I rely on reading to become the crumbs of the world

Why would a protagonist do such a stupid thing?

Or does the so-called truth, kindness and beauty have to sacrifice oneself?

Haiyin Siming has seen many tragedies, whether in books or in reality, in those tragedies, there are a considerable number of protagonists sacrificing themselves in order to save everyone. They seem to live for others, and more forced tragedies seem to be The protagonist lives to sacrifice.

It is wrong to shape a person just to let him die, no matter how you think about it!

The golden light condensed into a human form, and Haiyin Siming raised his head and could see figures in the air, they were falling at a fairly fast speed.

Haiyin Siming stretched out his hand, and a book appeared in the air. When the book was opened, a mist-like thing spread out in the air. The moment the mist appeared, Atsushi Nakajima and Gogol landed on it. Gogol clearly Atsushi Nakajima was taken aback.

Could this be considered a suicide attack?Does it count?Definitely count!

The white tiger boy was more decisive than he imagined. In such a short period of time, he actually directly decided on such an extreme method.

Directly use the superpower to teleport away, leaving only Atsushi Nakajima in a daze.

Haiyinsi ordered the book to be put away, the mist disappeared, Atsushi Nakajima fell to the ground, he hardly knew how to react, the string in his brain broke with a bang, and it would take time to connect the string again , and he still didn't understand why he, who decided to die with the enemy, stood here safely.

He raised his head and looked at Haiyin Temple's life, "Haiyin Temple?"

Haiyin Temple walked over, he stretched out his hand to Nakajima Atsushi, Nakajima Atsushi stretched out his hand subconsciously, Haiyin Temple Ming smiled, he pulled Nakajima Atsushi up, and then used his hands hard, caught off guard, Nakajima Atsushi was thrown directly Into the sea water on the shore.

"Ahem." Atsushi Nakajima came out of the sea with a cough, "Hai, Haiyin Temple?"

"Are you awake?" Haiyin Siming looked at him.

Atsushi Nakajima looked at him wetly, "Haiyin Temple."

"Are you awake?" Haiyin Siming amplified his voice, "Are you an idiot? Stupid enough to die with that guy."

"Sorry." Atsushi Nakajima was ups and downs in the sea, "I'm sorry, but I don't want to hurt anyone, let alone see others get hurt."

"We are friends, but it caused you trouble." Atsushi Nakajima said in a low voice, "I think that may be the best solution."

Atsushi Nakajima has lived in injustice and injury since he was a child. There has never been sunshine in his life. The dean who doesn't know how to discipline the children at all. The children who are constantly being punished spend night after night in loneliness and pain. This kind of tragedy His life made him have distorted kindness and inferiority complex.

He would hurt himself to protect others, even covering a bomb that might explode in the detective agency's entrance test.

He values ​​those around him more than himself.

"Is there no one who can let you stay?" Haiyin Siming looked at him, "Is that why you don't miss this world?"

"I think... there should be no one who misses me much." Atsushi Nakajima still lowered his head, "I am an orphan, I have no relatives, and my friends are just everyone in the detective agency, so it doesn't matter, if I die , not too many people will be sad, as long as things can get better."

"Am I not counted?" Haiyin Siming squatted down, looking at Atsushi Nakajima's eyes with those purple eyes, deep in the eyes there was a strong sadness, "Am I not your friend?"

"Do you think I won't be sad?"

On the white pages, behind Atsushi Nakajima's name, a little color trickled out of the well-meaning handwriting, and the colors recondensed into a word that was barely recognizable: sadness.

No one wants to die in the first place.

Atsushi Nakajima's hands were trembling, he looked at Haiyin Temple, and after a while he reached out and grabbed the railing by the sea, water dripped down his hand, Atsushi Nakajima tried to get out of the blue sea, he Grasping the railing, his fingers turned slightly white from the force.

"I'm sorry." Nakajima Atsushi tried hard to get out, "Haineji, I'm sorry."

"I just don't know what to do."

Atsushi Nakajima crawled out of the salty seawater with water stains all over his body. The stupid boy didn't know what to say, he could only keep saying sorry, Haiyin Temple couldn't get up, Atsushi Nakajima went to pull him , but was dragged to the ground by the order of Haiyinsi.

"Is death a good thing?" Haiyin Siming asked in a low voice.

"I have a friend. When I met him, I felt that he was very similar to you. He was looking forward to dying surrounded by flowers. He did that too. It seemed that he deserved to die, but why did he have to die?"

Atsushi Nakajima shook his head vigorously, "I won't die, no one will die."

"Haiyin Temple, don't do this."

"I was wrong."

Atsushi Nakajima clearly felt that Haiyin Temple's current state was not right. He had a strong sense of sadness in both his words and his performance. He seemed to be suffering for something, and this pain kept accumulating in his body. In the body, it is like blood constantly swimming throughout the body.

He suddenly remembered what Gogol had said.

Haiyin Siming is the incarnation of the book, and he is shaped by human beings, so he will be vile and chaotic, and he will also feel love and warmth. So, what if it is sadness and pain?Does he feel the same?Then... just fell into the pain that others gave him.

The moment he realized this, Atsushi Nakajima seemed to suddenly understand what he had done wrong.

He unconsciously engraved that sadness into Haiyin Siming's soul.

"I'm sorry." Nakajima Atsushi kept apologizing, "Haiyin Temple."

"Don't apologize." Haiyin Siming kept trembling, he raised his head, "I'm fine."

"You have to live a good life, you know?" Haiyin Siming said: "Live in your own way, in the most perfect state."

……

In Meursault Prison, Osamu Dazai and Fyodor played chess face to face that only they could see, chatting while playing.

"To be honest, besides being a special existence of a book, he is also just a human being, and a human being who can be completely led away by bad guys." Fyodor said in his usual elegant and slightly gloomy tone, He dropped his chess piece in front of Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai looked at the chess piece, "You really worked so hard to get him."

"Of course." Fyodor raised the corners of his mouth slightly, "After all, he is not someone else."

"But have you ever thought that maybe things are not what you think?" Osamu Dazai moved the chess piece to the side.

Fyodor raised his eyebrows slightly, "Does Dazai-kun have any strange ideas?"

"Perhaps you have noticed one thing, about the supernatural power of the Haiyin Temple boy." Dazai Osamu had a smile on his face, but this smile was mocking no matter how you looked at it, "You want to use the humanity that Haiyin Temple got from humans to use him, Because in your opinion, human nature is the last thing worth testing."

"So you're not seeing an obvious thing at all."

"Even if he came to Yokohama before and caused Yokohama to be disrupted with what you call a chaotic personality, in that state he would clear the effect three days later and restore the world to its original state. He didn't do anything after discovering that the world had been changed. No measures are taken, which shows that even if he loses control, he still abides by a rule."

"He's not going to change the world."

Fyodor nodded upon hearing that, a smile appeared in his purple eyes, "So, we are gambling, Dazai-kun."

"Yeah." Osamu Dazai casually moved the chess piece by another space.

"I bet he will be used by humanity and emotions, but Dazai-kun, you bet that even if he is a human being, he will not change the world at will to help other people realize their wishes." Fyodor stretched out his hand, "This gamble you Who will win, me or me?"

"Wait and see?"

"Wait and see."

……

Sky Casino.

Under Fyodor's prompt, Sigma was a little restless.

There will be members of The Hound and the Detective Agency sneaking into the Sky Casino, and even causing his Sky Casino to disappear, no, absolutely not.

This is the only thing that belongs to him, how can it just disappear like this.

what to do?What needs to be done to keep it!

At this moment, he heard a knock on the door and trembled subconsciously. The staff of the casino walked in. The staff and Sigma reported the news of the hound's arrival. people leave.

The members of the two Hounds looked impatient at being denied boarding, but it was impossible for them to enter the casino if he refused.

Yes, that's it.

Sigma leaned against the wall apprehensively, terrifying thoughts constantly churning in his mind.

He is just an ordinary person, whether it is character or physical skills, he looks like an ordinary person, everything about him is so ordinary, except for having a supernatural ability that is so suitable for crime, what is his past like?He has been looking for it all the time, but it is a pity that he has no way of knowing it until now.

"...I really don't want to do this."

"Then is there anything you want to do?"

Sigma's eyes widened, he raised his head suddenly, he saw the golden light in the air, that piece of golden light condensed into a human nature, Sigma's face was pale, when seeing that person's face, his heart kept pounding There was a bang, with an indescribable sense of fear.

"You, who are you? How did you get up?!" Sigma yelled in panic.

"Calm down, calm down." Haiyin Siming stood on the ground, with a calm voice, "I feel a little familiar, so come and see, what's your name?"

Sigma wanted to retreat, but there was a wall behind him, and he couldn't retreat any further.

"Sigma."

"Are you struggling with your past?" Haiyin Siming said, "Don't you know your origin?"

Sigma lowered his head, his nails sank into the wall, his pupils were full of panic, "Who are you?"

"We are talking about you now." Haiyin Siming stretched out his hand. He grabbed Sigma's wrist and dragged him out of here. No matter how bad his physical skills are, he won't be so bad.

And that uncontrollable sense of fear when facing him.

This is the man Fyodor wants to find!

Haiyin Siming dragged Sigma to the top floor of the Sky Casino, and then let go of his hand. Sigma clutched his wrist and quickly moved away from Haiyin Temple, and then he realized where he was. This is the top floor of the Sky Casino. From the position in the air, as long as he sticks his head out, he can see the humans on the ground.

As long as he turns over, he can fall.

Why did this boy bring him here.

"Because I want to give you a choice." Haiyin Siming's voice was calm, and his purple eyes were calm, as if something had completely drained the youth's clarity, "I'm actually quite opposed to shaping life, because not many people can Akutagawa Ryunosuke cannot bear the responsibility of shaping life, and neither can the person who made you."

Sigma froze for a moment, "...What? What did you say?"

"I am, made?"

"That's right, you are a life born from a book." Haiyinsi ordered: "So of course you can't find your past, because you don't have a past at all."

"No, you're lying!" Sigma's pupils continued to dilate, "How could I not have the past?!"

Haiyin Siming pointed at himself, "I am a book, so of course I know whether you were created by a book or not."

"……no no."

"You are an illusory character that shouldn't exist, maybe you were born just because of some people's occasional jokes." Haiyin Siming walked over, and he stretched out his hand towards Sigma, "The other party doesn't want to bear the responsibility of shaping a life at all, then ,what are you thinking?"

Sigma looked at Haiyin Siming's extended hand, his eyes were full of bewilderment, "What should I think?"

"This is the choice I gave you." Haiyin Siming did not move, still maintaining the gesture of reaching out his hand, "I am a book, so I can change your wrong life. Number one: You can choose to disappear, just like at the beginning. No, second: You should know where the pages are, write on them, and continue your past."

"Third, live like this."

Haiyin Siming showed a smile, "Choose."

choose?

Is there really a choice?Just disappear or lie to himself to live, and everything he is a Sigma will disappear too.

Was he sad from the very beginning?

"I..." Sigma opened his mouth tremblingly, he looked up at Haiyin Siming, "I want to live."

"I want to live as a human being."

Haiyin Siming looked at him, and after a while he withdrew his hand and said, "Okay."

"From now on, you are a brand new individual."

The boy in front of him disappeared in an instant. Sigma kept looking around. He stood up panting heavily, and kept searching on the top floor, but found no trace of the boy. After confirming that he had left completely, Sigma almost wanted to Slumped in a chair.

Tired and scary, that boy could really make him disappear in an instant.

but……

Sigma clenched his hands.

When giving him a choice, Haiyin Siming kept stretching out his hand to him, which meant to let him hand it to him. Although he said various choices in his mouth, he was giving him hints in action.

Haiyin Temple ordered him to hope that Sigma would choose to live.

That boy should be a good guy.