Prosecutors used to sit on the sidelines

On the night when he learned the bad news that the person he loves doesn't love him, Gu didn't lose sleep either.

The previous days of tossing and turning because of this relationship ended in such a night.

When Gu Ye got up early, he was still in a daze, and sat on the bed blankly, sneering.

This feeling is like subconsciously predicting that he will not get the love of the little white rabbit.

This feeling is that the shoe that has been hanging all this time finally fell to the ground without any surprises.

Gu also felt that he was neither weak nor in pain.

Only my heart would feel a little bit of throbbing pain from time to time, indirect, but not severe, so I wouldn't die immediately on the spot.

She likes Lin Fan.

no doubt.....

But she handles hundreds of cases every year, and has seen through the evil and human nature in this world. In the deepest part of her consciousness, she has long since acquiesced that she will not be happy.

This society is like this now, and it is difficult for heterosexuals with a large base to go both ways, let alone a relationship like hers.

Asking for an equally emotional response is a bit too farfetched.

Therefore, it is always right for people to be realistic.

I am not too old, dreaming is always too naive.

Doing all the psychological construction, it seems like this, even the occasional throbbing pain seems to have eased a little.

Get up early, wash your face with cold water, the summer is scorching, and the cicadas have already started screaming.

There is another case involving many defendants and many victims in court today. She must cheer up, and there is not much time to feel sad, depressed, dazed, or even grieved.

She calmed herself down, and locked all the embarrassment and pain about yesterday into the deepest part of her soul, as if nothing had happened.

But when the customary knock on the door sounded, her heart still trembled.

She even had a second of fear, not at all like her before.

In the past, she always thought that she had seen too much, was strong enough, and had the ability to learn and act, which meant she was strong enough.

But, it turns out that just a knock on the door can make her so timid.

She stopped in place for a full minute.

As if unsealed by a silent force, he rubbed his stiff face with both hands, and showed a smile uglier than crying in the mirror. After taking it back, he tried to raise a smile again, and finally Look normal.

Gu Ye came out of the bathroom, only to find that Lin Fan had entered the password very naturally and came in.

The two are exactly face to face.

Early in the morning is the usual morning reading time.

And Lin Fan greeted the gentle morning light, and smiled at Gu Ye, with deep dimples, eyes bent into a bridge, white teeth neatly and like a shy little guy, only showing a little bit of himself between his lips The appearance, but just like this, is smart enough and cute enough.

Lin Fan was as usual, as if yesterday's incident had never happened at all, and he was no longer as shocked as he was when he just found out about Gu Ye's sexual orientation yesterday.

Just like every morning in the past, she smiled at Gu Ye and said, "Master! I'm ready! Come and test me!"

After finishing speaking, she habitually took Gu Ye's hand and walked to the small study.

Gu also was held by her like this, and she took a half step behind.

Looking at the back of the little white rabbit, the heart that had just been soothed began to beat wildly again, screaming: I want her!I want her!I love her!I really love her!

That emotion was like the backflow of the meridians when he was insane. At this moment, he wanted to snatch all the ownership, and then ruthlessly pulled Lin Fan into his arms, pressed him against the wall, and kissed deeply.

Just ask for a kiss, regardless of whether there will be huge waves after the kiss.

Gu Ye frowned and shook his head fiercely, trying to get all those irrational thoughts out of his mind.

She is not such a person, and Lin Fan should not be frightened like this.

Sometimes, being too rational is also a kind of torture to oneself.

But Prosecutor Gu has long been used to this kind of rationality.

In so many cases, what she has to do is to give the crime a reasonable destination according to the law, not only must the crime be compatible with the action, but also pay attention to the unity of the legal effect and the social effect.

Especially now that she has pleaded guilty and accepted punishment, she needs to make her own sentence judgment based on the facts of the case, and floating sentences are not popular in current practice.

This means that, like a judge, she is also the one who makes judgments, and the judgments she makes are directly related to a person's property and freedom.

Every day, she has to examine herself three times, is it just?Is it your own justice?Or legal justice?

She must restrain her moral preferences and truly follow the law.

This kind of professional habit made her feel like weaving a solid cage with her mind to lock up all these hot and dangerous thoughts at the first moment when this thought appeared.

"What's wrong?" Lin Fan turned his head and asked.

Gu also smiled, "It's okay. Come on, let's see where we are today."

She opened the book and forced herself to pay attention to it.

But every time Lin Fan approached unconsciously, Gu Ye was so nervous that he even forgot to breathe.

And the smell of shampoo on Lin Fan's body is like the most bewitching perfume in the world, making those dangerous thoughts escape from time to time.

Time after time, like torture.

Gu Ye could only unnaturally distance the two of them. After arriving, she even stood up, leaning against the wall, and explained to Lin Fan some knowledge points on the professional subjects of the postgraduate entrance examination.

The main difficulty in the postgraduate entrance examination for law and master's degree is criminal law. Lin Fan has never been exposed to criminal law, so it is difficult for her to understand some concepts.

Criminal law thinking is completely different from civil law thinking. Lin Fan's habit of civil law thinking will make her unable to understand some criminal concepts.

Gu Ye has been a public prosecutor for many years, and the commonly used criminal laws are almost at his fingertips. When explaining some relatively abstract theoretical concepts, he can also cooperate with the cases she has handled. He is a free and professional postgraduate teacher. .

Until the end of the morning reading time, Gu Ye felt relieved and had breakfast with Lin Fan.

Lin Fan stood at the entrance and waited for her to go out.

The well-behaved appearance makes Gu Ye's evil-like dangerous feelings erupt like a volcano.

It seems that as long as there is Lin Fan in a space, Gu Ye can't help looking at her, wanting to hug her, so that there will be no gap between the two of them.

Too dangerous!

Gu Ye took a few steps back and pressed his entire back against the wall. His trembling hands were controlled between his back and the wall, and he couldn't help shaking.

"Sister too?" Lin Fan glanced at the time and looked suspiciously.

Gu also smiled reluctantly, "You go first, I still have something to do."

"what's up?"

"Some materials have to be brought over."

The light in Lin Fan's eyes dimmed, but the next second she smiled as usual, "Okay, I'll go first, I'll go to the SWAT team for training today."

"alright, bye."

"Bye bye, sister."

Lin Fan walked out of the door, and closed it gently again, but she didn't leave, and stood at the door blankly, looking at the closed coded door, lost in thought, she had insomnia last night, and her mind kept repeating yesterday Playbacks of those scenes.

She didn't know much about homosexuality. The last time she heard it was Chen Qian telling her that the son of the driver, Lao Chen, was gay, because this old Chen severed the father-son relationship with his son.

In this accident, Lao Chen suffered multiple fractures. In the hospital, Lin Fan also saw Lao Chen's son from a distance.

That time, Lao Chen's son was also smashed out by Lao Chen with something.

Only when he was seriously warned by the nurse not to have too much emotional fluctuation, Lao Chen was like a puffed up puffer fish, lying on the hospital bed, not doing anything, and shouting loudly: "I will die! You don't need to do this." Such people come to take care of me and disgust me!"

This kind of person is just because he likes the same sex.

When Lao Chen's son left, his back was very lonely, as if the whole world was gray.

This is her only contact and understanding of homosexuality.

She is completely parallel to this world. She doesn't understand, or even understand, how to build a stable emotional companionship between the same sex?

So, last night, when she was tossing and turning insomnia, she simply got up and started Baidu information. For the sake of Gu Ye, she started to understand overnight, and glued her world and that world together overnight.

In order not to let Gu Ye feel that she was under any contempt, she practiced in front of the mirror for a long time in the morning to ensure that any of her reactions were the same as before.

But it seems that she still failed...

Just like the post I saw last night, coming out is very different from not coming out, whether it's for yourself or for others.

Lin Fan felt a burst of panic. In just one morning, she clearly noticed that Gu was also restrained and politely keeping his distance!

The relationship between her and sister Ye seemed to return to the time when they first met in one night!

Thinking of this, she suddenly felt her heart ache.

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