you are my nightmare

Your hand is the warmth of the city that I can't touch, and my heart is the chaos of war that you never knew.

I used to like you holding my hand so much, the warmth of your palm was all my expectation.

But you only like to hold my hand and walk with me on campus when you are together.

When we walk the campus and start a business together, you no longer hold hands with me, because you don't like my hands without warmth.

You always say don't touch me, your hands are like dead people.

You always said to sleep over there, don't touch it, your hands and feet are like dead people, they are so cold.

Then unknowingly, the distance between us has grown far. Although we are busy with each other, we get together less and leave more, but when we are not holding hands.

The last time we held hands, I remember when we decided to start Qiyou Calligraphy Art School and you took me on the train home.

You may not even remember.

But I still remember clearly, even if I let go of that past, but I can only be indifferent, but unable to forget.

Because you gave me too many scars and taught me too many vicissitudes of life.

When Xie Xiaoyou dragged Wan Qiyi's two large suitcases back to her seat, she was hit by the momentum of the suitcase because of the heel of her high-heeled shoes. And when Xie Xiaoyou saw a shadow on her head and looked up, she saw Qi Ruo, who was frozen there, also stretched out her arms, apparently just trying to help herself.

But Wan Qiyi got the first month near the water tower, and took a step ahead.

Xie Xiaoyou smiled, not knowing if it was for herself, Qi Ruo, or Wan Qiyi.

It has been several years, Qi Ruo has not wanted to hold hands with him, or it should be said that Qi Ruo has not cared about him for several years.

Every time I talk to myself, it is a business matter, and there is never any personal matter involved.

Now stretching out a helping hand to myself is because there is something I want from myself!

How ridiculous!

The person who has been working hard for several years finally bows his head in front of the reality. With his sincerity, he is defeated in the face of interests, and in the end he loses his interests, and thinks of himself again, wanting to create value for himself.

In people's hearts, I am really a useful fool!

"How is it? No sprain, right? Is it too heavy?" Wan Chengyi looked at Xie Xiaoyou in a daze with worry, bent down, and was about to take off the high heels on Xie Xiaoyou's feet.

"I'm fine, what are you doing?" Xie Xiaoyou stomped her feet, avoiding Wan Qiyi's hand.

What does this person want to do?

This is a restaurant!

And people are eating, she wants to take off her shoes!

It is impolite to take off your shoes in a restaurant no matter what!

Why doesn't this person care about these details at all?

"See if your ankle is sprained!" Wan Qiyi blinked innocently.

"It's okay, get up and eat!" Xie Xiaoyou pulled Wan Qiyi back onto the rattan chair and sat down.

"Really?" Wan Qiyi looked at Xie Xiaoyou in disbelief, she had experienced Xie Xiaoyou's ability to endure.

When he was in the project department, when Xie Xiaoyou had a high fever of [-] degrees, he could still go to the construction site to check like a normal person.

"Really." Xie Xiaoyou smiled.

"But what's in your suitcase? Didn't you come here by car? Why wasn't the suitcase in the car?" Xie Xiaoyou decisively changed the subject.

Otherwise, I don't know what amazing thing Wan Qiyi will do again.

"The car was brought to me later by someone else. I got here first." Wan Qiyi took a sip of cappuccino and replied.

"Yeah, your meals will be served in just a while." Xie Xiaoyou noticed that Wan Qiyi's meals had already been served.

"You're all angry, how dare they not hurry up." Wan Qiyi smiled dotingly, scooped up a spoonful of rice and braised beef brisket and fed them to Xie Xiaoyou's mouth.

"Eat it! Don't bother with me, you can eat by yourself." Although Xie Xiaoyou said this, he started to eat.

Eating braised beef brisket rice with a happy face, Wan Qiyi was stunned.

Every time Xie Xiaoyou eats something he likes, he always has such a happy expression, which makes his heart flutter.

"Then I won't disturb your meal. I have to leave first." Qi Ruo stood up again.

"Are you full?" Xie Xiaoyou asked lightly.

"Qi Ruo told me just now, she is in a hurry." Wan Chengyi looked up at Qi Ruo, and explained for Qi Ruo, so as to prevent Xie Xiaoyou from saying anything to stay.

"Oh! Then everything will go well." Xie Xiaoyou thought for a while and said.

Qi Ruo didn't speak, just nodded and got up to leave.

Every time we separated before, Xie Xiaoyou would smile and tell himself that everything was going well, and he would tell her that everything was going well, but now, Xie Xiaoyou told himself that everything was going well, but he didn't know what to say when parting.

Qi Ruo glanced back bitterly. Xie Xiaoyou, who didn't spoil his mood for eating because of his departure, overturned the five-flavor bottle in his heart, sour, sweet, bitter, spicy, salty, everything...

Xie Xiaoyou used to put herself first in everything, and always gave herself the best, but now, she still misses herself because she has not forgotten herself, and at the same time, she has not forgotten the harm he once caused her.

If you haven't forgotten, can you make up for it?

Are you with her after making up?

Let her return to her side, and fight and struggle together with herself again.

Qiyou Calligraphy Art School will definitely go to the next new peak.

But what should I do to get Xie Xiaoyou back to my side?

Xie Xiaoyou said that she liked laughing by herself the most, but at that time she thought she was so stupid, for a person who always made him smile, he just smiled to deal with it.

Only now did I know that Xie Xiaoyou made herself laugh because she was unhappy, and she used her method to make herself happy.

It's just that she is a person who can't coax people, so the way of expression is very clumsy.

Now she can already smile so defenselessly and gently towards people other than herself.

Is there any way I can get her back to me?

Wan Qiyi said that she and Xie Xiaoyou were just good friends.

So I don't want to disturb the life of Xie Xiaoyou who has just stepped out of the shadows, but why do I feel that Wan Qiyi is not just a good friend to Xie Xiaoyou?

Xie Xiaoyou is not someone who can get close easily, but just now she took the initiative to rub Wan Qiyi's temples, which was an active intimate contact.

People who don't like being touched take the initiative to touch others, which shows that there is a close relationship between her and Wan Qiyi.

Wan Qiyi said that she knew that she had mortgaged the school to the bank and bought the school building. Now the school will be suspended because it has not paid the bank money.

She can contribute money to help herself repay the bank's money, but she can only be the hired principal, and she wants 50.00% of the shares in her hand.

She didn't ask for her own answer right away, saying that she asked herself to go home and consider slowly, whether to have Qiyou Calligraphy Art School shut down, or to give her the shares in her own hand.

If the school is suspended, the 50.00% stake in my hand is just a piece of paper, completely useless.

But if the other 50.00% of the school's shares are given to Wan Qiyi, then the Qiyou Calligraphy Art School, which has been established by himself and Xie Xiaoyou through hard work, has just established a scale and is on the right track, will become Wan Qiyi's pocket .

At that time, I wanted to buy the school building, and I calculated that I would have a lot of rent left if I had my own house as the school building, but I didn't expect that Shan Shanshan would take all her money away and go abroad with someone, and she already had a house. The principal signed the contract and could not break the contract, so he had to mortgage the school to the bank. However, the school was unable to repay the money to the bank on time due to the shortage of funds. As a result, the bank gave itself a final warning. Go to court, suspend Qiyou Calligraphy Art School, and auction the management ownership of Qiyou Calligraphy Art School.

In desperation, I can only raise money everywhere, but I hit a wall everywhere.

I thought of Xie Xiaoyou.

If it was Xie Xiaoyou, he would definitely be able to help him.

So he hurriedly bought a train ticket and came to Xie Xiaoyou's hometown.

During the 47 hours on the train, Qi Ruo knew for the first time that the city he was in was really so far away from Xie Xiaoyou's home, but he never knew it.

I heard from Xie Xiaoyou before that when I took the train, my feet and legs were swollen, but I didn't think so.

But I took the train for 47 hours. After getting off the train, my legs were stiff, and my feet felt tight even when I put on shoes.

I found the home where Xie Xiaoyou lived according to the address where Xie Xiaoyou bought things and had them delivered by courier.

It was Xie Xiaoyou's mother, He Bin, who opened the door. When He Bin saw him, he just asked who he was, and he said that his name was Qi Ruo, and he came to find Xie Xiaoyou.

Xie Xiaoyou's mother, He Bin, looked him up and down for a long time before telling him where Xie Xiaoyou was taking the exam today, and then closed the door.

Qi Ruo knew that he was an unwelcome person. After all, Xie Xiaoyou came out because of him, but he chose to break up with Xie Xiaoyou at that time.

Xie Xiaoyou faced her parents who were hurt because of her coming out alone.

In the hearts of Xie Xiaoyou's parents, I was an irresponsible person who cheated Xie Xiaoyou's money and was so bad to the bone.

Qi Ruo laughed at himself, took a taxi to the place where Xie Xiaoyou took the exam, found a place with a good view, and waited for Xie Xiaoyou.

This is Qi Ruo's first visit to Xie Xiaoyou's hometown, the second largest city in the north, surrounded by mountains and rivers, with four distinct seasons and rapid development of industry and agriculture. The lanes are spacious and flat, and the whole city is clean and fresh.

The boldness of the people in the north is different from the roughness of the people in their hometown.

Goodbye to Xie Xiaoyou, Qi Ruo thought a lot about what to say in the first sentence, but seeing Xie Xiaoyou walking out, standing out from the crowd, looking like he was about to leave indifferently, all the words he thought about were gone...