Fake Boyfriend Overturned [Campus]

Lin Shi'an and Xiang Tian reacted at the same time, but neither of them spoke.

——Tong Zhe's grades may not be able to stay in Class [-].

The joy just now was suddenly dispelled by this news, everyone sat back in their seats, and wrote the questions on their own.

No one wants Tong Zhe to leave.

Lin Shi'an rubbed the center of his brows after writing two questions distractedly.

Xu Tonglan glanced at him when he was immersed in writing the question, "If you can't get through the phone, just send a message. Tong Zhe will always feel better when he sees someone comforting him." Ann had always cared about him.

Lin Shi'an turned his head to look at Xu Tonglan, and saw a faint light in the latter's eyes, "Don't worry, I'll keep an eye on the teacher for you."

"Okay." He simply suppressed his thoughts, lowered his head and secretly fumbled for the phone under the cover of the book. He couldn't find it for a while, but suddenly found a letter. The envelope was exactly the same as the anonymous letter before.

He took out the letter and put it on the table, then flipped through the phone, pressed delete on the dialog box with his thumb, and after deleting, he sent a lot like a cannonball, but he felt helpless.

It is difficult to have real empathy between people. The deeper the pain, the paler the comfort.

Tong Zhe still didn't reply.

Xu Tonglan's gaze swept across the news on his screen, probably seeing that he was in a bad mood, so he changed the subject, "Whose letter?" He asked.

Lin Shi'an pursed his lips and put down the phone, "It should be the same person as last time," he said as he opened the letter, and it turned out to be the same handwriting as before.

"Again?" It was time for Xu Tonglan to have a heart attack this time.

"She congratulates me for staying in Class [-]," Lin Shi'an said to Xu Tonglan after watching.

"Then..." Xu Tonglan was a little annoyed, "What about her?"

Lin Shi'an smiled helplessly, "She is the same," he put his hand on the back of Xu Tonglan's neck, pinching it alternately like soothing a kitten, "Why are you angry?"

A slight numbness spread from the neck to the spine, Xu Tonglan bit her lower lip quietly, and slapped Lin Shian's hand away, "Let's see if Tong Zhe has replied to your message."

Lin Shi'an put down his hand with a smile and unlocked the lock screen, but the smile suddenly froze on his face.

Under the suddenly constricted pupils, Tong Zhe's news was clearly visible.

"Brother Shi'an, thank you for your care and comfort."

"stop sending."

"I'm leaving."

"I won't be able to see it anymore."

The phone fell to the ground with a thud, Lin Shi'an stood up abruptly, and bent down to pick up the phone again, his hands were shaking so badly, every time he picked it up and dropped it, thin sweat broke out on his forehead quickly.

"What's wrong?" Xu Tonglan hurriedly picked it up for him, Lin Shi'an took the phone and kept calling Tong Zhe with trembling hands.

"Something happened," Lin Shi'an pursed his dry lips, and swallowed, "Tong Zhe...Tong Zhe seems to want to commit suicide, go find someone!" After speaking, he flew out like an arrow leaving the string.

Xu Tonglan's face turned pale, and he called Shang Xiangtian to rush out.

The howling wind and the heavy panting brushed past his ears, and his heart seemed to be about to jump out of his throat. Lin Shi'an rushed out frantically with one foot shallow and the other shallow, and the cold air blew past him like a knife. Cold hands, cut raw pain.

His brain was rumbling with hot blood, and he felt that all the blood vessels in his body were about to burst.

He doesn't know if he can make it, but he only has time to go to one place, and he wants to take a gamble.

In recent years, there have been frequent accidents in Jinshan. The windows and balconies of high-rise buildings have all been heightened and reinforced. The koi pond is monitored by 24-hour security. All knives are not allowed to enter the campus...

The past that he didn't care much about on weekdays poured into his brain one after another, and he tried his best to regain a sober calmness from the mess of memories.

At the door of Tong Zhe's dormitory, he took out a length of steel wire from his trouser pocket.

His hands were shaking so much that he couldn't align with the keyhole no matter what. In the cold winter, his forehead was already sweating.

With a "click", he slammed the door open, and Tong Zhe was lying on the bed with his clothes closed. There was a mercury thermometer with a severed head in the plastic cup, and a syringe in his hand.

"Brother Shi An!"

Seeing him open the door, Tong Zhe was stunned for half a second, and raised his hand to use the syringe.

However, Lin Shian would not give him this chance again.

The syringe and cup were snatched from his hand, and Lin Shian dug out several layers of plastic bags and threw them in to tie them tightly.

He quickly opened the door and window, pulled Tong Zhe off the bed, and dragged him directly to the bathroom outside the dormitory, where he rinsed continuously in front of the faucet.

"Brother Shi'an, my hand hurts!" The cold water pricked Tong Zhe's skin, and he suddenly cried out in pain.

"What the hell do you want to do?!" Lin Shi'an grabbed his hand firmly, not letting him hide.

Tong Zhe cried even harder, "I really can't live anymore."

"Do you know how many people want to live but can't!" Lin Shian shouted suddenly.

The cold air irritated the throat, and the hoarse ending sound was like grinding iron, as if even the air trembled.

Tong Zhe had never seen Lin Shi'an lose such a temper, and the heart that was determined to die just now suddenly panicked.

Lin Shi'an let go of his hand, kicked the man on the ground, and was about to punch him while straddling him.

Tong Zhe closed his eyes in pain, but his fists did not land on his body for a long time. He opened his eyes cautiously, but saw Lin Shi'an, who was against the light, tightly covering his face with his hands, and his cold and red fingers were clearly visible. tip.

"Brother Shi'an," Tong Zhe wiped the tears from his face, as if he wanted to make himself look less weak, "You don't understand how hard it is to live."

Hearing his voice, Lin Shi'an suddenly let go of his hands and stood up, his eyes were red as if dripping blood.

The worries and fears along the way put his mind and body in an overly stressed state, and he suddenly relaxed, as if he had been drained of all his strength.

His weak legs were unable to support his over-tired body, and he almost fell to the ground suddenly.

"Tong Zhe," he said, "There is nothing difficult, as long as... is still alive.

It was clearly for others to listen to, but it pierced my heart like a needle.

He couldn't explain to anyone why he would feel such pain and despair when he saw someone wanting to give up his life.

That is his deepest secret, the gray prison that he has to fight all his life, and the reason why he must always be sunny and optimistic to live every day.

The tip of his nose was caught off guard, and big tears gushed out almost instantly. He wanted to reach out to cover it, but he couldn't control his body and breathing at all.

The violent ups and downs of his chest overwhelmed his physical strength, he gritted his teeth, and the feeling of spinning around weighed heavily on his body, making one feel as if he was suffocating.

"I can't make it through," Tong Zhe continued to refute him with tears in his voice, "Your mother didn't go out to prostitute/prostitute, and your mother didn't ignore you for a man. If you don't understand, you can't make it through!"

Lin Shi'an grabbed Tong Zhe's neckline violently, but his disordered breathing made it difficult for him to speak, "My mother... 800 years ago... she didn't want me anymore."

Tong Zhe slapped hard, only to realize that Lin Shi'an was an orphan.

"I'm sorry I didn't choose what to say." He suddenly calmed down.

Lin Shi'an sat on the cold floor tiles, tears overflowing uncontrollably, he pressed his chest, gasping frantically, he looked like a dying fish.

"Tong Zhe... I beg you, live well."

"Just pretend to be..." He stretched out the back of his hand to cover his eyes, "Live for those who want to live but can't."

"Don't let them envy you...hate you, okay?" He whispered dejectedly.

Tong Zhe didn't respond, he just wiped away the tears that he couldn't dry.

In the quiet corridor, Lin Shian's more rapid breathing was the only sound left, until there was a "bang", Tong Zhe suddenly looked up, in the misty tears, Lin Shian fell down lying on his side, holding his head tightly.

"Lin Shi'an!" Tong Zhe was stunned, "Lin Shi'an, what's wrong with you!"

"Hands...Hands are numb, so dizzy." Lin Shi'an spoke intermittently while panting violently.

"What to do!" Tong Zhe shook his hand back and forth, and said in a panic, "What to do, Lin Shi'an!"

Lin Shi'an half closed his eyes, he had lost the strength to talk to him, and was still panting.

Tong Zhe looked around, he was in class at the moment, and there was almost no one in the dormitory, he was heartbroken, and shouted loudly: "Help, help!"

He repeated it over and over again, shaking Lin Shian's hand constantly, and said to him from time to time: "You must not sleep!"

About three to two minutes later, the sound of footsteps coming from far and near outside, Tong Zhe was surprised and happy, and hurriedly called for help louder.

Just a few feet away from the dormitory, Xu Tonglan, who was rushing to the front, heard these words, his already extremely fast pace accelerated again, and he shouted loudly to the emergency medical staff behind him: "Hurry up!"

He could hear Tong Zhe's voice, but he didn't hear Lin Shi'an's voice.

His mind was in a mess, and due to excessive tension and extreme running, his eyes were a little blurred, and he could only see a small ball curled up on the ground in the dim corridor.

For some reason, he suddenly had a strong intuition that it was Lin Shi'an.

At the moment of approaching, he suddenly slowed down and squatted down, but kneeled on the ground due to inertia, so he saw Lin Shian's tightly closed eyes clearly.

As if his heart exploded in an instant, he hugged Lin Shi'an numbly, his hands and feet seemed to have lost consciousness.

Xiang Tian pointed at Tong Zhe from behind, and shouted to the emergency personnel: "Save him, save him!"

"No, no," Tong Zhe said anxiously while retorting: "Lin Shi'an! I'm fine, let's see Lin Shi'an first!"

Xiang Tian was dumbfounded, and suddenly found that there was another person lying down on the ground.

The medical staff moved neatly, and quickly carried the person onto the stretcher and into the ambulance. Xu Tonglan followed behind, holding Lin Shi'an's hand tightly the whole time, like a walking dead.

In the ambulance, Lin Shi'an struggled to open his eyes with a mask on, and Xu Tonglan was in his eyes.

"Are you crying?"

Through the mask, the voice became muffled and weak.

Xu Tonglan wanted to get closer to listen, but was pulled away by the medical staff with a few reprimands. He could only hold Lin Shian's wrist anxiously, completely unaware that tears were streaming down his face.

Lin Shi'an closed his eyes and did not speak again.

He suddenly felt his heart ache.

Different from all other symptoms, he knew that his heart was hurting because of Xu Tonglan's tears.

He remembered what Zhao Jiajia told him, that seeing a very powerful person cry, his heart would hurt badly.

It turned out to be true.

Especially when he knew that he was crying for himself, his heart ached even more.

And at the end of the painful heart, Lin Shi'an belatedly realized some inexplicable emotions.

He didn't want to admit it, but he had to.

At that moment, his best friend was worrying and suffering for him without distraction.

But he was in love with him.

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