self strategy

"Brother Daqi, where does that kid Lin Yi work? Tell me~" I was a little annoyed by the brat Sun Yang recently. Lin Yi took it there.

"I said, Sun Yang, don't you like Lin Yi?" Annoyed by his questioning, I finally couldn't help but raised my head and told him jokingly.

Unexpectedly, this kid Sun Yang blushed immediately, and even snorted, "Brother Daqi, don't make such disgusting jokes with me, I just see that guy is upset."

I laughed, stood up and patted Sun Yang on the shoulder, "That kid Lin Yi was hurt emotionally in college, you can figure it out." After finishing speaking, I ignored Sun Yang's expression at this moment and walked around He was going to have lunch.

"I can figure it out... Hey no, wait a minute, Brother Daqi... What happened to Lin Yi before?" Seeing that I was about to leave, Sun Yang rushed up and asked me.

Hey, how could there be so many homosexuals in this era?Lin Yi is a straight man, if Sun Yang really likes Lin Yi, it will be hard work.

One day passed like this, and I feel that the life is pretty good now, there are no big storms, everything is fine, today the boss gave me a salary increase, and asked me to continue to work, which is really rare, isn't that iron cock a dime?

A few days ago, I lost a bet with Bian Yiyang on who won and who would pick up who got off work. I lost, so I didn't drive to work. In Yi Yang's flamboyant convertible sports car, I have black lines all over my face.

On the way home, the phone rang, and I saw that it was Lin Yi calling. Thinking of Sun Yang's appearance today, I couldn't help but feel a little funny. As soon as he answered the phone, Lin Yi complained: "Damn it, Ren Qi ... Is that little boy in your company sick? Why does he come here to bother me every three days?"

Fuck, it actually has something to do with Sun Yang, I immediately wanted to say: "That kid may like you, take it easy." But I was afraid that Lin Yi would be frightened by my words, so I quickly told him, "I'll tell you later. He...maybe he wants to make friends with you? Haha."

"...Why do I think your laugh is a bit weird?" Lin Yi muttered and hung up the phone, and Bian Yi, who was driving, turned his head to ask me what's wrong. I thought about it and told him that I should It doesn't matter, so I told him about Lin Yi and Sun Yang.

"Sun Yang? He is actually your colleague! The last time I went to find Lin Yi, he was playing with Lin Yi. At that time, I thought something was wrong with him, but I didn't expect it to be." Bian Yiyang raised his eyebrows At the corner of his mouth, he said with reminiscence, "That kid Lin Yi doesn't seem to reject comrades."

I nodded, "Indeed..." According to what I said in my previous life, the first time I told him that I liked Ren Qi, he expressed his understanding, so I shouldn't reject it, but... how did Bian Yiyang know? .

"How do you know that Lin Yi doesn't reject it?" We both asked each other in unison.

I stared at Bian Yiyang, Bian Yiyang stared at me, obviously, both of us thought of a problem, I don't know if I should bring up the things I liked about Ren Qi in front of Bian Yiyang again... He Sensitive to this aspect.

That night, both of us were swiping our mobile phones. Suddenly, Bian Yiyang threw his mobile phone to me, and then came to get mine.

I don't know what this kid's plan is, so I casually threw the phone to him, the passwords of both of us are set exactly the same, the software and so on are similar, just so I want to see some things about Bian Yiyang, while Yi Yang really likes the feeling of us exchanging things and playing. He said that he can understand me and I can understand him, and he also said that I should understand him a little more, and a little more. At that time, I was thinking, I am you , which point of yours I don't understand?

Click on Bian Yiyang's text message, this kid's habits are exactly the same as mine, he doesn't like to chat and call with others, there are only a few names recorded in the address book, most of the names are saved, and he doesn't have a nickname Yes, I looked for it, but I didn't find my name in it.

Fuck, no, I feel a little bit upset, "No way..." Bian Yi suddenly wailed, "What's wrong?" My tone was a bit bad, I thought, I should be the one who said "No way" people.

"The remark you gave me was just the three words 'Bian Yiyang'! It's so heartless!" Bian Yiyang said angrily.

"Aren't you just called Bian Yiyang?" I am a dead duck with a stubborn mouth, well, I actually wanted to change it for him before, but I always felt weird, so I didn't take any action.

"No, I just want to ask you, why is my name not included here?" Seeing Bian Yiyang said it directly, I didn't bother to twitch, and asked him directly.

"Who said there is no?" Bian Yiyang took the phone over, turned it over, and handed it to me, "The first one is you."

I took it over and saw that it was my number, but because the note was too concise, I ignored it directly, "What does a1 mean?" I asked Bian Yi.

Bian Yiyang smiled and told me: "Because I want to call you the most, but there are so many names in the address book, they are arranged according to the first letter, I want to find you at the first time, so I used the The first a, you are also the first, so it is a1."

He spoke clearly and logically, and for some reason, I was suddenly moved.

Maybe Bian Yiyang made this kind of explanation, his personal decision is nothing, but in my heart, it can be regarded as a small surprise...

With a delicate mood, I kissed Bian Yiyang, "Hey, why do you always make my mood so complicated?" I asked.

"Because, this is the proof that you love me." Bian Yiyang laughed heartlessly, scolded the kid for being shameless, then lowered his head, and continued to flip through Bian Yiyang's words under Bian Yiyang's watchful eyes. cell phone.

Inadvertently clicked on the photo album, there are very few photos in it, just about to exit, Bian Yiyang suddenly asked me, "Don't you want to take a closer look?"

I looked at him strangely, and opened the photo, which was a group photo of him with a few friends abroad. There was nothing special about it. I looked back at Bian Yiyang, and Bian Yiyang raised his eyebrows, motioning me to be more careful. I thought about it. After a long time, I pressed the menu button and saw the option of "Hide Album". I clicked in with the mentality of trying it out, and a photo album with hundreds of photos without a name appeared in a semi-transparent manner.

Click on it, and hundreds of photos are neatly arranged on the display screen of the mobile phone like soldiers who have received instructions. I look at the photos that have been shrunk but can clearly see the content, starting from the first one, slowly browsed through.

I recognize these photos, these are life photos that Lin Yi often took for me inadvertently.

I don't know why these photos are in Bian Yiyang's place, but I found that the early stage was fine, but the photos became more and more wrong as I went to the later stage.

Among the photos that Lin Yi took for me, many of them were photos of him and me. It’s okay to take photos of me alone. In the back, as long as they are photos of me and Lin Yi, I found that Lin Yi’s face will be forcibly taken Graffiti fell off...and beyond recognition.

After reading halfway through, I couldn't stand it anymore, "Bian Yiyang... how come you have these..." I couldn't help it, just turned around, and wanted to ask Bian Yiyang, but Bian Yiyang's lips hit me unexpectedly, I Was pushed down on the sofa.

I don't know why this kid suddenly lost his temper again, and while pushing him to tell him not to play tricks, he asked him what was going on.

Bian Yiyang said, if you want to know, let him hug you and listen to him quietly.

I just wanted to tell him not to be poor, but he ignored my wishes, wrapped me in his arms, sat up, leaned against my ear, and asked me: "Do you know why I haven't come back for so many years?"

I froze for a moment and nodded. In fact, I always wanted to know, but I never asked.

"When I left China and started studying abroad for the first two years, I followed my father's wishes and studied abroad. I was forced to cut off all contact with the outside world. I miss you very much, and I want to see you even more. Putting myself into studying, every day is full of heavy schoolwork, business problems, and coping methods, it almost drives me crazy... I am holding on, I want to hold on for two years, I will be free, and I will be able to see you Now, I feel motivated again.”

"At the end of the second year, I completed all the simulation tests my father gave me. I thought I could go back to China, but unexpectedly, I was greeted by another university's admission notice and my father's new round of admissions. theoretical training."

"I don't want to. I said I want to go back to China, but my dad refused. I quarreled with him. He asked me why I was so persistent. I said someone was waiting for me. He asked who I was, and I said it was you."

"Actually, I have no confidence at all, and I don't know if you will wait for me, because you have never promised my confession from the beginning to the end, but I am still anxious, and I still don't want to live up to the one in my imagination, who has been waiting for me. My you."

"When my father found out that the person I was talking about was a man, he was so angry that he forcibly cut off all the ways for me to return to China. My procedures and documents were all detained by him, and I was fined and confinement."

"I was very angry and couldn't control my emotions at all. During that time, I was completely irrational. I didn't eat or drink, but I was aggressive externally. It was like suffering from mania, like a lunatic. I was anxious, and I wanted to protect and fulfill my duty. Promise, but I found that when I am completely incapable, I only have the right to lose my temper... I am powerless and helpless, I really want to see you, every second is very painful, my The motivation has completely disintegrated, like a disabled person, when I close my eyes, my mind is full of you, at that time I was thinking—"

"Why do I like him so much, why do I want to see him so much...why..."

"During that time, I couldn't imagine that you might date other people. After all, two years have passed...you may have forgotten me..."

"My parents couldn't see it anymore. My mother begged me to obey my father. I refused, and my father didn't give in. It took a long time. Finally, my father let go and said that as long as the company I founded by myself developed into a According to his standard, I can go back to China."

"The 'standard' seemed to me at the time to be an astronomical figure that was simply impossible, but I had no right to bargain, so I could only grit my teeth and accept it."

"After that, my dad let me do everything except the itinerary, and I can go online again."

"But I can't find any news about you. It's a bit decadent. The company that my dad entrusted to me at the time was just starting up. Neither I nor the friend who worked with me have much experience. The company is small and I used half of my I planned to run it with private money, but it was not very ideal and I was very idle. At that time, there was a software that was very popular and could communicate with foreigners. I downloaded it with a glimmer of hope that I could find you."

"Unexpectedly, I actually saw you. In a person's photo, he always takes a photo with you. You smile brightly. Lin Yi has changed so much. I didn't know that the person who took the photo with you is him. Look The way you are very close, I thought he was your boyfriend, the jealousy made me go crazy, I smashed everything in the house."

"My friend said that at that time, I was like a mania, and it was a mania that was brainwashed, because I was shaking with anger, and I longed for your figure on the phone screen."

"I processed the photos and saved them all. I have to look at them several times a day. From the first to the last one, it's all about you. I think I've become a little sick..."

"The idea of ​​going back eroded my mind. I took risks and took several risky projects without my friends knowing."

"My friends wanted to give up on me and called me a lunatic, but when the results came out, he kept silent."

"I followed the market you told me, and the company quickly developed at an unbelievable speed."

"I looked at the doctor for a while, and he said that it was because of my lovesickness and the possessiveness of the psychology itself that disturbed my mind, and the manic phenomenon appeared."

"I tried to adjust my mentality, and finally found that I couldn't stop thinking about you."

"In order to deny my conjecture, I added Lin Yi, talked to him, and finally found out that you don't have that kind of relationship with him."

"I told him that I like you very much. He took me for granted as a girl. He was probably moved by my persistence. He said that you have been single for many years, so he complied with my request and secretly took pictures of you. Photos, send me."

"Relying on your photo and the news that you have never had a girlfriend, I borrowed the company entrusted to me by my father abroad, and soon opened another company of my own. With a branch company, the value gradually increased, reaching my I have been willing to think that you are waiting for me with the amount my father set for me, but in fact I have no idea in my heart, I don't know...whether you will still remember me. "

"When I was finally able to come back, I asked the real name of this netizen who kept sending me photos of you. He said his name was Lin Yi. He was shocked at the time, but after a while, I confessed to him."

"He was so supportive that he organized a class reunion where we could meet again."

"When I met you again, I realized that my feelings for you have only increased during the six years of separation."

Bian Yiyang bit my ear pinna, turned my head to kiss me, I responded to him, that night, it was real passion.

"Bian Yiyang." I called his name.

"Huh?" He hugged me and sounded like he was in a good mood.

"I really want to love you more." This sentence comes from the heart, because I think his feelings for me are too deep and heavy, and I don't think I can bear it or respond.

"It's okay, I'm satisfied if you can tolerate my selfish and despicable feelings towards you." Bian Yiyang hugged my arm tightly and said to me.

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"Hey, why don't you come to work with me, high salary and high treatment." Bian Yiyang took the chopsticks, put them in his mouth, and said to me inarticulately.

I froze for a moment, and looked up at him, "Why, isn't this job-hopping? Besides, going to your place is not going through the back door?"

Bian Yiyang muttered dissatisfiedly: "I think your qualifications are quite good, and your performance is also the highest in your side. I'm too embarrassing for you there, besides..." Bian Yiyang curled his lips, "You go to work in another company, It feels like my beauty is trying to beat others up..."

I sweated for his adjective, thought about it, and finally nodded.

When I handed in the resignation letter to the old manager's office, the manager looked at me and asked me why.

"Personal reasons," I said.

"Didn't you just fall in love with another company and change jobs? Xiao Ren, we have adopted the plan you mentioned last time. The company needs talents like you, and the salary can be raised again." He returned the letter to me, "I hope You can think about it again."

I shook my head, "I already have my own plans, sorry."

A few days later, I was on the back door again.

The office was a little farther away from the edge, and the two of them commuted together, and soon some bad topics spread in the company.

Bian Yiyang is completely two people in the company and at home. Facing what others said, he patted me on the shoulder, "I know you don't like this, just prove yourself with your strength." Kissed gently, and then changed back to his serious face in the company.

There are also many young girls who will flirt and flirt. It was okay in the early stage, and I didn't hear them. Later, they got to know me well, so they dared to say it in front of me.

So my mantra became: "Work! Stop gossiping!"

Hey, there is no way, who called me once, so handsome?I thought rather narcissistically.

"Hey, there's no way, who told you that your boyfriend is so handsome?" Bian Yiyang said rather narcissistically.

"By the way, I'm going back to the United States in a few days, you can go with me." Bian Yiyang started his own arrangement again.

"Business trip?" I asked him.

"No, the head office is over there, I want to go back and manage it." Bian Yi scratched his head, looking distressed.

"It's impossible for me, you go." It's impossible for me to go abroad as soon as I say.

"I don't! I came back to China to catch you. Now that I've finally caught you, how could I let you go again." His tone now is a little coquettish.

"OK?"

"not good."

"OK?!"

"..."

"OK!!"

"Okay, okay!" It's so fucking hot, why do I compromise every time?

"Yeah!" Bian Yiyang cheered while jumping over.

"Fuck, don't touch... ah..."

Hey, what else can I do with him?Anyway, the days are still long, life has to go on, doesn't it?

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