you are my nightmare

Some people say that marriage is to be found, but love is to wait.

A lucky person’s marriage comes from love. A lucky person doesn’t have to wait long to meet the person he loves. The person who belongs to each other is right, and the marriage is formed naturally. The unfortunate person can’t wait for the person he wants to wait for a lifetime. The only way to find a suitable person is to live a life of respect as a guest.

As for Xie Xiaoyou, she was lucky, but she was also unlucky.There is love and affection in her marriage, but although love does not require her to wait, she also stumbles in love, covered with scars and exhausted, but her marriage not only did not make her wait, but it came unexpectedly, but she But they need to leave, because the love of two people is not just the contribution of one person, the support of one person, and the persistence of one person. She and Wan Qiyi have sincerity and love, but they always lack a little bit of fate.

What's more, marriage has never been a matter of two people, but a combination of two families.Wan Qiyi and Xie Xiaoyou's family integration had problems from the beginning, but both of them deliberately ignored it.

Wan Qiyi wants to take Xie Xiaoyou away from the Wanqi family's ancestral house that looks like an exquisite birdcage. Xie Xiaoyou wants to form a happy but warm family with Wan Qiyi. There are only the two of them, a happy and ordinary family without external disturbances. Simple heart belonging.

What is it like to like someone?

What is it like to love someone? ?

How does it feel to be in love with someone?

Xie Xiaoyou kept asking herself, in the past, when she liked someone, she felt that no matter what the other person did, she would always look pleasing to her eyes. To love someone is to dedicate everything she thinks is the best to her. The other party, falling in love with someone means that the other party is your own sky, and the other party is the whole of your own world.

Now Xie Xiaoyou has nothing else in mind, she just wants to make her life longer, and then she can be an ordinary woman with more time, waiting for her and Wan Qiyi's blood and blood Xie Ruiyu to be born in this world.

Very obediently cooperate with Alan to drink medicine, infusion to take care of the body, and eat the bitter and astringent soup every day, but his complexion is really much better than before.

Get up on time at five o'clock in the morning, wash and take a walk, clean up the house, and learn to cook with Allen, so that after the child is born, she, a mother, can cook delicious meals for her child, but Xie Xiaoyou really has no talent for cooking. Her meals are edible at most, but they are really not delicious. Thanks to Alan, she eats all kinds of failed works made by Xie Xiaoyou every day as delicacies, and she is full of praise, with a look on her face. happiness.

If it weren't for Xie Xiaoyou's confidence in his cooking skills because Alan ate with gusto, he tasted the salty beef soup he made, and drank a bottle of mineral water in one go, and felt as if his mouth had just eaten After pouring a lot of salt, she really thinks she has the talent to cook!

It is said that some people are not born to cook, Xie Xiaoyou really understood it!Some people are suitable for the living room, some people are suitable for the kitchen...

Xie Xiaoyou didn't understand why Alan could still eat such unpalatable food so happily... She didn't believe that there was something wrong with Alan's tongue, Alan's tongue was definitely a gourmet's tongue...

In the morning, I watered the black roses I planted with Alan's special nutrient solution. Originally, the roses were just ordinary red roses. I used the nutrient solution prepared by Alan to water them every day. After two months, Xie Xiaoyou saw the red rose with his own eyes. It is always in full bloom, and the color of the petals is getting darker. When I got up this morning, the pot of red roses has turned into a black rose.

Xie Xiaoyou himself didn't know why he could directly plant the seeds of black roses, but he took a pot of ordinary red roses from the greenhouse, watered them with nutrient solution little by little, and looked at the petals of the red roses that would not wither. Little by little it turned black, and my heart was filled with inexplicable sadness.

Some people care about the result, even if the process is not good, it doesn't matter, but I care about the process, and even more about the result, whether it is life or emotion.

Every day at ten o'clock in the morning, Xie Xiaoyou and Alan would go to that specially arranged special room, where all kinds of equipment were placed, and there was a person as tall as a person who was entangled in the middle by various unknown pipes and threads like a spider web. Xie Xiaoyou's heart will be filled with warmth as she watches the child develop and grow up day by day, forgetting all the sadness and pain of being separated from her parents and not being able to meet Wan Qiyi. sad.

It was a very special feeling that couldn't be described in words. Apart from her, Xie Xiaoyou, there was probably no other person in this world who could be so lucky!You don't have to be pregnant for ten months, you don't have to bear all kinds of physical discomforts, and you don't have to go through the pain of life and death in childbirth.But I can still see my children grow up in front of me little by little every day.

Looking at the child, Xie Xiaoyou sometimes wishes that time would just stop like this, the child has been working hard to grow up, and he can go to talk to the child on time every day.

Continue to learn to cook with Alan at noon, take a walk after eating, take a nap, go to accompany the children in the afternoon, then cook dinner with Alan, eat, and take medicine, then take a walk with Alan, take a bath at nine o'clock in the evening , chat with Alan, and fall asleep.

Life is neither salty nor dull, ordinary but busy, simple but not boring.I have hope and anticipation in my heart. Although I soak in the jar of traditional Chinese medicine every day, it is not bitter and difficult. On the contrary, I am used to the taste of Chinese medicine and the dense pinholes left by the daily infusion on the back of my left hand. .

Allen stayed by Xie Xiaoyou's side day and night, guarding every step of the way, for fear that someone who was inattentive and who he had guarded for many years would disappear before his eyes.

This is the happiest time for Allen in many years.Although it is the last time of Xie Xiaoyou's life, Alan is fortunate. He can't spend his whole life by Xie Xiaoyou's side, but he can be with Xie Xiaoyou in the little time left. Alan is happy, she Exhausted all available methods to delay Xie Xiaoyou's death.

No one knows better than Allen how much Xie Xiaoyou is looking forward to the birth of the child she named Xie Ruiyu.

In the past, Allen hated traditional Chinese medicine the most. Every time he took a decoction, he tried his best to throw it away. Now, Xie Xiaoyou pinched his nose and swallowed it in one gulp. His generous sacrifice really made Allen see it once. , I couldn't help laughing once.

"Xiaoyou, you can't eat a lot of things now, you have to avoid them. I know you've been paying attention recently, but it's not enough!" Allen was so angry that his beautiful eyes seemed to burst open. Same.

Xie Xiaoyou pursed her lips resentfully, like a child who has done something wrong, she blinked innocently, but she was still reluctant to put down the piece of tiramisu in her hand.

"Don't let it go yet! Have you lived enough? If you want to live more, you should stop touching those messy things in the future!" Seeing Xie Xiaoyou's reluctance to let go, Dayou was discovered anyway, and was told, so he simply ate it all With the loss of momentum, Allen's emotions completely went berserk. God knows how much effort she had spent to make Xie Xiaoyou look like a normal person and live like a normal person.But what I eat every day are traditional Chinese medicines that nourish the body, remove dampness and nourish the heart, so I can’t eat many things, especially coffee and wine!

But the piece of tiramisu that Xie Xiaoyou is holding in his hand is full of Italian coffee and rum.

"It's okay to eat a piece once in a while..." Xie Xiaoyou licked the black coffee powder on the corner of his mouth.She said it casually, but she also knew that she was wrong, but she knew it, but it's okay to be greedy once or twice!I made excuses for myself!

In fact, Xie Xiaoyou also knew how much Alan had put in a lot of thought for himself, but he couldn't help stealing a piece of cake when he saw the kitchen making a cake, but he was caught by Alan unexpectedly.

"It doesn't matter? It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. You are not for yourself, not for uncle, aunt, not for that white-eyed wolf Wan Chengyi, but you also want to do it for your child? Or do you want your child to open his eyes? Can't you see you as an irresponsible mother? Then why are we working so hard?" Allen was sobbing as he spoke, his eyes were a little red, and his tears were so pitiful.

It's not that Allen doesn't understand Xie Xiaoyou's thoughts, but understanding doesn't mean he can agree.As long as she saw Xie Xiaoyou's pale face showing a smile from the bottom of her heart, she would be content.

Xie Xiaoyou's current body is completely supported by drugs and her spirit. If she gives up, then the day of saying goodbye to her will be near.She couldn't bear that kind of pain, nor could she bear it.

Countless sleepless nights, Allen would lament Wan Qiyi's good life, he didn't do much, but got Xie Xiaoyou's promise of life and death. Xie Xiaoyou always hid himself very deeply, and wrapped his heart tightly.

She seems to have a good relationship with everyone, but she can't say who she has a really good relationship with, let alone who she is really close to, but she is willing to trust Wan Qiyi without reservation, and is more willing to have no hesitation surrender their hearts and lives.

Even though she is dying for Wanqiyi now, and the people around Wanqiyi have changed a lot, she herself hides in a dark corner that Wanqiyi can't see, but she is still raising her children for Wanqiyi. their children.

Is it their child?

Wan Qiyi, how can she have a child with her? After several struggles, after following Xie Xiaoyou, for the first time, she made a decision without telling Xie Xiaoyou.