you are my nightmare

Don't think that caring is love, many people will care about you, because they all have desires for you.

But this kind of concern is mostly a cheap word of mouth, not only to you, maybe it is a group message.

True concern requires the other party to pay the price.

Whether it is money, time, or future, only if you really sacrifice yourself for your own good, that is true love.

Love is giving, and those who take advantage of it are just saying love. In fact, they don't love you as a person, but love the benefits you can bring to yourself.

"Let go, you're kicking me!" Wan Qiyi raised his eyebrows.

Xie Xiaoyou sometimes looks like a child, and sometimes looks like an old man with vicissitudes.

But I still prefer when she is like a child.

"You let me go! I promise I won't kick you." Xie Xiaoyou almost swore to forgive him, and Wan Qiyi stopped and continued to lick Xie Xiaoyou's feet.

"You don't think I'm dirty? Those are my feet. After wearing high heels for so long, I don't have smelly feet, and my feet are sweating..." Xie Xiaoyou blushed even more as she said that.

When I was with Qi Ruo, I just took a train for more than 30 hours from other places. I brought back the newly recruited students and settled them down. address.

So wearing high heels, I walked for more than an hour back to where I lived.

I brought Qi Ruo’s favorite meat floss rolls as a supper for Qi Ruo, but when I got home, my feet were so swollen that it was hard to take off my high heels. In desperation, I sat on the tiled floor by the door and began to struggle I took off my shoes, it was late autumn at that time, there was no heating, and I was not frost-resistant. I was already numb from the cold, and my hands and feet were icy cold. And cold.

But I couldn't wear shoes to enter the house, so I could only continue to pull out the shoes desperately. Since then, I have never bought that kind of shoes without zippers.

Originally, my left ankle had an old injury, so I took the train for a long time and wore high-heeled shoes. It was swollen like a big loaf, and the slippers were extraordinarily strenuous.

Maybe there was a sound when he came back, which woke up Qi Ruo. Qi Ruo came out of the bedroom to take a look, and saw himself sitting on the floor with slippers, and gave himself an impatient look.

"What are you doing sitting on the ground?" Qi Ruo's eyes were colder than the wind outside.

"I can't take off my shoes." No matter how long it has passed, I still remember how embarrassed I was.Also, I will always remember how disgusted and disgusted Qi Ruo's eyes were at that time.

Qi Ruo, who walked to the door of the bedroom, heard what he said, turned around and walked back, squatted down beside him, held the high-heeled short boot on his left foot with both hands, and pulled it down vigorously. The high-heeled short boot Together with the cotton socks he was wearing, Qi Ruo pulled them off his feet.

That's right, it was pulled out, not taken off. My swollen and disfigured feet were exposed to Qi Ruo under the weak and dim light. The feet that had been stuffed in the shoes for more than [-] hours had a stream of sweat and the smell of the shoes. smell, Qi Ruo looked at herself with disgust, put her high-heeled boots in her hand on the shoe rack at the door, took another breath, squatted down, and wanted to help herself remove the high-heeled boots on her right foot. Booties removed.

"I'll take it off myself, you go to sleep!" I really couldn't bear Qi Ruona's restrained temper, his disgusted and generous expression.

I also knew that my feet smelled after being stuffed in shoes for more than a day, but Qi Ruo's disgusted expression made me feel worse than piercing my heart with a knife.

Because of Qi Ruo's rude movements, the ankle of his left foot was so painful that he lost consciousness. He knew that the ankle of his left foot was dislocated again.

Qi Ruo just took a look at himself, then turned around and went to the toilet to wash his hands. He could hear the sound of her running water and washing her hands continuously.

Sitting on the ground and turning around, I could just see that the toilet was not closed, and Qi Ruo was using facial cleanser, washing his hands over and over again...

With a wry smile, he touched the ankle of his left foot, searched for the position of his bones, and put the ankle of his left foot back in place, sweating from the pain, but it was not cold anymore.

Qi Ruo didn't realize from the beginning to the end that the ankle of his left foot had an old injury, and it was easy to dislocate. When it was cloudy or the weather changed, his left ankle would hurt badly.

Following Qi Ruo's example, he also pulled off the high-heeled shoe and short boot on his right foot.

Barefooted, he took off his shoes, picked up the meat floss rolls that he intended to give to Qi Ruo as a supper, and put them in the kitchen. After washing his face and changing his clothes, he went into bed and fell asleep.

After sleeping in a daze for a while, when he heard the sound of the door opening, he didn't need to look to know that it was Qi Ruo who had washed his hands and came back to sleep, turned over and continued to sleep.

Having barely slept for two consecutive days, I was exhausted and paralyzed.

My feet were swollen, my legs were swollen, and I felt exhausted.

I don't want to worry about anything, I just want to sleep.

Unexpectedly, Qi Ruo went to bed, bumped himself with his elbow and asked, "Have you washed your feet yet?"

"No, there's no hot water, and I still have to boil water. I'm exhausted. I'll take a shower tomorrow morning." I answered vaguely, pulling the quilt over my shoulders, still wanting to sleep.

Nothing came to mind at all.

"Then wash with cold water. Look at you, you are smelly and dirty now. Where did you go before?" Qi Ruo said as he pulled the quilt over her body, rolled it around her body, and turned over to sleep.

The cold air cleared up the sleepy man who couldn't open his eyes.

Looking at Qi Ruo who left only his back, he smiled to himself.

Are you ugly and dirty now?

That's right, it's really impossible to taste good when it's smoky on the train, but why do I do this?

The former self who loves cleanliness and is always elegant, is reluctant to be a soft sleeper even if he doesn’t need to be a train, and he will not walk home at night in order to save more than [-] yuan in taxi fare, and his ankles will not be swollen. If it is deformed, no one cares about it. If you ask, you will not dislocate your ankle and drag the bone up by yourself.

For the sake of the school, I act like a public relations lady, saying good things everywhere, digging doors everywhere, building relationships, recruiting students, recruiting teachers, what do I do all this for?

Is it really for starting a business?

A person who has no interest in education at all, isn't it because of Qi Ruo, who is obsessed with education, would he ask his family for money to establish Qiyou Calligraphy Art School with her?

After all, this school is said to be opened by himself and Qi Ruo as a partnership, but Qi Ruo didn't take out much money at all, saying that each person got half of the money, and Qi Ruo took out a total of 5 yuan.

5 yuan is enough to open a school, that is a joke at all!

I took 57 and [-] back and forth with my family.

Her mother, He Bin, gave herself all her private money. When she called her family for the last time to ask how the family was doing, her mother just said don't wrong her, and then told herself that this was her last private money.

The person on the phone cried. My mother knew that she was calling because she needed money.

The mother has tried her best to help herself, and the mother is telling herself that she can no longer help herself in the future.

In order to help Qi Ruo fulfill her dream, I asked my family for money to start a business, and for her, regardless of the family's obstruction, I came to the Port of Wind, Qi Ruo's hometown, with her.

But Qi Ruo!

I love her dearly, hold her high, act as a lowly lobbyist myself, let her be well-dressed at school, and be respected as a teacher.

Even if I knew that when I ate instant noodles, she would go home and eat a lot, but I comforted myself that as long as Qi Ruo was good, why should I care.

Pretending not to know, the two of them are happy.

What's more, there is really no need for two people to suffer together.

The Port of Wind is Qi Ruo's hometown, and Qi Ruo's parents and relatives are all in this city, so it is only natural for her to go home.

But since when did I realize that Qi Ruo treats me differently?

Qi Ruo had never picked on himself before, nor would he despise himself.

But now it will.

As long as there is one thing she does that makes her dissatisfied, or if she doesn't complete it according to what she thinks, Qi Ruo will show her face.

Qi Ruo went from living with himself to coming back to live for two days in almost a week, and then to Qi Ruo almost deliberately keeping a distance from himself in public...

It's not that I haven't noticed it at all, but I don't want to, I want to understand, and I don't want to let myself think about it.

I also know that Qi Ruo and myself have changed.

Or such two people are real.

Under difficult and difficult circumstances, both of them showed their true colors.

I run around non-stop all day long, exhausted until my body becomes limp, I don't care about the smell of my body, let alone whether I am covered in dust, I just want to rest, I just want to sleep...

But Qi Ruo is different from himself. He has dropped from one level to another level, while Qi Ruo has been promoted from one level to another level by himself.

Everyone outside thought that he and Qi Ruo's partnership opened half of the funds for the school.

But no one knew that Qi Ruo only took out [-] yuan.

Everyone thinks that Qi Ruo is a self-made man, but no one knows that Qi Ruo is not doing anything, just wearing various famous brands and standing in the school as a signboard.

And he is a cow and a horse by himself, running around for her.

After being in one environment for a long time, people will forget what kind of person they are.

In the past, I always said that Qi Ruo was going to take a bath, but I didn't expect it to be the other way around now.

It became Qi Ruoshuo himself.

Qi Ruo has already adapted to such an environment and such an identity.

And I am also used to giving priority to Qi Ruo's interests and feelings.

I completely forgot what I was like before.

That night, I didn't sleep, took a shower, sat on the sofa alone, lit Qi Ruo's cigarette, and smoked all the twelve cigarettes in Qi Ruo's cigarette case.

I thought about it a lot, and I couldn't go on like this.

I have to be myself.

When Qi Ruo was woken up by the smoke in the room, he saw himself sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette, and was petrified by himself.

Qi Ruo never knew that Xie Xiaoyou could smoke.

That was the first time she saw Xie Xiaoyou smoking a cigarette. In the smog, what she saw was not the woman who completely lost herself for her sake, who did her best to take care of her life and help her career, but saw again The iceberg goddess in student days.

Indifferent, calm, elegant and sad.

Waist-length straight hair scattered, wearing a leopard-print loose irregular two-piece dress sitting on the sofa, legs crossed, a cigarette between the index and middle fingers of his left hand, and cold eyes.

That night, Xie Xiaoyou thought about many things.

After that, she still recruited talents and students for Qi Ruo everywhere, and also did accounting and finance for several companies at the same time.

He works part-time in many places, and the money he earns is not all invested in Qi Ruo.

Instead, she started buying clothes from Haneda, her favorite designer.

Qi Ruo is also a policy of herding cattle and eating grass. If Qi Ruo comes back, she will still take care of him carefully and considerately. If Qi Ruo does not come back, she will not call or send messages to ask.

Days like this have been going on...

It didn't end until Shan Shanshan appeared.

Unlike Qi Ruo, Wan Qiyi didn't dislike Xie Xiaoyou at all, and even thoughtfully massaged Xie Xiaoyou.

Wan Qiyi is too kind to Xie Xiaoyou, even good Xie Xiaoyou is afraid...

I'm afraid that I'm used to Wan Qiyi, who seems to have a halo on his head, and suddenly changes...

"Fool! When did I dislike you? I won't dislike you now, and I won't dislike you in the future. I won't let people dislike you." Wan Qiyi saw Xie Xiaoyou's embarrassment, sighed, and smiled distressedly smiled.

How did Qi Ruo treat her in the past that made her feel so inferior...

Seeing Xie Xiaoyou like this made people feel pain in their hearts.