was not what Xie Xiaoyou wanted, even if she did it herself, she would definitely be rejected.Maybe it was Xie Xiaoyou's strength that attracted him back then.No matter when Xie Xiaoyou gave people the feeling, he was so quiet and indifferent, even with a little alienation, his back was always straight, proud and strong, he always asked everything and said it was okay, no matter what happened, he carried it alone and supported it. Say, nothing.Will not rely on people, will not rely on people, will not seek protection, will not seek support, will silently be the one who protects people by herself, and would rather cry with pain in her heart, and she will still hold her head high, Use her own armor to protect those she wants to protect, and stick to her persistence.

"Well. Things of a kind gather and people are divided into groups." Xie Xiaoyou put down his hands tightly hugging her shoulders, and laughed casually. In response to Wan Qiyi's words, she took out the wet wipes from the pocket on the small table next to the long sofa chair. He took two wet wipes and wiped the blood on his hands indifferently.

"But the same sex repels each other." The voice was very soft.It was Xie Xiaoyou's accustomed voice, and Wan Qiyi was taken aback for a moment. Xie Xiaoyou was always so puzzled, and he was also very good at disturbing the scene.But that was the Xie Xiaoyou from before, not the Xie Xiaoyou who had no memory later... The Xie Xiaoyou who had no memory was very simple, naive, and at the same time very dull, not as slick as before, not as indifferent as before, just a little more straightforward.

Xie Xiaoyou's voice and words made Wan Qiyi stunned.

Has her memory really recovered?

No matter what, she is still Xie Xiaoyou, this point will not become...

The movement of her wiping the blood off her hands was too casual, as if her hands were just ordinary dirty.It was an illusion, but it was so free and easy that people couldn't move their eyes.She has been like this since before, very easy and natural, she can attract herself with every movement and smile.

Wan Qiyi recalled every detail of being with Xie Xiaoyou, with gentle eyes.

"Xiaoyou, I like you. No matter what happens, don't bear it alone, you and me." Wan Qiyi watched as he wandered back and forth in front of the closet, but his hands repeated a movement, obviously the blood stains on his hands were gone. Wipe clean, but still wipe.

"Lafayette said she likes me to wear tender pink, but I prefer white and light gray." Xie Xiaoyou smiled and made a gesture of pushing up her glasses, although she didn't wear them.

"You are the warm color. Believe in the professional aesthetics of me as a designer!" Wan Qiyi looked at Xie Xiaoyou in front of him, without any pretense or charm, and took off his clothes naturally.Sighing, it doesn't matter whether Xie Xiaoyou has memory or not, she is still her!Some things are inside, not outside.

Xie Xiaoyou once wrote in his diary:

The important thing is not how much the other party can feel your heart, but how much you really do for the other party.

Many years later, Xie Xiaoyou had already left. Wan Qiyi accidentally sorted Xie Xiaoyou's things, and accidentally dropped them out of Xie Xiaoyou's kitten piggy bank. every day.At that time, Wan Qiyi realized that he didn't know as much or as thoroughly as he imagined about his lover.The gentle and quiet lover in front of me, in order to keep this relationship longer in the dark, did a lot of things that she didn't know. She even kept the diary very carefully. Maybe she never thought of having One day, I will see her diary, her protection between the lines, forbearance, sincerity, affection...

Seeing that Xie Xiaoyou was wearing a complete set of black underwear, he reached for a pair of light gray worn-out jeans in the closet, and the movements were done in one go. When he bent over, he could clearly see the ribs on Xie Xiaoyou's body. The picture made Wan Qiyi not happy, but frowned tightly. When Xiaoyou was by her side before, she was round and plump, but now she is skinny and covered with bones.

Leaving her side, how did Alan and the others take care of her and make her thin like this?

How could Wan Qiyi know that Xie Xiaoyou's body had been hollowed out by the two major surgeries, and that the brain tumor had taken a toll on Xie Xiaoyou's body, and he could only sleep for two to four hours every day relying on medicine.

While Wan Qiyi was speaking, Xie Xiaoyou had already put on the see-through hollowed-out white waist-shrinking casual neckline metal zipper shirt, and took a water-pink small suit and put it on.

"Let's go! It's not good to make my Lafayette wait too long." Xie Xiaoyou smiled and stepped on the ground with a few cheerful steps in white cotton socks, and came to the side of Wan Qiyi.

But the short-haired Xie Xiaoyou was not as gentle as the long hair in the past, and was a little more heroic. This action of holding Wan Qiyi's arm made the two of them look less like lovers and more like bosom friends.

"Xiaoyou, come back! We live close to Mom." Wan Qiyi looked at Xie Xiaoyou who was just hugging his arms, and his body was close to him. He felt helpless and distressed.

"We agreed to watch the fireworks together! There will be a temple fair in a few days, shall we go together?" Although Xie Xiaoyou was not dressed too lightly, she still felt cold. got wet.

I made an appointment on the day of goodbye, that is, the day when I swore to leave this world. I only have a few days left in my life. I still have a lot of things to do, and I still have a lot of things to explain, but there is still time. In time, although a little tight.

He took Wan Qiyi's arm affectionately, lowered his head, and at an angle that Wan Qiyi couldn't see, Xie Xiaoyou's pupils flashed inexplicable reluctance.

"Okay, as long as you're happy." With a smile, Wan Chengyi stroked Xie Xiaoyou's smooth short hair, his oval face was thinned out with a pointed chin, which looked very cute.

"Wan Cheng, I heard Alan tell me that I did a lot of excessive things to you before. Although I don't remember what I did, I'm sorry to make you sad." Walking to the door of the house, Xie Xiaoyou After putting on the sneakers, he stood there, turned his head and said to Wan Chengyi who was bending over to put on the shoes.

Wan Qiyi frowned slightly, and was very dissatisfied with Alan's gossip and fast talk in his heart. Xie Xiaoyou had no memory. To Wan Qiyi, it was not a bad thing, although it was not a good thing either. Xie Xiaoyou had an easy life, didn't he?That being the case, why tell her what happened before?I don't know what Alan was thinking or thinking, but no matter how dissatisfied he was with Alan in his heart, Wan Chengyi's lips moved, and the words he spoke were still soft enough to drip water.

"Nothing, I'm sorry for what you said. If you really want to apologize, it should be me. I didn't protect you well and caused you to be hurt." Wan Qiyi said affectionately while hugging Xie Xiaoyou in his arms.

"Wan Cheng, it's my birthday." Xie Xiaoyou and Wan Chengyi walked downstairs side by side, Xie Xiaoyou suddenly said something wrong.

"What gift do you want for your birthday this year?" Wan Qiyi smiled dotingly and asked back.

"Can I ask for anything?" Xie Xiaoyou's eyes sparkled.

"Well. Anything is fine." Wan Qiyi looked at Xie Xiaoyou who was looking forward to a birthday gift like a child lovingly.

"Don't go back on your word?" Xie Xiaoyou's bloodless face was flushed with excitement.

"When did I go back on what I promised you?" Wan Qiyi originally wanted to smooth Xie Xiaoyou's long hair, but his hand stopped on Xie Xiaoyou's short hair, and he paused, yes, she has short hair now.She blocked the bullet that should have killed her for herself, and her cascading hair disappeared with the wound left by the craniotomy.

Sometimes I really feel that I owe her a lot, she has paid too much for herself, but I have done too little for her.

"I don't have many friends, so I think you are friends too, so don't be cold-hearted every time we meet." Xie Xiaoyou's sweet and innocent smile made it hard to refuse.

"You! You are a big kid. Well, it's up to you." The hand that Wan Qiyi originally wanted to land on Xie Xiaoyou's head lightly landed on Xie Xiaoyou's sunken cheek that was originally round and now thin.

It's because I didn't think about it. The relationship with the Junlemen people has always been tense on weekdays, and the swords are on the verge of breaking out.

Xie Xiaoyou doesn't have many friends, and even fewer people are close to her, but her close friends all regard her as a snake, a scorpion, and a wealthy wolf.

"I promise you." Wan Qiyi smiled very softly.

She can't do much, not because she doesn't want to, but because she wants too little.From the past, it was not that Wan Qiyi didn't give it, but that Xie Xiaoyou never wanted it. From the beginning to the end, all Xie Xiaoyou wanted was Wan Qiyi's heart, and Xie Xiaoyou had nothing else to ask for.

Xie Xiaoyou held Wan Qiyi's arm tightly, Wan Qiyi agreed very happily, Xie Xiaoyou knew that Wan Qiyi would do it if he agreed, and would not let himself down.

It's just that it's because I'm still there, what if, what if I'm no longer there?