you are my nightmare

Think, read, see, only you

What I miss, what I look forward to, what I look forward to, is you

On windy days, I always think of the way your long hair is blown up

On a sunny day, I always think of you squinting your eyes and smiling with your head up

On rainy days, I always think of you playing basketball outside without an umbrella and smiling silly

On snowy days, I always think of you wearing thick clothes, holding the snow with gloved hands clumsily, and the carefree look on your face when you make a snowman

In sleepless nights, I always think of the scene where you once held my hand and sat on the grass, counting the stars together, but never knew the names of the stars in the sky, and you named them randomly

Now that you are dead, no one will smile brightly, so dazzlingly...

When you see this, I should be gone, in fact, I just want to tell you that I can't live without you in my life!In a world without you, I can't find the meaning of my existence, so don't be sad, don't cry, as long as you are well, everything is worth it.

I love you, I never said it, I like you, you always think I am joking, in fact, I only know after you die, I love you so deeply, so deep that I can’t be alone without you people live.

So I decided to learn from you and love with my life.

You can risk your life for Wan Qiyi, and I can also sacrifice my life for yours in exchange for yours.Although it won't be too long, at least I don't have to watch you wither.

You only have ten years, use this limited time to do what you like!Don't leave any regrets.

Allen put down the pen in her hand, she didn't write the time and signature, she didn't think it was necessary...

Xie Xiaoyou would wake up after the ceremony, and she would disappear at that moment.Xie Xiaoyou doesn't have herself in her memory, even if she writes it, it's useless, even she doesn't know, can Xie Xiaoyou see what she wrote...

Xie Ruiyu is right, it's not that I can't revive Xie Xiaoyou, but I don't know what will happen after this method is successful, let alone whether Xie Xiaoyou will really have no sequelae...

In any case, it's always good to be alive, she has too many nostalgia, she has too much that cannot be let go, she has too much concern.

Dreams require waking up, but the road still needs to be walked. Now that you have chosen, then...

Allen put down the ink pen in her hand and closed the pen cap. Facing the letter paper with plum blossoms on it, she pursed her lips and smiled with relief and sadness.

In her dream, there is no pain, only injury, her love is very bitter, her heart hurts, and her love is a little tired. For many years, she didn't know that she would not be able to let her go.

Ten years of relationship, let go like this, but her letting go is death.

And her feelings finally fade away.

From now on nothing.

The chair was pulled away, and Allen was startled. Only then did he realize that Xie Ruiyu was standing quietly behind her. He didn't know how long he had been standing there, but there was no expression on his small face, but Xie Ruiyu's eyes The depths were gloomy as if frozen, and a pair of small hands were tightly clenched into fists.

"What do you want to do, and do you want to be the same as the time you stitched up Mommy? Do you use a strange method? Although I am young, I also know that bringing the dead back to life is against normal life and death." Xie Ruiyu lowered his head, looking at The floor, eyes did not meet Alan's eyes.

Allen turned around and hugged Xie Ruiyu. This child will accompany Xie Xiaoyou through the last days of her life.This child is smart and quick-witted. Under such a harmless and delicate face, there is a heart that is too cunning and vicious.Maybe even her mother Xie Xiaoyou doesn't know about it!But with this child by Xie Xiaoyou's side, even if he couldn't continue to guard her, he could rest assured that this child would never let Xie Xiaoyou suffer any harm.In this child's heart, Xie Xiaoyou is not only her mother, but also her past life.I had selfish intentions at the beginning, so I let this child have Xie Xiaoyou's memory and Wan Qiyi's memory, but I secretly manipulated it to make this child more inclined to Xie Xiaoyou, and this child became Xie Xiaoyou's protector virtually.

At the beginning, I did this to make the child get closer to Xie Xiaoyou, but I didn't expect that the child did not disappoint me, but the feeling for Xie Xiaoyou was deeper than I expected.

It was true after all, after all, it was her biological mother, connected by blood, and Xie Xiaoyou was a gentle person that people could not refuse, let alone her biological child, since she was herself back then, didn't she also bow to her?

I and Xie Xiaoyou only have memories of the past, no memories of the present, and no possibility of the future. Since this is the case, I might as well send the Buddha to the West and give her back a healthy and painless ten years.

"Xiaoyu, do you want to keep it a secret from godmother?" Allen sighed. Compared with Xie Xiaoyou, she didn't know how to explain to Xie Ruiyu. She's so smart, she's so blessed, so even she has to put up a lot of energy when dealing with Xie Ruiyu, otherwise she might fall into the trap that Xie Ruiyu set for herself.

"Mom, if you do this, Mommy will hate you." Xie Ruiyu curled Alan's long hair with her fat little hands.

Godmother is also a woman who is almost forty, but the years have not left any traces on her face at all. I don't know whether it is due to proper maintenance, or because she thinks that this face is still the same as the original appearance in Mommy's memory. She is so beautiful, no matter who sees it, she will feel that this woman should only exist in the sky, how many times can the world hear it...

The godmother is really good to Mommy, she can even exchange her own life for Mommy's life, but why, she hasn't dared to tell Mommy about her feelings for many years?What kind of mood do you feel watching Mommy and Wan Qiyi together?

"Don't you want Mommy to come back to life?" Alan carried Xie Ruiyu out of the room and walked towards the ice cellar where Xie Xiaoyou's body was.

There are warm yellow lights in the long corridor. The warm yellow lights were chosen by Xie Xiaoyou. She said that life and death dramas are staged here every day. White is too cold and unsuitable, so warm yellow is the best, warming the heart. It's an eye-catching color.

Nothing here has changed, except that Xie Xiaoyou is no longer there, but it doesn't matter, I will let her come back soon.

"I want to, but I don't want to die as a godmother." Xie Ruiyu whimpered a little. Godmother was also my half mother. Without her, I would not have appeared in this world.Ellen is both a teacher and a friend to herself, and she taught herself a lot...

"Xiao Yu, don't you know that you can't be so greedy? Also, Ai Zunyou is your biological sister. You should get along well in the future. In this world, don't forget that you still have relatives." Allen glanced at his daughter Ai Yunyou's room, my heart hurts a little, for this child, I am too unfair, I willfully brought her into this world, and then selfishly left her behind, that child inherited his own memory, should not will blame myself...

"Alan, do you have to do this?" There was a bit of anger and pity in the crisp child's voice.

Hearing the sound, Allen looked in the direction of the sound, and it turned out that it was his daughter Ai Yunyou, but the direction where her daughter was located was the entrance of the ice cellar.

Allen trembled all over, my God, what did this kid do?

Alan saw that Ai Yunyou was wearing a baby pink cartoon panda nightgown with blood all over his body... His beautiful little face, like a work of art from God, was covered with scars.

Alan didn't care about holding Xie Ruiyu in his arms, staggering on a three-inch wine cup and high heels, he rushed to his daughter Ai Zhanyou.

"Zhan Zhan, what's wrong with you?" Alan put down Xie Ruiyu, pulled his daughter to his eyes, and examined it carefully, wanting to know if the blood on his daughter's body was her own, or...

"I'm fine, I just want to return the blood in my body to Xie Xiaoyou. The bad guy who made Mommy so sad." Ai Zunyou resisted and wanted to push Alan's hand away from looking at her nightgown, but she couldn't help it. As a six-year-old child, he couldn't push away Alan, who looked thin but was actually strong.

She doesn't like that woman in the ice cellar!

That woman named Xie Xiaoyou, why should she?

Mommy treats her so well, why doesn't she like Mommy? It's fine if she doesn't like Mommy, but it's better to occupy Mommy. Mommy has lost herself because of her. Her heart, eyes, and mind are all for her. She, how much pain Mommy has endured for her, does she know?Because of how many shady things she has done in the dark, she can be a devil in the dark for Wan Chengyi, why should Mommy be an executioner behind her for her!

She doesn't love her mommy, so forget it, she still loves her mommy, defending the world for the person she loves, it's too unfair...

I absolutely will not allow Mommy to continue to do stupid things for that selfish bad woman.

Ai Yunyou has all of Alan's memories, so she knew that Mommy would definitely change her life for that woman in the end.

As long as that woman can be revived, Mommy will do anything stupid.

That's why she went to the ice cellar in the middle of the night, opened the ice jade coffin, and cut open her right wrist, right leg, right arm, and even the right side of her face with a sharp scalpel. There were a few deep bone traces, and she wanted to return half of Xie Xiaoyou's blood on her body to Xie Xiaoyou.

"I'll give it back, I'll give it back to you. This is your blood. I don't want it too much. Mommy loves so tiredly, so heartbroken, but you love someone else so heartbreakingly. You deserve it because you can't be with that person. It's retribution. I won't let you come back to life... No, you won't even die..." I want to end Mommy's nightmare with my own hands.It's all because of this woman that Mommy is struggling so much.Ever since he was born, Ai Yunyou knew his mother's feelings for Xie Xiaoyou, and he also knew that his name was his mother's heart, mother's love, and mother's affection.It's just that when she saw Xie Xiaoyou's protection and maintenance of Wan Qiyi in every possible way, she began to hate this woman, the woman whom Allen had loved and loved for more than ten years.

Ai Yunyou cried and slashed his right side of the body with a knife, and didn't stop until he couldn't lift his hand because of the pain.

She limped and supported her body strongly, lit the alcohol lamp that had been prepared for a long time with a lighter, and then threw the alcohol lamp into the ice jade that the mother lying on Xie Xiaoyou's body had been looking for for a long time and bought at a lot of money In the coffin, and closed the coffin lid.

She watched Xie Xiaoyou's body being engulfed by flames bit by bit...

Xie Xiaoyou's corpse, which was originally preserved and seemed to be asleep, was completely destroyed by the mask that was burned in the blink of an eye. Only then did he open the door of the ice cellar and walk out...

Who would have thought that they would run into Alan who was holding Xie Ruiyu head-on...