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It was not until the evening that Xu Kangrui reappeared in the classroom.Seeing him, Xie Jing heaved a sigh of relief, he didn't say anything, he was still worried about Xu Kangrui who disappeared inexplicably all afternoon.

"You actually skipped class all afternoon, the old class couldn't find you and said he wanted to call your home"

Xie Jing looked at the gloomy Xu Kangrui, and mistakenly thought that he was worried about what he said, and immediately continued: "Don't worry, I have already explained to him that you went to see a doctor because you had a bad stomach, don't forget when you go back." It's not difficult for you to get a fake note."

"Thank you, it was a great help." Xu Kangrui pulled the corner of his mouth reluctantly, and patted him on the shoulder to express his thanks.

Xie Jing nodded, suddenly remembered what happened just now, and quickly said: "By the way, I told you just now and you still go out, I..."

"Xiao Jing." Xu Kangrui took a deep breath and spoke in a low voice, "Can we talk about something else today?"

Seeing his solemn expression, Xie Jing couldn't help but feel his heart sink, "Then you go ahead, I'll listen to you, or let's go out and find a place to talk slowly."

He always felt that Xu Kangrui was acting weird these days, so it turned out that something was wrong in his heart.No matter what it is, just talk about it. I feel that I am one of the few friends of Xu Kangrui at school, and it is natural for Xie Jing to solve his friends' problems.

Xu Kangrui glanced at the empty classroom. It was already very late, not only the class, but everyone in the school had almost left. If Xie Jing hadn't been waiting for him, he would have gone back a long time ago.

"No need, let's chat here." Xu Kangrui said, propped up his hands, and sat down on the desk. Xie Jing looked at it, smiled, and followed his example, sitting on his own with his legs dangling on the desk.

Xie Jing stretched comfortably, then turned to ask Xu Kangrui, "Okay, what shall we talk about?"

"Wait." Xu Kangrui smiled mysteriously at him, put down his schoolbag and hugged it in front of him, and unzipped it, revealing several cans of beer hidden inside.

"you……!"

"Hush!" Xu Kangrui made a quiet gesture, picked up a can and threw it to Xie Jing, and said meaningfully: "How can the conversation between men go without wine?" I took a can and drank it leisurely.

Excited by Xu Kangrui, Xie Jing followed him awkwardly to open the beer in his hand without thinking, and took a quick sip. The sudden stimulation and bitterness on the tip of his tongue made him wrinkle his whole face into a ball, which was too difficult drink it.

Facing Xie Jing's accusing eyes, Xu Kangrui smiled, "You don't understand, don't you? The more you drink the beer, the better it tastes. Otherwise, why would there be so many alcoholics?"

Xie Jing had a ghostly expression because he believed in you, but seeing Xu Kangrui drank a bottle easily, he also tried to take another sip.

"That's right, that's right, you'll get used to it if you drink more." Xu Kangrui stared at Xie Jing's rolling Adam's apple with dark eyes, and encouraged Xie Jing to continue drinking while talking in his mouth.

Before he knew it, Xie Jing, who had always tasted alcohol, drank three cans of beer.At first he could still find that Xu Kangrui was talking to him in circles, but later no matter what Xu Kangrui said, his reaction was several beats slower.

Xie Jing patted his chest, belched contentedly, two blushes flew up on his face, and his originally bright eyes became hazy at this moment, he turned his head to look at Xu Kangrui, blinked, blinked again, raised a With a big smile, "Xu Kangrui, tell me, I will listen to whatever you want to talk to me about."

Obviously drunk, he was still thinking about chatting with the "worried" Xu Kangrui.

Xu Kangrui clenched his palms tightly, only to realize that his palms were already wet from tension.He met Xie Jing's eyes and looked at himself reflected in those misty pupils, feeling unprecedentedly flustered and nervous.

"Xiao Jing." Xu Kangrui licked his dry lips, "I want to say, I like you, don't be with that girl, you are with me, I can treat you very well."

After finishing what he had been afraid to say in one breath, Xu Kangrui held his breath, counting his heartbeats and waiting for the man in front of him to announce his sentence.

Permit or refuse, heaven or hell, Xu Kangrui feels that his heart is not in him, but in Xie Jing's hands, and he can keep it or throw it away according to his will.

"Like it? Hehehe, Xu Kangrui, why are you so funny." Xie Jing smiled foolishly, putting his hands on his hot cheeks, "I told you not to make fun of me all the time."

"I'm not joking!" Xu Kangrui raised his voice to argue, he looked at Xie Jing very seriously, and said every word clearly and forcefully, "I said, I, Xu Kangrui, like you, Xie Jing, did you hear clearly?"

These words seemed to press a certain static switch on Xie Jing. After digesting Xu Kangrui's words with the remaining rationality, Xie Jing's first reaction was to jump off the table slowly, and almost fell in the face. land.

"Xiao Jing, what are you doing?" Xu Kangrui hurried over, grabbed Xie Jing's arm, trying to help him up.

Xie Jing shook his hand away vigorously, without even looking at him, he kept saying, "You're drunk, Xu Kangrui, you're drunk, and I'm drunk too. I, I'm going home."

All this is just a ridiculous dream he had when he was drunk, as long as he goes home and sleeps, everything will be as usual when he wakes up.

Xu Kangrui looked at Xie Jing who was sitting on the ground struggling to stand up, and then at his hand that was thrown away, the light in his eyes flickered and finally went out completely.

He wanted to give his heart, but Xie Jing didn't want it, so he fell to the ground and got dirty.His heart seemed to be cut back and forth by a blunt knife. The pain was so painful that all the blood in his body was drained. Xu Kangrui clenched his teeth tightly, refusing to cry out.

Xie Jing was paralyzed and didn't dare to look at Xu Kangrui at all. He tried to stand up, but his chaotic consciousness made him lose control of his body. He grabbed the edge of the table and tried to prop up his upper body, but his hands refused to obey.

Xu Kangrui looked at the man who had almost lost half of his ability to move. The thought that flashed in his mind was infinitely magnified and magnified, and only the voice of the devil was left whispering in his ears. No matter how afraid of losing, you can fill the hole in your heart that is always filled with cold wind.

Xu Kangrui knelt down, pinched Xie Jing's chin to force Xie Jing to raise his face, but Xie Jing couldn't dodge, so he had to close his eyes tightly and continue to deceive himself in his heart.

A bitter smile appeared on Xu Kangrui's lips, and the emptiness in his eyes was replaced by haze.

His eyes fell on Xie Jing's lips that were slightly shiny with wine stains, he took a deep breath, and kissed them hard.

Xie Jing opened his eyes in fright, and what caught his eyes was Xu Kangrui's magnified face. He had never seen him from such a close angle, but he could clearly feel the crazy aura emanating from Xu Kangrui.

Drunken, Xie Jing couldn't help being confused, is this person really the Xu Kangrui he knew?

However, Xu Kangrui took this opportunity to pry open his mouth, his tongue penetrated into the hot and humid mouth, attacking the city unscrupulously, even teasing/teasing Xie Jing's little softness, sucking/sucking the intoxicatingly sweet body/fluid.

It wasn't until the tip of his tongue touched that Xie Jing's sluggish brain realized what had happened. He pulled Xu Kangrui's shirt with one hand and pressed his shoulder with the other, trying to push Xu Kangrui away.

But Xie Jing, who is usually like a weak chicken, is no match for the tall and powerful Xu Kangrui, let alone when he is drunk.

Xu Kangrui restrained the struggling Xie Jing with one hand, and frantically unbuttoned his school uniform with the other free hand. Eyes, kissed the curled eyelashes, and then licked his cool eyelids, with endless lingering and nostalgia.

Things have developed to this point, Xie Jing has completely sobered up.

He had never been in such a helpless situation before, but he knew what might happen next, so his body trembled violently, and even his voice trembled: "Let me go, let me go!"

Xu Kangrui covered his mouth, lowered his voice and said in his ear: "Hush your voice, keep your voice down, you don't want others to see it, we are like this now."

Although school has been over for a long time, but Bao Buqi is still in school. If you really see him and Xu Kangrui like this, this incident will definitely spread in the school tomorrow. Xie Jingshi is unwilling to face this kind of scene. .

Xie Jing was still struggling but no longer made a sound, Xu Kangrui comforted him with a kiss on the forehead, but when his eyes met Xie Jing's, he froze.

Xie Jing was finally willing to look at him, but Xie Jing's eyes contained anger, hatred, and fear, but there was no tenderness and warmth that people used to have when looking at him.

Some warm liquid overflowed his eyes, Xu Kangrui slowly stretched out his hands to cover Xie Jing's eyes, in the blink of an eye, a string of tears came out of his eyes, fell on Xie Jing's collar, and a few dark dots appeared .

He has never known so clearly like this moment, and he and Xie Jing will never go back together.

Xu Kangrui leaned over to Xie Jing's ear, shouting silently, wanting to speak his heart to this man's heart, let him understand his pain, his fanaticism, and his unwillingness.

And Xie Jing under him just twisted his body/body trying to break free from his shackles...

Maybe it was the tears that Xie Jing didn't realize, or maybe it was the confusion about the future of the two of them, after Xu Kangrui left his imprint on Xie Jing's chest/chest, he slowly let go of his restraint.

He straightened up, wiped away the teardrops from the corners of Xie Jing's eyes with his thumbs, and then put them into his own mouth, slightly salty, slightly bitter, this was the last taste that belonged to Xie Jing that he could taste.

Feeling that the force oppressing him was gone, Xie Jing didn't struggle any more, he was so exhausted that he didn't even have the strength to move his fingers, he just lay there quietly, as if he was dead.

"Xiao, Xiaojing." Xu Kangrui said worriedly, his voice was hoarse than he could have imagined.

Xie Jing slowly opened his eyes, fastened his buttons one by one with slight movements of his fingers, straightened his messy hair, wiped off the tears on his face, stood up on the chair, walked around Xu Kangrui, and packed his clothes bag.Everything is so orderly, so calm that it makes people feel scared.

Xu Kangrui mechanically turned his head to look at him. Xie Jing picked up his schoolbag and disappeared at the door. At the same time, the last gleam of light at dusk disappeared.

Xu Kangrui buried his face in his hands and whimpered like a wounded beast. He knew that his dark night had officially come, and his dark night would never pass.

The worlds of the two were turned upside down, chaotic, and broken this afternoon. ?

If they are two tiny planets in the universe, then their once parallel trajectories did not overlap under Xu Kangrui's unwilling impact. Instead, they accelerated and drove in two completely different directions. Since then, there have been two completely different planets. traces of.

The evening wind carried the fallen leaves from nowhere and swirled around the feet of the two of them, and continued to blow to an unknown distance.

A voice broke the silent stalemate between the two, "Xiao Jing, it's getting late, let's go back."

Xie Jing and Xu Kangrui looked at Rong Min who didn't know when to appear at the same time, his eyes only fell on Xie Jing gently, and he didn't pay attention to Xu Kangrui in front of Xie Jing at all.

Thinking of how many conversations with Xu Kangrui had been heard by Rong Min, Xie Jing's hands and feet felt cold. "Rong Min, I..." He wanted to explain, but he didn't know what to say. The day with Xu Kangrui was the darkest and hopeless moment in his life, and he didn't want Rong Min to know.

Rong Min shook his hand understandingly, "It's too late, let's talk about it when we have something to say." After saying that, he took Xie Jing's hand, turned around and left.

On the other hand, Xu Kangrui, who just said that he would tell the story of the two of them in front of Rong Min, even though his face was gloomy, actually let Rong Min take Xie Jing away like this.