you are my nightmare

I heard you are fine.

I heard that your career is going well.

I heard you are very busy at work.

I heard that the people around you keep changing...

I heard that each of your companions is somewhat similar to me.

I heard that you clean our house every day...

I heard that you sent a large number of people to look for someone from Xie Ruiyu.

The you who spent so much time fading away, the you who spent so much effort ignoring, when I took Xie Ruiyu to climb the mountain, I saw you holding a woman's hand, and in an instant, all my sanity collapsed...

Even if you no longer belong to yourself, you can't give happiness to the other party.

But still couldn't let go.

My body was so cold, I clearly wrapped my daughter Xie Ruiyu's soft, milky little hands in my hands, but I still couldn't stop shivering from the cold all over my body.

Tears rolled in his eyes unconsciously, his nose was sour, and he sucked his nose hard, but the tears kept falling down one after another like broken pearls.

Wiping away the tears on his face with the back of his hand, he came back to his senses and lowered his hand to look at the tender and lovely Xie Ruiyu who looked like a doll shaking his arm.

"Xiaoyu, be good, Mommy has sand in her eyes, can Xiaoyu help Mommy blow it up?" The smile on his face was a little bit forced, but the tenderness in his eyes couldn't be melted away.

Perhaps this child was born under the pharmacology deliberately adjusted by Allen, so he was sensible and much smarter than other children.

It's just that he is too human and a little devil, so sometimes it is really a headache, but if it is not because of this child, I probably have no belief in supporting myself to live.

"Mommy... Xiaoyu blows, blows, and flies away in pain." Xie Ruiyu's small face, which could already be seen as a beauty and ruffian, showed a cute and bright smile, and the two dimples on his cheeks were instantly pleasing.The black and white eyes clearly concealed her maturity that did not match her age.

At the age of one, she was able to fully express herself. At the age of two, she knew how to tell Mommy not to cry. Xiao Yu would be very good. Now, the three-year-old Xie Rui Yuyu knew how to read words and expressions. She knew the distribution of Junlemen's personnel. , I also know that the beautiful godmother Alan who takes care of me likes my mother Xie Xiaoyou, and I also know that the godmother Alan has a very good-looking daughter, and I know that as long as Mommy sees news related to Wan Qiyi, Mommy She will show a smile that is more bitter than eating chicory, and I want to cry. Although every time I ask my mother, my mother will say that Wan Qiyi is my other mother, but I still hate that Wan Qiyi. Yi's person, every time that person is mentioned, Mommy will be unhappy for a long time. I saw a real person today. It is a thousand times more beautiful than the person I saw on TV, but I hate it tens of thousands of times. I am still young. I don't understand why Wan Qiyi is my other mommy, but Alan's godmother often told herself that people who make mommy unhappy are bad people, so this person who always makes mommy unhappy must be very big. No. The bad guy.

It's all because of this person that Mommy hurts my little hand. Usually, Mommy loves me the most. That big villain didn't even see me and Mommy.

"Xiao Yu, how about Mommy taking you to eat a delicious ice cream cake?" Xie Xiaoyou bent down and hugged her daughter Xie Ruiyu. Although this action almost exhausted all the strength in her body, she could only hug her daughter tightly. Only then did she have the strength to move away, making Wan Qiyi and the woman's figure disappear from her eyes, and turned around with the child in her arms and walked in the opposite direction to Wan Qiyi.

"Mummy, I don't like that person." Xie Ruiyu lay in Xie Xiaoyou's arms, looking through Xie Xiaoyou's shoulders, looking at Wan Qiyi and the woman in bright yellow sportswear with complicated expressions.

She won't tell Mommy that every time she sees Wan Qiyi appearing on TV, she will see some pictures, there is Mommy in it, and there is the big villain Wan Qiyi, this is a secret, no one I know, although I don't know what it is, but such a familiar feeling, it must not be a dream, maybe it was what the godmother Alan secretly told Mommy, maybe I have memories of Mommy and Wan Qiyi!

In my memory, Mommy always smiles, no matter what happens, Mommy always smiles so softly and beautifully.But why is Mommy still laughing when she is clearly unhappy?That Wanqiyi is not as good as Alan's godmother at all, okay?

Alan's godmother is no less than a TV star, and she takes care of herself and mommy very meticulously. What's more, Alan's godmother never makes mommy cry.But Wan Qiyi always makes Mommy sad.

Xie Ruiyu still remembers a time when she saw Mommy used her body to make a meat pad to block the bullet that was supposed to fall on Wan Chengyi's body.Blood, bright red blood everywhere...

Mommy is so good to Wan Qiyi, why Wan Qiyi is not with Mommy, and why Wan Qiyi is with someone else, making Mommy sad.

Xie Ruiyu didn't feel that there was anything wrong with two Xiang Tong, Mr. Xing, and other people being together.It's just that she didn't understand why Alan's godmother was so gentle to Mummy, but Mummy still chose to be alone.

No matter how late I got up to go to the bathroom, I would always see Mummy standing by the window, looking out of the boundless darkness, with a gloomy expression on her face.

"Don't talk nonsense, she is also your mother. Be good, Mommy will take you to eat chocolate ice cream cake." Xie Xiaoyou showed a rare seriousness, but after seeing her daughter's childish and innocent face, her attitude softened involuntarily.

"No, Rui Yu doesn't want it. Rui Yu wants Mommy." Xie Ruiyu shamelessly grabbed Xie Xiaoyou's hand, with tears glistening in his big black and white eyes.As long as Xie Xiaoyou dared to continue talking, she immediately cried to show her.

Xie Xiaoyou sighed, she Xie Xiaoyou has lived for so many years, she has three fears, one is afraid of her parents, the other is afraid of Wan Qiyi, and the third is afraid of Xie Ruiyu.She was afraid that her parents would be unhappy, she was afraid that Wan Qiyi would not be well, and she was afraid that her daughter would cry.The nurturing family that is connected by blood, the unforgettable bitter love, the crystallization of love between her and Wan Qiyi... are all things that she can't really let go...

"Okay, okay, don't, don't, you'll understand when you grow up. Be good, Mommy will take you to eat delicious food. Don't cry! We're crying, our lovely Xiao Yu is not pretty... "Xie Xiaoyou sighed, lowered his head and kissed the wet corner of his daughter Xie Ruiyu's eyes.

The child is still young, wait until the child is older!It's just that I didn't know if I was still there...

When Xie Ruiyu was not born, being able to see Xie Ruiyu every day was the support in her heart. In order to be able to watch the birth of the child with her own eyes, she actively cooperated with Alan's recuperation and treatment. In order to improve her health, she forced herself to eat and drink. Medicine, exercise.Finally, Huang Tian paid off, allowing her to really welcome the birth of a child.

It's okay, it's okay, the child is healthy, lively and cute, and a little too smart, but I don't know whether her thoughts follow her own or Wan Qiyi's, and she has a depth that doesn't match her age.

Maybe the child will understand his painstaking efforts when he grows up!Although my own selfishness prevented her from growing up in a wealthy family, she gave her freedom and a carefree childhood life. I hope she will not blame herself in the future.

Poor parents in the world...

"Mommy, do you like that big villain Wan Chengyi?" Xie Ruiyu put his chin on Xie Xiaoyou's shoulder and turned his face to the back. She could still see Wan Chengyi and the woman.

Xie Ruiyu bulged his cheeks, frowned, and stared at Wan Chengyi like a little old man.

"How old are you, and you learn all kinds of nonsense with your godmother all day long. Do you know what it means to like..." Xie Xiaoyou was amused or angry by her daughter Xie Ruiyu's words, and the original grief on her face was overshadowed. A faint smile replaced it.

This child likes to cling to Alan and ask questions about this and that, and sometimes he really makes himself jealous, but his own child is very clingy to Alan, but it is not the child's fault, his body is always sick, even if I have paid great attention to recuperation, but I still get sick every now and then, either with a fever, a heartache, or a splitting headache.

Xie Ruiyu was really taken care of by Allen.Alan loves Xie Ruiyu as much as his own child, or it should be said that he has surpassed love, but doted on him.That's why he spoiled Xie Ruiyu so badly, obviously he didn't want to spoil the child, but even if he didn't spoil the child, there were Kane, Vincent, Chen An, Nick who pampered him...

I don't know what a few people have instilled in this child, why this child can't like Wan Qiyi.

"The ball I like ran out a few days ago, and my godmother and I searched for it for a long time before finding it." Xie Ruiyu seemed to have thought of something, and stopped talking halfway.

"No wonder I haven't seen you playing with Qiuqiu these days." Xie Xiaoyou turned his head to look at his daughter.

Qiuqiu is Alan's birthday gift to Xie Ruiyu. One has been carefully domesticated and has a total length of one meter. Both the body and tail are slender, and the tail length accounts for two-fifths of the total length.It is a very special and beautiful albino ball python with a pink and fine circle folded horizontally.

Ever since Allen gave the ball to Xie Ruiyu, Xie Ruiyu has been carrying it with him all the time. The little child is always wrapped around his body by a snake, which makes people sweat coldly just looking at it.But Xie Ruiyu liked it very much.

Xie Xiaoyou is not an old-fashioned parent either. In her view, children should not just be taken care of under their wings, but let them try everything they want. Getting up after falling is also a life experience for children growing up.Seeing that Xie Ruiyu liked it, she didn't stop her. She also felt that if this ball python was raised like this, maybe it could protect Xie Ruiyu when Xie Ruiyu was in danger. Thinking of this, she also indulged Xie Ruiyu's danger belt. The behavior of the snake on the body.

I haven't seen Xie Ruiyu with Qiuqiu on her body these few days. She thought her daughter was hot for three days, but she didn't expect Qiuqiu to run away...

Wait until Qiuqiu runs away and is found, then what?

It's not that she doesn't know her daughter's character of preferring nothing to nothing...it's quite similar to her. She doesn't believe that after the ball ran out and was found, her precious daughter would just let it go.

Maybe he will pick off the snake skin of the ball...

"Mom likes Wan Qiyi, so Rui Yu can bring Wan Qiyi back and make Mommy happy, okay?" Xie Ruiyu said innocent and childish words, but his eyes were gloomy and cold that didn't match his age.

"Nonsense. There is a difference between liking and liking. People's feelings are different from your feelings towards things." Xie Xiaoyou explained with a headache, she was really helpless for this child who was sometimes more mature than herself.

She really couldn't explain love to a three-year-old child...

"What's the difference? You can run away, and then you have to catch it..." Xie Ruiyu said, but his mind was full of how to get Wan Qiyi back and educate him, but this matter can't let mom Mommy knows, otherwise Mommy will be sad...

Like is like, what's the difference?

I don't understand what Mommy is struggling with?Doesn't she care about Wan Qiyi?Isn't it for Wan Qiyi's own life?

Then why didn't you let yourself catch someone and come back?

Why do you want to hide yourself, why is Mummy so sad, but doesn't let Wan Qiyi know?

Is this what you like?

If so, then... I would rather not like people...

"Mummy guesses that Xiaoyu found Qiuqiu, and then killed Qiuqiu, so that Qiuqiu won't run away and will stay by Xiaoyu's side forever, right?" Xie Xiaoyou smiled very gently, her voice was warm warm breath.

"How did Mommy guess it?" Xie Ruiyu hugged Xie Xiaoyou's neck tightly with both hands, and shivered unconsciously. Mommy got angry, woo, it was so scary...

Because Xie Xiaoyou's words hit his mind, Xie Ruiyu's tense little body trembled.

Xie Xiaoyou sighed helplessly. This child's mind is too delicate, and her intuition is too sharp. It's this extreme temper that really makes me a headache. Don't say she just let her go, I'm afraid I will suffer in the end, but if you talk about her, say She didn't take it lightly, and said that she was cruel, as long as she saw the child's teary eyes looking at her pitifully, she would give up her arms and surrender... I am really not good at teaching children...

Taking a deep breath, Xie Xiaoyou still gently patted the child's back, comforting Xie Ruiyu.

"You can't do this in the future... Do you know? What belongs to you will not be lost, and what does not belong to you, even if you keep it by force, there will be no good results in the end." Xie Xiaoyou's voice was gentle.

"Since you can't get it, it's ruined, and no one else can get it." Xie Ruiyu pursed his lips, squinted his eyes, and still looked in Wan Qiyi's direction, tilting his head and talking seriously.

"Who gave you all this mess? You are only a child, how can you be so paranoid?" Xie Xiaoyou turned his head and looked at the little face stuck to his face. It was still such a childish and innocent face, but he said Saying such a discordant age.What a worry!She is still so young, but her mind is so gloomy...

Xie Xiaoyou sighed, hugged Xie Ruiyu, turned around and left quickly, but did not notice that under the shade of a tree not far from her, Alan's face was gloomy and full of distress.