Thanks Bumin

It seems that everything from yesterday is coming again.

It was an ordinary summer afternoon, in the classroom which was extraordinarily messy because of its emptiness, the orange sunlight in the afternoon casts grid-shaped light shadows on the blue floor tiles through the windows, and the floating dust visible to the naked eye floated in the air. , the old-fashioned rotary fan made a lingering sound...

Whose school uniform was torn apart forcefully, who was struggling uselessly with weak arms, whose mouth was covered and desperately wanted to shout for help, whose eyes...

In the end, the entire time and space became silent, and all he could see was the engraved so-and-so love so-and-so under the age-old desk. So ridiculous and ridiculous.

When Xie Jing woke up, there was still a little moonlight outside the window, he stretched out his cold fingers to touch his back, the smooth back was already wet with sweat.

Xie Jing kicked down the chairs and the table along the way, but he didn't realize it. He walked into the toilet with his slippers on like a wandering soul, and splashed a handful of water on his face under the rushing faucet until he felt The feeling of the cold liquid sliding down his cheeks made him feel a lot more awake.

He squinted his eyes to look at himself in the mirror, his wet bangs were messily pasted on his forehead, his face was pale as if he had seen a ghost, against the white tiles on the wall, it was gloomy and gloomy, exuding a cold air.

It's been a long time since I had that dream, and the nightmare that he thought would disappear forever appeared again, every scene and every detail in it didn't get blurred with the passage of time, but became clearer and clearer.

Knowing that the fear of being tracked and mastered by unknown people is not one ten millionth of what it is at this moment.

The fear and despair that could not be struggled and could not escape covered the face like layers of wet white paper, gradually suffocating people until they fell into darkness.

"It's okay, it's over, it's all over." Xie Jing stared straight at the lost boy in the mirror, his lips parted, and the figure in the mirror also spoke, repeating "It's okay, it's okay .”

In the narrow cage-like toilet, only the sound of dripping water dripping under the faucet accompanied by the hypnotic self-comfort of the young man, embracing the trembling soul under the body with all his strength.

"I want a tofu, I want a Chinese cabbage, and I want more rice!"

Xie Jing didn't say a word, Mo Mo passed the tray over after filling it up as required, and without raising his head, he knocked the iron spoon loudly, indicating that the next one wanted food.

The person in front of the glass cabinet stood up for a long time without making a sound.

Xie Jing raised his head impatiently, "Main point..." What?He stopped talking immediately after seeing the person coming.In the next second, I looked up at the small plastic clock on the wall.

"Why are you here at this time?" Xie Jing wondered.In the past, Rong Min always showed up on time, but today it was very early.

Rong Min's eyes were cold, the corners of his mouth were tense, he seemed to be suppressing his unhappiness, and even his voice was cold, "You were not here yesterday, I thought something happened to you?"

"What do you think I have something to do, that's why I came here early today?" Xie Jing's eyes widened for a moment.

Rong Min nodded slightly, and quickly turned his face away.For some reason, Xie Jing could see a grievance on that cold face.

This made Xie Jing both feel miraculous and secretly excited in his heart, as if a seed buried in his heart had secretly sprouted a small bud, and the haze in his heart dissipated a little.

He poked his head and glanced behind Rong Min, there were still many people lined up behind him.Quickly took out the food prepared for him from the bottom, put it in Rong Min's hands, then said in a low voice: "You eat first, I'll go over later."

Rong Min frowned, and seemed to realize that this occasion was not suitable for two people to talk, so he picked up the food and sat down in the seat he was used to.

Xie Jing expedited the express delivery, used both hands and eyes, and managed to cope with the long queue.He sat down beside Rong Min with his own plate.

"Why haven't you eaten?" Xie Jing saw that the food on Rong Min's plate was still intact, without any movement.

Rong Min pushed the plate a little farther away, folded his hands on the table, straightened his chest, and looked serious.

Xie Jing looked at it and wanted to laugh, and then caught a glimpse of the wrinkles between the brows of the other party, quickly suppressed the smile on the corner of his mouth, and explained seriously:

"There was a group activity in our class yesterday, and I couldn't avoid it, so I followed, so I didn't come over yesterday."

"Oh? Really?" Rong Min's eyes darkened.

Xie Jing nodded hurriedly, and said, "I wanted to call you, but I don't have your number." Speaking of this, he glanced at Rong Min, seeing that he didn't make any sign, he lowered his head and continued. Said: "Anyway, I didn't do it on purpose."

"Is it fun?"

"Ah?" Xie Jing suddenly raised his head, only to realize that Rong Min was asking him about yesterday.

"This..." Xie Jing felt his lips dry, so he stretched out his tongue and licked them involuntarily.

Not only did the fear of being followed by strangers strike again, but even the unbearable memories that he tried to forget were brought back again. If he could start over, Xie Jing would never set foot on Baisha Island even if he died.

"It's fun, you can eat and play at the same time." Xie Jing tried his best to control himself to show a less stiff smile.Facing Rong Min, he chose to suppress the gloomy emotions in his heart and act like a carefree high school student.

Rong Min stared at Xie Jing's face, then suddenly stretched out those slender hands, and stroked Xie Jing's eyes.

Xie Jing's head was stunned with a buzzing sound, the blood all over his body was concentrated on his face at this moment, he could clearly feel the cool fingers gently brushing over his eyes like a gust of wind, he felt that he couldn't even The fine hairs on his face trembled.

Rong Min didn't realize how much shock his action had brought to Xie Jing, so he naturally withdrew his hand, and said calmly, "Since you're so happy, why do you even have bags under your eyes?"

Xie Jing hurriedly lowered his head and touched his eyes, it was sure to be a little swollen.Feeling hot when he accidentally touched his cheek.

"Yes, I'm so excited, I'm so excited to play with my friends that I can't fall asleep at night." The lie was exposed, Xie Jing turned his face away in a concealed manner, and didn't look at Rong Min.

"Is that so." Rong Min looked at Xie Jing with mysterious and meaningful eyes.In the silence, he rested his chin in one hand and tapped a rhythm on the table with his fingers.

"Then let's go out and play."

"What, what?" The style of painting changed too fast.

"I said, we, we, also, go, go, play, let's go." Rong Min repeated word by word seriously. "Where do you like to go? Let's go fishing together, or how about eating vegetarian in Meishan? Or I know that there are many art exhibitions recently..."

Rong Min put forward a series of proposals with great interest, the more Xie Jing listened, the more sweat broke out on his forehead, and finally he had to interrupt Rong Min's words, asking: "Wait, wait, are you serious?"

"Of course, what's wrong?" Rong Min looked really puzzled.

Xie Jing put his hand on his forehead, I really don't know which planet this guy came from. "Fishing shrimp, eating vegetarian food, watching art exhibitions, please, do you have to be so old in your activities?"

Besides, he hasn't agreed to hang out with him yet?Should he be so proactive and start planning the itinerary?

"Old people?!" Rong Min had a deeply shocked expression on his face, and then humbly asked Xie Jing for advice: "Then what do you think you can do to make yourself less old?"

"Go to the playground, video game city or something, don't ordinary students go to these places?" Xie Jing spoke with a lack of confidence.

The only real friend he has now is Chen Chen. Chen Chen has a special physical condition, so in fact he doesn't have much experience of hanging out with friends.The playground or something should be a choice for ordinary students.

"What about you? Do you want to go to an amusement park or a video game city?" Rong Min asked with wide eyes.

Xie Jing thought about it seriously, "Is it a bit noisy?"

Those occasions were really not very attractive to him. There were so many people, crowded and noisy. Just thinking about it gave him a headache and earache.

Xie Jing showed a slightly painful expression, Rong Min immediately understood.He stroked his chin and thought for a while, then suddenly clapped his hands together, "That's right! I know what we can do now!"

"What?" Xie Jing asked curiously.

But Rong Min had a mysterious look on his face, no matter what Xie Jing asked, his mouth was like a clam tightly closed, he just didn't show a little bit of air, he just said that he would know when Xie Jing came out.

So Xie Jing, who was still struggling to answer or not just now, didn't realize that he had unknowingly agreed to the other party's invitation, and without even thinking about it, he made an appointment with him to go out together, and secretly looked forward to the day's event in his heart. arrival.

Rong Min looked at Xie Jing's dimly shining eyes, narrowed his eyes, and a faint smile flowed from the crescent-like corners of his eyes.