When I wake up, the hostess doesn't love me anymore

A month later, in Gu Ye's steamed bun shop, Gu Ye was in a hurry to deal with the enthusiastic customers, while Jiang Yiyue was helping out.

Jiang Yiyue has quick eyesight and quick hands when killing zombies, but is clumsy when selling steamed buns, it takes a long time to hold a steamed bun.

"Where's that handsome guy from before?" A customer couldn't help asking, that guy looked smarter.

Hearing this question, Jiang Yiyue, who was still staring at the steamed buns, immediately looked at Gu Ye, completely ignoring the customers who were still waiting for her to pick up the steamed buns.

"He, he has something to go out, and he will come back after a while." Gu Ye said very naturally.

Seeing Gu Ye's indifferent expression, Jiang Yiyue turned her attention back to the steamed bun.She knew that Gu Ye was pretending to be fine again.

After the Soviet Union left, Gu Ye's mood has been very low.Jiang Yiyue often saw Gu Ye standing there alone, looking into the distance with empty eyes.

But every time Jiang Yiyue wanted to talk to Gu Ye, Gu Ye would show an expression of nothing.

This made Jiang Yiyue also start to doubt whether she was right to knock Gu Ye unconscious that day and let Su Meng go.

There were even sour emotions in her heart. It was obvious that Gu Ye had only been with Su Meng for such a short time, why did Gu Ye care so much about Su Meng, why did he shield her from the outside when he was sad.

For Jiang Yiyue, the first question was just thought of in passing, and the second question was the key. She really cared about Gu Ye not sharing his emotions with her.

When they were still young and studying, Jiang Yiyue would often secretly sulk because Gu Ye always talked to her deskmate first.After working, Jiang Yiyue would occasionally get angry because Gu Ye didn't take the initiative to chat with her.

Jiang Yiyue, who is always restrained and indifferent to outsiders, bets all the emotions accumulated in her heart on Gu Ye.

If a person pins all his emotions on another person and gets no response, then that person will be dragged into the abyss of madness and destruction by his own emotions.

Even if you are lucky enough to get a response, too crazy emotions will bring heavy pressure to the relationship, and if you don't control it well, it will push the other person further away.

Fortunately, when their relationship had just sprouted, the end of the world had come, and the heavy pressure of survival forced Jiang Yiyue to focus on surviving, so that she was finally no longer bound by her emotional cage.

In the past seven years of the last days, Jiang Yiyue has never been angry because of such things.She wasn't angry this time, just a little uncomfortable.

Anyway, she thought it was just a little bit.

Just when Jiang Yiyue was full of that "little bit" of discomfort, a man who could save the customers in line finally walked into the steamed bun shop.

Ning Ranran went straight to the back of the counter, put on her apron and gloves, took the clip from Jiang Yiyue's hand, and said, "What are you in a daze for?"

After she said this to Jiang Yiyue, she asked the customer in front of her, "How many steamed buns do you want?"

"Hey, are you and that shopkeeper twin sisters?" the customer who took the steamed bun asked curiously.

"Oh, how is it possible, we are just neighbors." Ning Ranran quickly received the next customer.

Because of the zombie siege before, she still couldn't leave the No. [-] base for a while, so she had to borrow Gu Ye's house, so she came to help now.

As for why the man named Su Meng suddenly disappeared, Ning Ranran didn't want to ask.In the last days, separation couldn't be easier.

Although the recent atmosphere has forced her to speak, Ning Ranran glanced at Gu Ye and Jiang Yiyue, why are these two people so strange?

Gu Ye, who didn't know what the other two people in the store were thinking, was still trying to settle the score. Her condition has improved a lot in the past few days.

That day, when she woke up from a coma, the first feeling she felt when she opened her eyes was despair. She didn't even know where this feeling of despair came from.

She was like a lonely boat in the middle of the sea, and that kind of despair was the huge waves hitting the boat over and over again.Although she was able to survive by luck, the huge waves that would come at an unknown time made her face a fear that was more terrifying than despair.

The terrible emotion overwhelmed her and made her want to close her eyes forever.If she hadn't finally seen Jiang Yiyue next to her, she might really have given up everything.

It took her a long time to work through that emotion.She had a premonition that this despair was rooted in her heart, and as soon as she relaxed, despair would come back.

Gu Ye didn't know that this desperate emotion leaked from her sealed memory, and belonged to herself who had struggled in the apocalypse for seven years.

This is why Jiang Yiyue and Su Ri locked Gu Ye's emotions back then.They knew that if those emotions were not locked away, even if Gu Ye lost those memories, she still couldn't escape her own shackles, and the plan couldn't be carried out.

Gu Ye opened the store at the beginning because of the pressure of the Soviet Union, so she insisted on reopening the store.

It's amazing to say that after selling steamed buns for a few days, her mood improved a lot.

She thought, it was probably because she saw the scene of people coming and going again, and saw those members of the base that the Soviet Union liked.

In the few days after Su Meng left, she couldn't help but think of the ending of Su Meng in the novel of the last days. She couldn't help thinking whether the ending of everyone would not change, just like that Jiang Peng, just like the current Same as the Soviet Union.

When this thought came to her mind, she saw that the great wave of despair was about to overwhelm her.At that moment, she vaguely felt that the source of despair rooted in her heart was related to this idea.

But inconceivably, the few words that rang in her ears calmed down the huge wave easily.

"Girl, your steamed buns are ready to cook. Forget it, let me help you. Where's the skilled young man from last time?"

Gu Ye tried his best to laugh: "He has something to go out."

How could she feel that the ending of the Soviet Union was the same as in the novel, which was obviously a completely different ending.

This was a decision made by the Soviet Union itself, not a forced choice in the novel.

The Soviet Union left to protect its most important No. [-] base, and it was no longer for the gloomy Yueshui base.

If the ending of the novel would not change, then there would be no steaming buns in front of her right now.

Why can't she make choices with her own heart like Su Meng, instead of always thinking about the ending of the plot in the novel.After she knew the plot of the novel, she thought that she would not have supernatural powers in the future. To please Jiang Yiyue, she started any plan from the plot of the novel.

What she knew trapped her instead.These foreseeable things should have been only auxiliary.Subconsciously she believes this, which also means she denies her ability to change the future.

For human beings, predicting the future is indeed a gift and a trap.Neither Yu Bai nor Gu Ye escaped this trap before.

After more than 20 years of knowing the plot of the novel, Gu Ye finally broke free from the layers of ropes tied by her own hands.The despair in her heart also slowly dissipated, dissipating bit by bit in the heat of the steamed buns.

So in the past few days, Gu Ye is not pretending to be fine, she is really fine, at most she is still a little sad in her heart, but it is not as Jiang Yiyue imagined.

The author has something to say: Thank you Hewu for mine.