When I wake up, the hostess doesn't love me anymore

Outside the door, the Soviet Union was indeed walking towards the corridor.

"Sumeng..." Gu Ye quickly caught up with him after walking a few steps.

Su Meng never thought that when he left, he would be bumped into by Gu Ye, so he raised his finger and booed Gu Ye.

The two walked side by side all the way to the downstairs, and Gu Ye couldn't help but say again: "Where are you going?"

"Go where I should go." Su Meng said very naturally, without any tension or hesitation, as if he was saying that he was going to take out the trash.

The garden next to their building happened to be the garden of the community. It has been abandoned for the past few years, and recently they have begun to arrange base personnel to repair it.The stone tables and chairs that had been submerged in the weeds have finally returned to their original uses.

Base No. [-] has done a lot of small things like this recently, and it was such small things that strengthened the determination of the Soviet Union.

Su Meng invited Gu Ye to sit down together.Su Ming's teammates can entrust their lives.If Su Meng had no teammates who could tell him where he was going, it would appear that Su Meng had failed too much, so he would not hide it from Gu Ye. After all, this might be the last time he saw Gu Ye.

"Are you going back to the City of Silence?" Gu Ye asked immediately.

Gu Ye's reaction was beyond Sumeng's expectation, especially the word "hui". It seems that his teammate knows more than he imagined.

"You know my identity, aren't you afraid?"

"Not afraid." Gu Ye under the moonlight was very frank, "How could I be afraid of you..."

"How could you be afraid of an idiot like me?" Su Meng defined Gu Ye.

"No, you are not an idiot, you are a good person." This is what Gu Ye always wanted to say, she was very glad that she met Su Meng on the first day of amnesia.The name Soviet Union alone gave her a great sense of security.

"How do you feel that this evaluation is more damaging than a fool." Su Meng laughed, he is not a good person, he just did what he was willing to do.

"No, the entire Base No. [-] thinks you are a good person, and everyone loves you in the gossip." When talking about those funny gossips again, Gu Ye's voice began to be sad.

"They love Su Ming, not Su Meng. I am no longer Su Ming, after what I did."

The Soviet Union has never told anyone about that matter, and he is the only one who knows about that matter at this moment.

"Do you want to listen?" Su Meng said slyly, "After listening, you will not be able to tell that I am a good person."

Gu Ye nodded without hesitation.

"That incident happened on an ordinary day. The idiot Su Ming took the guards to the City of Silence..."

Su Meng told Gu Ye about how he and Yu Bai encountered zombies in the City of Silence, but compared to Yu Bai's version, Su Meng's version was a little more specific.

"The team member asked the idiot Su Ming to save him. The idiot Su Ming's body is one step ahead of his brain. When his brain finally comes online, he has already been trapped in the crowd of zombies. At this time, he must be rescued."

"I just didn't think of it..." To this day, when Su Meng thinks of this, his body will feel cold.

He paused for a while before continuing to calmly say: "It's just that I didn't expect that team member to push Su Ming into the zombie group when the idiot Su Ming went to rescue him. When the zombies were overwhelmed, he didn't dare to accept this fact. He firmly remembered the back of that team member going away."

What Su Meng and Gu Ye said when they met for the first time was not just a joke, he was able to appear there as Su Meng because of the team members who pushed him into the zombie group.

"The idiot Su Ming died just like that. His unwillingness before his death turned into me. I live in this world because I want revenge, not because of my obsession with the No. [-] base, why am I born for revenge? Might be a good guy."

Gu Ye didn't speak for a long time, and her silence made Su Meng think that his story was still effective.

Just when the Soviet Union wanted to say something more about strengthening effects, Gu Ye's voice suddenly sounded in his ears: "You are the most stupid idiot and the best good person in this apocalyptic world!"

Gu Ye's voice was even a little angry, and she quickly jumped out the next sentence: "You are not a good person, so why are you here tonight? Is the house that the No. [-] base has worked so hard to maintain not warm enough? It is No. [-] Do the people at Base annoy you? Is it Base One that makes you lose hope?"

Gu Ye's questioning voice made Sumeng more helpless, of course not, he was here because the house was too warm, people cared too much, and Base No. [-] gave too much hope.

"You who said you were born for revenge, why did you go back to the city of silence at night? Did you take revenge when you said you were born for revenge? Have you ever hurt anyone?" The wrong key in Gu Ye's mind was going crazy Turning around, her head hurt more and more, but the pain was suppressed by the emotions overflowing from her heart.

Su Meng didn't know, he thought he was the only one who knew this story, which had been written in Gu Ye's mind for more than 20 years.

That's why the name "Soviet Union" is the most special to Gu Ye.Because in the novel, the Soviet Union, who was pushed into the zombie group by his teammates but escaped, did not become black in the end, and he still maintained his own heart.

When reading that story, Gu Ye only felt the nobility of Su Meng, and even wondered if the heroine of the novel she met was like Su Meng, would she be able to survive successfully.

But when Su Meng really appeared in front of her and became her friend, she would only feel distressed when she heard this story again.The characters in that post-apocalyptic novel are such simple pieces of paper on paper, but when they really appear, they are living and complex souls.

Gu Ye's overflowing emotions were about to overwhelm her, and her whole soul was floating in the sea of ​​emotions, but she still didn't realize that something was wrong with her, and she still stared at the Soviet Union in front of her.

Just like what Jiang Yiyue speculated at the beginning, all the things that she could know were expected by that plan.The same is true for Su Ri's notebook that was left behind as a way out.

That notebook is naturally part of the plan, so what Gu Ye was sealed was not only the memories of the seven years after the end of the world recorded in the notebook, but also those emotions that would drive her crazy and break her down. .

Not everyone can master the ability to predict the future, but more people will be mastered by this ability, dragged into the abyss of emotions by this ability, and plunged into destruction, just like Yu Bai who is so persistent that he wants to destroy the No. [-] base.What Yu Bai sees is a sunny future, and what's more, what Gu Ye knows is an imperfect future.

After all, Su Ri's abilities were not perfect. Under the stimulation of the Soviet Union at night, Gu Ye's emotional blockade still had problems.

"I just haven't found the team member who pushed me into the zombie group, and I hurt it." Su Meng knocked on the excited Gu Ye's head, smiled and looked straight into Gu Ye's eyes, "The person who hurt It's you, remember when you were just let down from the flagpole, that zombie that wanted to attack you was what I missed out on purpose."

"You don't want Jiang Yiyue to fall into the swamp of revenge, and you don't want me to continue to suffer. Give me a good time."

Su Meng knocked again and said: "We have never had a tacit understanding, so that is just your idea, not mine."

"So, why did you go back to the City of Silence at night?" Gu Ye didn't calm down after being knocked twice.

Su Meng was speechless. He said that he was born for revenge, and that he was not trying to survive for the No. [-] base. He just wanted to let the people in the No. [-] base not suffer and live in peace. , willing to let himself fall into eternal sleep.

He used to complain about Jiang Yiyue's duplicity, but now he realizes that duplicity is human instinct.

"Because tonight, I want to be Su Ming again. Su Ming is a fool who is desperate for No. [-] base. He doesn't want No. [-] base to be besieged by zombies again." This was Su Meng's final answer.

"Will the Soviet Union show up again? He still wants to seek revenge on the team member who pushed him into the zombie group." Gu Ye, who was caught up in emotions, could no longer think calmly.She repeated this only because she could not accept the fact that the Soviet Union was going to sacrifice for Base One.

"Su Meng is an idiot, so he hasn't found that player for so many years. He hopes that his smart teammates can help him, so he can just lie down and sleep late."

"He didn't have any smart players, he just had one dumb teammate."

"But that's his only teammate as Su Meng, and he believes in her." Su Meng knocked on Gu Ye's head for the first time, "She can't lose to another stupid teammate of Su Ming."

Su Meng waited until Gu Ye had calmed down a little before telling her about the old man they rescued this time, who was Su Ming's former team member Yu Bai.

Gu Ye quickly took out the group photo that had been kept in her pocket.

Su Meng looked at the two people in the group photo with some nostalgia, although he knew that neither he nor Yu Bai could change back into the photo.

"I don't understand Yu Bai's thoughts, but I know that he joined an organization called Huozhong before, and he asked his subordinates to persuade me to join, but I refused. Because when the subordinate came to look for me, he had a device on his body It can make the zombies unable to detect him, so that he can come and go freely around the zombies. The team member who pushed me into the zombie group back then should also have this kind of equipment on his body. I suspect that they are the same organization."

This is the real reason why the Soviet Union persisted in surviving.If that team member just wanted to flee for his life in a critical moment, it would be fine to push him into the zombie group. He could understand the fragility of this kind of human nature.

But when he saw the figure of the team members leaving easily, he understood that this was a trap made to kill him from beginning to end, so he must survive.

This is also the reason why Su Meng is unwilling to agree to Yu Bai's return to Su Ming. He knows that Yu Bai must not know the truth back then, and he also knows that Yu Bai will not reveal his identity, but the organization that wants to kill Su Ming is still there. , he didn't need to put Base [-] at risk for a name.

"By the way, I saw the badge of that organization on your body, but that badge should not belong to you." The Soviet Union said.