you are my nightmare

We all used to think that there are some things, some people, and some things that cannot and will not be let go.

But the matter has come to this point, the environment is forced, the reality is limited, after I have to let go...

As time goes by, how many times do you look back at the last resort, the misses and unwillingness to be reconciled to the past, and you will find that those things, those people, those things, those things, those things, those things, those things, those things, those things, those things, those things, those things that you can’t let go of, those things that you can’t let go of, are just moments of life. a springboard.

As long as you jump over, you will start a new journey in life, and the scenery ahead will become different.

It is precisely because you can't ask for it that all you can't forget in your heart is the beauty after you have it.

On the springboard, the hardest thing is the struggle in the heart before jumping off, helplessness and worrying about gains and losses!

I thought I couldn't make it through, so I closed my eyes, mustered up my courage, gritted my teeth, and let my heart go, and it passed...

Xie Xiaoyou's body was burned by Ai Zunyou. Alan saw the red ice door of the ice cellar on her daughter's body, and rushed in desperately, but did not come out.

Ai Yunyou watched his mother Alan rush into the ice cellar, and ran in with him, but didn't come out...

Xie Ruiyu stared blankly at the ice cellar that stained the corridor red for a long time, finally heaved a long sigh, turned around like an old man, and walked slowly back to his room, holding Ai up. Lun packed her luggage for herself. Although she is only six years old, she has a lot of things, but the things she took away were all made for her by Xie Xiaoyou, and the clothes were tied by Xie Xiaoyou. Hand, hand-sewn, the things used are also made by Xie Xiaoyou, even the soap used by Xie Ruiyu is made by Xie Xiaoyou, any trivial things in life, in Xie Xiaoyou's view, as long as it is related to Xie Ruiyu, it is the most important thing. The important thing is that what she gave her daughter may not be the best in the world, she can use money to buy better things for her daughter, but Xie Xiaoyou privately feels that as long as the mother makes things for her daughter with her own hands, it is the best thing in the world. Precious because money can't buy it.Obviously, her paranoia completely conquered the heart of her daughter Xie Ruiyu.

With a small body and a heavy suitcase, Xie Ruiyu knocked on the door of Su Lina's room with heavy steps.

"I'm going to Wan Qiyi's place. Alan's mother and daughter are staying with my mommy in the ice cellar. Don't bother them. You can replace Alan. The Five God Killers can't live without a doctor." Xie Ruiyu looked up at Su Lina, sighing After a long sigh, an old cow walked away slowly dragging the suitcase.He ignored Su Lina who was chasing after her and trying to stop her.

In Xie Ruiyu's view, she has no relatives in this world except her grandparents whom she has never met.

The strong and indelible concern in Mommy's heart made it impossible for her to let go of her concern and care for her grandparents.

So she decided to go to Wan Qiyi's place, and let Wan Qiyi take on a responsibility as a mother.

This world is so unfair. As a mother, Xie Xiaoyou overdraws her life to raise and take care of her children, but Wan Qiyi doesn't know it, changing brides every night and being a groom every day.

Xie Ruiyu dragged the suitcase with a gray Bugs Bunny chewing on carrots made by Xie Xiaoyou on the cover of the water-pink suitcase. Everyone is attracted by this cute little lolita, this character who looks like a character that only appears in anime, now that he is in front of his eyes, this child has exquisite facial features, regardless of whether the nose, eyes and mouth are seen alone or put together Look, it's all perfect.

The pink rabbit outfit on his body made the child look like a rabbit elf who strayed into the mortal world, spotless and intelligent.

"Sister, my name is Xie Ruiyu, and I want to find Wan Qiyi." Xie Ruiyu knows how to take advantage of his appearance, and knows how to do it, so as to arouse people's desire for protection, love and love, and the child's voice is like a clear spring It was so sweet that it made the public relations lady at the reception desk feel completely mesmerized by this cute little thing in front of her.

"You need to make an appointment to find the president. Why are you so young and come to our president by yourself? Where's your mother?" A publicist at the front desk with heavy make-up stretched out her finger with nude pink nail polish, wanting to poke Xie Ruiyu's little face.

"That's right! Your adults don't know that the world is so chaotic now. It's dangerous to let you go out alone as a child? There was a child missing a few days ago!" Next to him was a slightly younger publicist in a black professional attire. , poured a glass of warm water and walked to Xie Ruiyu, with a face full of concern and love.

"Mummy is dead, let me come to Wan Qiyi." Xie Ruiyu said word by word, tilting his head and blinking his big watery eyes pitifully and innocently, avoiding the desire to poke her cheek hand while avoiding the warm water handed to him.

"It's so pitiful, you're still so young, and you don't have a mother." She was holding a glass of lukewarm water once in her hand, and she didn't show any displeasure because of Xie Ruiyu's dodge, but she still smiled gently. with.

"Sister Zhao, call the secretary's office and ask if you can let this child meet the CEO first. It's very pitiful for this child to have no mother at such a young age." The public relations lady was sitting at the reception desk, holding a glass of water. The middle-aged woman who just put down the phone inside said.

"Secretary Gu asked you to send Xie Ruiyu up." The woman who became Sister Zhao pushed the black-framed eyes on the bridge of her nose, glanced at Xie Ruiyu, and said to the public relations lady who was holding a water glass.

"Okay. Little sister, can my sister help you carry the suitcase?" The public relations lady who was holding the water cup put the disposable water cup in her hand on the front desk, turned around and said to Xie Ruiyu.

Xie Ruiyu looked coldly at the woman who looked like a good person, and smiled harmlessly and sweetly at her, with two dimples looming, so cute.

"Zhang Lele, come down after sending someone up. Don't forget that you are now in the PR department, not the secretary's office." The long-haired beauty with heavy make-up had a strange look.

"Lulu, I have said it several times. The front desk should pay attention to the image. Your image does not represent you personally, but represents our Wancheng Group. Don't polish your nails!" Known as Sister Zhao, the most senior Chinese The young woman frowned as she looked at the face painted like a fake face.

"Sister Zhao, then I'll send her up first." Zhang Lele stood there in embarrassment.

"Sister, let's go!" Xie Ruiyu looked at the woman named Lele who had an ugly face at the front desk, and then at the stupid woman beside her who was like a silly big sister who was overflowing with kindness. He caught the hem of Zhang Lele's black professional dress suit, shook it, blinked his big black and white eyes, and looked at Zhang Lele in confusion.

"Okay, let's go!" Zhang Lele, who was conquered immediately, was full of thoughts about how wonderful it would be if this child were her own. She must have a girl in the future. This child is so cute, but she just doesn't know her own child. Will she be as well-behaved as this child?

Xie Ruiyu rolled his eyes helplessly from an angle that Zhang Lele couldn't see.How stupid is this woman?All the thoughts in her heart were imprinted on her face, she was almost drooling at herself...

Do you look so cute?

She was so cute that she just showed a little cuteness to this woman, and immediately showed an expression of wanting to throw herself down and hug her fiercely.

Idiot is a good person, full of sympathy, looking at the tone of that Lulu talking to her just now, I know that this idiot woman is often bullied.This stupid woman probably thinks she is stupid even if she is bullied, and she can't do things well!

This woman is also very interesting.

There is no godmother, Ellen, who is extremely smart, soft on the outside and strong on the inside, nor is she as smart and strong as Mommy, but she is a standard silly sweet white. Listening to her name, people can't help complaining about it. What kind of environment is it that children who are educated and brought up can grow up to be so big and still maintain a sincere and pure heart.

In the elevator, Xie Ruiyu stuck to the innermost side of the elevator, looking out through the transparent glass, thinking wildly in his mind.She doesn't want to see Wan Qiyi at all, let alone recognize Wan Qiyi, but there is no way, this is what Mummy hopes, and only in this way can she get back everything Mummy has, she is still young and needs the law The guardians of the gods can only do some things more effectively when they are by Wan Qiyi's side.

Mommy often teaches herself that there is no best of both worlds in this world, you can’t have both, you can only gain if you give up, so think about which is more important.

But Mommy never told her frankly about her feelings.

She just keeps telling herself that she is the crystallization of love.

Although my birth method is different from other children, I am loved and expected.

The truth is also, even if the gentle and messed-up mommy didn't tell her, she would still know it.

I have memories since I was born. Although I was still confused at that time, I know that Mommy really puts herself in the palm of her hand for fear of being cold, puts herself in her mouth for fear of melting, puts herself on top of her head for fear of falling, and is always worried about eating herself. No, I can't sleep well, I'm afraid I'll be tired when I learn to talk, I'm afraid I'll fall when I learn to walk...

No matter how bad my health is, Mommy will hold on and study with me.

At that time, I thought Mommy was actually stupid, because many of the things she gave me were things she didn't like when she was young, and she was actually very tired of them.But Mummy repeats the same thing over and over again. She has infinite patience with herself, and she has infinite tolerance and tolerance for herself.

I still remember the way Mommy was protecting me as I was learning to walk. Mommy's hands were so warm that they seemed to melt glaciers.Later, Uncle Nick said that Mommy was afraid that her hands would be cold, so every time she taught herself to walk, she would hold a hand warmer to warm her for a while before helping her...

When Xie Ruiyu came back to his senses, tears were shining in his eyes, and Zhang Lele held his little hand with one hand...