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No, to be precise, it should be Little Iceman.

The little snowman has been kept in the frozen layer for a long time, and it has become an ice lump, but it still maintains its original shape.

Song Mianyu's brain froze and went blank for a moment, and then his memory went back to the night when he and Xiao Rufei went back to Xiao's old house and were trapped by heavy snow.

This is the little snowman he made for Xiao Rufei?

Song Mianyu couldn't believe it, how did Xiao Rufei bring it back and keep it for so long?

"What are you looking at?" Bai Yao leaned over.

Song Mianyu covered the door of the refrigerator with her arm, "It's nothing."

Before the words finished, Xiao Rufei's voice sounded from the door, "Song Mianyu."

Song Mianyu slammed the freezer closed, opened the other one and took the canned dog food.

He gave the canned dog to Xiao Rufei, and didn't mention the little snowman, but there was a warm current in his heart, and he felt very warm, even looking at Xiao Rufei with soft and joyful eyes.

Xiao Rufei was dazed by this look, half of her body went numb.

As soon as he finished sending the message, he remembered that there was still a little snowman in the refrigerator. He was afraid that Song Mianyu would be embarrassed if he saw it, so he ran up to take a look.

Now he felt that Song Mianyu might have seen it, and would probably laugh at his childishness.

"Dinner is ready, come down and eat."

Xiao Rufei made amends for herself, "I'll call you to eat."

When the New Year's Eve dinner was ready, the chefs left and went home to celebrate the New Year.

This morning, the other servants in the family also went home. Now there are only five of them in the family, Xiao Rufei and Song Mianyu, Bai Yao and his boyfriend, plus a housekeeper.

Bai Yao joked to the housekeeper, "Mr. Li, quickly find a lover!"

The butler just smiled and said perfunctorily, "I'm working hard."

The New Year's Eve dinner was very sumptuous, and they cooked dumplings themselves. During the meal, Cheng Xin played him a video, wishing him a happy new year.

In the video, Song Mianyu saw Lin Haoyang, Cheng Xin's new roommate, appearing behind Cheng Xin's back.

Song Mianyu was a little surprised, "Why is your roommate behind you? Hey, where are you?"

Cheng Xin smiled and said, "He didn't get a ticket to go home, so he came home with me for the New Year."

Song Mianyu smiled slowly, "That's great."

Cheng Xin's home is in the suburbs, and firecrackers started to go off there, and he couldn't hear anything, so he hung up after saying a few words.

Song Mianyu put down her phone, turned her head to see Xiao Rufei who was sitting beside him, who was looking at him with a smile.

The lights were brightly lit, and the light fell on Xiao Rufei's body, casting a layer of soft light on him. This smile has a million soft focus.

On the opposite side, Bai Yao was kissing his boyfriend, acting like no one else was around, intoxicated by himself.

The housekeeper was looking at his mobile phone, he didn't know whose message he saw, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

The little trash climbed onto his lap and was rubbed on the dog's head by him. It really was an intergenerational relative.

At this time, snowflakes floated outside the window, and it was snowing.

"very nice."

Song Mianyu took a sip of the red wine, the wine entered his throat, he felt happy.

It's snowing again, I hope it will be bigger so that he can build a big snowman for Xiao Rufei.

Several people drank, Bai Yao and her boyfriend also drank, and the drivers at home also went home. How did they go back to the hotel became a problem. The New Year's Eve dinner was so enjoyable that they forgot to drive.

Xiao Rufei suggested that they stay here and not leave tonight.

But I forgot to clean up the guest room, because Xiao Rufei didn't like guests staying at home, so there was only one guest room in the house, and it was used by the housekeeper when he was busy, so it wasn't enough for tonight.

Song Mianyu gave up his room, and he shared one with Xiao Rufei.

In this way, it's the best of both worlds, anyway, Xiao Rufei is quite beautiful.

Song Mianyu's bedroom was a bit messy, and he felt embarrassed. While everyone was eating snacks and talking in the living room, he sneaked into the room, tidied up a little, and then changed a set of sheets and quilts for the guests.

There were some messy things scattered in the room. They were all the daily necessities that Song Mianyu arranged in an orderly manner. He could hold them at hand. After thinking for a while, he might as well put them in the suitcase first, and wait for Bai Yao to leave. He put it out again.

After the suitcase was opened, Song Mianyu sat on the carpet and touched the wooden box in the mezzanine. It had been so long that he almost forgot.

Inside the wooden box are his most precious memories of his parents. When the family went bankrupt, all valuables in the family had to be auctioned off, including the expensive birthday presents his parents bought for him every year.

All he can keep is this wooden box, which he keeps with him no matter where he moves.

There are some worthless gadgets inside, as well as letters written by my father, group photos of my birthday every year, and my mother's diary...

Mom's Diary...

Song Mianyu's heart moved, and she took out the cowhide-covered diary from the wooden box. The scene of Xiao Cheng standing in front of her father's tomb, and the hatred in her mother's eyes when she looked at Xiao Rufei appeared in her mind...

Maybe, can we find some answers in this diary?

Song Mianyu's heart beat suddenly faster.

Song Mianyu only turned over a few pages of this diary of her mother when she was a child, but never opened it later, because this diary is sweet poison to Song Mianyu. Tear it apart again.

He is a child born with honey in his mouth.

Then he lived like a beggar.

The happy and beautiful family in the past, often recalled, is still like yesterday. At the beginning, I would still dream about it, and then I would hide in my back and cry secretly until I fell asleep again.

In this way he was forced to grow.

But today, in order to find an answer, he is willing to open this diary.

Or maybe he was thinking too much, there may not be traces of Xiao Cheng in this diary.

The start date of the diary is 21 years ago, and it seems that the mother started writing when she was pregnant with him.

The daily records are very short and concise, sometimes only one sentence, and sometimes just one word "none".

Song Mianyu flipped through the pages, this diary was more like his growth diary, the first time he turned over by himself, the first time he sat up by himself, the first time he called his mother, the first time he walked...

Then time fast forwards, he goes to kindergarten, elementary school, junior high school...

He thought that in the long and hard years, he would slowly forget, but the fact is, he did not forget.

Those imprints were so clear that when the diary was opened, they passed through his mind like a projection.

That is, after he was promoted to junior high school, the happiness in the diary disappeared, and another tone was changed.

Song Mianyu remembered that during this time, her father often didn't come home, and sometimes he lost his temper suddenly when answering the phone at home.

The date at this time was ten years ago.

2010. 9, 14

That person appeared, how deep can a person's obsession be?We thought we could start a peaceful life, why couldn't he let Ah Sheng go?

……

2010. 9, 20

When he came to our house for dinner, the look in his eyes when he looked at A Sheng made me shudder, that naked, lustful look, and he didn't even hide it anymore...

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2010. 10, 1

Today the driver picked Mianmian home and told me that someone was following me on the road. I was very scared and told Ah Sheng about it. Could it be him?What does he want to do to our children?

……

December 2010, 10

No one followed Mianmian on the way home from school, did Asheng go looking for him?What terms did they negotiate?I dare not ask...

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2010. 10, 20

Ah Sheng is very busy recently and often doesn't go home. He hides in his study and calls, very irritable. I vaguely feel that something happened to the company.

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2010. 10, 30

Asheng was drunk today, he said sorry to me, it was Xiao Cheng, Xiao Cheng has been forcing him...

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Xiao Cheng!

Seeing this name, Song Mianyu's heart trembled, and her hands trembling holding the diary, perhaps because she had a premonition that he was calmer than expected, but it was the first time this winter that he felt the icy coldness of the sky.

He trembled, masochistic, covered his mouth, bit his fingers in his mouth, and turned the page to look down.

2010. 11, 2

The company is Ah Sheng's painstaking effort, carrying Ah Sheng's youth and dreams, Xiao Cheng wants to destroy it, ruin Ah Sheng...

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2010. 11, 5

Xiao Cheng covers the sky with one hand, no one dares to help us, the worst outcome is bankruptcy, but Xiao Cheng will stop here and let us go like this?

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2010. 11, 7

I can't contact Ah Sheng.

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2010. 11, 8

Where are you, Asheng?

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The farther to the back, the more messy the handwriting is, the black ink is wet with water, and it is dizzy, maybe it was written by the mother who was extremely collapsed and shed tears.

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Song Mianyu trembled all over, biting her fingers uncontrollably, blocking the extremely suppressed crying in her throat.

His vision was blurred, it was his tears that wet the yellowed paper after many years.

Why is this happening?

Memory starts to run backwards—

The day my father jumped.

Dazzling blood.

Crashed fainting mother.

Chaotic scene.

The police asked him to confirm.

……

Home being auctioned off.

A birthday present he couldn't take away.

The days of hiding with my mother.

Dark narrow alleys.

The beginning of his troubles.

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The increasingly insane mother.

Tens of millions of debts.

After school filled with various part-time jobs.

Washed white school uniform.

The summer after the college entrance examination.

Institutions of higher learning that had to be abandoned.

……

He sent his mother to a mental hospital himself.

He cried bitterly.

The embarrassment that no one knows.

……

But on that snowy night, Xiao Rufei kissed him.

Xiao Rufei rubbed him into her arms and called him Song Mianmian.

Xiao Rufei rushed into the reporters' siege and told him, Song Mianmian, I'm here.

Xiao Rufei pushed him against the wall and said he wanted to chase him.

Xiao Rufei fought for him and was later taken away by the police.

Xiao Rufei took what he said in his sleep to be true, and the little snowman he made casually is Xiao Rufei's treasure to this day.

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From the past to the present, fragments of memory came one after another, intertwined with gray and white, and his heart was torn apart by two forces bursting out of his chest.

Song Mianyu was suffering.

He didn't know if he was facing a choice, but when footsteps sounded outside the door, Xiao Rufei pushed the door in, her voice was brisk and pleasantly surprised, "Song Mianyu, come and watch the fireworks."

Song Mianyu became dull for a moment, and the moment she saw Xiao Rufei, she instinctively hid the diary behind her back.

Xiao Rufei noticed something strange, "What's wrong?"

"No, nothing."

Song Mianyu put the diary back into the wooden box and closed it tightly with a "click".

Xiao Rufei saw that his eyes were red, "Are you all right?"

Song Mianyu wiped her eyes, "I miss my dad."

Xiao Rufei held his face in his hands, wiped away the remaining tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, and comforted him silently.

They went downstairs together, Bai Yao and his boyfriend, two foreign friends who didn't know about the prohibition in the urban area, actually got fireworks.

Xiao Rufei didn't stop them, so just let them go. If the police come to arrest them, they will take these two foreigners away.

On a snowy winter night, fireworks bloom, fiery trees and silver flowers bloom, and colorful lights fall on Xiao Rufei's face.

Song Mianyu looked at Xiao Rufei, his lonely little prince.

He once promised in his heart that he would always protect him.

The fireworks this night were like the night when Xiao Rufei kissed him for the first time.

Maybe the moment he saw Xiao Rufei, when he hid the diary behind his back, he had already made a choice in his heart.

Song Mianyu decided not to tell, he wanted to keep this a secret.

"Xiao Rufei."

"Ok?"

Song Mianyu stood on tiptoe and kissed Xiao Rufei.

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