After the rebirth, the crush fell on me

There may be some gaps in the middle of the diary, or someone may have torn off the central part on purpose, and there are dozens of pages connected to the yellowed paper without a trace of handwriting.

When it came to the end, there was another piece of white letter paper, the tone of which was incompatible with the previous one.

2055. 3, 7

The aunt said that when she was sorting things out, she found this diary. Fortunately, she didn't read it curiously, otherwise I really don't know how to explain it. I... shouldn't have thoughts like this .

Every time I receive those regular postcards, the same and clear handwriting, although it feels like it was drawn up at the beginning, but I still want to believe that this is every time you carefully mark it, every time you go to a place, Everyone knows.You said that no matter where you go, you will report to me that you are safe.

I don't know how many of the more than 100 emails lying in the mailbox have you opened, but I really don't like the perfunctory and short "received".

I don't even understand why you are doing this to me.

Is it really necessary to be so divided?

I heard from my aunt that you will return to China this year, and an engagement ceremony will be held, or a wedding may be held this year.

I really want to, really want to see you in your wedding dress.

How long have we not seen each other?I remember that during the Spring Festival last year, you came back and stayed for a few days.

He is good, and you are also good. They are really a match made in heaven.

April is not far away, but God still played a joke on me after all.

The moment I got the test sheet, I heard the doctor sigh helplessly, and the tears really flowed down, crying and crying, I actually laughed.

But I sent messages to you through others time and time again, but every time I got nothing.

Also, why do you still care about me.

It's ironic that bone cancer is in the late stage.

It's also possible that I'm too busy to see the news.

My aunt comforted me so much, and I am willing to believe that all of this is true.

I forced myself, gave up my freedom, and stayed in the ward full of the smell of disinfectant all day, at the mercy of those acupuncture machines, just to last until the day you came back.

No matter what, you will definitely feel distressed. Let this increasingly pale and ugly face play a role.

These days I dreamed again, the same mountaintop, the same dusk, the only difference is my light forehead, the surprise that emerges from your face.

If I hadn't been so timid at the beginning, wouldn't it have turned out like this?

Or are you just kidding me?

Sadly, I can't feel the bitterness of the medicine anymore, and I don't need the candied fruit you gave me anymore.

I'm already so obedient, why don't you come back?

There are some water stains on the white origami of the letterhead, and because it has dried out, there are some wrinkles on the smooth paper, which is very unsightly.

The clear and beautiful characters have long been different from the immature ones of the past, but the hearts of the people are still the same.

The pages of the book were fluttering in the wind, but the person lying on the bed was still sleeping peacefully.However, the slight frown on his forehead fully exposed the restlessness.

When Su Yunqing woke up, it was already dawn, and the wind chime in front of the door was shaking due to the wind, making a pleasant and crisp sound.

Su Yunqing opened her eyes slightly, and the soft light that shone through the floor-to-ceiling windows was slightly dazzling.

Seeing the room around her that was the same as before, with the same decoration and furnishings, Su Yunqing was taken aback for a moment, her mother must have preserved it very well.

But... who brought her back?

She remembered that she was flipping through Yu An's diary yesterday, and fell asleep on her bed in a daze...

She was shaking her head, but she turned her head and caught a glimpse of the calendar on the table.

2049 12 Month 19 Day.

At this time...she jumped into the junior year, and Yu An should still be a sophomore in high school.

Didn't she change this calendar in the first place?

She walked over, picked it up, and frowned.

Although she doesn't pay much attention to this kind of thing, there is no reason why her obsessive-compulsive mother would do the same.

Su Yunqing's thin lips were slightly pursed, her long eyelashes were slightly curved upwards, and her high nose bridge made her look even more indifferent.

At this moment, there was a sudden sound in front of the door. In this era, the recognition of the door frame has become popular, and it is recognized whether the door is opened through the sound or the face and expression of the portrait.

As for her room, the only ones who have recorded this kind of information are herself and the dead Yu An!

Su Yunqing was stunned, and stood there in a daze, especially in the next second, that extremely familiar face suddenly appeared in front of her.

"Sister~ don't get up yet~"

Yu An, who has just turned 16, still has two balls of baby fat hanging on his cheeks, which is Su Yunqing's favorite soft meat.And now she is walking over with her eyes narrowed and smiling, bouncing around like a little fairy.

She was a completely different person from the thin-faced man with pinholes all over his arm that he had just met last night.

"An...Ann?"

Can anyone explain to her what happened?

When Su Yunqing came to his senses, that clingy little guy had already stuck to her, his arms tightly wrapped around her.

The little bit of sweet milk scent surrounded Su Yunqing like this, and subconsciously, she pushed the person in her arms forward, and the person in front of her, as expected, showed an aggrieved expression like a small animal.

"Sister...what's the matter?" Yu An didn't know what was wrong, but he always felt that the atmosphere today was a bit weird. If it was normal, his sister, who he liked the most, would never let go if he hugged her.

It took a while for Su Yunqing to come out of the shock. She swallowed twice, and then asked, "An An... aren't you dead? Am I dreaming?"

Yu An petrified——

"Doctor Lou, is my daughter okay?" As soon as she heard Yu An's report, Cen Lan invited her own personal doctor over to give Su Yunqing a full-body examination, and Su Yunqing was in astonishment He was kicked out, and then he went up and down, watching his mother talk to the doctor mysteriously.

"No big problem. It may be multiple dreams, which makes it difficult to distinguish between reality and illusion."

"Multiple dreams? Just like Inception?"

Yu An suddenly interjected, and immediately after, Lou Ye nodded.

"Then Yunqing also said that An An has..."

"It's all normal, Mrs. Su, don't worry, Miss has nothing wrong with her body."

While they were talking, Su Yunqing also stood up slowly and carefully looked at the furnishings in his home.

So, she went back to six years ago?Why does this happen?

When Yu An reappeared in front of Su Yunqing, he only watched the scene where her lower lip was about to be bitten off.

"Sister?" Yu An waved her hand in front of Su Yunqing's eyes, as if she didn't understand the series of daze and strange words she blurted out since she woke up.

"Um... um? What's the matter?"

Su Yunqing raised his eyes, but they took on a different color from just now.

Now that it has happened, she doesn't want to dwell too much on why, but...

Looking at the incomparably deep immature face in her memory, her heart that she thought had calmed down started beating abnormally, and then it calmed down again.

There was joy in those eyes at first, but then there was a trace of loneliness.

Now that I am alive again...then I will try my best to be the one in your mind, the one who is excellent, caring, and treats you like a relative—a good sister.

At least, I have to protect you.

Su Yunqing smiled and touched Yu An's puzzled little head, but there was bitterness in his smile.

It was a kind of bitterness that Yu An couldn't see.

However, she felt that Su Yunqing, who had been pampering and doting on her all this time, seemed to be farther away from her overnight.

It's like changing people.

She threw herself into Su Yunqing's arms, put her small face on Su Yunqing's chest, and rubbed her face several times.

"My sister must be fine... I like my sister the most..."

"Uh-huh."

Su Yunqing, who was strictly ordered to take a good rest, went back to his bedroom alone, sat there for a long time, and then began to flip through his mobile phone address book.

She has never had many friends, one is because she is relatively cold, and many people are often "daunted" about making friends with her, and the other is because her thoughts are basically spent on Yu An.

It's as if she opened her mobile phone memo and saved records in the cloud now, and the big and small things on it are basically related to Yu An.

For example, the celebration of every birthday, her grades, and the records of traveling and having fun with her.

Su Yunqing hesitated for a while, but still did not press the delete button. After all, she just made up her mind not to like her anymore. These memories are not good memories.

At this moment, the phone vibrated suddenly. Looking at the screen, it was a call from her hardcore best friend Mo Xinlu who had been playing around in the yard.

"Hey......"

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha......"

When Su Yunqing heard her devilish laughter, he quickly pulled the microphone away from his ears, waiting for the little witch's madness to end.However, this time Su Yunqing waited for quite a while, but she didn't hear the laughter stop. She was really afraid that the woman would laugh out loud.

"Have you laughed enough?"

As soon as Su Yunqing's cold voice came out, the voice over there was really lowered a lot.

"My aunt, you haven't lost your mind, have you? Even your favorite little guy can tell you to die?"

Hearing that Su Yunqing walked out of the room, and glanced at his mother who was "busily working" downstairs, he knew it was her handwriting.

"What, do you have an opinion?"

"No, no, no...how dare you have an opinion. But..." Mo Xinlu paused, and continued to ask: "What's the matter with you?"

Su Yunqing continued to stare at the cheerful young girl below, his thoughts sank.

"It's okay... It's just that one thing has been deliberately pursuing success for too long, and now I realize that it is impossible to complete. Shouldn't it be time to let go?"