you are my nightmare

After Xie Xiaoyou broke up with Qi Ruo and went home, he deleted all the Weibo that he wrote to Qi Ruo when he was with Qi Ruo.

At that time, Xie Xiaoyou hoped that Qi Ruo could read the Weibo he wrote, and then know what was in his heart.

But she ended up disappointed every time.

For Qi Ruo's sake, Xie Xiaoyou ignored people who cared about him, pushed away many people who I thought were hypocritical, and developed a habit of not talking to strangers.

There was a estrangement with friends who had been close to each other for many years, and there was a dispute with his parents, but he refused to give up because of face, and finally they ended up sad.

Xie Xiaoyou, who has been tempered too much, understands that things are different.

All the damage from the previous assault has been overcome.

Time has passed and the situation has changed, the past is over.

Xie Xiaoyou is a person who doesn't like to steal the limelight and fight with others, so when he saw Qi Ruo came back, he said goodbye to the students with a smile and left the classroom. He went back to the office and ate the leftovers that Qi Ruo had eaten, and then cleaned up Come on, put down your umbrella and go.

Looking through the window, Qi Ruo saw Xie Xiaoyou who was wearing high heels and the bright yellow down jacket she bought when she was a junior in college, without an umbrella, and left with an insulated lunch box.

Xie Xiaoyou only had one umbrella, she kept it for herself, and went home in the snow, what a stupid woman.

Even so, Xie Xiaoyou, who didn't continue to spend money to expand the school's equipment, still disgusted himself.

When a person is tired of a person, no matter how good that person is to that person, even if all bystanders are moved, the person who is already tired of that person will not feel the slightest.

Qi Ruo was like that at that time.

No matter how kind and considerate Xie Xiaoyou was to her, she still felt that this woman was really an eyesore and annoying.

So in the end Qi Ruo simply started to go home to eat and live at home instead of going back to the old house that Xie Xiaoyou rented.

Xie Xiaoyou started texting on time every day, and asked Qi Ruo on the phone if he would go back to live or eat.

I don't know when it started, Xie Xiaoyou stopped asking Qi Ruo why he went back.

I no longer tell Qi Ruo about my daily itinerary.

Qi Ruo was naturally happy and quiet.

Qi Ruo himself ate well at home, and when he was sleeping warmly, he never thought about it. Xie Xiaoyou hugged Nuan Bao and instant noodles, eating under the covers while watching anime.

Qi Ruo just felt that this woman was of no use to him if she wasn't asking for money from her family.

I have to get rid of her quickly, and then find other people who can help me.

It was at that time that Qi Ruo met Shan Shanshan when she was out clubbing with her friends.

It also disgusted Xie Xiaoyou even more.

One is a woman who will be helpful to him, and the other is a woman who has no use value.

Undoubtedly, Qi Ruo chose a woman who was helpful to her, and she chose Shan Shanshan.

Different from Xie Xiaoyou's elegant and simple, Shan Shanshan is a woman who knows how to dress herself up, delicate and beautiful, and flamboyant on the dance floor.

Through friends, I know that Shan Shanshan is a mistress raised by a high-ranking official.

He seized the opportunity and launched a pursuit offensive against Shan Shanshan.

Not afraid to spend money, she bought Shan Shanshan a set of new dresses from designer Haneda, which Xie Xiaoyou has always liked.

It was the dress that Xie Xiaoyou had always wanted to buy, but was not willing to buy because the price was too expensive.

When Shan Shanshan saw the gift, she immediately smiled and invited herself to their sisters' table.

He also introduced to himself who the women present were.

They were all a group of mistresses, and what I thought at the time was who was looking for who.

Fortunately, the people who raised them in their family were rich and powerful, so I was naturally happy to get to know them well.

On the contrary, every time I go out to play, the expenses are counted on myself, and I really can't bear it.

In desperation, I had no choice but to go back to the place Xie Xiaoyou rented, and asked Xie Xiaoyou for money. Of course, the reason had to be changed. If Xie Xiaoyou knew that he wanted money to chase other women, Xie Xiaoyou would not only not give him the money, but would Take a break with yourself.

"Xiaoyou, I don't have any money." Qi Ruo said to Xie Xiaoyou who saw him coming back, bought his favorite chicken, and made curry for himself.

At that time, Qi Ruo didn't know that Xie Xiaoyou actually didn't eat chicken and pork, so every time he made chicken or pork for Qi Ruo, Xie Xiaoyou hardly ate anything.

"Oh." Xie Xiaoyou just agreed.No other response.

Xie Xiaoyou is not a fool, she has already begun to know that if Qi Ruo has nothing to do, she will definitely look for her, let alone come to the rented house.

Since he came here and said he was eating here, there must be something going on.

Sure enough, it's not just eating with myself.

It's that I have no money on me, and I want to get the money myself.

But now it’s just the end of the month, and the several part-time jobs I work at will not pay me until the beginning of the month. The money in the card cannot be moved, and the room and water and electricity bills have been moved, or there is not enough money for emergencies.

I only have more than 2000 yuan on me.

Qi Ruo is a big spender, no matter who she goes out to socialize with, she is the one who pays the bill. She wants to save face and loves famous brands, so she will be unhappy if she gets less money.

But if you take too much, you don't have much, and you really don't have that much money.

After all, when the school goes out to enroll students, stay and eat, they all pay for it themselves. The school does not pay themselves wages, and they all pay in advance with part-time jobs outside.

After a month, apart from buying new clothes and shoes for Qi Ruo, I only have 300 yuan left for living expenses.

The school now has students, and it is gradually making a profit, but Qi Ruo has never told himself to give him money or salary, and it is difficult for him to ask for it.

Only by working part-time in the finance and accounting of seven companies at the same time can I barely make enough expenses.

"How much can you give me?" Seeing that Xie Xiaoyou refused to talk about money, Qi Ruo asked for it himself.

Anyway, I only need to ask Xie Xiaoyou for money every time, and Xie Xiaoyou will give herself at least [-] to [-] yuan every time.

"I went out to recruit students this month, and I only have more than 2000 on me. I'll get you two thousand! At the beginning of the month, I'll get you 2000." Xie Xiaoyou sighed, not in the mood to continue cooking, washed his hands, and closed the door. Turned off the small fire, went into the house, took the wallet, and gave Qi Ruo [-] yuan.

"So little?" Qi Ruo looked at the money in Xie Xiaoyou's hand with a displeased face, and then at the man in a light gray racerback vest, black cotton shorts, blue doraemon slippers, and casual long hair. Panned up, Xie Xiaoyou, who was sweating thinly because he had just cooked, frowned in disgust.

So unkempt.

Shan Shanshan is five years older than her, she dresses well and eats well.

Look at her now, a whole housewife.

When I was chasing her before, she was so elegant that I fell in love with it at a glance, and her gentle voice made people's bones crisp.

But now, I can't see it at all...

Qi Ruo forgot why Xie Xiaoyou became like this, if it wasn't for her dream, Xie Xiaoyou wouldn't have to live such a hard life...

But at that time, Qi Ruo felt that Xie Xiaoyou, apart from being able to run around to recruit students and teachers for him, he had already kicked her.

kicked her?

Thinking of this, Qi Ruo's eyes lit up...

No, no, Qi Ruo quickly rejected his idea.

How could I kick her off!

The school still has half of her shares, and it really kicked her, who can serve herself, buy expensive clothes and shoes for herself, and who can give herself money when she has no money!

Except for this silly woman in front of her, even her parents settled accounts with her own brother!

When I started the school, my family gave me 5 yuan. Later, the school started to improve, but my family asked me for money every month.

If Xie Xiaoyou hadn't been giving him money all the time, he really didn't know how to go home to see his parents.

"Didn't I already tell you? The place to recruit students this month is relatively far away, and that's all after board and lodging. I'll give you two thousand, and the remaining several hundred I'll pay for living expenses." Xie Xiaoyou sighed, although she didn't know Qi Ruo She thought about it in her heart, but she could also feel that Qi Ruo was bored with her.

She smiled bitterly, fearing that Qi Ruo would not believe it, she opened the wallet on purpose for Qi Ruo to see.

Qi Ruo originally wanted to say something, but after seeing Xie Xiaoyou took out two thousand dollars from her wallet and only 120 yuan was left, she closed her mouth, took the money and did not put it in the wallet, but put it casually. He went into his trouser pocket, pressed the phone, and it rang.

Qi Ruo took out his mobile phone, glanced at it, then picked up the mobile phone, hmm, I'll be right here.

"I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first." He locked the phone screen.Before Xie Xiaoyou could speak, Qi Ruo changed his shoes and left in a hurry.

In fact, Qi Ruo just rang the alarm on his phone, looking for a chance to leave.

Qi Ruo had already thought about it before, and if he got the money, he would leave immediately.

It's just that she didn't expect that it would cost 2000 yuan.

If I had known it was so rare, I would not have come here!

Now I go out to watch a movie with Shan Shanshan, and it only costs 300 yuan, and a meal costs more than 1000 yuan.

But the 2000 yuan is enough to have a meal with Shan Shanshan.

Qi Ruo never thought that the 2000 yuan she took was only enough for her and Shan Shanshan to have a meal and watch a movie, but it was Xie Xiaoyou's part-time salary for one month, and Xie Xiaoyou's living expenses for two months.

Qi Ruo, who just wanted to leave quickly, didn't notice that when she closed the door and left, Xie Xiaoyou looked at her with eyes full of sadness and pain.

Qi Ruo didn't know even more, Xie Xiaoyou stood very close to her, clearly watching her perform a play that she wrote and acted.

Xie Xiaoyou clearly heard that Qi Ruo's phone was quiet, no one was calling at all, and even saw the alarm clock symbol when Qi Ruo locked the phone's screen.

Xie Xiaoyou smiled wryly, Qi Ruo didn't come back to eat with her, but just to ask for money, and she only gave her two thousand just now, she felt that it was too little, and was unhappy, even forgot the excuse of coming just now, and left in a hurry.

In fact, it doesn't have to be like this, and I won't stop her.

I have never been a forceful person!

Could it be that the only thing left between me and Qi Ruo is work and money?

If this is the case, then why do I persist here?

Xie Xiaoyou endured the grievance, and poured all the fragrant curry in the pot into the toilet.

Anyway, it was made for Qi Ruo to eat, and he never ate chicken.

Since Qi Ruo doesn't eat it, then pour it out!

Pour it into the toilet together with your own heart that people don't care at all!

Nobody cares anyway...