Your Majesty has been secretly in love with me for many years

Only Di Shaoze's heartbeat was left in Lin Huai'en's ears.His heartbeat is very close, but also seems to be very far away, familiar and strange.

Lin Huai'en once firmly believed that he was unique in Di Shaoze's heart, but only now did he realize that he could also be replaced by a red and arrogant cinnabar mole.

Di Shaoze's heart has changed, but Lin Huai'en's has not.

In the years that have been honed, in the depths of Lin Huai'en's heart, Di Shaoze is always unique and always occupies a special position——

I still remember that at the age of 16, Lin Huai'en threw down the pig-beating stick and picked up the old books under the pillow, full of anticipation and eyes full of the future, shouting that he was going to the capital, rushing to take the exam, and transforming himself into a The dynasty of the government and the people!

This youthful spirit was quickly known by the whole village, and it was used as a joke when breaking the stick, and the joke was repeated several times.

The officialdom belongs to men and has nothing to do with Shuang'er.The villagers only thought that Lin Huai'en was young and ignorant, and kept correcting him, saying that after he got married, he could teach his son to take the exam, and there was no need to go out and show his face by himself.

But no matter what other people said, Lin Huai'en persisted like never before, confronted his mother dozens of times, and even secretly prepared money and dry food.

Later, on the day when Lin Huai'en was determined to leave, my mother got angry and stuffed herself into the house. After a long time, she drove out a piglet and told him to feed him on the road. If he failed the exam, he would go back to the village immediately. Come here.

Lin Huai'en went to the capital, registered first, found a cheap restaurant, and devoted himself to preparing for the exam.On the day of the big exam, he took half of the exam in the exam room, but was grabbed by an invigilator, threw him on the street, and pasted his exam paper and his portrait on the shame list at the door.

The invigilator said arrogantly that Shuang'er could not be an official. Although it was not written in the examination papers, it was an invisible rule from ancient times to the present, telling Lin Huai'en where he came from and where he went back.

Lin Huai'en was trembling with anger. He had prepared for the exam for a long time, but he couldn't take the exam because of Shuang'er's identity, so he argued wildly at the entrance of the exam house.

But helplessly, there were two strong men standing there, and Lin Huai'en was in a different place, alone and weak, and finally failed to return to the examination room.

That was the most embarrassing time in Lin Huai'en's life. Like a wandering beggar, he was pointed at and stuck in the corner of the examination hall, just to fight for his own rights.

And the money in the baggage is almost exhausted.Lin Huaien couldn't protest for a few days, so he could only despair and start thinking about the day when he would go home.

I don't know if it was some kind of coincidence, a carriage stopped at the entrance of the examination institute, and through the open window, someone read aloud the papers on the shame list.That voice was immature, but it carried the majesty of a superior.

Being read aloud face-to-face, Lin Huai'en blushed with embarrassment, and was not sure for a moment whether the other party was deliberately embarrassing him, or was seriously reading his thesis.

The curtain of the carriage was lifted, and a young boy came out.

This little boy's skin was as white as snow, his facial features were as smooth as fat jade, and he was dressed in a black gold boa robe with a faint golden glow.

The young boy was smiling, his eyes were slenderly bent, looking innocent and cute, "Your essay is well written. The master said that theory should be the first priority in essay writing. Your article, and the master's article as an example, There are similarities in the same purpose."

Lin Huai'en slandered, "It's useless no matter how good you are."

The little boy asked back, "Why?"

Lin Huai'en replied: "Shuang'er is not allowed to be an official."

The young boy frowned and said: "The world is a great job, and those who are capable live in it. Who said that Shuang'er can't be an official?"

Later, the young boy persistently asked the reason, tore up the shame sheet at the door for Lin Huai'en, and taught the examiner a lesson.

Later, the young boy seemed to like him very much and cared about him very much. He even brought him back to the mansion, asked many strange questions, and listened to Lin Huai'en's ideals.

The clean-minded Di Shaoze, like the daytime and scorching sun, shone into Lin Huai'en's heart in that autumn, making his dreams germinate a little bit.

For ten whole years, Lin Huai'en revolved around this little sun and never left. Even if he knew his other side, he still married him like a moth.

But Di Shaoze was still tired of him, and began to fall in love with other twins.

It's so unfair...

Lin Huaien put more strength on his arms, tightly wrapped around Di Shaoze's neck, and lost the sense of security in his heart.He couldn't lose Di Shaoze, he couldn't afford to gamble, and he couldn't afford to lose either.

Di Shaoze stepped into the Moon Worship Hall with Lin Huai'en in his arms.This is the first time that Di Shaoze stepped into the Moon Worship Hall after getting married.But it's not lonely here, on the contrary, Lin Huai'en took care of it very well.

Not only are various plants planted in the courtyard, but also various areas such as study, swing, and tea house have been opened up.Even the bed is full of abundant books, which can be reached with one hand.

Di Shaoze commented: "The swing is for one person, the tea house is for one table, and there is only one pillow on the bed. You really didn't leave me any space."

Lin Huai'en lowered his eyes, "You never come here. If you are willing to come several times a month, I will reserve a place for you."

Di Shaoze's thin lips were tightly pursed, and he didn't delve into the question any further, and put Lin Huai'en lightly on the soft chair.

The palace people on the side quickly started to serve, handing hot tea and handkerchiefs, serving them extremely attentively.The purpose of the palace people is very obvious, because their master never competes for favor, they want to rely on these enthusiastic services to keep Di Shaoze.

After Lin Huai'en drank hot tea, his hands and feet became warmer, and seeing that Di Shaoze was drenched all over, he said, "Do you want to take a bath and change your clothes?"

Di Shaoze's phoenix eyes rolled, and he responded in a low voice: "Yes."

Di Shaoze got up, and just lifted his feet towards the side hall's bathing pool, then paused on his toes, and hugged Lin Huai'en back.

Lin Huai'en wrapped his arms around his neck instinctively, his almond eyes were dazed.

Di Shaoze explained: "Every time you thunder, you will always be afraid for a while, and you will always be tired of people. So, if you can't leave me, just take a bath with me."

Seeing that he still remembered this, Lin Huai'en's sullen mood improved a little, and he nodded to him.

Bypassing the screen in the side hall, Lin Huai'en's toes were put down on the ground.

Di Shaoze untied his belt in front of Lin Huai'en, put aside his dragon robe, and got out of the hot spring pool.

Lin Huaien picked up his robe, folded it, hung it on the screen, and then began to take off his belt.

The way Lin Huai'en took off his belt couldn't help being jerky and slow, because he wasn't used to bathing with Di Shaoze.Although they have been married for so long, they haven't lived much married life, and the physical distance is still a bit distant.

When Lin Huai'en shrank into the pool, he was also separated from Di Shaoze by some distance, and he didn't know whether to be close or far away.In front of Di Shaoze, Lin Huai'en was actually somewhat passive.

From the time of ambiguity, it was Di Shaoze who pursued him, took care of him, and cared for him. Lin Huai'en only needed to accept it, and seldom needed to take the initiative.

Later, after the knife incident, Di Shaoze's attitude towards him plummeted, and he was ignored. While he was full of disappointment, he didn't know how to take the initiative to restore it. He could only rely on the most clumsy methods to manage the internal affairs of the harem. , to show the benefits of being a wife...

Di Shaoze narrowed his eyes slightly, looked at the distance between himself and Lin Huai'en, enough to fit three elephants, and shouted, "Are I a wild beast? Afraid I will eat you? Come closer."