you are my nightmare

Amidst the misty rain and the world of mortals, the vast sea of ​​people, people meet each other by chance and know each other by chance.

The harsh reality is that it cannot allow you to escape.

So tell yourself that we have to stand up to terrible things because it is impossible to run from them and forget them.

The only way to overcome anxiety is to run forward desperately and get closer to the self you want.

You can't escape it, you can only face it.

People are like this, they understand many things in their hearts, and they can say a lot of truths to comfort others.

But when you put it on yourself, you can't do it at all.

With Qi Ruo's common struggle career and memories of life, she doesn't even want to step into the port of wind.

It's not that she cares, it's that she doesn't want to think about it again. At that time, Xie Xiaoyou felt that everything she did before was too stupid and not worth it.

It was an injury and pain that she could not tell others.

In that city, I not only lost my love, but also my career.

He who has suffered a crushing defeat is the loser.

Fleeing home in embarrassment, no matter what, he didn't have the courage to revisit the old place.

The past goes with the wind, but it cannot really go away like the wind.

Trapped in the heart bitter taste, unable to retreat.

"Aren't you going back to the school's name change ceremony?" Wan Qiyi knew what Xie Xiaoyou was thinking, but there were some things that could never be passed without facing them.

Escaping is never the answer to a problem.

But Xie Xiaoyou is the best at evading and hiding.

"I have to go to work, and I don't have time, so I won't go back..." Xie Xiaoyou got back into bed, pretending that I want to sleep, so don't tell me, it will affect my sleep.

Why do you have to go back by yourself?

I have already told Wan Qiyi about myself and Qi Ruo, Wan Qiyi, who is usually so gentle, caring, and understanding, why is he so ignorant of his own thoughts today!

It turns out that Wan Qiyi also has moments of inflexibility.

"If you agree to change the name, then I will discuss the time with the school and other relevant celebrities." Wan Qiyi held back Xie Xiaoyou who wanted to bury herself under the blanket.

"It's just a name change, so don't make such a big fuss! Besides, don't you still have you!" Xie Xiaoyou began to play tricks.

Isn't it just a ceremony to change the name of the school?

As for inviting any famous people?

It sounds like a lot of trouble, and when did that school become so famous and influential?

Can you still invite relevant celebrities?

"It's just a name change?" Wan Qiyi narrowed his fox-like slender eyes dangerously, and there was an unhappiness and awkwardness in the depths of the eyes.

This little girl is sincere and pretending to be stupid, isn't she?

Seeing the displeasure in Wan Qiyi's eyes, Xie Xiaoyou smiled awkwardly

Wan Qiyi has been a person who keeps warming himself since we met each other.

If possible, I really don't want to make her unhappy.

But only this matter, I really can't nod.

No matter what the reason is for Shan Shanshan, she is a scar on her own.

I have really done the best I can do.

But even so, no matter how he was running around, recruiting students everywhere, and helping Qi Ruo, he supported Qiyou Calligraphy Art School and got it on the right track.

She was also no match for Shan Shanshan's temptation of interests.

Lose yourself.

Lose nothing.

With some achievements in Qiyou Calligraphy Art School, Qi Ruo wants to stay and continue to be the woman behind her who touches and takes care of her, prepares everything for her, only gives and doesn't ask for anything, and Shan Shanshan becomes The one who walked side by side with her in the sun.

I didn't wrong myself and obey Qi Ruo's thoughts as usual.

Instead, she broke up with Qi Ruo and became strangers ever since.

When I saw Qi Ruo, who was down and out, outside the examination room of the construction engineer exam that day.

Xie Xiaoyou knew that her prediction that day had come true.

Shan Shanshan, a woman who has a city, a scheming, and is good at conquering people, has hollowed out Qi Ruo's life.

If Qi hadn't reached the end of his life, it would be absolutely impossible for him to think of himself and come to find him.

Qi Ruo, who is with Shan Shanshan, is a gentle and considerate person, understanding, and able to make people happy.

But Qi Ruo, who was with her, only smiled at herself when she saw what she wanted, or when her hope was satisfied.

Looking at Qi Ruo who was so tender to Shan Shanshan, Xie Xiaoyou knew that he was wrong.

Qi Ruo may not love herself from the beginning, what she loves is the feeling of conquest.

Shan Shanshan is a woman who knows how to show off her strengths.

The sense of vicissitudes on her body can't cover up the wind and dust on her body.

How much sincerity can a woman who has always supported herself by being someone else's mistress have?

From the moment he left, he had already foreseen the ending in his heart.

It's just that she never thought that in the end Qi Ruo would be so stupid that she would be tricked into losing everything.

I never thought that the school I had worked so hard to establish would come back to me again, but the people around me are no longer Qi Ruo who is greedy for power and money, but everything is a priority. Consider your Wanqiyi.

What's more, I don't want to go back to that city. I still remember the self who left in embarrassment that day.

I remember Shan Shanshan's regretful look, and Qi Ruona's eagerness to get rid of herself.

The person who said that he loved himself to the bone in school back then has disappeared.

In front of me is just a person who loves money like his life, does whatever it takes to benefit, and can even use his feelings as a bargaining chip.

As if he had some kind of infectious disease, Qi Ruo, who would lose his life if he got close, made his whole body cold.

Did Qi Ruo really think he would stalk her?

After getting along for several years, she still doesn't understand herself.

I am really pathetic too.

Since it makes people feel that way.

He already knew that she had betrayed her, so how could he not continue to pester her.

Qi Ruo is conceited and inferior.

Holding her in his hands hurts, making her feel good about herself.

I really thought that I couldn't live without her.

But Qi Ruo didn't know that after Xie Xiaoyou broke up and said it, he was relieved instead.

It was as if the big stone in my heart had been removed.

The longer I spend with Qi Ruo, the greater my pressure and burden.

Qi Ruo's job is to introduce the school, promote the school, or do a lot of promotion for the school in front of the public and the media.

Xie Xiaoyou, on the other hand, had been handed over to Qi Ruo by the light, and she was in the dark, silently running around and persuading him in order to recruit teachers and students.

Qi Ruo likes and enjoys the kind of eyes that are watched and admired by all eyes.

Xie Xiaoyou knew, so she chose to stand behind Qi Ruo, silently paving the way for Qi Ruo.

Let all Qi Ruo's bold words be realized as much as possible, instead of becoming empty words.

As Xie Xiaoyou recruited more and more teachers, the teaching performance of Qiyou Calligraphy Art School was getting better and better. Parents were satisfied with their children's grades, which naturally gained a good reputation in the society.

But the school is getting bigger and bigger, and the distance between Qi Ruo and Xie Xiaoyou is getting farther and farther.

Qi Ruo likes all kinds of luxury brands, while Xie Xiaoyou only loves Haneda's designs. From the point of view of clothing, the differences between the two become more and more obvious.

Gradually, the two of them had nothing to say except work.

Xie Xiaoyou told his family that he wanted to spend his whole life with a woman, but he also felt that he had achieved success in his career and could make his relationship public.

Qi Ruo gave himself a heavy blow at that time.

When she came out, she broke up with herself.

"The school has changed its name. Although the teachers inside will not change for the time being, the new name requires a new look, and the teachers will inevitably become stronger and stronger. The school's reputation will inevitably be affected by Qi Ruo's incident before. , with the help of famous people, positive media publicity is a must. As a legal person, your appearance is also an absolute existence." Wan Qiyi said in a stern tone.

When it comes to official business, Wan Qiyi is not ambiguous at all.

There is no usual tenderness, only a trace of orderly and comprehensive consideration.

Wan Qiyi like this is also very good.

There is a kind of ascetic beauty.

Xie Xiaoyou secretly muttered in his heart.

"Wow! So I'm so important! I don't even know if you don't tell me." Xie Xiaoyou blinked innocently, looking mischievously at the helpless Wan Qiyi.

"Don't you know? Or don't you want to know?" Wan Qiyi knew that Xie Xiaoyou was very repulsed to go to the Windy Harbor, but if she continued to let Xie Xiaoyou escape, she would never be able to get out, and if she was the last to come out, she would not be able to get close...

"Wan Qi, why are you so persistent and let me appear at the name change ceremony." Xie Xiaoyou pointed at Wan Qiyi's lean body with his fingers.

I know the importance of my appearance, but Wan Qiyi, like himself, owns 50.00% of the shares of Qiyou Calligraphy Art School!

It's the same with her!

It is also sensible to own half of the school's shares, no matter who appears, it will make no difference to the media!

Wanting to appear in the name change ceremony of Qiyou Calligraphy Art School so much, what exactly does Wan Qiyi want to prove and what does he want to do?

Xie Xiaoyou looked at Wan Qiyi with questioning eyes.

"Your reaction just now made me change my decision. I can't wait any longer." Wan Qiyi rubbed Xie Xiaoyou's cheek with his fingertips.

Yes!I can't wait anymore.

Xie Xiaoyou still refused to face it, and there were still hurts and pains in her heart that she couldn't let go of.

I can't wait for her to come out by herself, since she can't walk forward by herself, then I will hold her hand and lead her forward...

Originally, I wanted to wait until two years later...

Now it seems that it won't work...

If you continue to wait, it is very likely that Xie Xiaoyou has been hiding in his own darkness, refusing to move forward...

No matter who you want to be with for the rest of your life, if she doesn't want to face it, then you will face it with her, if she doesn't want to accept it, then you will stand by her side and accompany her to accept it...