Your Majesty has been secretly in love with me for many years

In terms of personality, Di Shaoze is like a lonely wild wolf in a blizzard. Even if he is surrounded by a group of beasts and bitten until his bones are exposed, he will never lower his head.

He has always carried the arrogance of the royal family in his bones.

Perhaps for others, it is impossible to understand this.But Di Shaoze knew that Lin Huai'en could understand this.Di Shaoze was willing from the bottom of his heart, and he would only make such a promise by waiting for Lin Huai'en for the rest of his life.Since he is an emperor, he will do what he says.

Facing Di Shaoze's bowed head, Lin Huai'en was moved for the first time, and replied 'um' in a nasal voice.The gentle and soft voice of this little path knocked Di Shaoze dizzily like a bell, as if he was stepping on a cloud, he was almost so happy that he couldn't find the south, east, north and west.

This voice is a little hope.Di Shaoze couldn't ask for more, but he was already satisfied.

The next day, Di Shaoze "served" Lin Huai'en in the morning with his own hands, handing him a handkerchief and a comb, sticking to Lin Huai'en's side like a little wolf dog staring at the delicious meat, unable to tear it apart...

After talking with Di Shaoze, Lin Huai'en also felt that the stone on his heart was much lighter.It is really not suitable for him to hate others, especially erecting a high wall to guard against a person from time to time, which makes him physically and mentally exhausted.

From the bottom of his heart, he actually hoped to live in peace with Di Shaoze.

After washing and dressing up, Lin Huai'en carried the child and got into the carriage back home. Because of the clothes on his body, as soon as he stepped into the prime minister's mansion, he was dragged to the bedroom by his mother and questioned from head to toe.

Mrs. Lin asked anxiously: "Ener, what happened last night? Why are you wearing Di Shaoze's clothes? Where are your own clothes?"

Lin Huai'en looked down at the dragon pattern on the clothes, guessed that his mother had misunderstood, and explained: "It rained last night, so I borrowed the clothes."

Mrs. Lin let out a long breath, "I shouldn't have let you go to the palace last night... put it under Di Shaoze's eyelids for a whole night, it really made my mother unable to sleep..."

Last night, when her son didn't come home, Mrs. Lin's heart was hanging upside down, as if she had raised a green Chinese cabbage in the field, and a wild boar suddenly came from outside the fence, sniffing and sniffing beside the cabbage.She was afraid that the pig's nose would stick to her own cabbage, and she would dislike even a little bit of it.

Lin Huai'en burst out laughing, "Mom, I'm not a child. You still watch me so closely."

Mrs. Lin gave Lin Huai'en a light 'stare', "Mother is so worried, you can still laugh!"

Lin Huai'en stopped laughing and said, "Mom, I don't want to be on guard against him for the rest of my life. The more I guard against him, the more I care about his every move. I want to get out of the last relationship in another way..."

Instead of torturing each other and not letting go, it is better to try to let go.

Mrs. Lin sighed: "Oh, it's good if you have an idea about this matter."

Lin Huai'en nodded and said, "Mother, don't worry, I have a measure."

After the conversation, Lin Huai'en sat by the bed, tried to warm the two little sleeping quilts with his hands, and then tucked them in.I still remember that when I was just born, the bodies of the two cubs could be held in the palm of my hand, and they had to be held in my arms after only five months.

The two little ones are like small bamboo shoots in the field, growing fast and well.

Lin Huaien thanked him from the bottom of his heart for these two little gifts that God gave him.In particular, when losing Di Shaoze, Lin Huai'en's broken heart was healed by the two of them, and a better and more peaceful part was filled in.

It turns out that the life process of "being a parent" can make a person so mature and strong, and a thick layer of armor has been strengthened both in body and mind.Children are the only weakness...

After Di Shaoze got Lin Huai'en's permission, he was a little bolder than before, and would often come to Lin Huai'en on business.

Somewhat ingeniously, although Di Shaoze put on a face that distinguishes between public and private, he leaned against Lin Huai'en, nodded while listening, but quietly moved his hand to the chair handle, and vacantly circled Lin Huai'en.

It's also fortunate that Lin Huai'en concentrates on doing business, and he rarely finds this out.

Occasionally, when he pointed to an uncommon word, Lin Huai'en would slowly approach him, and he could even smell a little fragrance from the tip of his hair.Di Shaoze's heart was so nervous that it seemed to shake out, and he restrained himself, not to let the slightest thought be exposed, so as not to scare Lin Huai'en away.

But soon, Lin Huai'en moved his face away, and continued to review his documents with serious eyes.

During this process, Di Shaoze felt both sweet and tormented, like singing a one-man show that no one knew about.The self who is not cared about by Lin Huai'en seems to be covered with a transparent film, and there is no longer any bright color.

The days passed slowly, and the Qixi Festival was coming soon. Di Shaoze tried to make an appointment with Lin Huai'en, but he couldn't make an appointment, and he couldn't bear to miss this festival in his heart.

Then he came up with an idea, summoned a group of fireworks artists, and rushed to make a fireworks show overnight. A distance from a wall, according to his arrangement and plan, gorgeous fireworks were set off.

Fireworks exploded from the sky. First, a colorful illusion bloomed in layers, and then Lin Huai'en's favorite books, tea and other things emerged one by one, and finally turned into a pair of lovers holding hands tightly.

The next day, Di Shaoze couldn't help but ask Lin Huai'en how he felt last night under the wind and cold blowing all night—"Wynn, did you see the fireworks last night? How do you feel?"

Lin Huai'en was taken aback for a moment, recalled last night, and said apologetically, "Yes. The fireworks are beautiful. But they were noisy, so I closed the window."

After hearing this, Di Shaoze's eyes turned slightly red, but he suppressed the disappointment in his heart, "It's okay. I really didn't think about it. Fireworks really disturb people's peace..."

Di Shaoze deliberately relaxed his tone, as if chatting casually.But in fact, there was a strong pain in his heart, as if he was holding a heart carefully, but was passed by the other side.

What is even more heartbreaking is that the other party's neglect this time was not intentional, but unintentional... It is precisely because he no longer cares so much that he ignores his contribution so easily.

As if he had lost a battle, Di Shaoze returned to Chaoyang Palace exhausted.In the huge room, there were messy boxes all over the floor, exuding a strong smell of gunpowder, and all kinds of fireworks materials were spread out.

Di Shaoze kicked open a wooden box blocking the way. Since it didn't make Wynn happy, it was worthless and not worth thinking about.

Sitting on the soft couch, Di Shaoze fiddled with a piece of wood, trying to outline its shape with a knife.Although he has learned quickly, he still has to practice until he can outline people's eyebrows before he can give it to Lin Huai'en.

Di Shaoze used wood carvings to divert attention, which also relieved a lot of loneliness and loneliness.

As time goes by...he is gradually fading in Wynn's heart...

But it's okay.

He knew that he only wanted Wynn.He will not waver.As long as Wynn hasn't fallen in love with someone else, he still has a chance.