milk tea summer

What a precious thing is what you want.I have no desires or desires, but my father does not recognize you, just because of my ridiculous status.I am not reconciled, I want to fight for it, I think since I have no choice, I should cut off my own path. "

"I just watched Long Qingyun destroy the Bailian gang. I don't have any regrets, but I feel relieved. After all, it's my father's favorite thing, not me."

"But I made a mistake. I always feel that I am lucky enough to ensure that everything will develop according to my hope. It wasn't until my father was killed and you were involved that I realized that I was too late. "

Lu Han looked at Wu Shixun's face, his expression was a bit heavy and sad.

"I would never kill Huang Zitao, so I expected him to save me. No matter when, I believe he will be the first one to protect me."

"But there are always innocent people involved. When Long Er was about to shoot, Sayuri suddenly jumped out to block me. She was obviously tied up on the stage. I don't know how she broke the rope. Huang Zitao was just right. Appearing from the ground, he shot Long Er, but Long Er was frightened by Sayuri, and pulled the trigger at the same time, the bullet exploded in Sayuri's body."

"They died almost at the same time. Sayuri's blood splashed on my body, and her blood was still hot, making me ache."

Wu Shixun lowered his head: "It's all my own cleverness, I believe in myself too much. It was the first time in my life that I felt scared. Father and Sayuri, they all died because of me. It's not that I haven't killed people, but I never People die because of me."

"So I ran away, and I finally realized my wish. I blocked the way of the Bailian gang, and blocked my own way. From then on, I am no longer Wu Shixun."

"When I ran away, I was still thinking, what should I do with my Luhan?"

"Maybe I was too flustered, so I got carried away at that time. Do you know why I care so much about Sayuri?"

Luhan looked at Wu Shixun with pity: "Because she is like your mother, isn't it?"

Wu Shixun smiled bitterly: "I know that only you understand, only you have seen my mother's photo."

"Before Xiao Baihe died, she looked at me with wide eyes, as if she was blaming me for not saving her. For a moment, I thought of my mother. She had seen me like that before she was alive. She was full of resentment and told me not to show any affection. But I didn't listen to her, and I was afraid that all this was the reason for my disobedience."

"I'm scared, I'm really scared, I can't afford to lose anyone anymore, I'm a disaster star, and I will always bring disaster to others."

"So I just go."

Wu Shixun held his head in his hands, excruciating pain.

Lu Han patted him on the back: "It's okay, it's okay, just come back."

"I don't blame you, really, what could be happier than you being alive?"

After going through so much, Luhan's eyes are still clear and clear. The boy's eyes at that time were firm and beautiful, with the gentle power to heal the pain.

"Luhan, I want to take you to a place."

what is the place?It was Oh Se-hoon's original home.No one lived there, Huang Zitao would come to clean it occasionally, and he was also waiting for the day when the young master came back.

Wu Shixun took Lu Han up to the second floor: "You know what? I have never entered this room, my father does not allow anyone to enter."

But the door was clearly opened, and Wu Shixun said: "When I came back, I didn't actually have the courage to look for you, until I opened this room and saw a scene that I would never have imagined in my life."

"Do you still remember when I told you that my mother couldn't stand my father having another woman outside and this kind of betrayal, so she left home angrily?" Wu Shixun opened the door, "But, I was wrong."

In that room, all the furniture was tightly wrapped in cotton, but there were still signs of damage.It seems that someone has vented here and smashed it, but because of the cotton material, the damage caused is not great.

"My mother has hysteria." Wu Shixun seemed to be talking about an extremely ordinary thing, "I found her medical records in this room."

Lu Han opened his mouth wide in surprise.

"Those women whose so-called father had an affair, the so-called betrayal, and her father's abuse of her were all the result of her hysterical attacks and wild thoughts, but I believed her deeply, because when my mother was normal, she was stronger than anyone else." normal."

"This room is specially prepared by Dad for her, so that she can not hurt herself when she gets sick."

"I didn't expect Dad to hide it for so many years, and made me hate him wrongly for so many years." Wu Shixun knelt down slowly in the middle of the room, "He didn't tell me about it until he died, I think he just didn't want to spoil Mom The image in my heart is just for the image in his son's mind, he would rather make himself a sinner. And he is the one who loves my mother the most in this world."

Luhan walked over, took Wu Shixun's head, and put it close to his embrace.

Wu Shixun was in his arms, weeping uncontrollably: "Lu Han, I didn't expect it, I really didn't expect it."

"It's okay, it's not your fault. Your father is a hero. Since he chooses to bear everything alone, he certainly doesn't want you to blame yourself so much."

Luhan raised his head: "Look."

From the window of this room, one can see a vast expanse of sky.

There are stars twinkling in the sky, flickering and flickering.

Without the stars in his eyes, I would not find myself, and I would not find that feelings are actually the safest and best things.He is my star, no one can replace him. —— Wu Sehun