After the rebirth, the crush fell on me

Su Yunqing mechanically received a thick notebook handed over by Su's mother, and when he opened it, he was already sitting on the edge of the bed before he knew it.

May 2039, 3 sunny

Today, I saw the dean's mother leading a beautiful sister into the yard from a distance. I have never seen such a beautiful person, but she looks so fierce that I dare not go up to say hello.

Overcast April 2039, 3

Today, I fell and it hurt so much.But the beautiful sister also saw it, helped me up, and gave me a puppet bear.Am I enchanted? Why doesn't my knee hurt at all?

Rain on October 2039, 3

The beautiful elder sister always likes to sit alone, ignoring anyone, but she actually smiled at me when I walked over.

Today, the dean's mother failed to cook, but I am still very happy. Looking at her calm and silent from a distance, can I ask her name?

Overcast April 2039, 3

Today, I mustered up the courage to talk to her, and she seems to like the way I am.Oh yes, her name is Su Yunqing!

May 2044, 7 sunny

Today, my elder sister was picked up by her family. Does my elder sister have her own home? Should I bless her to find her family again? But why does my heart ache when I see her relentless back?

May 2044, 8 sunny

I thought it was my hallucination, I saw her again.She said she would take me home, I only know what my home is, it must be where my sister is.I actually cried, ah, so embarrassing.

The fonts in the front are very childish, and many of them are replaced by pinyin. Su Yunqing couldn't help laughing when he looked at them, but tears filled his eyes again, falling down tick-tock-tick-tick-tick-tick, and some splashed on the paper, fainting. little flower.

She continued to flip backwards, and it happened to be that year, and the movements of her hands suddenly slowed down.

May 2050, 6 sunny

My sister said, today is Children's Day, and she wants to help me celebrate it, but I am not a child anymore, what kind of festival should I celebrate! But there are really many people in the amusement park today, so happy!

May 2050, 7 sunny

Today, my sister and I had a quarrel, isn't it just a male classmate who came to play at home, why are you so fierce to me!I swear, I must, I will ignore her for a week!

2050. 7, 15

Big villain, if you don't come to me again, you will lose your cutest Ann!

2050. 7, 22

She seems to be looking at me secretly, but is it all with a sad look?

But when I turn my head, she will put away that look, am I wrong?

Rain on October 2050, 8

After a long cold war, I... still went to find her, I think she is too busy for the time being!No time to apologize to me alone.

Regarding the puppy love she mentioned last time, is it okay to play with boys?It should not count.

I asked my sister playfully why she didn't bring a brother-in-law home to show herself when she was almost 20 years old. She just stared at me and turned cold again.

Did I say something wrong again?

Su Yunqing sighed, and closed the notebook in her hands. In her memory, she and Yu An began to drift apart from this year.

Su Yunqing put it back on the desk, and sat down on the edge of the bed, leaning back, staring blankly at the ceiling, and unconsciously fell asleep.

The white moonlight poured into the room like a waterfall, with gusts of cool wind, blowing the curtains, entering the room, blowing the unclosed pages, rustling in the silent night, as if someone was turning them, watching.

Time seems to be manipulated by a big hand, and the seconds slip by.

Overcast April 2050, 9

I had just started school, and someone actually asked my deskmate to hand me a letter of confession. It was a shy boy at the next table. He was very handsome. It was said that many girls in the class were secretly in love with him.

I... have a little good feeling in my heart, but is this the so-called liking?If so, I really want to experience what my sister said "don't do it".

May 2050, 9 sunny

I kind of regret my decision, he always wants to find any chance to hold my hand, or more... outrageous behavior, I have some headaches, I think, I need to find time to talk to him say clearly.

2050. 9, 23

Depressed, I was almost kissed forcibly on the way home today, a feeling of disgust broke out for no reason, and I pushed him away, only to see those helpless eyes.

In the final analysis, it was my own fault. Taking this opportunity, I made it clear to him. When I turned around, I found that my sister who came to pick me up had a frosty face. She ignored me, turned around and left.

Although I quickly chased after her, she just kept walking without saying a word, always feeling...she was angry.

2050. 10, 7

Recently, my sister seems to be reluctant to talk to me, but one day she suddenly asked me about my relationship with that boy, and before I could explain, she just said "It's not good to fall in love early", and then walked away.Since she doesn't like it, it's better for me to refuse in this situation in the future.

2050. 10, 13

This is the first time she asked me out this month!What kind of clothes should I wear tomorrow, hee hee, that blue one, she likes it best.

2050. 10, 14

I...... My first kiss was taken away by a girl!She is still my sister!

When I was at the top of the mountain, I could only hear the howling wind and her words of confession. Out of instinct, I pushed her away in a panic, and I seemed to see the bitterness in her eyes.

Should I not do this, but can two girls like each other?My heart is really messed up...

2050. 10, 18

Since that day, I haven't seen her much, and I'm used to waiting for her to return late, but even if I wait until twelve o'clock at night, I won't see any sign of the door being opened.When I get up early in the morning, I can still see her fleeing away, my heart is so dull, so uncomfortable.

2050. 10, 24

Today, a very expensive young man came to our house. He looked very handsome and polite.Uncles and aunts are very happy.He said that he is my sister's boyfriend, and I can call him brother-in-law directly, and gave me a gift.

Boy friend?It's really fast to find. Fortunately, I struggled for a while because of what she said before, but it turned out to be a joke.

I don't know why, but I feel a sense of loss in my heart.I want to tell her, I'm just, not happy.

But she was chatting and laughing with him, seeing me like air, that smile was really dazzling.

Heh, it seems that this gift should be left in the recycle bin.

When I was having dinner, I was like the one who was the most redundant, looking at a large table of dishes, but didn't want to move my chopsticks at all.The elder sister smiled like a flower at the boy, and kept holding vegetables for him.

Don't you have long hands?Do you have to let someone else do it?

That concern was really not given to me at all.

Sure enough, it was the same as A Yu said, "Your sister won't spoil you so much if she has a boyfriend." At that time, I was able to retort confidently, but now... I can only eat with my head down.

I took a few mouthfuls of rice at random, and I choked on it. My aunt was very concerned and told me to eat slowly. My uncle kept a cold face all the time, and she... looked as usual, chewing slowly, without paying attention .

My heart was sour, I held back the tears that were about to overflow, quickly finished the bowl of white rice, and left the table directly. The sound of the chair rubbing against the ground was loud. I wished she could stop me, but I only heard her say apologetically, "Don't worry about it, you're throwing a child's tantrum."

Yes, childish temper.Then why, you don't come to coax me.

Sister, didn't you say you like An An the most?Really, liar, big liar.

2050. 12, 24

On Christmas Eve, I picked the biggest and best-looking apple and flew home, but it was quiet, only my aunt and the nanny were at home.

Since the last time she brought that boy, that is, Gu Yuan, to meet her parents, she has not been seen every day.

Life in the third year of high school was very busy. After washing, I sat on the sofa and waited for her. Maybe it was because I was too tired that I fell asleep.

When she woke up again, it was already two o'clock in the morning, the surroundings were dark, and there was no one in her room.

So it's not returning late, but not returning home at night?

The unknown fire in my heart became more and more intense, and the apple, which I regarded as a treasure just now, was thrown into the trash can in an instant.

I don't know why I'm angry, it's just that I feel wronged.

2051. 1, 23

She... is going to move out, and will study abroad with Gu Yuan in the next year.

By coincidence, I said "I wish you happiness", and I saw her froze for a moment, then opened the corners of her mouth and said "Thank you" with a chuckle.

When did we actually have to use thank you?

2051. 3, 6

Today is her birthday. Since four years ago, I have always made a bowl of longevity noodles and birthday songs for her.

I still remember the first time, although she frowned, she still ate all the soup.After making noodles by myself, I found out how much salt was put in the last serving.

I mentioned it, but she just smiled and said, "I won't dislike what An An did."

Gu Yuan looks pretty good, this birthday party is very pleasing, whether it's the cost of the scene or the design thinking, it's all done with care.

And I... It seems that this year's portion cannot be given away.

2051. 4, 3

I thought what she said last time was just a joke, but I didn’t expect that the so-called leaving after the new year was only a month late. When I arrived at the airport, I saw her back walking side by side with another person, like I suddenly understood something.

I thought, I'm going to keep her.Not for anything, just this heart that keeps beating.

With such a glimmer of expectation, I rushed over and hugged her.

Because of Gu Yuan, I just cried and said that I didn't want her to leave, but her answer made me cold for a while.

"Don't make trouble."

Watching her board the flight leaving the country, I regretted why I pushed her away at that time.Did I understand one step earlier, would there be a better ending?

Perhaps, this fatal parting is what I should bear.