Who said I was not angry enough?

It's been almost a month since school started, and I can finally go home for vacation.The crowd packed up their things and joyfully hitched a ride together, in groups of three or four.Jiang Liu and Xun'er took the same car, Yuan Qi and Shen Yao were still together.

"Bye, see you next week!"

"Be careful on the road!"

……

"Little black."

"Ah."

Shen Yao withdrew her blurred gaze from the car window, piercing the silence between the two, but she opened her mouth but didn't know how to continue.

"Have you been avoiding me a little recently?"

"Aren't you avoiding me?"

The two asked and answered almost at the same time, as if they had practiced in their hearts for a long time.

"sorry!"

"Should I say it's okay?"

Yuan Qi's face was as calm as water and no waves could be seen, but there was a forbearable madness in his eyes and palms, and he still couldn't feel the pain when he touched the flesh and blood.

"I know your heart, you know mine, even Xun'er and Jiang Liu know. I think we should slow down and calm down."

Shen Yao didn't dare to look into Yuan Qi's eyes after saying these words, for she was afraid of seeing her hypocrisy in her pupils.

"Am I burdening you? As you said, it's better to be far away. But don't let Jiang Liu and Xun'er worry about it?"

Yuan Qi bit down the clear and heavy words word by word, as if he had used up all the remaining strength in his body.

"Of course, we are all good friends!"

Shen Yao's smile bloomed for a moment, making people unable to tell whether it was real or not.

The two returned to calm and did not communicate with each other until Shen Yao got out of the car first.

"I go first."

"Be careful."

Yuan Qi originally wanted to help Shen Yao carry the luggage upstairs as before, but Shen Yao dodged it, so naturally he was in vain.

"I'll do it myself."

"I almost forgot too."

Shen Yao carried the bag and disappeared into Yuan Qi's eyes, she hurried away even from her back, refusing to think about it.Suddenly Yuan Qi's eyes were a little sore, he raised his head and looked up for a while before he got into the car.

"I'm sorry for the long wait."

"It's okay, but little girl, did you quarrel with the little girl just now, and talk about things later."

The driver is a talkative uncle in his 40s, and he knew the awkwardness of the two girls at a glance.

Yuan Qi was still immersed in grief and did not answer the driver's words.

"Hey, you little girls have any untie knots. The left and right are just small conflicts. But you can't let it go, otherwise you may miss this friendship if you are wayward."

The driver glanced at the rearview mirror, warned Yuan Qi as if he had just passed by, and then hummed a song he liked that others didn't understand.

"But what should I do if I get too close and be misunderstood by others, or what should I do if I can't accept the fact that this is the case?"

Yuan Qi smiled wryly, wondering if the driver could understand.

"It's either friendship or love, and it's the same. Uncle is also very open-minded."

The driver paused first, and then a smile appeared on his rough face, casual and free and easy.

"Don't uncle think it's hard to talk about such things between girls?"

Yuan Qi didn't expect that the driver he met at random was so different, so he couldn't help but want to ask some more questions.

"You don't dare to say the word love between girls. In fact, you are not confident, right! When will you be able to face it calmly, and when will you explain it clearly to her, child."

Yuan Qi's heart was shocked, it turned out that he was not ready, so why did he force Yaoyao!

"Thank you uncle!"

……

"Mom, I'm back."

"Yaoyao is back, come in quickly."

Shen's mother enthusiastically helped her daughter take the luggage, and for some reason, she still looked at the door.

"She didn't come, don't worry."

Shen Yao looked gloomy looking at her mother's little move, and also avoided letting others touch the box.

"Um, Mom didn't mean that."

Shen's mother, who was discovered, let go of her hands in embarrassment, but Shen Yao still watched with stubborn eyes, unwilling to be reconciled, but also sad and guilty. It was very complicated.

"Are you resenting your mother, child! Your mother knows what's on your mind after raising you. I'm doing it for your own good!"

After a long time, her daughter was angry with herself for a stranger, which made the single mother Shen feel sad and determined.

"It's just a friend who plays better, mom, you think too much!"

Shen Yao didn't want to quarrel with her mother, she wanted to ease the atmosphere.But Shen's mother was not relentless, and she went to the bottom of it to find out.

"Really! But why is Yuan Qi's name all in your diary? It's all about her. Good friends also have a distance. During the summer vacation, you were tired of being with her all day long, which is far beyond the scope of friendship! "

Shen Ma's words were sharp, and the disgust and hatred in her heart made her look a little hideous.

"Mom! You actually peeked at my stuff! Respect my privacy, okay!"

The grievance and anger erupted in an instant, and Shen Yao almost cried and complained about Shen's mother's behavior.

"Why can't I read it! If I hadn't read it, I would never have known that my daughter would also be gay! Would you like me to read you every word you wrote!"

Speaking of which, Shen's mother took out her daughter's diary and slammed it in front of Shen Yao. There were photos of Shen Yao and Yuan Qi together in it. It was intimate and warm, but in Shen's mother's eyes, it was like a sharp hole, hard to see.

"You are the only mother, you can't let such a person snatch you away. Yaoyao, you are so obedient, you can't let your mother go!"

Shen's mother changed her face, she was no longer aggressive, she played the emotional card, and even the corners of her eyes were shining with the charm of years of seal carving.

"But I'm an Omega, don't put the rules of ordinary people on me."

Shen Yao seemed to be making the last struggle, and she admitted the matter between herself and Yuan Qi.

"ABOs are also differentiated by ordinary people! Many are not compatible with men and women. Listen to my mother, if you are so good, you can find a good man, marry and have children. No matter how strong a woman is, she must have a man to stand up for her family."

"That girl is just an ordinary person, how can I give you these things. Now you are still young and don't know what love is. Put your mind on your studies, get into a good university, and have a happy family is your mother's greatest wish."

Shen's mother tried to persuade her daughter, Shen Yao lowered her head and said nothing with red eye circles, she seemed a little shaken.This made Shen's mother almost show a gratified smile, feeling that she had finally pulled her daughter out of the sea of ​​suffering.

"Then dad is the good man mom is looking for?"

The wet red eyes revealed a calm silence, this is the first time Shen Yao has been bold since she was sensible.

Shen Ma's face turned from red to blue and then to white, her pupils were opened with incredible shock and unforgivable anger.

Snapped!

Shen Ma raised her hand and slapped Shen Yao heavily, but Shen Yao accepted it with a stubborn smile, as if she had expected it.

"You're out of spite, Mom, I told you not to mention that ruthless man!"

To be touched at the deepest wound, torn apart with flesh and blood roots, is far more painful than scratching it, not to mention that it was pulled out by my own daughter.

"My mother was hurt by my father, why did I have to find a man! Aren't you afraid that I will be hurt too? Or say

You just hate gays, you hate daddy running away with a man regardless, leaving mommy and me with the same pitiful stares from other people. "

The salty tears trickled down the corner of his mouth, and the slap marks left on his face were extremely red and dazzling.In her whole life, Shen Yao talked so presumptuously about the only remaining memory of her father when she was young. This is also the most unbearable memory of Shen's mother.

"Then you want to fight me to the end, do you want to force my mother to death!"

Shen's mother almost fainted with anger, and the daughter raised by her own hands will repeat the same mistakes as her father.For a moment, all thoughts were lost, and the color in his eyes was gone, as if withered.

"No! I will not abandon you like my father!"

Shen Yao suddenly smiled, her eyebrows and eyes were curved, all of them were Wen Dun and filial.Such a reversal made Shen's mother a little stunned, but she also calmed down.

"After all, you are my only relative!"

Restraining her sadness, Shen Yao was as gentle as usual.Carefully picking up the diary, she returned to her room and closed the door under Shen Ma's happy and worried eyes, cutting off the desolate atmosphere of the quarrel.

Sitting on the desk, Shen Yao spread out the photos one by one, stroking the people in the photos with plain hands, all of them were smiling faces.

"Xiao Hei, what should I do with you? But I can't ignore my mother, she won't accept the two of us, even if you become an Alpha."

Shen Yao clings to the table and only dares to sob softly.The small back looks very fragile under the dim light, if Yuan Qi is here, he must be heartbroken to death.

After a while, Shen Yao seemed tired from crying.The wet and cold wrist was slowly raised, with some marks and numbness.

"Meow~meow~"

"New Year's Eve, come to mom!"

Shen Yao wiped away the scars at the corners of her eyes, pursed her lips and smiled.

Little New Year's Eve was very obedient, she nestled in Shen Yao's arms with a light jump, and rubbed her head against Shen Yao's cheek as if she could feel the sadness of her master.

“What a treat for New Years Eve!”

Shen Yaotuo held up New Year's Eve and met its eyes affectionately between the foreheads, full of tenderness, that was Yuan Qi's favorite appearance.

"Fortunately, you are still with me, stay with me all the time!"

Touching the soft and smooth New Year's Eve, Shen Yao's mood also became warmer.

"Meow~"

The soft and milky cry seemed to be agreeing to Shen Yao's request, which made Shen Yao smile.

After tidying up the diary and photos on the table, Shen Yao thought about sealing it up again and again, this time no one could find it.

"I'm sorry Xiao Hei, we may only be friends, maybe we can't even be friends."

Shen Yao's smile was bitter, but she had no choice but to kill this immature love with her own hands.

"So Mom won't be in trouble!"

And Shen's mother outside the living room was sitting on the sofa in a daze, and no one could speak.In an empty house, she is often alone, and her daughter is her only spiritual sustenance.

The failure of the marriage cuts oneself off from the contact with relatives and friends.So Shen's mother worked hard to train her daughter herself, hoping that she would excel and stand out, and stay away from this place where right and wrong were mixed and people spoke fearsomely.

Simply, her daughter is very competitive, not only has good grades in beauty, but also differentiated into a high-level Omega.It made me show off to my relatives, friends and neighbors. Of course, I didn't want to show off, but I wanted to let my husband know what an excellent daughter he missed.

One day, he will bring his daughter and his excellent son-in-law to complete happiness, but he can only live alone and die with regrets.That's why Shen's mother took a breath.

The daughter has compromised, but why is she also sad.Do you want to beat mandarin ducks, but you have been let down by your kindness all your life, forgive them, who will make up for you!

"I'm not wrong. I'm doing it for my daughter's sake. She will appreciate me in the future."

Shen Ma tried her best to comfort herself and fell into a state of madness.