you are my nightmare

Not everyone is suitable to grow old with you.

Some people are used to grow; some people are used to live together; some people are used to miss for a lifetime.

Xie Xiaoyou is the kind of person who can live with you and will be missed by you for a lifetime, and is more suitable for growing old.

It's just that Xie Xiaoyou is just a person who is suitable for nostalgia to Qi Ruo.

For Xie Xiaoyou, Qi Ruo is the one who taught her to grow up.

Qi Ruo knew that Xie Xiaoyou was actually a person who couldn't carry a burden on his shoulders or a basket in his hands when he was with him.

Doing housework and cooking are all learned after returning to the Port of Wind with myself.

Xie Xiaoyou studied very hard and worked very hard. Xie Xiaoyou is a person who never knows what it means to love herself. No matter what she looks for, she will do it no matter what.

I began to watch Xie Xiaoyou study hard to cook for me, and feel happy when I was doing laundry. After all, I was also cared about in this way.

But later I felt that she was with me, and it was right for me to do these things for myself.

But I never thought that I could eat delicious meals and wear clean clothes. It was Xie Xiaoyou who didn't know how many times he was splashed with hot oil in order to prepare a plate of food that could be eaten, and in order to wash the clothes. Clean, how many times Xie Xiaoyou's hands were rubbed by the jeans.

When Xie Xiaoyou smiled and let herself taste the dishes she had just learned to cook, she was always picky and picky, and she didn't know how to cherish the results of Xie Xiaoyou's countless efforts.

Now I understand and want to cherish, she is no longer by my side.

She refused to believe even an apology.

"Who prepared this first-aid kit? I put such a thing, since there is no gastric medicine." Xie Xiaoyou flipped through the first-aid kit, scratched her hair violently, and squatted on the ground almost wailing.

"If you haven't touched the first-aid kit, your painkillers are placed at the bottom." Qi Ruo sat up from the bed, seeing that he had squatted on the ground and turned the first-aid kit into a mess, because he couldn't find what he wanted. Xie Xiaoyou fell into a frenzy.

"How can there be?" Xie Xiaoyou simply dumped all the contents of the first aid kit on the ground, his tone was no longer harsh, but extremely bad.

"You really haven't changed at all. You're so stupid." Qi Ruo had already got off the bed and squatted beside Xie Xiaoyou, using her gauze-wrapped hands to help Xie Xiaoyou fall to the ground. Xie Xiaoyou's painkillers were found in the box.

After Xie Xiaoyou lost her temper and messed up the medicine she had thrown on the ground, she suddenly found a shadow around her. She tilted her head and saw that since Qi Ruo was squatting beside her, she helped her find the medicine she messed up.

Qi Ruo wasn't there when he lost his temper before.

Or it should be said that I never lost my temper, Qi Ruo left, leaving me alone in that dilapidated house.

The first time Qi Ruo went home to live, he smashed everything that could be smashed.

Fortunately, the place where I lived at that time was not afraid of being smashed, and there was nothing valuable.

When Qi Ruo left for the first time, he asked his mother for money when he was away.

At that time, I knew that Qi Ruo loved money, but I never thought that Qi Ruo would really leave me for money one day.

I really want to take the money out, but I don't want Qi Ruo to be with me for the money, not for me.

That night, the sky was dry and cold, the windy harbor was very windy, and there were often sandstorms, but that day seemed to be cloudy, and the sky was so dark that it was suffocating.

"The school doesn't have enough money to buy pianos..." Qi Ruo said loudly to Xie Xiaoyou who was cleaning up the spoons in the kitchen after taking a bite of the chicken curry rice cooked by Xie Xiaoyou.

In fact, Qi Ruo doesn't like to speak loudly, because it will make people think that she is immature, and more importantly, it will make people know that she is a woman.

"Hey, I'm talking to you, did you hear me, give me a reaction anyway!" Qi Ruo put down his chopsticks in a bad tone, walked to the kitchen door and asked busy cleaning the kitchen, his long hair was casually coiled, and there were still a few strands left Xie Xiaoyou with long hair scattered on her shoulders, a fat sweater with dolman sleeves, fat thermal pants with loose legs, and slippers and an apron.

"I heard that. My family's Lafayette gave me all the money from his private house, and I have no money. You can't keep pointing at my family to use the money to run the school! School money is tight now, so you don't want to buy such expensive antiques." Xie Xiaoyou and Qi Ruo has been together for four years, and this is the first time that Qi Ruo has been criticized.

Regarding money, whether it is eating, renting a house, buying clothes, or buying daily necessities, Xie Xiaoyou is responsible for the payment alone by doing part-time financial jobs outside.

Qi Ruo never said to give Xie Xiaoyou money, so he took the money Xie Xiaoyou put in her wallet as a matter of course.

Xie Xiaoyou's pampering made Qi Ruo even more presumptuous.

Without Xie Xiaoyou's knowledge, he used the school's money to buy a piano to buy an antique vase at an auction at a high price.

Qi Ruo thought that Xie Xiaoyou was busy running around outside every day, looking for students and teachers, so he would never know about it.

Anyway, the money was gone, so Xie Xiaoyou would just ask for it from home. She didn't expect Xie Xiaoyou to answer like this, she opened her mouth a few times, but was speechless.

Qi Ruo also knew that what he did was a bit too much, but Xie Xiaoyou would never object no matter what he did, even if he didn't tell her, it didn't matter!

Seeing Xie Xiaoyou like this, he couldn't afford the money.

But I have already spent all the money I had originally bought for the piano, and the school still has piano lessons, so how can I start the lessons without a piano!

"Then what do you say? I've already bought things, and I've spent all the money." Qi Ruo simply preempted the attack and lost his temper.

Every time Qi Ruo turned his face in displeasure before, Xie Xiaoyou would coax Qi Ruo silently and obey Qi Ruo's wishes.

But this time, Xie Xiaoyou didn't stop tidying up the kitchen, nor did he follow suit.

"Buy an ordinary piano and let the students start classes! I have already given the money to the piano store, and the piano will be sent to the school tomorrow." Xie Xiaoyou's voice was still soft, but Qi Ruo could hear Xie Xiaoyou's helplessness and sigh.

"What do you mean now? Look down on me? Do you think I have no money and no ability?" Qi Ruo couldn't hold back his face. What does this mean now?

She had gone to the piano store to buy a piano, but she kept it from herself?

That is to say, she knew about it a long time ago, and she bought an antique vase with the money for the piano, but she kept pretending not to know, waiting for herself to tell her?

"I didn't. You said it yourself." Xie Xiaoyou's face was itchy due to sweat, and he wiped the sweat dripping down his face with the sleeve of his clothes because he had just cooked.

"Isn't that what you think now?" Qi Ruo looked at the vulgar and informal Xie Xiaoyou, and frowned unacceptably. This woman was not like this before. She paid attention to the details of life. Why is she so casual and sweating now? I don't know how to wipe it with paper towels or towels, just wipe it with the sleeve of my clothes.

"I don't want to quarrel with you, I'm very tired." Xie Xiaoyou's voice was a little weaker, showing repressed suffocation and helpless bitterness.

I picked up the mop from the corner, wiped the kitchen floor clean, and then went back to the sink to wash my hands and face with cold water and squeezed a little facial cleanser.

Qi Ruoyan looked at Xie Xiaoyou, who was completely a housewife, and went back to the room to get his bag and clothes, put on his shoes, and slammed the door without saying a word.

Seeing Qi Ruo slam the door away but leave the old anti-theft door unlocked, Xie Xiaoyou laughed at himself, washed his hands and face, picked up a towel to wipe his hands and face, and then went to the door to lock the door.

Crouching on the ground, Xie Xiaoyou's tears were like a spring, uncontrollable...

Xie Xiaoyou pulled away the hair that was randomly coiled, and the long loose hair covered her crying face.

For Qi Ruo, what is he?

As soon as he heard that he couldn't afford the money, he immediately changed his face.

Xie Xiaoyou was dizzy from crying, and simply sat on the tiles at the door, letting the cold feeling spread all over her body.

If it wasn't for the parents of the students working at the auction, I wouldn't have known that Qi Ruo had sold so generously.

Since the price was five times higher than others, I bought an antique vase.

Xie Xiaoyou thought that if Qi Ruo told herself, she could not say anything and would not ask.

But Qi Ruo didn't even mention anything to himself, and he didn't even think about letting himself know.

Now that Qi Ruo has spent all her money, she will tell herself that there is not enough money for what to do and what to buy. At other times, she never thinks about herself.

She was not like this in the past. Since she started her business, she has been making excuses for her, but this time, she really can't find any excuses for her.

I can't find any reason to convince myself that she spent so much money to buy an antique vase.

A newly established school was short of funds, took the money to buy a piano, bought an antique vase, and spent it all.

He didn't even know he was wrong at all, he acted like he was right...

The more Xie Xiaoyou thought about it, the more angry she got, stood up from the ground, rushed back to the bedroom, threw all the things that could be dropped in the room, and then threw herself on the old sofa that she bought in the second-hand market, howling, There are only voices, but no tears.

Xie Xiaoyou couldn't remember how long she had been crying, she sat up from the sofa, it was already dark outside, and the wind was blowing against the window.

Xie Xiaoyou knew that even if she cried to death here, Qi Ruo would not come back to take a look at her.

Unless Qi Ruo ran out of money, she wouldn't be looking for her anymore.

Xie Xiaoyou smiled self-deprecatingly, squatted on the ground, picked up the plastic cups, plastic water bottles, and fiber storage boxes that she had thrown on the ground when she lost her temper before, picked them up, and put them back on the coffee table in front of the sofa, which is both a coffee table and a dining table .

On his birthday, Qi Ruo spent 50 yuan to buy two plush dolls that were relocated and sold in stores, and put them back on the sofa.

Sighing, looking at the curry chicken rice specially made for Qi Ruo on the coffee table, with a wry smile, he ate it up with nausea.

Xie Xiaoyou, who doesn't eat chicken, ate all of Qi Ruo's leftover curry chicken rice in order not to waste it, and swallowed tears into his stomach while eating.

Is it because what I have done is not good enough?

Is it because I still don't work hard enough?

That's why Qi Ruo loves money more.

Xie Xiaoyou couldn't taste the taste of curry chicken rice at all. She mixed the remaining half bottle of chili sauce into the rice and ate it, but she didn't feel it at all.

The next day, Qi Ruo came back in the morning to pick up the lesson plan left the day before, and when he opened the door, he saw Xie Xiaoyou sleeping on the sofa. The Korean bowl of curry chicken rice he ate last night was already empty. Xie Xiaoyou always ate very little, only after crying, he ate a lot. It seems that after he left yesterday, Xie Xiaoyou cried. Looking at the empty chili sauce bottle next to the tea table, Qi Ruo took a deep breath, Xie Xiaoyou I can't eat spicy things very much, so I bought chili sauce for myself, since Xie Xiaoyou ate half a bottle of chili sauce yesterday?Then can she still speak with her voice today?

Sure enough, Xie Xiaoyou heard the sound, opened his eyes, and saw Qi Ruo standing at his feet holding an empty chili sauce bottle, opened his mouth, but there was no sound from his throat.

"Are you stupid?" Qi Ruo put down the bottle of chili sauce, pushed Xie Xiaoyou's feet in, and sat on the sofa. Xie Xiaoyou, who had just woken up, had pink cheeks and hazy eyes, but unfortunately the red and swollen eyes ruined vision cuteness.

"..." Xie Xiaoyou opened his mouth, unable to speak, anxiously took out a gel pen and notepad from the storage box, and scribbled: What time is it?

"I don't know what time it is, you're sleepy! You're so stupid." Qi Ruo glanced at Xie Xiaoyou's writing, and then glanced at Xie Xiaoyou impatiently.

"I'm going to work, you can rest if your throat is uncomfortable!" Qi Ruo took out his lesson plan from under the coffee table, and left without even looking at Xie Xiaoyou.

Xie Xiaoyou foolishly put the pen and notepad back into the storage box, staring blankly at the corner of the sofa where Qi Ruo sat just now...