you are my nightmare

Can deny, but cannot deny

I am glad that I met you that year, and I am also sad that I met you that year.

If she hadn't met Xie Xiaoyou that year, she wouldn't be the current Alan. If she hadn't been moved by Xie Xiaoyou that year, she wouldn't have walked into her frozen heart. When my heart is locked, I won't only have her in my heart, and I can't tolerate anyone. If she didn't fall in love with Wan Qiyi, I would like to guard her all my life like before. If it wasn't for her for Wan Qiyi Qi Yi doesn't even want his life, and he doesn't know that his feelings for her have exceeded his imagination... If everything can exist, then how can I be so sad, she is dead, what's the point of living If there were not two children to take care of, I really wanted to go with her like this. In fact, she was very afraid of being alone. She would not be used to walking in the Hall of Yama alone, without her own care. ...

"Godmother, I don't want to go to Wanqiyi." Xie Ruiyu stood in his room with a cold expression to pack his things and luggage, behind Alan who wanted to send himself to Wanqiyi.If Alan hadn't gotten used to Xie Ruiyu's indifference that didn't meet his age, he would probably be so frightened that he thought he saw a ghost!This voice, this demeanor, is exactly like a miniature version of Xie Xiaoyou.

"No, didn't your mommy say that? If one day she is gone, she will send you to your mother's place. The godmother can't take yours, it will affect your future. Besides, your mother's place is yours Home, these past few years, your mommy has led you to live alone, you should get used to the environment you should be in, the upper class is where our baby should hang out."

Alan paused for a while and continued, "Don't take a mouthful of Wanqiyi, but call your mother, she is also your mother! Needless to say, you also know that half of your body is her blood!" Alan turned back and smiled gently quiet.

"I'm not going! That's not my home. My surname is Xie, and my name is Xie Ruiyu." The years are quiet, and such an elegant person is not the place where Mommy's heart belongs. What about people who are not good?Xie Ruiyu looked at Alan's somewhat red and swollen eyes, and there was no doubt in his eyes.

"Xiao Yu, you are not good. You promised your mommy yourself! Don't you remember?" Ai Lun's face turned cold, seeing Xie Ruiyu's expression similar to Xie Xiaoyou's, he unconsciously moved his eyes away. It's not that he loves this child too much, that's why this child becomes more and more lawless.She said something good, but now she regrets it again. This child's fickle temperament is really exactly the same as Xie Xiaoyou's!

"Mummy also said that I would go back later. Now that I am not even eight years old, you are going to send me away! Does the godmother don't like me anymore, or is it because I look like Mommy that the godmother doesn't want to see me? "Xie Ruiyu's words carried an aggressive sting, which made Allen sigh helplessly.

Doesn't this child know what it means to be reserved?

How could I be willing to send her away!She is Xie Xiaoyou's child!He is the only person in this world with Xie Xiaoyou's blood on his body!I can't even feel sorry for myself!How could he want to let her leave his side!But Xie Xiaoyou is no longer here. In order for her to have better protection, in order for her to learn more things that should survive in the upper class, I have to bear the pain and send her to Wan Qiyi's side!Why doesn't this kid understand?

Wanqi's family is a famous family!

The education that can be given to this child is handed down, and the education that I and Junlemen can give to this child is high, and it is not as good as the education of aristocrats among wealthy families!

"Do you want to take back everything that belongs to your mommy but is monopolized by Wan Chengyi alone?" The smile on Alan's face was still gentle, but helplessness flashed in his eyes.This child's mind is delicate and sensitive, his mind is deep, and his temperament is more like Wan Qiyi's rebelliousness.Suspicion and insecurity are carved out of the same mold as Xie Xiaoyou.But it is also the same. When I was doing gene synthesis, I also compared the two before combining them into one, so that this child inherited the memories of two people, and inherited more of the advantages of two people.It's just that he didn't expect that since this child got along with Xie Xiaoyou for a long time, even Xie Xiaoyou's personality flaws had been learned out of ten.

"I think. It's Mommy's." When Xie Ruiyu heard Alan say Mommy, tears welled up in his eyes, and big ones hit the ground, and a small pool of water soon gathered on the ground .Anyway, she's still a six-year-old.

The mind is maturing, and it is just a child who has just lost its mother.

Xie Xiaoyou was her only relative since she was a child, and she was also the pillar of her heart and spirit, so she died without any warning...

How can such a small child withstand such a big blow, it looks like usual, but every time I see this child sitting on the wicker chair that Xie Xiaoyou often sits in the afternoon, holding in his hand the Diary, Allen felt unspeakably sad.

This child Xie Ruiyu hasn't smiled since Xie Xiaoyou died, like a soulless doll.Not crying or making trouble is even more sad to watch.From ancient times to the present, the life of a child without mother's pain is suffering!

"Since you want to, you have to go back to Wanqi's house and Wanqiyi's side. Only in this way can you get back what belongs to your mommy. It's a legitimate inheritance. That's your mommy's wish. Does Mommy have any regrets? Do you want your Mommy to be sad?" Allen poked at the pain point, although she knew that the child in front of her was only six years old, these words should not be said to a six-year-old child.But she knew better that she couldn't look at this child with the eyes of ordinary people.This child has the memories of Xie Xiaoyou and Wan Qiyi, she has an IQ beyond ordinary people, and she has the city of Wan Qiyi, Xie Xiaoyou's indifference.

"Godmother, do you love Mommy?" Xie Ruiyu fixed his eyes on Alan.

"You are still young, these words are not what a child of your age should say. You don't understand the things of adults, and your mother is no longer here. What's the point of saying these things?" Allen sighed bitterly, holding He didn't stop packing things for Xie Ruiyu.

The kid finally asked!

Maybe there is no one in this world who doesn't know his own thoughts except Xie Xiaoyou himself!

But that person!

Until the moment of his death, he didn't know his feelings for her!

Maybe it's not that she doesn't know, but she just pretends not to know, and doesn't want to destroy the years of friendship between the two!

It's no wonder that she is so cautious, how could she be willing to trade an unguaranteed love for a friendship that can last till death!Xie Xiaoyou is good at calculating this account!

Xie Xiaoyou left quietly, there was no funeral, but a simple tomb.A few people from the God Killing Five paid homage, and Xie Xiaoyou's body was buried in a coffin made of thousand-year-old ice jade by Allen, and it had been parked in the ice cellar, perfectly preserving Xie Xiaoyou's dead appearance.

Tomorrow morning, Alan will go to the ice cellar to chat with Xie Xiaoyou. Although she is just a corpse and cannot respond to her, Alan still feels that Xie Xiaoyou is still alive and has not left.

She is gone, but I will still guard her until the day of my death. In order to be able to guard her all the time, Alan pushed all the work to his assistant Su Lina, the person who has always been in love with her, who is just like himself. She guarded Xie Xiaoyou wholeheartedly, protecting the other woman.

Su Lina took over the work that should have belonged to Allen without any complaints.

"Mom, can you really not save Mommy?" Xie Ruiyu's face was full of seriousness and disbelief.She didn't believe that Mummy was really dead. The Mummy who always smiled lightly, even when she was angry, smiled softly, and spoke with a warm voice. She was obviously impatient, but she always patiently told herself stories. The good-tempered mom who taught herself how to read and speak word by word, even though she knew she was not in good health, she always hugged herself to bask in the sun, held her hand to count the stars, and dragged herself to Playground, she is obviously not feeling well, but she brought her mother to play the playground...

Mommy is so clumsy that she will be scalded by hot water even when making milk powder. Even if she burns her hand, she still tries her best to do what a mother should do, feed her child, and sing unknown tunes to coax her child fall asleep.

It's just that Mommy never knew that she had memories from birth. Although it was a bit confusing, as time passed, her memories became more and more clear, and of course she knew more and more things.I also know more and more thoroughly about Mommy.

When I knew that the gentle woman holding me was dying soon, I was also shocked. This woman always smiled elegantly, was always dressed in gray clothes, and always tied her ponytail casually. , The pale and bloodless face never showed any expression other than a smile to himself.

If I didn't have the memory of Mommy, I would never believe it anyway. Mommy has endured so much...

The godmother hid Mommy in the ice cellar, will Mommy still come back to life?

Even if she has the mind of an adult, the heart of a child is still haunted by the hope that Mommy just suspended animation as before, and that Mommy will come back to life one day, hug me tenderly again, and say to herself with a smile, she has done a good job eating cake...

The movement of Allen's hands paused for a moment, his hands trembling a little.

Preserving Xie Xiaoyou's intact body, it's not that I never thought of saving her, but...

There is no such thing as life and death for no reason in this world. Life and death have their own destiny, and forcing them may not necessarily lead to good results. Besides, Allen felt that if Xie Xiaoyou knew what method he used to save her, she might not be able to accept it...

"Damn..." Xie Ruiyu's voice was full of tears, but she didn't shed tears.

Seeing Alan's unnaturalness, Xie Ruiyu knew that Mummy might really be able to come back to life.

"Xiao Yu's life and death are not as simple as you think. You were nurtured by me. Would I not know what's going on in your mind? Respect your mommy's decision. If your mommy wants you to do it, you just follow her Yi, the person she loves the most in her life is Wan Qiyi, who will replace your mommy and return to Wan Qiyi, assist Wan Qiyi, and protect Wan Qiyi. This is what your mommy wants to see most, and also hopes to be able to I saw it with my own eyes. Don't keep thinking about how to destroy Wanqiyi all day long. If you really do it, your mommy will jump up in anger even if she dies." Allen sighed long In one breath, he said something against his will, but it was Xie Xiaoyou's mind.

For Wan Chengyi, Alan hated nothing but disgust. Without this person, Xie Xiaoyou would not have fought with his life all at once, would not have been injured all at once, and would not have been severely injured all at once.

Xie Xiaoyou gave everything she could to Wan Qiyi with both hands, and even gave Wan Qiyi her life in the end, but what was Wan Qiyi doing?

She has a successful career and fame, but the people around her are not Xie Xiaoyou, and even there is no trace of Xie Xiaoyou's existence...