After the rebirth, the crush fell on me

The two of them kept this action in place, and the sound of bubbling and bubbling in the pot seemed very abrupt in the silent night.

Yu An's strength intensified, and his voice was so sad that Su Yunqing had never heard it before.

"Did I hit it off? - Lied to me all this time? It's fun to lie to me, isn't it?"

Su Yunqing pursed her lips, turned around in a dark and complex manner, and what she saw was Yu An's eyes weeping.

Su Yunqing also thought at first, if he could go back to six years ago, then could Yu An do it too?If such a thing really happened, how would I face Yu An, who had the same unpleasant memories with me, and how would I deal with the relationship between the two?

she does not know.She could only caress the jade finger on the thumb of her right hand, staring at the person in front of her.

"Heh." Yu An let go, and the heating device under the pot had been turned off, and she put the noodles into the bowl prepared next to her, the whole movement was silent.

Su Yunqing stopped what he was doing, looked at the fragile expression on the usually cheerful little face, and asked, "What did you see? What did you hear? Or what did you think of?"

She wanted to know what happened to Yu An.Is it the same as her, or another kind of strange fault memory.

I always feel that the strange headaches and unexpected dreams in the past few months are all related to these memories.

When she heard Su Yunqing's question, Yu An's hand paused, but it was only a pause, and she continued the previous action until she poured the soup in the pot into the bowl, and then put the bowl on the original -side table, Then he turned around, raised his head, and looked into Su Yunqing's calm eyes.

"This diary should be in my handwriting, but it's not a diary I wrote at all." Yu An spat out every single word, and Su Yunqing could hear the slightly trembling tone that he suppressed and calmed down.

Su Yunqing moved his index finger, his mind was running fast, and suddenly remembered the diary with yellowed pages that he held in his hand to read before going to bed, his eyes trembled.

Yu An couldn't tell what he was feeling.The surprise and joy when seeing the defendant being jealous, and the sadness when seeing the merciless going to a foreign country, were completely defeated by the faulty letter behind.

She didn't understand, of course Su Yunqing likes her as described in the diary, so why he gave up so decisively, why he was so ruthlessly decisive, why he teased her heart and then fell down hard.

Is it just a puppet doll at the mercy of others?If it doesn't meet the owner's wishes, it will be thrown into the garbage dump. After all, you can still find it again.

Strange events, strange words, she seems to have seen other people's stories, which did not happen to her, because there is no intersection, but her heart is full of wounds.

She really wanted the person in front of her to hug her, and felt the warm words in her ears, telling her that it was all just your imagination.

But she didn't, and she still showed vigilant eyes like animals guarding the territory.

Does she know-everything, know-everything that will happen in the future?

What I have worked so hard to manage these days is just an illusion of having fun in my spare time?

Tears filled the eyes, in order not to let them fall, Yu An raised his head, like a white swan who straightened his neck in disbelief.

Su Yunqing's brows and eyes relaxed, looking at the little face that endured the grievance, her heart ached for a while.

"An'an..." While speaking, Su Yunqing held up that small face, and gently kissed away the tears that could not be framed at the corners of his eyes.

The tears were salty and astringent, as if to show the loss of the owner.

The sudden movement made Yu An's body freeze, and in the next second, she instinctively pressed against Su Yunqing's waist, but the long arms went around the back of her waist, tightly holding her tightly.

"Since you have seen so much, you will know everything sooner or later." Su Yunqing moved his head closer to Yu An's ear, and tightened his arms again—the voice was a little low: "But promise me, don't push me away this time. , although I am much more sensible now, but you know, these are not valid for you."

Yu An's heart tightened, and his resisting hands dropped like this.

"Would you like to hear what I know?"

Yu An felt the suddenly relaxed attitude of the person in front of him, and her neck trembled because of her hot breath, so he could only compromise: "Okay."

The noodles that had just come out of the pan were already limp and had no surprising quality, but now they seemed even more tasteless.

Su Yunqing was sitting on Yu An's right hand, with the tails of his eyes slenderly curled up, and his expression was lazy, as if he was telling his own story.

She and Yu An described in detail the things that existed in her mind, including the diary she was looking at when she returned to the present.

Everything that happened is different from now, the only thing that remains the same is that she likes her.It's just that there was some discrepancy in the time, and while I realized it later, I opened my eyes earlier.

"So, you saw it too?" Yu An held the corner of the table rigidly with his hands, his expression was surprised and flustered.

Su Yunqing glanced at her panicked appearance, then at the noodles that hadn't been touched for a long time and lost their soup, and said, "I've seen it, but I only saw it a little bit."

"Why? Why don't you look back?"

As soon as the words came out, she realized the reason.

If Su Yunqing had really seen what happened next, would he still treat her like a beast in the first place, lest he avoid her?

However, she didn't understand, and didn't know that the two people had the same heart.

——Thinking of this, it became more and more bitter.

Su Yunqing didn't expect Yu An to care so much, and his eyes widened a little: "Because, if I scroll down further, it will be time for the two of us to really break up."

"I miss those good memories very much. Similarly, I am also afraid of those memories that I dare not face. An An, forgive me for being a coward most of the time. I am not a qualified sister." There are more cups on the table The green tea was just poured down by Su Yunqing.

Su Yunqing wanted to continue talking, but was interrupted by Yu An's sudden words; "Then what do you think I am to you? Why did you decide so resolutely when I begged you not to go abroad? Why can you not go abroad?" After staying abroad for so many years, don't you want to come back to China to see me?"

Do you really, really like me?

And this last sentence, Yu An didn't ask.She is afraid.

"Did you write so much in your diary?" Su Yunqing smiled absently.

But in the next second, she became serious: "Actually, this is just what you saw."

"In the first year, that kind of missing was like going crazy. I inquired about you from my mother, and learned about your recent situation from my friends. The room was full of your photos, including our group photos, and some Your single photo, this deadly madness, after Gu Yuan learned about it, he persuaded me to go back to China." Su Yunqing's eyes seemed to contain a storm, and he wanted to drag people into it.

"But I'm not qualified for that, I know, you just rely on me, just like a bird that is being protected all the time, always attached to the wings that block her, but the bird will grow up eventually, and you can fly far away." Oh my god, just like your little temper from time to time during the rebellious period, you can't stop it." Su Yunqing became more depressed as she spoke, but she still smiled on her face: "In your eyes, my feelings may be Pathological, right? Controlling possessiveness, those abnormal surveillance behaviors."

"I just think you lack an environment without me. When the time is right, I will come back and apologize to you. The impulsiveness of that day and the restraint of those years are all things I did wrong."

Having said this, Su Yunqing's eyes softened a lot.Yu An really wanted to tell her, no, things were not as she said, but she couldn't make a sound from her throat.

"In the second year, due to my lack of financial knowledge, I had to give up the design industry that I had always loved at the beginning, and started to concentrate on learning the knowledge and rules of business, and exercised my drinking capacity step by step. Gu Yuan said that I— I called your name desperately when I was drunk, but when I woke up from the drunkenness, I didn’t have any of these memories.” Su Yunqing looked at the jade wrench on his thumb, and fell into deep thought.

"Fortunately, life is stressful enough. It seems that this is the only way to suppress the boundless sorrow. But in the end, I can't get drunk. Even though the body may have been paralyzed by alcohol, the mind is still sober." Su Yunqing stood up, took down a bottle of red wine from the wine cabinet next to it, went to get a goblet, then slowly returned to the original position, poured down a glass of pure wine, and continued to narrate.

"I thought that one day I would die suddenly at night, at least I would walk ahead of all my peers, after all, I don't care about my body. But I didn't expect to receive such a strange call."

Su Yunqing looked at Yu An with downcast eyes amusedly, and said, "You know, according to what my mother said, when I received your call, the hospital's heart rate monitor had already displayed a straight line. By the time I arrived overnight, I had already quietly covered it with a white cloth. I don’t even understand why a person who was healthy and healthy before leaving turned into the same appearance under the white cloth.”

"I was terrified when I saw it. I couldn't believe that it was you who was lying silently on the hospital bed. You even asked the hospital to bring the registration records. In the end, you had to admit this fact."

"Until now, I've been wondering if it was that weird phone call, or if I agreed casually at that time, that brought me back to the world six years ago." After Su Yunqing finished speaking, Yu An's head He lifted it up in an instant, showing incredible eyes.

"Can't believe it? I felt the same way at the time."

However, things are so wonderful.

"Want to know why?" Yu An suddenly asked sullenly.

Su Yunqing was stunned, she didn't understand what Yu An was talking about.

"Do you want to know why you saw such an ending?" Yu An forced a smile: "The good girl you thought was obsessed with alcoholism, smoking, and She is obsessed with clubbing. She doesn't have three meals a day but lives on those drinks. She thinks that the bright-like sister who rescued her will appear in front of her again, dragging her out of the mire, but also from I haven't waited until this day. The news has disappeared, and I can't even ask for an accurate contact information."

There was surprise in Su Yunqing's eyes, she moved her lips, and only uttered three words: "I'm sorry."

Yu An was stunned, she lowered her eyebrows and said, "You don't need to tell me, because I haven't experienced it at all."

Su Yunqing gripped the pair of chopsticks on the table, picked up the small chopsticks and brought the noodles to his mouth.

Well, it's still a little salty.

Her movements are slow, but it seems that she is deliberately slowing down the rhythm.

"So, you already know now that the sister you depend on has such thoughts. But I won't alienate you this time, it's just..."

"not like this--"

The words were stopped suddenly, and Su Yunqing's hand holding her face stopped, and when she raised her eyes, she saw Yu An's deep eyes that she had never seen before.

"What you don't know - one thing is, whether it's the she in your memory or the me sitting in front of you, they all like you deeply. Even if liking is dependence, it is also dependence like a lover."

For the first time, Yu An's words were different from the usual softness, but with unquestionable affirmation.

And the content contained in these words is like throwing a few stones on Su Yunqing's calm and waveless heart lake, causing ripples that cannot be calmed down for a long time.

The author has something to say: Ahhh, after writing for more than three hours, I finally finished writing. I am so uncomfortable with this passage!How can my female goose be abused!But the two of them finally talked about it, gratifying to congratulate!

If it wasn’t for my friend’s reminder, I would have forgotten to upload the clip tomorrow. The new cover was made by Bishui’s unknown name Goo, um, I think it’s pretty cool, thank her here╰(*?︶`*)╯

I feel like I’m fantasizing about [-]D numbers every day, alas, today pushes tomorrow, tomorrow pushes back the day after tomorrow, tomorrow after tomorrow, there are so many tomorrows! (This is a lazy online guilt scene)

Finally, I would like to thank Nan Zhizhi for five bottles of nutrient solution, Qijiu for one bottle of nutrient solution for daily use, Yang Qi for one bottle of nutrient solution, Tianqi Time and Space (I deeply suspect that you also like Liangwei) for three bottles of nutrient solution, and Empty for five bottles of nutrient solution.Thank you ╰(*?︶`*)╯