you are my nightmare

Life is like tea, calm down.

How much you pay, how much you get, this is a well-known law of cause and effect.

But the law is not something everyone can do. There are many people who only want others to pay for themselves and only want to get.

Qi Ruo is one of them.

When I was young, I took grandma's distress for granted, but when I grew up, I took Xie Xiaoyou's love and sacrifice as reasonable...

Qi Ruo is a woman who depends on women for her livelihood, who succeeds in women and loses in women.

A woman who has known since she was a child to use her sweet words and is good at exchanging her body for what she wants.

Qi Ruo's mother is a salesperson in a supermarket, and his father is a manager of railway transportation.

Qi Ruo's mother only worked for half a day, and the rest of the time she played mahjong with others in the mahjong parlor. Qi Ruo's father went drinking with colleagues every day after get off work, or played mahjong.

Qi Ruo was thrown at grandma's house since he was a child, and grew up under the doting of grandma.

Qi Ruo's grandma is just an ordinary old woman who has never been educated in a small village, but she loves her granddaughter very much, and leaves everything delicious and useful to Qi Ruo.

However, as Qi Ruo got older and knew more and more things, she began to hate the life in the small mountain village. She cried and clamored to live with her parents in the city. Here, Qi Ruo saw despair.

The grandmother, who is nearly eighty years old, watched Qi Ruo leave the small mountain village where she had lived for 12 years without nostalgia. The old man understood that her granddaughter might never come back when she grows up.

It doesn't matter if you go to a big city. The life in a big city is much better than that in a small mountain village, and the environment is also much better.

Not long after Qi Ruo left, Qi Ruo's grandmother, the kind and simple old man who loved Qi Ruo passed away.

When she was dying, she was still thinking about Qi Ruo, whom she brought up, but at that time, Qi Ruo went on a trip with a middle-aged woman and went to the metropolis that Qi Ruo saw for the first time in his life. She brought grandma's funeral.

After Qi Ruo met Xie Xiaoyou and saw the deep relationship between Xie Xiaoyou and her parents, she felt guilty and missed her grandma for the first time in her life.

A person cannot be resurrected after death, even if he is regretting, the person is no longer there.

Qi Ruo only misses the grandma who dedicated herself to taking care of herself when she was in trouble, and the grandma who used to start a business with him from scratch, regardless of the opposition of his family. Xie Xiaoyou who thinks of everything for himself.

Qi Ruo has been in and out of bars since she was 13 years old, interacting with all kinds of women who like young boys, and getting all kinds of things from those women that she wants but has no money to buy. When Qi Ruo is a little older, she no longer just wants things , but began to find ways to get money from those women who liked him.

People are like this, the more they can't get it, the more they want it, Qi Ruo is very skillful in using it hard to get it.

Neutral attire, seductive eyes, and a youthful smile make Qi Ruo the most popular female customer in the bar, and the Muyu who counts cards.

Goldfish are for playing with, but not on the stage, while wooden fish can accompany you in anything to your satisfaction as long as the money is in place.

As long as you have money, you are Qi Ruo's princess, a fairy.

As long as you can give Qi Ruo what he wants, Qi Ruo can eat, play with, drink with, have fun with, □□… No matter what you want Qi Ruo to do with you, as long as you can meet Qi Ruo’s material needs , Qi Ruo can satisfy you.

Qi Ruo never accepts cards from men, no matter how much you pay.

Qi Ruo knew that he liked women since he was a child, and he could have fun with women. Although those women are all women who are old enough to be Qi Ruo's aunt, their families are rich, they have their own careers, or their families have property, but they are women after all, and they can still satisfy themselves. A woman who wants everything, Qi Ruo doesn't mind saying all the good things to those customers, and doing all the love, caress and tenderness that those people can't get from their lover.

Looking at those women who are usually arrogant and arrogant, pleading and longing under him, Qi Ruo feels inexplicably satisfied and successful.

Qi Ruo deliberately chose a school far away from home when he was in college.

She wants to change her way of life. She is tired of talking sweet words to ladies in gold and silver every day, which even feels disgusting to herself.

Qi Ruo wanted to cherish his four years in college and end his student days.

However, the consumption in Jiangcheng is much higher than that in Port of Wind. Qi Ruo, who is used to spending a lot of money in Port of Wind, will soon use up his savings.

In desperation, in order not to lower his quality of life, Qi Ruo went back to his old business again, and started wooden fish again in a les bar.

Qi Ruo never thought that she would meet Xie Xiaoyou, a woman who treats her sincerely in college.

At first, it was just for vanity to get close to Xie Xiaoyou, that always indifferent woman.

After a little longer, Qi Ruo discovered that Xie Xiaoyou was different from the women she had been in contact with. This woman really wanted to be with her. Although she couldn't get any benefits from Xie Xiaoyou, the always gentle Xie Xiaoyou healed Qi. Ruo Qi, who has been living in deceit and sweet lies.

When Xie Xiaoyou and his family took the money and told her to return to Fengzhigang to establish a calligraphy art school, Qi Ruo had the idea of ​​spending time with this woman. Although the time was short, Qi Ruo was willing to be with Xie Xiaoyou. A woman who endured hardship developed a feeling that she didn't even notice.

Xie Xiaoyou will prepare everything for Qi Ruo, and will try his best to do everything by himself, so as not to make Qi Ruo work harder, Xie Xiaoyou trades his own tiredness for Qi Ruo's ease, Qi Ruo doesn't know, but just pretends not to know.

There are many women who are with her, and there are also many women who pay for herself. She takes it for granted, if she wants to be with herself, then she has to take care of herself and she should give.

When Wan Qiyi appeared by Xie Xiaoyou's side, Qi Ruo realized that no one in this world is bound to be nice to anyone, and no one should pay for someone, and no one will do anything for someone for granted.

Looking at Wan Chengyi's relationship with Xie Xiaoyou, and the way Xie Xiaoyou and Wan Chengyi get along together, Qi Ruo knew that he had been so happy.

When Xie Xiaoyou was with him, in the days when eating steamed buns had to be counted, Xie Xiaoyou would always eat hot steamed buns for himself, and eat cold steamed buns for himself, because Xie Xiaoyou put himself first in his heart.

And when Wan Qiyi and Xie Xiaoyou were together, they pampered Xie Xiaoyou like a baby, and gave Xie Xiaoyou everything that was good first.

Seeing Xie Xiaoyou sitting next to Wan Chengyi, he smiled gently.

Only then did Qi Ruo realize that Xie Xiaoyou could have a better choice, and it was not up to him.

Looking at the loving scene of Xie Xiaoyou and Wan Qiyi together, it is too dazzling.

I would join hands with Wan Qixin to deal with Wan Qiyi. I didn't expect that in the end, since I was sent to the cell by Xie Xiaoyou who had put me that day.

Life in the prison was not easy. In the cell of sixteen people, I seemed to be targeted and framed all the time.

During night rounds, my own will always be dragged out to receive education.

"Sir, there is wine under Qi Ruo's bed." A woman in the same cell took out a half-drunk small bottle of liquor from under Qi Ruo's bed and handed it to the police officer who made the rounds.

Qi Ruo knew that he would be locked in a small dark room for 24 hours without food.

No one will listen to my explanation, but it’s good to be locked up. Although the small black room is very small and narrow, there is only a bed that can’t straighten the legs by one meter, and a toilet, but it’s better than staying outside and being treated by others. People, several times stronger.

Even if you can't eat, at least it's safe and you can rest.

In prisons, prisoners are also divided into classes.

Qi Ruo is the worst prisoner.

No money, no power, no one to take care of her, and she couldn't even be a prisoner who kept her duty, because someone kept sending money and sending rumors in, making her have a bad life all the time.

Qi Ruo is a person who knows how to survive. If she doesn't know how to use her wrists to please people, she can't be a wooden fish for so many years and still be liked by people.

But even if Qi Ruo knows how to survive, she must have a living environment. Now some people don't even want to give her a living environment.

No matter how well you know how to please people, it is useless if no one pleases you.

Every night after the lights are turned off, Qi Ruo has to serve the other fifteen women in the same cell with both hands and mouth. The women here are all in prison for the sake of men. There is a saying in women's prisons, to die for men, Die for a man, carry for a man, go to jail for a man.

Some are for a few years, some are for more than ten years, and some are for life.

But a woman is just a woman no matter what, and she still has physical needs.

Qi Ruo is also a person who has been rolling around in entertainment venues since he was a child, and is the person who can best understand the needs of women's hearts and bodies.

Every night when a group of female prisoners took off their clothes and took a shower in the public bathroom, Qi Ruo became a tool for all the female prisoners who took a bath together to vent their desires.

Since Qi Ruo started to eliminate the physical desires of the female prisoners who were locked up in the prison and took a bath with him, Qi Ruo was the last one to leave the public bathroom every day except when he was locked in a small black room.

Serving with hands and mouth is comfortable one after another, until the last person leaves refreshed, Qi Ruo can have time to wash his sweaty body and his body which is dirty with other people's urine, rinse with water I don't know how many people have already rinsed their mouths, and there are already flowing love fluids after women scream.

Qi Ruo has gone from nausea and disgust at first to numbness later.