The book wears the author's daily life

After dinner, Leo abnormally did not stay in the room with Luo Yan, and disappeared without saying anything.Luo Yan sat on a rocking chair by the fireplace, staring boredly at the dancing flames that kept making slight crackling noises.There were still flowers in the vase that Leo had picked by himself to make him happy. The surrounding air was quiet and peaceful, filled with warmth and fragrance, but Luo Yan felt indescribable in this silence mixed with joy. the loneliness.

"It's easy to go from frugal to extravagant, but difficult to go from extravagant to frugal." Luo Yan often feels that he has the potential to be a literary youth. An ancient poem to sum up, although there is no relationship between the two.

The indistinct illness and recovery in those days seemed to be a turning point in Luo Yan's journey to the present. He used to be afraid of Leo and hated being in the same room with him, but now he finds that he is used to Leo's company, and he needs him.Was it hard for him to imagine how Leo spent the years before he was captured, standing on the top of the castle like a wild wolf and neighing at the moon every night?

Whenever thinking of this, Luo Yan always feels inexplicable heartache.Leo has always been a mystery to him.Although he is the author of the whole novel, he doesn't know where Leo came from, why he stays in this lonely jungle, and what kind of past he has.For the first time since the acquaintance, Luo Yan became very interested in Leo's silent life experience.

The firewood in the fireplace was burning fiercely, and the reddish firelight reflected on Luo Yan's face.He suddenly felt unusually uncomfortable, like the restlessness of an insomniac who tosses and turns throughout the night. Some kind of impulse that he was accustomed to was bred in his body at some point, and he wanted to explode blindly and unprecedentedly violently.Men will obey their instinctive needs most of the time.Let the senses drive, Luo Yan is no exception.It just so happened that Leo had no plans to come back tonight, so he could openly vent all the accumulation he had accumulated since his illness.

But today's situation seems a bit strange, as long as Luo Yan closes his eyes, Leo's figure will always appear in front of him.

The pain of biting, the tenderness of caressing, the heat of kissing, everything that belongs to Leo seems to have been deeply imprinted in Luo Yan's mind.Luo Yan was surprised by himself like this, but it was more a kind of shame because he couldn't agree with him. He felt that his brain was broken. During the serious illness that almost killed him, Leo used a panacea to save him. Perhaps it was only his body, and his consciousness had already fallen into the embrace of death at that time.

The hot and humid tongue deftly nibbled at the slight scars on his neck, and Luo Yan groaned impatiently like a light sigh.

"Ah."

The male fiery aura suddenly sprayed on Luo Yan's face, his whole body trembled, he opened his eyes suddenly and turned his head away.

Leo, who had turned back into a human form, rested his arms on the back of the chair, and was arching his upper body, rubbing his lips against Luo Yan's earlobe with interest.Because of Luo Yan's sudden turning around, the two people's faces suddenly moved closer, and their noses touched lightly.In an instant, they saw in each other's eyes the desperate need for each other.

Everything seems to be so involuntary, because there is desire, so it is logical.

The pleasure accumulated to the peak suddenly collapsed, Luo Yan was so lazy that he didn't even want to move a finger.Leo was still full of interest. Although he still needs a short period of recovery, Luo Yan took off the woolen pants on his legs very cooperatively.

Leo hugged Luo Yan tightly and kept kissing his forehead, cheek, nose tip, and even eyelashes.

"Your body shouldn't be too tired, go to bed early at night." The confusion in Leo's eyes subsided instantly, he got up from Luo Yan's body, and narrated calmly.

Although Luo Yan didn't want to admit it, he instantly felt an indescribable sense of frustration.He stared at Leo expressionlessly, but the other party hurriedly turned and left as if deliberately avoiding his sight.Luo Yan couldn't help raising his arms to keep him.

Leo might have sensed it, but the moment he turned his head, Luo Yan realized what he was doing, and hurriedly withdrew his hand back.

"Not yet." Leo stroked Luo Yan's cheek reassuringly, then turned and left the room.

Luo Yan maintained his original posture and sat motionless in front of the fireplace. It took a long time before he put on the dark gray woolen trousers again, and mechanically paced back and forth between the bed and the window.Until dawn, he fell on the bed with his clothes on, and fell asleep exhausted.

Although Luo Yan never figured out what was the source of the urge to have sex with Leo at that time, Leo's unreasonable retreat was undoubtedly a great humiliation to him, because he even took off his pants, Leo let him go to bed alone.

Sleeping groggyly until noon, Luo Yan saw that the table was full of delicious food.Sleepily ruffling his tousled blond hair, he randomly grabs a croissant and pops it into his mouth.

After Leo first transformed into a human form, he took it as his duty to prepare three meals.Luo Yan feels that his current life can be described as "opening his mouth and stretching out his clothes when he eats", and he doesn't have to worry about his dry wallet or the pressure of work.If all of this is not based on one's own compensation, it should be called a fairy-like comfortable life.

Not long after the brunch, Leo appeared in front of Luo Yan again and asked Luo Yan to accompany him to wander around the castle without refusing.Luo Yan was a little embarrassed due to the unpleasant experience last night, while Leo's attitude was as usual, looking like a superior master.

Leo led Luo Yan through several arches, several dark corridors covered with woven curtains, and countless stone steps. The sound of black leather boots stepping on the stone floor echoed faintly in the magnificent castle with a musty smell with.

After walking for a while, Luo Yan followed Leo to a room with bookshelves on three walls.From then on, for more than half a month, Luo Yan stayed here most of the time, passing the boring time by flipping through various books with strange contents.Leo would often take advantage of Luo Yan's fascination and quietly appear behind him, secretly kissing the back of his neck with his cock exposed, and Luo Yan would be taken aback at the beginning.Afterwards, he gradually got used to it. When Leo suddenly appeared, he raised his eyelids and took a look, then lowered his head and continued to read the adventure travel notes in his hand.

Most of the books in Leo's collection were issued in Eragon, and there are several volumes of Eragon's chronicles neatly arranged on the left shelf near the door.After Luo Yan noticed this strange phenomenon, he asked Leo a question that day.

"Those are all decorations prepared by the servants for the sake of appearance," Leo leisurely shook the tall crystal cup in his hand, and the sunlight through the narrow window stretched his shadow long, "I hate reading. "

Leo didn't give Luo Yan a reasonable explanation, but Luo Yan got some irrelevant information from his answer, for example, other people lived in this castle.

For some unknown reason, Leo has maintained the form of a black panther since a certain day.Luo Yan's daily diet also became simple and perfunctory. Later, it simply dragged the bloody prey directly to the kitchen of the castle as it did at the beginning, and Luo Yan solved it by himself.

Luo Yan vaguely felt that Leo had become more restless than usual, and the prey he brought back every day had small wounds all over his body except for the throat being bitten off. This meant that although Leo went out to catch prey every day, But it didn't eat anything.

"Could it be that uncle is here?" Luo Yan sat on the wooden bench in the corner of the kitchen, biting the greasy barbecue, while guessing mockingly.

Last night, when he was in a drowsy sleep, he seemed to hear the piercing sound of Leo scratching the porch pillar with his claws again. It seemed to be insane, and it made a whine like sawtooth rubbing against the tree trunk back and forth.In the stillness of the night, such a sound is particularly harsh.

The fresh wild fruit that used to be served at every meal has now been canceled by Leo for no reason.Luo Yan tried to express his dissatisfaction to it with tactful and polite words.Leo was lying lazily under the sun at that time, his golden animal eyes narrowed comfortably because of the short leisure.

"The wild fruit you like grows on the cliffs at the edge of the jungle. If you want to eat it, you can pick it yourself." Leo became uneasy because of Luo Yan's sudden appearance. He rubbed vigorously against the railing, as if he wanted to completely rub off the fur on the stamina before giving up.

"Do you want it?" Luo Yan saw that Leo seemed to be suffering from some unknown torment, so he couldn't help stretching out his hand to help him scratch the itching spot of his stamina.

Sensing Luo Yan's intentions, Leo opened his beast eyes and stared at him viciously: "I don't want to see you these days, stay away from me!"

Luo Yan smiled bitterly at the corner of his mouth, turned and left without saying a word.Originally, when he knew that Leo had to climb the cliff every time to help him pick wild fruits, he was really moved, and unconsciously showed concern for Leo.However, Leo's cold words to each other made this difficult and precious mood disappear instantly.

Luo Yan and Leo didn't meet each other in the castle for many days after going through this minor incident that could not be called a conflict.Luo Yan knew that Leo was deliberately avoiding him, because sometimes he clearly heard its depressing growl upstairs, and hurried down the winding stairs, only to see the clear lines it left on the stone. Visible scratches.

Staying alone in the study, Luo Yan was fed up with the silent silence that surrounded him. In this world without mobile phones, internet or even electricity, he couldn't bear to live alone.The desire to talk to people tormented him all the time, and made him feel lonely.

Luo Yan tried to find Alice and let him act as a listener to himself, but Alice seemed to be greatly stimulated, and became extremely resistant to Luo Yan's approach.As long as Luo Yan appeared where it could detect, it would keep patting the ground with its forelegs, and let out a warning neigh with its ears flat.

The depression and grief accompanied by loneliness made Luo Yan deeply realize that after experiencing so many changes, his body and mind inevitably changed.

Luo Yan did not forget how Leo stayed by the hospital bed to take care of him, and he did not forget those unpleasant soups that smelt of blood, but when Luo Yan thought of these, he would always inevitably remember how Leo was How to force myself to have a relationship with him, even if everything is to survive, these unpleasant memories will not be easily erased.

Whether it's hatred or gratitude, Luo Yan can't tell what kind of feelings he has for Leo.Although in a sense, Leo took much more from him than he sacrificed for him, but this unequal payment and return maintains a delicate balance.